chasing deer

Two weeks later, on Sunday, at Lin Shen's home, Yao Lu was sitting on the sofa obediently, while Lin Shen was loading a disc.

"What movie?" Yao Lu picked up the milk on the coffee table and took a sip, "You haven't said your name yet."

"A very old movie, from the 80s." Lin Shen fiddled with the machine and said, "The title of the movie is "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence". ", is a World War II film, an anti-war film."

Lin Shen finished fiddling, sat back on the sofa, and pressed the play button on the remote control. When the title of the movie appeared, he pressed the pause button, and then picked up the disc cover and introduced to him: "It's a small Japanese movie, the main character is Ryu Sakamoto. One, the music of this film is also very famous, and it was also composed by Ryuichi Sakamoto, you must have heard it before, and it is a very familiar melody."

"Anything else, uh..." Lin Shen thought for a while, and said, "I won't introduce too much, otherwise it will be a spoiler. Take it easy, lest I mislead you by talking too much."

Yao Lu nodded and said yes, then Lin Shen pressed the play button, and the movie started with an ethereal and long music.

Hearing this piece of music was really familiar, Yao Lu said with a smile: "It is true that I often hear this piece of music, but I didn't expect it to come from this movie."

Yao Lu smiled brightly, and he knew that he was in a good mood just by looking at it, so Lin Shen took the opportunity to put his shoulder on his shoulder and said, "It's started, let's see."

Yao Lu hummed, but did not resist, Lin Shen pulled him twice, and pulled him into his arms, Yao Lu's body froze, but finally leaned obediently in Lin Shen's arms, the two stopped talking, hugged each other Together, watch a movie quietly and seriously.

Two hours passed.

After the sentence "MerryChristmasMr.Lawrence" by the captain of the detention center, the film ended on the red-eyed and grinning face of the actor Takeshi Kitano, and then the theme song "MerryChristmasMr.Lawrence" sounded again. Subtitles pop up.

Lin Shen looked down at the person in his arms, and found that his eyes were red.

"Lulu, why are you crying?" Lin Shen wiped it off for him, and said softly, "It's touching, isn't it? It makes our baby cry."

Yao Lu rubbed his eyes unnaturally, and whispered: "The conversation between Lawrence and Sergeant Yuan at the end was a bit sad."

"I also think it's very depressing here." Lin Shen said, "When the original sergeant was in the detention center, he was cruel to the prisoners of war, but after the defeat, he was no longer a soldier, but no different from ordinary people. At the end of the film, he and When Lawrence recalled that Christmas together, he would be shy and laugh, and the war dehumanized him."

"Lawrence seems to be from the perspective of an outsider." Yao Lu said, "Although he was trapped in the detention center, he was able to enjoy the bitterness. Although he was abused by the people in the detention center, he saw the remaining humanity of these people. On Christmas Day, everyone They are temporarily redeemed, they forget that they are enemies, and they enjoy the joy of the festival on this day."

"War is the original sin." Lin Shen said in a deep voice, "The truth, goodness and beauty in human nature will no longer exist under the ravages of war."

Yao Lu hummed, Lin Shen thought for a while, and then asked: "That Japanese officer Shinoi and the British non-commissioned officer Jack, do you think the relationship between them is love?"

Yao Lu blushed and said, "I don't know, it's too obscure."

Hearing what he said, Lin Shen smiled. It is true that the film is very vague, it seems to be love, and it seems to be just a one-sided secret love. Lin Shen said so, and Yao Lu nodded in agreement.

Lin Shen tenderly kissed his face, and asked in a low voice, "Then what between us?"

"What between us...?

"I just want to ask, Lulu, do you like me?"

"I……"

When Yao Lu heard this, for some reason, he suddenly remembered that Lin Shen had asked the same question a few years ago when he confessed his love to him.

He still remembered that it happened in the days when he was giving Lin Shen extra lessons.

Lin Shen's parents were not at home that day. They studied all afternoon and were a little tired. Lin Shen suggested going to the living room to play a game to relax. At that time, they were playing a small plane.

Yao Lu almost never played games, the game was his black hole, that day he continued to die in the game countless times, Lin Shen looked crazy, and kept directing from the sidelines.

"Don't squeeze my way, go over, go over."

"It's not like this." Lin Shen said, "This level needs to be beaten like this, and it's going around like this."

"How to get around?" Yao Lu held up the handle, staring at the screen, confused.

Lin Shen simply threw away the joystick in his hand, and regardless of whether his plane was dead or alive, he leaned over to him and said, "Hold the joystick, and I'll teach you how to fly around."

Yao Lu held the handle and held it up to Lin Shen, keeping his eyes on the TV screen. Lin Shen covered his hands with his hands, watched the small plane on the TV, and guided him to operate it.

"Go around like this, yes, go here, avoid here..."

Under Lin Shen's control, Yao Lu saw his own small plane nimbly hiding in the dead corner of the boss's attack, and then took advantage of the movement of the boss to go around to the effective attack point and attack the boss, and soon the boss fired red.

"It's really much better to go around like this." Yao Lu said with a smile.

"Really?" Lin Shen's voice rang in his ears.

Not long after, Yao Lu saw that the small plane stopped moving suddenly, and then the boss moved over and bombarded it indiscriminately, the small plane hung up quickly, and a new one appeared soon after.

Yao Lu: "???"

Yao Lu turned his head, intending to ask Lin Shen why he didn't move, but found that he was staring at him.

"Lin Shen," Yao Lu whispered, "the plane died."

"Let it die."

