Hong Kong and Black Undercover Ayanokoji's Handbook of Tool Man

How to make friends with negative personality

The original group leader was dead, and the 24 people below, including me, were disbanded on the spot and assigned to other groups.The new group leader is like the leader of a violent gang that people on the road will walk around when they see it. Just standing there, the already slack hearts are condensed.The people below are dominated by fear, trying not to make a sound to reduce their sense of existence.

But this kind of horror, to many people, compared to Dazai Osamu who talks and laughs, is simply a spring breeze.

Take a simple example.

Which one is more frightening, a vicious-looking person or an indiscriminate criminal who disregards human life?The former is facing anger, the latter is facing death.You know, far more people are afraid of death than of anger.

The team leader explained some easy-to-understand rules, and then asked everyone to disperse and go to their own strongholds to do tasks.Most importantly, he said before leaving, "Don't be targeted by the military and police, no one will rescue you."

This is a sentence that reflects the difference in level.

Sometimes, it has to be said, grades are like air, you can feel it just by breathing it.

In the upper class of Hong Kong and black, they are well-dressed in suits and leather shoes, just like white-collar and golden-collar workers walking in the bright world, winners in life.Even if their names are on the arrest warrant, few people dare to confront them head-on.Of course, because of the connection with the government background, the more the upper-level Hong Kong gangsters, the easier it is to move, and they rarely appear on the arrest warrants.

The second is the armed forces uniformly dressed in black, black trousers and black shoes. Their footsteps closely follow the upper class, and their actions are also "organizational orders first" before the law.There are many members of this class, and they are also protected by Hong Kong gangsters.Most of them died due to fighting with weapons, and it is rare to hear that they were arrested and put in prison to serve their sentences.

The last one is the Hong Kong gangsters. They are like unorganized members scattered outside. They dress without restraint. Fighting, threats and intimidation are just part of life. They also kill people, but once they are targeted by the military and police, it means It's over.Because there is no one to protect them, they usually do their best under the banner of the organization, and the organization will give them enough freedom.But if you don't know how to be a man with your tail clamped, it will only lead to your own destruction.

The existence of the Hong Kong gangsters at the bottom is themselves ordinary "soldiers".

A pawn that can only move forward is doomed to have no way out from the moment it hits the chessboard.

Usually the military and police in the news have captured members of major criminal organizations. Most of them are actually these insignificant soldiers. In this way, the government can make a stunt, and the organization can also "pacify" the government, killing two birds with one stone.

……

"Tired? Why don't you take a break."

I was talking to a young man with wine-red hair, wearing an off-white suit jacket with a dark striped shirt on the inside, and black suit pants. The labels exposed outside were all cheap brands. It could be seen that he was self-disciplined and struggling. youth.In addition, he should be very good at using a gun. There are hard calluses between the thumb and index finger, the sides of the right index finger, and the palm of the left hand. This is not obvious to the naked eye, because it seems that the gun has not been used for a long time.I only found out when I offered to shake hands.

At first I pretended that I didn't understand handshake etiquette. After shaking his left hand, I changed hands and shook his right hand, knowing that he was a master with a gun, but this information was just dispensable for the time being.

……

Back to here.

We are digging holes to dispose of dead bodies.

It is raining lightly at the moment, and we are like workers on an assembly line, repeating the digging action for three or four hours with our heads empty.

In order to avoid being dug by wild beasts in the mountains, and to decorate more corpses, we dug a hole at least two meters deep.

After I heard Oda telling me to rest, I stopped the shovel in my hand.We have no other choice but to rest.Before the work is over, we have no way to go back to the city for dinner.

"It's a job that very few people do. I used to do it by myself."

As he said, he is very skilled, so after working for so long, his posture is still calm, and his clothes have not been messed up, but my clothes are covered with mud.Moreover, after I stopped, he still had the strength to continue digging.

Obviously, he only proposed to take a break to let me take a break.

"What's your name?"

After working for more than three hours, he asked my name.

I don't think he belongs to the kind of person who is very social. He just started talking to avoid the embarrassing situation of being quiet with each other.

"Ayanokouji, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka."

"The surname Ayanokouji is rare."

Indeed, there are probably less than a hundred families in Japan with this surname.

The young man continued: "My name is Oda Sakunosuke. I have been here for quite a long time..."

Because of the high turnover of people at the bottom, we will not be able to see each other again if we meet today, so he didn't make any promises like "if you need help, you can come to me".However, normally speaking, people are not so warm-hearted.

I said "um".

I took a short break and then continued to follow suit.

