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Qi Jingsheng bought breakfast for Haiyang and came back, watched him eat, and then helped Haiyang carry his luggage and move to live with him.

Haiyang was very awkward: "Wait a minute, I...you know I'm back, what am I still doing secretly? I'm going back to my house."

Qi Jingsheng looked at him: "Uncle and aunt saw you coming back suddenly, what would they say?"

Haiyang: "..."

He didn't inform in advance, and he came back secretly. His parents thought he was doing something wrong abroad and never studied seriously. Now seeing him, wouldn't they just admit it indirectly?Dad probably suspected that he used to sneak back to the country, but he was not discovered.

Even if he had to find an excuse, there hasn't been much happening in the country recently, and none of his friends had a birthday, or opened a company to celebrate, so he couldn't even find an excuse.

Seeing Haiyang hesitate, Qi Jingsheng said, "Go to my place."

Haiyang scratched his neck: "Or, I'll just live here..."

"Are you afraid of me?" Qi Jingsheng said softly. Although his face was expressionless, Haiyang saw a little lonely and pitiful, and suddenly felt sad again.

"No...I..." Haiyang groaned, "Okay, I'll stay with you, let me say yes first! You can't...you can't...so..."

Haiyang's ears were red, and he didn't dare to look at Qi Jingsheng's expression: "I haven't figured it out yet."

Qi Jingsheng nodded: "Without your consent, I promise there will be no next time."

Haiyang Moming was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly followed Qi Jingsheng downstairs with his head down, and got into the car. He hadn't been able to calm down his unsteady heartbeat all the way back to Qi's house.

Qi Jingsheng's bar opened late, and the day was still relatively free. After returning home, he put Haiyang's luggage in the master bedroom, took out his clothes and hung them up, and helped Haiyang take all the toiletries to the bathroom and tidy them up. .

Haiyang watched Qi Jingsheng busy back and forth, for some reason, he felt that Qi Jingsheng seemed to be quite energetic-and then contacted the pair of slippers that belonged to him at home, Haiyang suddenly felt that Qi Jingsheng had been waiting for this day for a long time?Being able to put his own things and his things in this room, like... a family.

Qi Jingsheng seldom expresses too much emotion on weekdays, and Haiyang unconsciously discovers this small detail, and inexplicably feels a sense of accomplishment.

Look, Boss Qi, who looks mature and reliable on the outside, also has such a childish and youthful side.

Like a big boy who just fell in love, he always wants to be with the one he loves all the time.

Thinking of the words "beloved", Haiyang turned his eyes away and stared at the floor for a while.

Haiyang feels that his relationship cannot last long, so he can't trust other people's attitude towards relationships. Compared with brotherhood, lovers have no way out.If one day, Qi Jingsheng's feelings for him change, then they may become strangers.

Haiyang felt that he couldn't accept it, he would rather they were good brothers all the time.

When Qi Jingsheng sat down, Haiyang couldn't help asking, "What are your plans for the future?"

"Ok?"

"You said you...wanted to repay the Hai family." Haiyang wanted to persuade Qi Jingsheng to turn around, "How do you explain it to my parents? How can I explain it to my parents? If they know that I have harmed you, don't interrupt me." My legs? You are the most perfect other people's child in their eyes. "

Haiyang thought about it, and felt that this was the reason, so he said without hesitation: "I can pretend that what happened yesterday... just pretend it didn't happen, just pretend that we are all drunk, yes, let's forget about it. Think about it, how about it?"

Qi Jingsheng's face suddenly darkened, and his fingers holding the water glass were clenched tightly, so hard that his knuckles turned white.

"When didn't it happen?"

Haiyang suddenly came back to his senses, and was also embarrassed for a while: "No, I mean..."

He was silent for a long time, looked at Qi Jingsheng's dark face, and sighed: "I'm sorry, I said something wrong."

Qi Jingsheng took a deep breath, and finally suppressed the anger in his heart.

He said: "I said, for a long time, liking you has been tormenting me. I don't know how to face the Hai family. My uncles and aunts are too kind to me. I am afraid of letting them down, but that It was before."

Haiyang froze for a moment.

Qi Jingsheng said: "When my uncle wanted me to work in the company, I had already thought about how to deal with your relationship in the future. Either give up this relationship and learn from my uncle. I will help you do what you can't do, and I will help you." You are filial to your uncles and aunts, and I will take care of them, so that they can enjoy their old age happily; or I choose to leave the company, rely on my own efforts, and try to let my uncles and aunts know that I am serious about your feelings, and I will take good care of you. Take care of yourself, we still have a long way to go, in the future I will also be able to provide for my uncles and aunts, so that they can spend their old age peacefully without worrying about anything."

