Joy

At 04:30 in the morning, Haiyang woke up from the bed.

There is a dark sky outside the curtain with a gap, and there is no light in the house of the residents in the opposite building. The whole world seems to be still sleeping, and the only thing to hear is your own heartbeat and...

Haiyang turned his head and saw Qi Jingsheng sleeping next to him.

Qi Jingsheng slept deeply, half of his face was buried in the soft pillow, he usually looked a little cold when he didn't smile or talk, but now he looked a lot calmer, his lips were slightly opened, and there was a faint grunting sound. It turned out to be surprisingly cute.

Haiyang stared at this face complicatedly for a moment, then reached out and rubbed his sore waist and thighs.

The feeling of discomfort in a certain hidden part is still there, and the waist and abdomen are more like the highest level of abdominal muscle tear training. The pain makes people want to remove the entire waist and abdomen. Difficult to use force.

Haiyang propped himself up carefully, did not dare to turn on the light, and groped into the bathroom.

It wasn't until I closed the door and turned on the light that I found myself in a mess in the mirror.

There are large hickey marks from the neck to the chest, and there are bruised and purple fingerprints on the waist, legs and arms. Haiyang doesn't dare to turn around to look at his back, and it's probably not going to be any better, especially his buttocks are still sore. ...

Thinking of Qi Jingsheng's unceremonious spanking of his own butt last night, Haiyang felt a surge of grievance and embarrassment.

In fact, he seldom does the one below, most of the time he prefers to overwhelm others, but Qi Jingsheng got angry last night, it was terrible, he took off his pants when he was under pressure, and he was thrown on the bed before he even had time to run .

There were still traces of being tied up last night on his wrist, although Qi Jingsheng had already untied him halfway, but when he thought that he was not only crushed, but also tied up, and spanked...

Haiyang propped his hands on the sink, gnashing his teeth angrily, staring at him.

I didn't see it, I really didn't see it, "Brother Qi", who was always very indulgent and considerate to himself, changed his face and became a serious old hooligan.

Haiyang washed up casually, then put on his clothes lightly and prepared to leave. He checked the time with his mobile phone—it was only two hours before the two of them fell asleep.

Haiyang clicked his tongue in his heart: Boss Qi's physical strength is quite good.

Haiyang didn't know how to deal with Qi Jingsheng who had suddenly changed from "brother" to this kind of relationship. After getting dressed, he looked down at the man's sleeping face with a complex expression.I have to say, once I change my mood and look at this person again, Qi Jingsheng's charm value is beyond the charts for me, he is good-looking and mature, because we have been together for many years, and we are familiar with each other's personality, think about it carefully, They never quarreled, either.

Except this time.

Haiyang sighed, and then got up to leave, but Qi Jingsheng, who was sleeping soundly, opened his eyes the moment he stood up.

Haiyang: "..."

Qi Jingsheng: "..."

Qi Jingsheng slowly sat up in the dark, and the magnetic voice with a bit of a nasal sound made Haiyang almost kneel down: "Where are you going?"

Haiyang: "..."

Haiyang felt a little guilty subconsciously, but he quickly realized that, he straightened his neck and said angrily, "What's none of your business?"

Qi Jingsheng squinted his eyes, exuding low air pressure all over his body: "It seems that you didn't do enough yesterday?"

When Haiyang thought of Qi Jingsheng's storm-like "torture" last night, his whole body felt a little bad, and subconsciously tightened his grip on Little Chrysanthemum: "You, you are a threat! You yesterday...yesterday..."

Haiyang was a little bit at a loss for words, and it was really hard for him to figure out what mood he was in yesterday.

If Qi Jingsheng forced it, but he was so happy, he still hugged Qi Jingsheng halfway and didn't let go.

But if Qi Jingsheng didn't force it, he felt his own hot and painful buttocks, and felt very humiliated.

Haiyang intends to be a coward for a while, although this is the most disdainful practice he usually does, but this time is not the other time!

So he made a move that Qi Jingsheng never expected, suddenly yelled, turned around and ran away while Qi Jingsheng was stunned.

Haiyang rushed out of the gate as fast as he could in his life, swept a shared bicycle downstairs and ran away.

The cool morning wind blowing on his body made his head clear up a lot. He turned his head frequently to make sure that Qi Jingsheng hadn't caught up yet, and he was relieved.

He turned left and right, found a small alleyway, and stopped at an intersection after walking through it. After waiting for another 10 minutes, he hailed a taxi and went back to Youqin's home.

