keep you worry-free

The folder snapped hard, and Lele, who was standing in a daze by the French window of the balcony, was startled by the touch above her head, and a few drops of coffee spilled out of her hand. "An Wuyou, why are you here if you don't sort out the medical records? Sichun!" Lin Wen's tired voice came from behind.

Lele looked back, and then couldn't help laughing. "Pfft... Sister Lin, did you fight with someone else?"

"Go!" Lin Wen, who was in a bad mood and even spoke more vulgarly than usual, hit Lele on the head with the folder in his hand. "You also know that I have been assigned to patients with complex diseases recently. Not to mention the data every day, and the morning meeting will keep the bosses on the phone. It is best to have time to sleep!"

"Tsk tsk!" Lele looked at Lin Wen's dark circles, even his eyes were cloudy and yellowish, and shook his head. "The liver opens up to the eyes. If you look in the mirror by yourself, you have to scare yourself to death...and staying up late will also damage the innate essence hidden in the kidneys. I think you will suffer from kidney deficiency at a young age!"

"Thank you for your reminder, Doctor Anda! Why don't you help me with some nonsense when you have time? I think you seem to be quite free..."

"Hehe." Lele took out "Treatise on Febrile Diseases" from her bosom, and opened one of the pages, revealing the paper sandwiched inside, which was full of notes. "I met a patient with "internal movement of liver wind, inflammation of liver fire, hyperactivity of liver yang, and stagnation of liver qi". Now I am looking for information, thinking about why the teacher prescribed these medicines, and my head is broken. , where can you relax?"

"Oh!" Lin Wen leaned against the white wall and sighed exaggeratedly. "The intern is exhausted like this. Why did you not want to get a high score to study medicine at the beginning... Also, if I knew that the affiliated doctor of M University was so fucked up, it might be better if I just chose a suburban hospital. Look at Xiaoyu, I made a man Friends post photos in the group every day, and play around on weekends, like a vacation..."

"Haha! There are many people in a large medical center, and you have learned a lot! Don't you think your clinical knowledge is quite solid?"

"Huh! The typing speed is trained. Who makes so many medical records! As for the clinic, wasn't I discussing a patient with you that day? No matter how I looked at it, I thought it was a fever, but the old man surnamed Wang insisted that it was a cold." I prescribed a bunch of warming and tonic medicines. I followed up and found that the patient didn’t come back for a follow-up visit. I guess it’s hard to find another doctor... Some doctors only want to upgrade, do research, and catch up with papers and journals. Study hard...I said Lele," Lin Wen lowered his voice, "the masters are among the people. I don't plan to do any medical training anymore. My dad asked me to find an old man who specializes in obstetrics and pediatrics. The clinic is at his own expense. Every month... this number. After graduation, I want to leave the big hospital and go to that senior, what about you?"

"I..." Lele lowered her head and thought about it seriously, then raised her head and said in a very serious tone, "I'm going to get married right after graduation."

"Pfft..." A mouthful of water spewed out of Lin Wen's mouth.

"Just kidding." Lele blinked her big and small eyes and smiled brightly.

Lin Wen choked and coughed a few times, but finally stopped; she patted her chest and gave Lele a hard look. "Go to An Wuyou, you almost scared my aunt to death!"

"I haven't seen your partner yet, who are you going to marry?"

"Hey," Lele raised an eyebrow at Lin Wen who looked at her with disbelief, adding a little mystery to her tone. "How do you know I'm not interested..."

She smiled lightly, and the incandescent bright light of the hospital shone on her body with a faint heat.Several family members of patients in the corridor seemed to be arguing, and two or three couldn’t control the volume and their faces were flushed; a foreign nurse pushed a wheelchair, and took the old grandmother who was hanging on a drip and her eyes were dull to the elevator; the transport staff took a basket of specimens and drugs The wind passed by; doctors and nurses came from here and went to the other end, white figures swayed by, non-stop.

This is the internship in the last year of university, busy, messy, tired, and fulfilling in a big hospital, and then I will graduate in a blink of an eye.

Seven years, in fact, passed very quickly.Many impressive things seem to be far away, but when I think about them carefully, I feel that they are not close at hand.In seven years, some things have not changed, and many things have changed.

Many people say that the major turning point in the real conversion to medical students is to enter the anatomy room and learn from the general teacher in person.A body that is cold and silent, but still retains the mystery of the human body. It is discolored and whitish, and looks like a shriveled rubber toy. Connective tissue, muscle tissue, fat tissue... blood does not flow without temperature, but it is true There was a soul temporarily in this body.Lele's hands went through the cut skin to the inside, tremblingly touching the viscera, the smell of formalin soaked through the gloves, and the nose covered under the mask could smell clearly.In the past few months, Lele refused to eat meat products with obvious structure, such as ribs and chicken wings. Sister Yun, who was also a pastor, didn't say much, and patted her head to comfort her.

It was a shocking education.Education of respect and prudence for life.

