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It was a pale and thin boy.His hair was sparse, he was wearing a medical mask, and he was lying weakly on the hospital bed; his whole body exuded a sickness, sickly, like the corn lily that hadn't been changed for many days in the water bottle beside the bed.The only thing that is not affected by the illness may be the pair of big dark brown eyes looking at the sky outside the window. The white clouds passed by the brown world leisurely. The boy didn't know what to think, and the thin lips with dull color curved slightly.

At exactly ten o'clock, the door of the children's cancer ward with several Disney cartoon posters was carefully pushed open. Hearing the voice, the boy turned his head and saw a familiar figure. A little angry, he opened his mouth and called out sweetly, "Sister Lele!"

"Bev, how are you today?" Lele smiled.She put down Rhyme's leash, and Rhyme looked back at her to make sure that the master had found a place to sit down, then wagged her big tail, and slowly moved to the side of the boy's hospital bed, bowing her head meekly for the boy to pat her head.As soon as the boy touched the dog's white fur, he smiled with joy in his eyes.

"Rhyme, Rhyme!" He yelled happily regardless of the nasogastric tube inserted, and rubbed his whole face against the big dog; Lele sat quietly with a smile, closed his eyes and couldn't see, but the tranquility was automatically outlined in his mind Warm and beautiful picture, the face is completely relaxed.

This can be said to be the most enjoyable time of Lele's day. In this pediatric cancer ward that she hated so much, she met an interesting boy.

The boy was not so close at the beginning, and even when he first met, Lele felt uneasy every time he came.Bev is a victim of domestic violence. His father is unemployed and alcoholic. After drinking, he beats him and his mother to vent his grievances. Later, he met a new lover, and at the same time, Bev's body appeared abnormal. It took a long time to go for a checkup, and then he found out that it was such a terrible and serious illness.The poor woman was in a dilemma. The eyes of the cohabitant staring at Xiao Beifu became colder every day, full of contempt and disgust. After she fell into a coma and was sent to the emergency room, she was rescued with great difficulty, but the woman never appeared again.

These are all what Lele heard from the social worker. Because of the shadow of the past and the torment of illness, the boy never said a word, his emotions went back and forth, and he often did some inexplicable actions. The cooperation was quite poor. No matter how many medical staff Patience is not worth the wear and tear for a long time. In addition to routine ward rounds and palliative treatment, no one is willing to pay more attention to care. The non-profit student association of M University will regularly hold children's cancer birthday celebrations to add a little warmth to the children who don't know if there will be a tomorrow in the ward. When he asked for an extra piece of chocolate, Bev always stayed alone in a corner, playing with Lego blocks alone. If someone tried to get close, the seven-year-old boy would stare in horror, hide his head in a vertical corner and shiver.

When Lele first came into contact with Bei Fu, he always reacted like this, but Lele couldn't see it yet, so she could only hear how unwelcome she was from the nurse who accompanied her; Patient, Ke Lele's persistence came from somewhere, no matter how embarrassing and embarrassing he was, he survived.Without even thinking about it, the one who "breaks the ice" in the end is the unexpected one, the docile and honest female Labrador; the Labrador, which ranks among the top three dogs in the dog world, slowly observed after a week of silent observation. Take a great first step, walk up to the boy and lie down, kiss him with your nose and tongue, and then complete the feat of breaking through the heart.

The boy jumped out of the bed, hugged Rhyme tightly, and burst into tears while hugging him, crying and crying, and even said the first sentence hoarsely: "Xiaobailan, Xiaobailan, I miss you so much... ..."

Lele: "..."

The boy cried for a while, wiped away his tears, and then explained to Lele: "Our family used to have a stray dog. After I brought it back, I asked my father what name he wanted, and he kept saying, 'Xiaobai is rotten. play'..."

"...Is, is it? Then Xiaobai... er, where is it now?"

The tears that had finally stopped spewed out like a broken faucet: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo'... then one day my father took it away and said he was going to drink and eat hot pot with friends, and I never I saw it, woo woo woo..."