As soon as he arrived at Youqin's home in Haiyang, he was sleepy to death, and his exhaustion surged up all at once.He didn't know whether he had fainted or what, but he lost consciousness as soon as he collapsed on the sofa.

This time I slept until daylight, and when I woke up, I was not the only one in the living room.

She was covered with a thin blanket, and a man was sitting on the opposite sofa smoking a cigarette. Seeing him wake up, the other party pinched his cigarette and sneered.

Haiyang jumped up with an "Aww" as if he had seen a ghost. He looked left and right, and said angrily, "How did you get in?!"

Qi Jingsheng was wearing a white shirt, no tie, and a pair of black trousers. Looking at the very simple attire, he gave him a fierce look. The man sat upright, with his back straight, and looked at Haiyang without blinking: "From the door came in."

"No, you are..." Hai Yang was stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly realized that he was not feeling well, "You Qin told you the password?"

Qi Jingsheng shrugged and took out his mobile phone: "What do you want to eat? I'll ask someone to bring it."

Haiyang looked at him warily.

Qi Jingsheng didn't raise his head: "Don't even think about running, I can catch you wherever you go. Forget about this time, and next time, don't even think about getting out of bed for a week."

Said, Qi Jingsheng raised his eyebrows, and looked at Haiyang casually: "If you don't believe me, you can try it."

Qi Jingsheng looked like he was saying, "I'm looking forward to you trying it." Haiyang was startled, but then reacted and said angrily: "Don't threaten me! Let me tell you, if I really don't want to see You, don't even think about seeing me again in your life, you can try too!"

Haiyang was angry: Isn't it a threat?Who the hell can't? !

But as soon as these words came out, it was obvious that Qi Jingsheng's bottom line was hit. The man holding the phone paused, then put down the phone and stood up.

Hai Yang, who had just uttered harsh words, immediately turned around and ran, rushed all the way into the bedroom and locked the bedroom door, and then called You Qin.

The phone rang for a while before someone picked it up, and You Qin said lazily, "Hello."

Haiyang originally wanted to ask for help, but when he heard You Qin's voice, he felt angry again, and immediately shouted: "You bastard! Who the hell told you to give Qi Jingsheng the password of your door!"

"Didn't I tell you too?"

"I don't care! You can tell me! You can tell Qi Jingsheng! Aren't you trying to kill me!"

"...Hey, you two didn't do anything shameful at my house last night, did you?"

Haiyang was stunned: "Wait a minute...wait a while? What do you mean? Wait a moment? You Qin?!"

Haiyang realized it later, and suddenly became terribly angry: "You fucking...you knew it a long time ago, didn't you!? You knew it a long time ago? You knew it and you didn't tell me?! You still let me come back and be punished by this bastard!" Eat it and wipe it clean!"

Youqin on the other end was silent for a few seconds, and his voice suddenly became very erratic.

"Ah? What are you talking about? The wind is too strong and I can't hear you clearly..."

Haiyang: "Youqin, I love you!"

When the busy tone of "beep" came from the phone, Haiyang remembered: I am asking for help!It's not for asking the teacher to blame!

But when I called again, no one answered.

Haiyang suddenly had the urge to "break up with you if you can't do it", and threw the phone on the bed aggressively, and then walked around in the bedroom like a trapped animal.

Outside, Qi Jingsheng knocked on the door for a while, seeing that Haiyang didn't respond, he didn't bother to knock.

He lit another cigarette, leaned against the door and said, "Haiyang, you will never escape from me in your life, do you hear me?"

Haiyang hugged his head angrily, and squatted down at the door, he just felt his head was about to explode: "What medicine did you take wrong!"

Qi Jingsheng was quiet for a few seconds before saying, "I like you."

Haiyang: "..."

Qi Jingsheng coughed, as if he was a little embarrassed at this time, rubbed his nose and said, "I have always liked you, since... a long time ago, when I was still in my hometown. Do you remember? You come here every holiday Looking for me, you don’t think I’m poor, and you don’t think my house is dirty and broken. You always bring a lot of delicious food and fun, and you also bring me a lot of textbooks and exam papers. It’s all thanks to you that I can have today. And... the Hai family."

Haiyang slowly put down his hand, his eyes fell to the floor, he didn't know what he was thinking.

He quietly listened to the people behind the door talking.

"In the beginning, I also planned to treat you as the best brother in this life," Qi Jingsheng said, "I like to watch you laugh and watch you make trouble. I think it is very lively with you at any time, and my eyes are always caught by you inadvertently." Attraction. I didn’t understand it at that time... I just want to take good care of you and repay the kindness of you and the Hai family. I said to myself at the time, in this life... only you are the one I never want to hurt. When I have ability, no matter what the Hai family wants me to do, or what you want me to do, I am willing to do it."