The next moment, fiery lips moved towards Yao Lu.

That was his first kiss with Lin Shen.

At that moment, Yao Lu was so nervous that he didn't move. Lin Shen kissed him intermittently for a long time. When Lin Shen let him go, his face was already red and hot, his breathing was short of breath, and he was paralyzed on Lin Shen's body limply. arms.

Lin Shen's gentle voice came from above his head: "My dear deer, I like you."

When Yao Lu heard Lin Shen's confession, although he didn't respond immediately, he was very excited and sweet in his heart.

They have been at the same table for half a year, and they have experienced many things, from being unfamiliar at the beginning to becoming acquainted later, Lin Shen's doting on him and everything he has done for him has already made him unknowingly, I fell in love with this tall and handsome boy.

At first, when he thought that they were all boys, Yao Lu felt very confused. He didn't know whether this kind of liking was related to love, or maybe it was just his dependence on and gratitude to Lin Shen. However, when he heard Lin Shen's emotional confession , finally had the answer.

After confessing, Lin Shen kept asking Yao Luxi if he liked him or not. Yao Lu was very shy at the time, and curled up in Lin Shen's arms, holding back for a long time before answering him in a muffled voice.

"I like you too."

At that time, Lin Shen said "I like you" without hesitation, and then asked him "Do you like me", but time has passed, and now they have been ambiguous for half a year, Lin Shen said a lot of sweet words, but Dudu never said "Lulu, I like you."

Yao Lu thought of the boy named Xiaoxi again, it seemed that Lin Shen loved him very much, and Lin Shen once said that there were many other people... Thinking of this, Yao Lu closed his eyes, tried his best to drive away these annoying thoughts, and returned Opened it again, looked at Lin Shen, not knowing how to answer.

Seeing Yao Lu's embarrassed expression, Lin Shen's heart sank, and he thought to himself, wouldn't he?I have been like this to him, and he is still so hesitant to me?What can I do?

After all the movies were played, the living room was silent. After thinking about it, Lin Shen felt that it would be better to take advantage of the good atmosphere and make a quick decision. The opportunity is fleeting, and the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain... What a mess!

Thinking of this, he turned over, pressed Yao Lu under him, and asked softly, "You like me, don't you?"

Yao Lu stared at him blankly, and remained silent for a long time. Finally, Lin Shen couldn't bear it any longer, and immediately leaned down and kissed his lips, followed by a gentle and domineering operation. Yao Lu quickly surrendered, Lying there limply, like a lamb ready to be slaughtered.

Lin Shen couldn't help feeling proud, feeling that his next step was to pick him up, walk into the bedroom, and put him on the bed. After this and that, he would give his great career a perfect ending.

Just when he was about to take action, a flash of inspiration suddenly came to his mind, and he came up with an impromptu idea, deciding to say a few more words to scare his baby, so as not to regret it inexplicably when he was playing with him later.

At this time, Lin Shen thought he had made a wise decision, but many years later, after learning the truth from Yao Lu, he regretted the decision he made at that time.

Lin deeply kissed Yao Lu's forehead, and said earnestly: "Lu Lu, no matter what happened in the past, I hope you can fall in love with me again; the thing I asked you for before, I hope today can be fulfilled; I hope From today on, you can completely belong to me, don't worry, I will cherish you! Cherish you! Take pity on you!"

After Lin Shen finished speaking, he looked tenderly at the sweetheart in front of him, but Yao Lu's brain suddenly boomed—it exploded.

He had no idea what Lin Shen had said.

After the second "I hope", the word "Xiaoxi" popped up in Yao Lu's mind. After the third "I hope", Xiaoxi began to have phantoms in his mind. After deep three rows of "cherish you, cherish you, pity you", Xiaoxi was already spinning and jumping in his mind.

As if cheating a dead body, he pushed Lin Shen away and shouted, "I'll pay it back, I'm not ready yet!"

Lin Shen: "???"

Lin Shen was pushed so that one leg fell off the sofa, he was stunned for a moment, then he struggled to support himself, and asked foolishly, "Lu Lu, what's wrong with you?"

Yao Lu didn't speak, but struggled hard, as if he wanted to sit up, so Lin Shen pulled him up, sat aside, stared at him, frowning.

"I don't want to." Yao Lu said incoherently, "I'm not ready yet, don't, don't do this to me!"

Lin Shen said helplessly: "What happened to you? Just now you clearly..."

"I said I'm not ready!" Yao Lu suddenly broke down and shouted, "Don't force me! Lin Shen, don't force me!"

Lin Shen: "..."

But for a moment, Yao Lu's eyes were red, tears rolled in his eyes, and he said wrongedly: "Don't force me, Lin Shen..."

His voice was weak and weak, with a heartbroken expression on his face, as if he was about to burst into tears in the next moment, Lin Shen's heart softened in an instant, and he immediately hugged him tenderly, patted his back, and softly comforted him Said: "I won't force you, I won't force you, wait until you're ready, okay? Baby, don't cry."

Yao Lu lay in his arms, taking deep breaths, and after a long time, he finally calmed down from his almost collapsed mood, then gently pushed him away, dressed slowly, and whispered, "I want to go home."

Lin Shen: "..."

Seeing that Lin Shen didn't speak, Yao Lu looked at him, tears streaming down his face, and begged softly, "Lin Shen, take me home."

Lin Shen finally compromised again, sighed, nodded and said, "Okay!"

So after a while, Lin Shen drove the land patrol, dragged Yao Lu, and whirred back to the Tuanjie community.