Rhyme who was being stroked trembled, Lele heard a strong heartache surged up, she walked towards Bev, squatted down slightly, and rubbed his hair.What a poor child, who doesn't understand anything, and has suffered so much at such a young age... "Don't cry, don't cry, Xiao Bailan just went to a far away place, and he might come back someday! During the time it goes out to play, Rhyme and I can accompany you every day..."

Later, when Lin Wen listened to Lele's story, she couldn't help laughing a few times; but to be honest, Lele couldn't laugh at all. No one knew better about the physical discomfort caused by blood cancer than the previous party. How lucky she was, Accompanied by a family who cherished her, and with such a person who gave without complaint or regret, she was able to get out of the difficult path of illness.More and more, countless children do not have this kind of blessing, and before they have time to take a good look at this vast world, they have to walk on the bridge of Naihe and reincarnate again.

Bev and Lele are getting closer and closer. After getting acquainted with each other, Lele finds that the boy's autism and timidity are actually just a defensive armor. Under the impenetrable iron coat is the softest heart.Bev likes to talk very much, but Tong Yan Tong Yu often speaks amazingly, like a naive little philosopher; he has a great talent for painting, and if his physical strength allows, he will ask for a piece of paper after Lele has finished telling the fairy tale He used colored pencils to reproduce the scene of the story just now. He knew that Lele couldn't see it, so he sat on Lele's lap after drawing, happily explaining what he had drawn.

"The evil queen took a big red apple—I painted three kinds of red—and gave it to the beautiful princess. The white princess was lying in a big brown box, and a white horse came in the distance— The horse's fur was so high and so high that it pierced into the blue sky - and immediately rode a handsome and beautiful princess with long black braids that trailed to the floor - and she kissed her and Snow White came back to life !"

Well, that's great, imagining it is a colorful painting.Lele smiled dotingly, and asked jokingly, "Bev is great, but why is it not a prince in the end, but another princess?"

Bev pursed his lips, and snorted a few times in disdain: "Huh! Man! Huh!" He forgot his gender. "Only a princess can save a princess!"

"Well, it makes sense." Lele smiled and patted the boy's fleshless cheek. "Then, is the princess who came to save the princess as beautiful as Snow White?"

"Haha!" Bev lowered his volume, looked around to make sure there was no one else, and then whispered: "...I only tell Sister Lele! The princess who saved lives is even more beautiful than Snow White! She has long hair Long, with some curls at the end, her eyebrows, nose and mouth are super beautiful! I think the most beautiful ones are those purple eyes, like glowing stones... Sister Lele, why do you have a weird expression? What's wrong?」

"...It's okay, it's okay." He forced himself to suppress the commotion in his heart. "Did Bev imagine it? Or did he see it?"

"Oh! I really have seen it! Several times, my social worker sister used a wheelchair to push me to play in the park opposite. When I passed the lobby on the first floor, I would see that beautiful purple-eyed sister. Many people stared at her. However, Sister Ziyan never talks to others, and she seldom smiles, I think her eyes seem to be looking for something!"

"Very important, very important thing."

"...Bev, it's about time for you to rest. Sister Lele, let's go first..."

"Ahhhh! So fast again! Sister Lele has been leaving in a hurry recently...Okay, okay! See you tomorrow!"

Bev didn't know how much his words caused Lele's inner turmoil. Lele walked in a hurry, and even Rhyme felt the urgency in the master's heart.I really want to see her, I want to see her so much for no reason, why is she so stupid... Some kind of inexplicable complex emotions filled my whole body, and finally turned into the driving force for my feet, and walked back to the exclusive small office at an unimaginable speed.

After visiting Bev these days, almost all the rest of the time was given to the "marriage" lady.Sister Yun may or may not have noticed, how can her poor acting skills be able to deceive Sister Yun who can read people's hearts in every move?From the beginning to the end, I didn't expect much to delay for a long time.However, no matter whether the amnesia itself is true or not, as long as it leads to the desired result in the end, nothing else matters.