Haiyang was a little moved and couldn't help clenching his fists.

Qi Jingsheng sighed: "But when I got older, I...discovered that I don't have such a simple feeling for you. It's not friendship, not brotherhood, I...like you. The first time I discovered this kind of feeling, it was you Tell me you like men."

Those memories are too far away, Haiyang didn't know that Qi Jingsheng would remember so clearly, he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't remember many details, let alone when he came out to Qi Jingsheng.

He came out to his family very early, so he didn't hide his feelings very much. When someone asked him, he would answer directly. He never thought it was a big deal, so when did he tell Qi Jingsheng about it... He really doesn't remember.

But Qi Jingsheng clearly remembered that maybe this was a very unforgettable event for him, not only the subversion of some "common sense" in a closed environment, but also the fact that he understood at that moment that he and Haiyang belonged to the same species The shock and astonishment of the crowd.

"From the moment I knew you liked men, I couldn't stop feeling for you. This used to scare me." Qi Jingsheng frowned, smoking a cigarette, and gently bumped the back of his head against the door, " I grew up in an environment where I had never heard of such a thing. It is only natural for a man to marry a woman, have children, and support a family; I never knew that there were men and men, women and women, and I felt like a... Perverted, I dare not tell anyone. I didn't know your parents knew about it at the time, I thought...you are like me, we probably have something wrong, not normal."

"But even so, I can't stop my feelings for you. I seem to be possessed." Qi Jingsheng said, "Do you still remember that Uncle Hai took me to your house during a holiday?"

Haiyang looked confused. After all, Qi Jingsheng was often picked up at home at that time. The Hai family always wanted to give him a better learning environment, and hoped that he would gain more knowledge, so after he came, he usually had a family. Teachers help with tutoring.

So which time did Qi Jingsheng say it?Haiyang doesn't remember.

Qi Jingsheng didn't intend to explain further, and said to himself: "That summer...the adults at home were not around after class, so you sneaked me and said there was something good to watch, but you showed me the GV."

Haiyang: "..." Are you an idiot? !

Qi Jingsheng smiled wryly: "You don't know how shocking it was to me, how much...attractive."

Haiyang was flustered for a moment, he turned his head and looked at the door panel, as if he could directly see the person behind the door through the door panel.

Qi Jingsheng said: "I couldn't control it at all...I was thinking about you all the time. I was afraid that I would hurt you, so I hid in the bathroom, and you still laughed at me outside, saying that I was too young to bear this kind of stimulation. .You still make it your own, and you want to give me a normal pornographic movie instead."

Haiyang: "..." Haiyang, you really are an idiot.

Qi Jingsheng sighed: "But that time did confirm my sexual orientation. When I heard the voice from the TV, I almost threw up in the bathroom."

"That night, I slept with you. You didn't know..." Qi Jingsheng took a deep puff of the cigarette, exhaled the smoke, and rubbed his fingers back and forth unconsciously, almost peeling off a piece of skin. It was when he was nervous. Action, "You were in a deep sleep and didn't know anything. I looked at your face in the dark, imagining the pictures I had seen, and shot you three times."

Haiyang: "..."

Haiyang tugged on his trousers, feeling that he was hopeless.Damn it actually reacted?What the hell?

"I like you, I have always liked you." Qi Jingsheng said in a low voice, "But for a long time, I didn't dare to say it. I was at a loss. I want to repay the kindness of the Hai family. I can't...take you away. Uncles and aunts know Will you be disappointed? Will you be sad? Will you regret helping me? Will you..."

Qi Jingsheng said: "For a long time, liking you has been a torture to me."

Qi Jingsheng's voice dropped, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Haiyang's heart softened all of a sudden, and he lay on the door panel and listened for a long time, but he didn't hear anything. He had never heard Qi Jingsheng's voice before: a little unsteady, a little trembling, a little sad and lonely.

There are still some unidentifiable emotions in it, but all of them make Haiyang feel sad, he can't bear Qi Jingsheng's appearance.

Haiyang quickly got up and opened the door. As soon as the door opened, Qi Jingsheng hugged him.

Qi Jingsheng hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice, "What happened yesterday... I'm sorry, I couldn't control it all at once, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I was too angry."

Haiyang's stiff body slowly relaxed, he patted Qi Jingsheng's back with a complicated expression, and then sighed in his heart: Maybe it's true what Qi Jingsheng said, I don't want to escape in my life.Self-inflicted evil, can not live.

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