The higher the grade, the more things to learn.Gradually, Lele was able to spit out strange academic terms while chatting and laughing with her classmates, made jokes that only medical professionals could understand, and could also make simple diagnoses and prescribe a few prescriptions for physical abnormalities; Holding a sterile needle and pricking each other as an experimental subject, I also had a sudden whim to force Yun's sister to sit and pierce her like a hedgehog until she was about to be inserted into the "Yingxiang Point" and looked at Yun's sister's face against the sky For fear of disfiguring his daughter-in-law if he accidentally shook his hands, he stopped.

Not everyone can survive the long and arduous journey of medicine, especially the study of Chinese medicine, which is even more difficult.My roommate, Xiaoqing, had a sudden thought before the license exam, and found that her talent was in design, and studying medicine was not what she wanted. After a family revolution, she was finally allowed to transfer to other majors. Crying, crying and hugging reluctantly, now it is said that things are going well, and she has even got a recommended place to study in Europe.

After countless all-nighters before the exam, finally, like the young sister Yun, she was qualified to wear the white coat that has symbolized the mission of saving lives for a hundred years. She wore a decent gown at the gown ceremony, and the seniors personally embroidered "An Wuyou Doctor" "The honor to put on.After swearing to "The Great Doctor's Sincerity", besides the words, there are scenes of the past in my mind, past and gone, and some traces are unclear.In reality, perhaps only the slightly warm polyester coat on his body is left, and those burning and deep violet eyes hidden in the crowd in the distance.

The lingering night was a little less lustful than usual.Lele panted and spread out on the big bed. When Ren Xiaoyun rubbed her flushed cheeks with her long fingers, she saw that the other person's eyes contained devotion, gratification, and the softest emotions in the world.Xiao Yun lowered her head and kissed lightly on the corner of Lele's lips, with her index finger following the arc of her eyebrows, swipe and swipe. "...I'm very happy." The hoarse voice said, mixed with emotion/depression afterward. "It's not just because you fulfilled my original dream for me. In fact, I often think about it myself. If human life is so fragile that a variable may disrupt all expectations, then instead of trying to stay by your side, It’s better to let you learn to protect yourself.”

"...My girl, I really can do it."

"Don't talk nonsense." Lele couldn't help frowning her eyebrows when she heard the words. She grabbed Xiaoyun's hand and kissed it delicately: a layer of calluses formed due to hard work, not so soft and smooth, but it always gave Leleji Great sense of security in the hand. "...Sister Yun must always, always stay by my side. Even if I get old and ugly in the future, you can't abandon me!"

"It's really domineering." Xiao Yun chuckled.Lele simply reached out and hooked Xiao Yun's neck, turned over, and brought Sister Yun into a storm of passion/desire, lest she say something she didn't like to hear.

Go through the roadblock life of little clerk, and develop the habit of "running" when you see a patient—run to ask the patient and learn.To say that Lele felt the deepest in the children's ward, watching the group of children who were supposed to be running, jumping and having fun outside were locked in a room full of disinfectant, even sunlight was a luxury.Many of the hospitalized children were leukemia patients. Most of them were not as lucky as Lele, and they had to die while waiting for the long-awaited donation.Lele likes children. In her spare time, she often takes a few dolls and books of fairy tales and goes to the ward to interact with them. It wasn't until a five-year-old girl she liked very much passed away that she gradually distanced herself from that, which made people feel depressed. , A ward with cartoon characters painted on the wall.

The five-year-old girl, like sister Yun, has a pair of overly beautiful violet pupils, willow-leaf eyebrows, and a high nose. She looks like a gentle version of Zhao Xiaoyun when she was a child.But she died on a rare sunny morning, and her thin body was covered with a white cloth. Lele looked at her feeling suffocated in her heart. After struggling out of the ward, she rushed to the toilet and vomited uncontrollably. He had already learned to be calm and ruthless when practicing medicine, and Coke Le's accidental collapse.

It was as if sister Yun had disappeared in front of her, and it was difficult to even breathe.Lele looked at herself in the mirror, wearing a white robe, and a certain strong idea crawled out of her mind. Almost every passionate young doctor would have that kind of idea, and every senior who has experienced rich experience and seen the world will have some Disapproval.

"...if I could cure all diseases and save everyone..." Lele murmured.

She learns compassion, and a bold idea takes shape.

The braid was pulled aside, the bachelor's cap was thrown high into the sky, and the seven years of college came to an end with graduation.After getting the certificate and having a full meal with classmates and professors, Lele turned the corner at the alley and got into Xiaoyun's car.The car will drive back to the far end, back to the remote town condensed in the water droplets of time.

Grandmother An couldn't accept the relationship between Lele and Lele that was unconventional and unethical. She never contacted Lele after she came out of the closet. Grandma is determined to sever ties with her.A woman under the influence of traditional education is bound by the old concept of three obediences and four virtues. After experiencing the pain of losing her husband and sons and daughters, she becomes sensitive and stubborn. Lele's behavior hurt her deeply. She locked herself in an old house in a courtyard In the middle of the world, he ignores the outside world and faces the doomed death of aging alone.