There is really a terrible tacit understanding between the two, even if Lele is blind, even if Xiaoyun holds a tablet and uses a mechanical female voice to disguise.Daily gossip, plain conversation without too much emotion, but every word and sentence has the heavy impact of Xiaoyun's affection, and then Lele's four or two thousand gold flashes.You come and I go, Xiaoyun gets closer and Lele takes a step back, so the relationship is stable and stable, straddling the edge line, not exceeding the safe distance.Obviously, the love is extremely strong, but it has to be as thin as gas, perfectly interpreting "be in heat, stop being polite", even if you have done everything, you are still more modest than Liu Xiahui, two cups of hot tea, shaking hands A hand touch, a hug before leaving, nothing else.

So eager for each other, but there is always an invisible wall.

At this time when Lele returned to the office in the past, sister Yun must have been waiting at the tea table; today, it is uncharacteristically, there is no familiar scent of verbena, only a deep male voice, said lightly: "Miss Wuyou, my master Sudden fever, not very well today, so I can only rest at home."

"Is she serious?!" An anxious tone.

"...Although this is a bit impolite, but," Ma Qianzi glanced at Lele, "my lady wants to see you very much. You know that what she looks forward to most every day is to chat with you. I don't know if I may take the liberty of asking you to come to Miss's house guest?"

Lele agreed decisively.

Standing in front of Xiaoyun's master bedroom, Lele felt as if she had been a lifetime away.The villa has not changed much, but according to Brother Ma, an elevator has been added, and some thoughtful designs for the visually impaired; this place is filled with countless memories of Lele, and it is also the place where she and her beloved were closest.The dining room where you eat simple home-cooked food, the study room where you can see each other's figures when you look up and down, the kingsize bed where you embrace into the land of gorgeous ecstasy... Thinking of this, Lele blushed and calmed down, and then raised her eyes. The hand knocked lightly on the door.

After knocking a few times and finding no response, Lelegai put his hand on the doorknob, and the door opened as soon as he turned it.She didn't let Rhyme follow, leaving the dog outside, closing the door carefully, and groping her way to the bed from memory.

There was a shallow breathing sound from the bed, and the other party should be sleeping.Lele rummaged around for a while, making messy noises. She was annoyed at her clumsiness, and finally found an ice pillow that was supposed to be wrapped in fabric, and a dry towel.Trembling, Lele took a towel and slowly moved closer to the other party. She could feel the temperature of the other party's body after a short distance, but her heart ached so much that she felt the wetness on the other party's forehead, so she took the towel and gently wiped it off one by one. Press it with an ice pillow, and keep pressing it without fear of freezing your hands.

After all, it is a doctor, such a simple care is not a problem, let alone the other party is my beloved.Lele is not bothered either. She washes the towel when it is wet, wrings it dry and then continues to wipe it. She is busy walking around in the master bedroom, walking smoothly without relying on her eyes.After an unknown period of time, I felt that the other person's body temperature seemed to have dropped a lot, so I stopped and sat on the edge of the bed, hesitated for a few seconds but couldn't resist the desire in my heart, and approached quietly, with white hands across the other's delicate face, with slender willow eyebrows, and an intoxicating peach blossom smile Eyes, high nose bridge, side cheeks that seem to be much thinner... At the end are two thin lips, circling and brushing, and leaning forward for a while with a heartbeat.

The cold but soft lips, the long-lost familiar temperature are so comfortable that you want to cry.Lele's kiss ended after a short taste, and she was about to back away after a while; sensing the other party's thoughts, she stretched out a hand from under the quilt, quickly and accurately hooked the back of Lele's head, pressed, the kiss became deeper and more affectionate, The sweet time is extended several times.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Yun finished licking Lele's lips gently, and then reluctantly took it back.Lele was panting, her face was flushed, Xiaoyun smiled after seeing this for a long time, and patted Lele's cheek lovingly: "...Why, you are not afraid of being infected, and you will sneak up when you meet?"

"...You were woken up by me?"

"No, in fact, I haven't closed my eyes since you entered the door...Wow! I have the hard evidence, do you still want to continue pretending?"

Even now, making excuses is only hypocritical. "...Are you pretending to be sick?"

Xiaoyun smiled wryly, and coughed a few times: "No, cough...the weather has changed recently, I can't sleep well at night, and my immunity has weakened, so I really got the flu cough..."

Although she was a bit annoyed at being teased just now, she always had a temper with the patient Lele; she picked up the Erwenmu/cang and stuffed it into Xiaoyun's ear, and pressed the button. "...how many degrees? I can't see it."

