keep you worry-free

Silent sigh.

After returning to T City, Lele, who has already graduated, entered a period of vacancy before actually entering the workplace.Relaxed from the two years of practice and the tension of the second-stage examination of Chinese medicine, the inertia of human beings played a role. She loves to sleep and often sleeps until the sun is high, and she is very happy to use her mobile phone and computer to stay up late at night.In contrast, Xiaoyun is so busy that sometimes she really can't go home. Recently, she has several big cooperative development projects in hand. She is a perfectionist to a certain extent, so she naturally tries her best to do her best. Because of this, Xiaoyun I don't have time to pay special attention to how decadent my lover is.When Xiaoyun knocked on the door of Lele's room a week later and saw someone sitting in front of the computer watching a mindless and vulgar soap opera, and then asked her "the pulse of the stomach and feet", she was stunned and couldn't answer, Xiao Yun suddenly laughed angrily, closed the computer with a snap, picked up the girl who was pretending to be cute and begged for forgiveness, and threw it into the study room, locking it.

After that day, Lele finally came to her senses. Now she doesn't need to be reminded by sister Yun. She sets an alarm clock and reports to the library on time at [-]:[-] am.It's not that Sister Yun didn't seriously ask her what her plans are next, and she also mentioned to help her find a national-level old Chinese medicine doctor so that she can study with her.After all, Lele himself knows that what TCM learns in school is really superficial. Pulse diagnosis, acupuncture, and syndrome differentiation and treatment can all be deeply understood in clinical practice. The teachers you follow during your formation are therefore even more important.The senior that Sister Yun found through her network was praised by everyone with a thumbs up. She has a good temper and teaches well, but she doesn’t like to accept students. Opportunities come and go, and she would be crazy to change someone, but Ke Lele hesitated for a long time. undecided.

She took out a data form from her backpack, filled with personal information on it, and touched the rough cardboard. The phone vibrated slightly, showing that there was another message from the group. Lele slid to see that the other party had lost a link. .She clicked in and looked at the few words and many photos on the website. Her heart was restless, and she was tormented by anticipation and conflicting emotions; Slanting light into the glass window is a bit dazzling.

Fate seems to not allow people to be too leisurely, and has to throw stones in a peaceful life to cause ripples.Lele, who was walking and eating with Zhugong with soda and grilled chicken wings in the amusement park, saw Sister Yun who appeared inexplicably, but she couldn't react completely at the moment.After hearing the news, the whole person was in a fog, unable to figure out what to do, feeling in a daze that he was still dreaming.

Grandma Ann passed away.In the Sanheyuan of my hometown, there was no disease or pain, and I fell asleep.

Lele walked into the old house that he hadn't been in for a long time. The venomous sun still shone on the Dacheng, and the shadow of the third column from the center to the right happened to fall into the kitchen door.In that dark little room—the place where I lived with my dad when I was a child—the cradle bed was not put away, and it was placed neatly by the mat. Outside, the wind passed through the nearby camphor tree, and the leaves rustled, and then blew into the screen window, the cradle bed So he shook himself.The bedrooms of her aunt and uncle, sister Yun's room that was always invaded by herself, the main hall where ancestors and gods were worshipped, the bathroom, the toilet... When she finally walked into the study, there was an unspeakable smell in the air.It's so strange, even though grandma has moved her soul to the funeral parlor, yet she still feels that there is still a slightly pungent old man's smell that belongs to grandma alone.

The wooden reclining chair is still, and there is a book on the chair. Grandma’s biggest hobby is reading. Presbyopia doesn’t want to wear glasses, so the angle of Qiao’s up and down with the book must be seen clearly. It is estimated that his hands were tight when he passed away. Holding the book, let the person who handles the body take it down, and put it on the chair casually.Lele took a closer look, the gray leather cover, the title of the book may have become blurred due to long-term friction.She flipped through the contents, and the corners of her lips curled up slightly. It turned out to be Xiao Hong's "Hulan River Biography".