"The latter is of course more risky than the former. I don't know how far I can go. I don't know whether I can catch up with you. What if my uncle and aunt are disappointed and angry with me because of this incident? , gave up on me, I will never be able to repay these kindnesses for the rest of my life, and I will probably live in a huge sense of guilt and guilt for the rest of my life."

Haiyang frowned.

Qi Jingsheng looked into his eyes and said, "But I still chose the latter, because I can't give up my feelings for you. I have to try anyway, so I left the company after a year of internship. I know uncle It will be a little sad, but I have to do it. If you really don't like me... not at all, it's not too late for me to give up."

Haiyang opened his mouth, but he suddenly found that he had no way to say no.

"I don't like you, I don't like you at all, so just give up." He couldn't open his mouth at all, he couldn't bear it, just the thought of making Qi Jingsheng turn around and leave sadly made his heart shatter lump.

"It took me so many years for you to adapt to me slowly. You are too casual about your feelings, so I dare not confess to you directly." Qi Jingsheng lowered his head, "I have always followed your life abroad, your Weibo , circle of friends, and all dating software, I follow."

Haiyang suddenly came to his senses and said in shock: "Wait, no wonder I can't get a boyfriend! Is it you?!"

Qi Jingsheng smiled, but he was quite embarrassed: "If those people will leave you casually, it doesn't matter if you end early, doesn't it?"

Haiyang: "..."

Haiyang actually felt speechless, and even the anger of being watched that had just risen was extinguished in an instant, and he still felt a little... want to laugh?

He must have lost his skull.

Qi Jingsheng said: "Bringing you back this time is my desperate plan. If you can't help but come back, it proves that you still have feelings for me. I guessed right, right?"

Haiyang absolutely couldn't refute it—the moment he saw those photos, he didn't want to bless Qi Jingsheng, and he wasn't happy at all, nor was he surprised, only frightened.

Thinking of the connivance, pampering, thoughtfulness and tenderness that he has always given to him all the time would be put on another person, he couldn't stand it for a moment and rushed back.

Although he doesn't know it himself, if Qi Jingsheng really has someone he likes, so what if he rushes back.It seemed that he hadn't considered this issue at all until he saw Qi Jingsheng.

He is used to this person being kind to him without a bottom line, and subconsciously feels that no matter who the other party has a crush on, as long as he disagrees, there must be a turnaround—but where does such selfish, domineering and groundless self-confidence come from? ?Even he himself can't explain why.

When he saw Qi Jingsheng and Xu Mu sitting together talking and laughing, those photos and the meaning behind the photos were really thrown on his face, when he was entangled at the door of the bar, when Xu Mu and Qi Jingsheng suddenly appeared, those sudden shakes , Sudden uncertainty and doubt, instantly crushed his self-confidence.

It turned out that he didn't take it for granted that Qi Jingsheng's kindness would only be given to himself forever.

It turned out that somewhere in his heart he always knew that one day, this person would leave him, and all his tenderness and care would be placed on another person.

He is actually unwilling to admit this, so he has been deliberately avoiding this awareness all the time, and he doesn't even want to think about it.

And when the day finally came, he realized that he was never ready to face the truth.

Now, listening to Qi Jingsheng's confession to himself, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved or something else, but his mind was in a mess for a while, and he couldn't figure out why.

Qi Jingsheng said: "You don't need to answer me in a hurry, I will wait for you." He glanced at the time, "When are you going back to Canada?"

Haiyang was still a little dazed: "A week later."

"That's one week." Qi Jingsheng stood up, "I'll wait for your reply before you go back."

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Qi Jingsheng had dinner with Haiyang and was about to open the shop.

Haiyangwo lay on the sofa unwilling to move, Qi Jingsheng didn't say much, prepared a bowl of fruit salad for him and put it in the refrigerator, and went out by himself.

Half an hour later, like a slow-moving tortoise, Haiyang slowly poked his head out of the "shell", shaking from side to side, feeling the empty home.

Haiyang stared at the ceiling for a long time, got up and slowly went to the refrigerator to bring out a few bites of salad, opened another bottle of yogurt, changed his clothes and went out.

He hailed a taxi and went to Qi Jingsheng's bar, which he knew very well, but this time he came in a very delicate mood.

He put on a peaked cap, changed his fancy T-shirt and beach pants, and wore a simple beige V-neck T-shirt and casual pants of the same color. After getting out of the car to "disguise", he turned half a circle on the side street , bought a pair of cheap decorative glasses without lenses.

He was already very good-looking and tall. He wore glasses and a cap with his hands in his pockets, giving him a lazy air. Under the cap, half of his slender eyes were exposed. When he looked at the other side of the long street, he looked like a It looks like a big star is coming.

He didn't want to go so early, so he wandered around on the street outside. Some early guests saw him and wanted to strike up a conversation with him, but he dismissed them impatiently, regardless of gender.