"37.5 degrees, the fever has subsided a lot. When I tested it in the morning, I remember it was 39.6 degrees."

"39.6 degrees?!" Lele knocked Xiaoyun on the head angrily. "It's so hot, why didn't you go to the hospital? You want to burn your brain out!"

"It's okay! It's just a natural reaction of the body, don't you think it's coming down?" Xiao Yun comforted with a smile, then her relaxed expression calmed down, and she raised her hand to touch Lele's face.

"We haven't talked like this for a long, long time."

Lele lowered her head slightly.

"Why did you lie to me?"

"...Sister Yun, you are the person who knows the answer best besides me."

Xiao Yun sighed, she gently held the other person's face, rubbed it with her fingers, and said seriously: "Besides me, you are also the one who knows the decision I will make best."

"I'm blind."

"As long as you are still An Wuyou, I don't mind anything." She lowered her head and kissed the pair of big and small eyes. "I can be your eyes forever."

"That's enough, Sister Yun!" Lele began to choke up, and a drop of tear hit the back of Xiaoyun's hand, "...From childhood to adulthood, have you ever lived for yourself? I fell into the water and you took your life to save me, I had leukemia and you insisted on donating bone marrow to save me regardless of your age. You were forced to give up your dream and go to another more difficult path, but you still tried your best to help me find my goal. Now that I am blind, you are also willing Pay the rest of your life to take care of a useless person like me... that's enough, really enough, if there is a karmic reincarnation in the past and present, no matter how much you owe me, you will have already paid it off."

"Our love doesn't tolerate worldliness. In the past, I could slap those people in the face with my hard work and say, 'Look! I am good enough to be worthy of Zhao Xiaoyun.' But now I can't see it. In the future, you can only go out You will be pointed at by people: "Miss Qin actually raised a blind lover", "I really don't know what's wrong with Miss Qin's eyesight" and other rumors... Zhao Xiaoyun, do you understand? Even you don't know Knowing how good you are! I don't want our love to make you suffer, and I can't feel at ease and shamelessly enjoy all your efforts."

"Sister Yun, you were the one who loved me before, can you let me love you this time?"

Lele smiled slightly, and ran down Xiaoyun's long hair with nostalgic hands.

"Sister Yun still owes me a birthday gift for that birthday in Long Island, right? Now I finally know what I want."

"Sister Yun, leave me! Let yourself live a happier and happier life than me, and make me scratch my heart and lungs with regret every time I hear about you, thinking about what I was thinking at the beginning, how could I be willing Let go, how can you be willing to let go..."

Tears flowed down uncontrollably again, soaking into the mouth, full of saltiness.

The author has something to say:

"Still this chapter is nonsense"

"Little white rotten" is a swear word, a good boy should not study indiscriminately~~~ It is because Ling heard from a classmate a few days ago that his dog is called this name, so he conveniently XDDDDDDDDD

By the way, in fact, when I typed the phrase "Sister Yun, you used to love me, can you let me love you this time?", my OS is so sauce → why it reads like the counterattack in OOXX Declaration ah ah ah (cover face)!No, I have to be more reserved (Chai Shi rolls his eyes and smiles)

I'm sorry that I didn't dare to publish an article on Qixi Festival yesterday. I will add a chapter with a burst of words today. By the way, I will send the small theater that was written before but was not included later~~~

"small theater"

Le: People with high IQs hate it!

Rhyme: (silently doing my own thing)

Le: ... People with high IQ and high EQ are even more annoying!

Rhyme: (silently puts down the pen)

Le: ... Shuangshanggao is so beautiful that he is simply not human!

Rhyme: I am not a human being, what am I?

Le: You are a bully who specially bullies me!

Yun: (Hitting her with a folder helplessly) Come on!Being eaten to death by you, the rogue is no longer a rogue.

This should be sweet, right? The sugar content in this chapter should be relatively high, so... (slowly lifts the lid of the pot) Hmm!Happy belated Qixi Festival (Yesterday I was also very happy to pass with my left and right hands... I was flashed everywhere this day, I am angry with the dog ╰(〒炒〒)╯)

I wish the little angels all the best~~~