Grandma An reads a wide range of books, basically all kinds of books, but she can't read this book anyway.Lele knew the reason, because a book mixed with Northeast Chinese dialects made grandma more and more confused, not to mention that Dongcheng is like summer all the year round, the sun can roast people to death, and the scene of freezing and freezing water that day , I can't figure it out.I don’t know if grandma has finished reading the book, the pages are wrinkled, and the dry flat bookmark of mahogany seeds is sandwiched on a certain page. Mule carts... Ha!Where did such a car come from in this era?Lele was reading and laughing, and she put down the book again, a hot water drop hit the back of her hand, two, three, tears streaming down her face. "...Really, no matter how stubborn you are, you still have to accept it." Lele leaned back against the leg of the recliner and sat on the floor covered with thick dust.Fortunately, Sister Yun was considerate and thoughtful, so she went to the nearby funeral parlor and funeral home to deal with the funeral affairs, leaving her here alone, otherwise all the ugly appearance would be seen by others.

Lele sat on the chair origami lotus, and Xiaoyun pulled the extension cable to connect to the computer. No matter how Lele persuaded her, she didn't plan to go back and insisted on staying here.The offspring of the An family withered, and Lele was essentially the only one left. Most of the people who came to hold incense and pay homage were friends of Grandma An's life, but how many old people lived to this age?Therefore, the mourning hall looks particularly bleak.Tired of sitting, Lele stretched her waist and went to the inner room, looked at the pale old man inside through the freezer through the yellow curtain, her life was hard and desolate, and death might be a relief, leading her out of the endless loneliness. His expression was peaceful.Lele leaned over, hugged the low-temperature cabinet, closed her eyes, and dawdled for a few times with nostalgia.

On the night of the vigil, Lele was tired and lying on the table, not surprisingly, she put on a thin coat.She hooked her lips, "...Sister Yun, did you come when my aunt and uncle passed away?"

"...how did you find out?"

"When you were talking to Mr. Undertaker, I heard 'my parents were also in this position'."

"It's all over." Xiao Yun said lightly.

"Well, yes." Lele opened her big and small eyes, looking at Xiaoyun's beautiful side face. "...Walking around, you are the only one who stays with me all the time, never, ever left."

"Because you are my responsibility." Xiao Yunyang smiled softly. "It's my favorite person."

Lele closed her eyes reassuringly, turned her head to take a nap; with sister Yun around, she had nothing to worry about.

"...Lele, life is impermanent."

"Um."

"So if you want to do something, do it."

Lele suddenly opened his eyes.

"...You didn't even put away your things, so I saw it." Xiao Yun looked at the other party calmly. "If you want to go to a remote village for free clinic for a year, go for it."

"...I thought you would stop me." Lele murmured.

"I am not self-willed enough to use love as a tool to bind each other. Although I am reluctant, if you don't go, it will be a lifetime regret, right?"

"I have observed you studying medicine in the past few years, and found that Lele, you are really devoted to this career, not just trying to imitate me as a child. "Love is not everyone has a responsibility", you just let go and do it." Xiao Yun Pulling Lele's hand, he rubbed his thumb against the diamond ring on the other's ring finger. "...Besides, we are legally married, so are you afraid that you will run away?"

Lele couldn't help chuckling upon hearing this. "...To be honest, I hesitated for a long time. If I had known that you were so persuasive, I wouldn't have to worry about it for a long time."

"Lele, I once asked Uncle Dasheng why he asked you to be worry-free. He said he didn't ask for anything else, but only wanted you to be safe and worry-free in your life. But I found that you are more than that. What you want is the whole world. Worry-free, use your own strength to stitch the broken pieces together, and bring happiness to everyone... What can I say? I like Lele you the most, simple, kind and pure, just like my most primitive dream.”

"Hey! This is the only chance I'll give you. When you come back, An Wuyou, you have to stay close to me, don't even think about running away."

"I will never let go again."

The author has something to say:

The second part of "The City of Yanhua" is considered complete, and then I will finish her when Ling comes back, and guess what will happen (make trouble, make trouble, make trouble)

This chapter was squeezed out of the time code. After posting the H on Weibo, I came back to proofread the second half of the manuscript, so the posting time is relatively late recently @@I’m so sorry.I might really have to stop for a few days... Thank you little angel for your tolerance and patience. 333 words finally arrived.

I wish the little angels all the best, okay~~~

towards happiness