This was an unimaginable scene in the past - he always refused to refuse anyone, no matter whether he could develop something or not, he would habitually flirt with people and chat casually.

But today, he was not in that mood.

Qi Jingsheng's confession is still in his ears, and the lingering madness of the two of them last night is still echoing in their bodies.

I have to say that the feeling of last night may be Haiyang's most unforgettable feeling in so many years, and it is also the happiest. Every time I think of it, I can't help but my heart beats faster.

He sat in front of a milk tea shop and stared blankly for a while. After eating a bowl of burnt jelly grass, he was really full—he ate a bit too much tonight.

It was not until 09:30, when the whole bar street was already bustling, that he slowly walked to Qi Jingsheng's shop.

Seeing the words "Crossing the Ocean" written on the sign from a distance, Haiyang felt a little complicated.

He pulled down the brim of his hat, and under the warm light at the door of the store, he could only see his tall nose hidden in the shadows, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his jaw stretched out a tight arc.

The studs on his ears reflected the brilliance of glass, and the pendant on his neck swayed in an arc as he bent slightly.The waiter who came to meet him was a newcomer. He looked less than 20 years old. He glanced at Haiyang nervously and said, "Welcome, how many are you?"

Haiyang glanced at him, um, soft lips and white teeth, slender eyebrows, black and bright eyes, he is a very cute child.

But then he felt a little unhappy: what do you put such a cute child here?Qi Jingsheng looked at him every day, what was on his mind?

Haiyang groaned and walked towards the corner: "Alone."

The child hurriedly chased him a few steps, and led him to a small table behind a green plant in the corner: "What would you like to drink?"

At this time, there were already a lot of people in the bar, most of them came in twos and threes and sat at the big tables, but there were no one sitting at the small tables in the corner.

Haiyang casually ordered a glass of wine and looked around randomly, but did not see Qi Jingsheng.

"Hey." When the child brought over the wine again, he stopped him and asked while holding the wine glass, "Can I ask you something?"

The other party nodded quickly, and stood up straight: "If, if I know."

"You must know." Haiyang took a sip of wine, licked his lower lip and said, "Boss Qi, how are you?"

"Ah?" The other party was stunned for a moment, and immediately said after reacting, "Of course it's very good."

"What's the best way?" Haiyang felt that there was probably something wrong with him, but he couldn't help asking a few more questions, "Does he have a boyfriend? Does he have a good relationship with anyone in your shop? I mean, that kind of Very close relationship."

This place is supposed to be gay, and most of the people who work here know this, and they are basically the same kind of people.Although the child was young, he understood what Haiyang meant, and said nervously, "This, this belongs to the boss's privacy, I don't know."

"Don't be nervous." Haiyang took out five hundred yuan, put it on the table, tapped it with his fingers, and said with a smile, "I don't mean anything else, just... I want to know more about your boss, you Do you understand? If you know yourself and the enemy, you will never be imperiled in a hundred battles, so you should give me a chance? Huh?"

The young man looked at the money, hesitated for a moment, looked left and right, used the tray in his hand as a cover, quietly collected the money, and said: "The boss treats us all the same, there is nothing particularly intimate, he has emotional matters. He doesn't talk to us much, but everyone knows that he has always had someone he likes very much."

Hearing this, Haiyang felt a sense of superiority in his heart. He coughed and said, "Oh? You...how did you know?"

"He often calls that person, and always wants to leave a copy for him when he has something good, and often travels to see him." The young man is a little envious, "Maybe it's a long-distance relationship? I don't know, I just It's only a few days."

Satisfied, Haiyang waved his hand with a smile while propping his chin: "Okay, you know, you can go. Don't tell other people about this, or I will tell your boss that you take tips indiscriminately."

The man nodded hurriedly, paused before turning his head to leave, then turned back and said, "If you want to meet the person the boss likes, you should be able to meet him soon."

Haiyang was taken aback, and said to himself: These people also know about my return?Qi Jingsheng's big mouth...

Haiyang said: "No, thank you."

The young man nodded: "I thought you wanted to take a look, that man is here today."

Haiyang: "???"

Haiyang hurriedly covered his face, looked left and right for a while to make sure that he was not found, and Qi Jingsheng was not there. He suddenly came back to his senses, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

This person is not talking about himself, but talking about someone else.

Haiyang's self-satisfied little thoughts disappeared immediately, and a feeling of anger, annoyance, and a little bit of shame gripped his heart tightly, making him almost breathless.

He stared suddenly: "Where is it?"

The young man said, "Don't you want to know?"

"Since we're here," Haiyang sneered, "then we must take a look."

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The next chapter, Haiyang and Boss Qi, is over. =W=