Lele called several times at the door, and then the tone of the call was unconsciously crying, but the old house was dead silent, there was no footsteps, and there was no response.She was powerless to slump by the red brick wall and was not afraid of the dust staining her brand new shirt, Xiao Yun couldn't stand it anymore and came to help her up.Before leaving, Lele suddenly turned around and knelt on the ground, kneeling three times and knocking nine times towards the gate.

She had a premonition that this was the last meeting between her and grandma, the last wordless meeting between them both alive.

A depressive atmosphere enveloped Xiao Yun and the two of them, and they walked to the Mazu Temple at the entrance of the alley.At this time, there were no pilgrims in the temple, even the temple master was dozing off, his head almost fell into the newspaper.Lele inadvertently glanced at the lottery cylinder placed in front of the altar table, and begged for a lottery on a whim. She prayed to the god statue carefully and piously. After tossing for a long time, she managed to throw the holy wand three times in a row, while Xiaoyun just stood quietly , watching her move.

The signing of the poem was difficult, and Lele took the small paper to find the drowsy Miaogong after asking for it.Mr. Miao picked up his presbyopic glasses, looked at it carefully for a while, and finally showed a simple and honest smile after a long time.He looked at Lele kindly, "Young lady is so lucky. It's not easy to get this one. Career, fortune, and fame are all promising..."

"Then, what about marriage?" Lele asked expectantly.

Miao Gong was silent for a long time, and after a while, he said hesitantly: "...This sign is good for anything, but marriage..."

"Girls will have someone who loves you very much, and the other person loves you very much. Originally, this is quite good, but this poem says that between you, it is called, there is no destiny, and there may be a catastrophe... Oh girl, don’t worry, this is a sign after all, if you can survive the catastrophe together, you will be happy and happy for a long time in the future.”

"...Lele, since you came out of the Mazu Temple just now, your face has been very ugly. Why, what happened?"

Lele hesitated for a few seconds, faltering and telling what happened just now.

After Xiao Yun finished listening, she only smiled slightly, and stretched out her finger to poke Lele's forehead. "Fool, although I would rather believe it, I don't have to believe it completely. We have both come to this point, what do you think can separate us?"

"Hey! Let's go to a place first..."

Looking at the scenery passing by the car window, Lele didn't need to think too much about knowing that Sister Yun was going to take her to the Spirit Bone Pagoda again.It's just that Sister Yun didn't prepare flowers and fruits this time. She took Lele's hand and walked to the main hall of the Spirit Bone Pagoda. The two of them knelt down together.

"Father, Mother, Uncle," Xiaoyun held Lele's hand tightly, straightened her back, focused her eyes on the front, and said seriously in the Dongcheng dialect that she hadn't spoken for a long time: "Lele graduated, and I brought her here today. Before you, I wish to tell you myself,

"We're getting married."

Lele looked at Xiaoyun in surprise. "Sister Yun, if we come out of the closet like this and then suddenly say we want to get married, auntie and they will be scared to death!"

"I confessed to them the last time I came here," Xiaoyun said lightly, "and I also begged the three of them, and they agreed after a long time of begging."

"Three Holy Whispers! All three of them."

"...Maybe Auntie and the others really want to revive us and beat us up..."

"Wuyou, it's time to change your mouth. Call me mom and dad, or parents-in-law, or father-in-law."

"Pfft...then what should I call you?"

"What do you think?"

"Miss? Wife? Daughter-in-law?"

"Hmm. Good..." A hand touched Lele's head and rubbed it.A ring was put on Lele's ring finger. "Go and register tomorrow. I'll make up a wedding for you later. We'll choose the style slowly."

"...Why do I have the illusion that I will sell myself unconditionally soon..."

"Aren't you worried that there will be no part?" Xiaoyun took Lele's hand, and the two identical diamond rings gently touched together.

"Wow! That's it, it's inseparable..."

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Huh~~~ Finally finished this chapter in the middle of the night.These few days have become more unstable, I am really sorry for the little angel who followed the article... Well, let's have some emotional time late at night!The second part is estimated to be the end of the next chapter (visually there is a car WWW), and then the third and last part will be connected, and it will end around fifty chapters><In fact, sometimes looking at the bleak data, I kind of want to cut the outline, just go straight to it Let them end at the sweetest time. To be honest, the third part is the most depressing, but it is also the part that Ling most wants to complete. There are not too many twists and turns, and Le Leling, who has not grown up and has been protected by sister Yun, feels that It's a pity, there will be a turning point in the third part, it may be more abusive.Uh, I suggest that the little angels who don’t like abuse can wait for the last time to read it (guaranteed to be HE), and then write here. Yes, but I feel lucky to see that the clicks are not fake and there are even super angels who leave comments.In fact, every last blessing to the angels is really full of thanks, thank you for your tolerance and silent support (crack)

I really have something to go out, it's quite long, I should be no surprise when I come back, I will finish the article as quickly as possible~~~ Thank you to all the angels who read the article, willing to accept Ling's immature writing style (hug)

So, I wish the angels a happy heart and all the best, see you later, okay>3