The sound of the shovel digging the soil is "hat, cymbal, cymbal". This kind of rhythmic white noise makes me easy to wander.But we still have a lot of work to do.

In order to avoid leaving too many traces on them and being traced by others, we will strip all their clothes.

On the TV program, it is necessary to deliberately design to let the police know that only those who are dead will leave ID cards on the deceased, but the real situation is that we will not leave any traces, not even clothes, and even face, fingerprints, and palm prints. dealt with.

This is really not a job that ordinary people are willing to do.

Dirty, messy, tired, bitter, difficult.

I really admire the Oda Sakunosuke in front of me who is willing to do these tasks alone without saying a word.

After burying the body, we headed back to the car.

Oda Sakunosuke was in charge of driving, and my hands were still trembling after excessive exercise after getting on the car.

Oda glanced at me from the corner of his eye, and asked unhurriedly, "Are you okay?" In fact, when he saw my head injury, he hesitated to speak, and finally chose to calmly pretend not to see it. .Now with my trembling hands again, he finally asked.

I put my hands in my pockets: "It's fine."

Calcium and magnesium in the human body are responsible for calming the nerves. After excessive exercise, a large amount of calcium and magnesium will be lost, so people will feel soreness and muscle tremors.it `s just normal.

"...You should be starving too, shall I take you to eat?"

Oda ignored my disagreement and made a decision directly.

I didn't refuse, because I was really hungry, and I was too lazy to spend more time on this kind of favor, so I said directly: "When I get my salary, I will give you the money."

"It's okay." Oda kept staring at the front, with the aura of a parent taking care of a junior. "It's just a small amount of money... You have a very good personality. You are the person I've seen who didn't complain a word."

It was not easy work, and it was raining and starving.

"Complaining does not mean you can stop doing it, so there is no need to complain." I said lightly, "I also want to live. Compared to starving to death on the street, these are not worth mentioning."

The 19th-century American transcendentalist writer Henry David Thoreau said something similar.

"No matter how humble your life is, face it and carry on with it, with no escape and no evil in return."

Oda's eyes fell on me.

"how old are you?"

"fifteen."

"Still very small."

"I heard that the two major cadres of Hong Kong and black have already become the head of a hundred people at the age of 15, and I am just an ordinary low-level employee now. Therefore, 15 years old can only be said to be an ordinary age, not too young."

Oda didn't speak, maybe he didn't know how to respond, or he was in a daze and didn't hear my words.Anyway, after quite a long time, it was so long that I could almost conclude that he didn't want to talk anymore.

Oda Sakunosuke put down the handbrake and looked back at me.

"Do you eat curry rice?"

"... let's eat."

I looked out the window and found that we were parked in a foreign restaurant by the sea, and I could hear the sound of the distant sea tide brought to my ears by the wind.

Oda got out of the car and walked ahead of me.

"It's very nice here." I have seen the sea in countless photos, and I can tell the geographical location of the lake just by the color, but I have never seen a real sea, and said, "I like the sea."

In other words, I like the new experience that real things bring me.

"Me too." Hearing what I said, Oda followed my line of sight to the intersection of the sea and the sky, "I thought about buying a house with a view of the sea in the future."

"It will," I said.

As soon as this sentence was said, I saw a rare smile on the face of the gentle and dull Oda.

"Thank you for your blessings."

Oda paused, and continued: "If you have no salary for the time being, and it is difficult to eat, or you want to see the sea, you can come to me."

"Mr. Oda, you are really a good person."

When choosing between thanking Oda for the kindness he received directly, or praising Oda, I chose the latter.

After all, words of praise are more impressive than gratitude.

And if you think about it carefully, whether it is history, religion, or nationality, there are always more hymns than thanksgiving poems.There are also special vocabulary in religion for believers to worship gods and poems praising gods, and there are also occupations derived from this, such as the profession of writing hymns, called poetry writers, and students who learn to write hymns are "hymn students". There is the academic study of poetry, hymn writers, and hymn-composing scores, known as "poetics."

As I said this, I tried to add a touch of emotion to my words, but failed.

At this moment, I think Osamu Dazai's character should be very useful.

If I were Osamu Dazai, I would have already got the phone number of this person in front of me.However, I'm just Ayanokōji, and I can't learn a social character. I can only rely on cold reading skills to slowly draw into the relationship with each other.

Besides, the only thing that can make up for my lack of tone is my seriousness.

So, I saw Oda's clear blue pupils flashing with emotion, and finally replied to me: "Actually, I am not a good person."

"..."

How to pick this up.