bad luck in love

Shen Yu stared at the electronic boarding pass on his mobile phone, and rubbed his eyebrows helplessly. The time is so tight, no matter how you look at it, you have to change your ticket.Go back to the room and sleep for two hours before going to the airport to change the ticket. The time should be just right.He was really sleepy, he still couldn't sleep well in the situation yesterday, he was half asleep and half awake all night.Staring at the news page on the phone, Shen Yu walked to the door of his room without raising his head. Just about to confirm the house number, he looked up and saw Ji Chen wearing a peaked cap leaning against the wall and standing at the door of his room.Hearing the noise, Ji Chen stood up straight and looked at Shen Yu, his eyes were bloodshot and cold, as if he didn't know the person in front of him.

Shen Yu was startled. Ever since he came to S City together, the behavior of this person in front of him has been extremely aggressive. He is not as calm and easy-going as before. Is it because the weather in S City is too hot to evaporate all the thoughts in the other party's mind?The other party has been waiting for me for 15 years, and I have all the psychological preparations, but after all, I just learned the news less than 24 hours ago. Is this going to catch the ducks on the shelves?

"Why are you here? You're not afraid of being photographed." Shen Yu quickly pulled Ji Chen up and pushed him into his room.

"I haven't been here all the time. I was afraid of being seen by the people in the hotel, so I only knocked on the door once every two hours." Not only were his eyes flushed, but Ji Chen's voice was also a little hoarse, and he smelled of alcohol: "Mr. Shen, what did you do yesterday?" Where did you go late?"

Shen Yu regretted endlessly, if he had known that today was like this, he should have explained it to Ji Chen yesterday.But at that time, my mentality really exploded, even if I explained it, it probably changed my taste.Besides, the relationship between them has not been confirmed yet, so I feel that the air pressure is already wrong.Although Shen Yu seems to be indifferent on weekdays, it is only because he cares about few things, but if he insists, basically no one can change it.This man looks out of this world, but he is a "hegemonist" through and through.

Seeing that Shen Yu didn't answer, Ji Chen scolded himself again, why can't he control his mouth and ask some questions that shouldn't be asked? "Did yesterday's confession be too heavy and scared you away? I'm sorry, I don't want you to have these pressures. I... I'm waiting for you here, not to force you to promise me anything, just to take a look at you, can you Don't do this?" Ji Chen didn't want to make the atmosphere like this, he didn't want to bring a bunch of negative emotions before bringing happiness to the other party.After all, he cared too much about the gloomy reaction, and Ji Chen became more and more incoherent as he spoke.

Feeling Ji Chen's emotions, he rubbed the other party's hair sullenly and affectionately, trying to comfort him: "Why are you nervous, besides, do you think you can force me?" He teased and said, "The one who sang yesterday You were so aggressive back then, why are you so cowardly today?" As soon as the words came out, Shen Yu cursed in his heart, whether I was infected by this idiot in front of me, I couldn't even speak well.

"So, you figured it out after I sang yesterday? Then you went to find Wei Chen with Wei Chen? Can you stop doing this, just at that time?" Ji Chen couldn't control his emotions at all, and saw his gloomy expression on his face. Helpless, it was only then that he regained his sanity a little bit.After all, I didn't understand the real depression, not to mention that he just went out for a night, even if he did something ten thousand times worse than this, it was reasonable.This love is imposed on the other party by myself, and whether he wants to accept it is the other party's business, and he has no right to interfere at all, so why should he say those words in a questioning tone?Mingming knew the answer a long time ago, and obviously should have nothing else to ask for, it would be too ugly to continue like this.A trace of bitterness flashed in Ji Chen's eyes, the corners of his mouth twitched but he couldn't smile, he turned to leave.

Shen Yu looked at his back, his eyes flickered, and his tone became tough: "Ji Chen, stop for me. You have been preparing for many years, but I just found out that it hasn't even passed 24 hours. You gave yourself It took 15 years of preparation time before I dared to stand in front of me and sing such a song, and said that the paragraph just now was full of possessiveness, not like what a friend or lover could say. It took 15 years before I was willing to tell me that you are jealous, you Sad. So can you also give me some time? I also have a lot of things to resolve. I have told you the deadline before, and I can't bear to make you wait too long. Is it okay to explain this way?".

Ji Chen turned around, but didn't dare to look at the person in front of him: "Don't be angry with me, the reason why I waited so many years to tell you is because I only want to hear the answer I want to hear." He paused and gritted his teeth Say: "If it's not the answer, I can continue to wait. This relationship is my need, and I selfishly imposed it on you. Please don't feel pressured."

Shen Yu raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "You are young, and you live quite clearly. Why do you think the answer I said is not what you want to hear?".Although he was calm on the surface, he was already angry in his heart: It's not what you want to hear, so why should I say a fart?Still making you wait?This kid is not stupid.Immediately afterwards, he sighed gloomyly, and suddenly couldn't help but want to tease Ji Chen, so that the fool could learn a lesson: "You know, even if you spend your life on many things, you may not always get the answer you want."

After all, Ji Chen didn't put on a smile, and his expression became more serious: "In that case, I can never listen to this answer for the rest of my life."As he spoke, he brought depression towards him. From the moment this person came back, he didn't want to look at him.Because as long as he stopped his eyes on this person, he couldn't help but look at the faint hickey exposed above the gloomy tightly buttoned collar.

Ji Chen raised his hand and untied the gloomy neckline, his movements were unhurried, but with unquestionable and interrupted certainty.Ji Chen's fingertips ran across the gloomy skin, and went down the buttons on his chest one by one.Sullen, who hadn't been angry until just now, was finally completely irritated by Ji Chen's masochistic behavior, and was about to slap his hand off.But at the moment when he saw Ji Chen's eye circles turning red quickly, he stopped his movements gloomily, and died down together with the anger that had just ignited.It's been a long time, and I don't know what it's like to feel sorry for someone. It turns out that feeling sorry for others is such an uncomfortable and powerless feeling, which is more overwhelming than being hurt yourself.This feeling is really fucking long gone.He didn't know what the other person was feeling at this time, whether it was anger, sadness, or the genuine grievance of being trampled upon by his sweetheart.

After yesterday, Shen Yu originally wanted to recognize this relationship, sort out the clues, at least to determine whether he has the ability to hold this heart well, and return the love and cherish of the other party for more than 15 years.But no matter what he thought, the result backfired and hurt Ji Chen.It is really difficult for people to understand each other. Most of the time, everyone is tolerant of each other with a lot of love.Although 15 years sounds heavy and dreamy, the fact is that they are just two strangers who know nothing about each other's private appearance, which is no different from understanding love at first sight.Thinking of the time when I fell in love with Qi Nianzhi at first sight, the young boy's affection was as passionate as a moth to a flame, but it still fell on communication and understanding.What about Ji Chen? For 15 years, the depression that exists in the other party's fantasy must be ten thousand times better than your own.Once they are really together, it may take less than 15 days, and it will be enough to disillusion any illusions.

You may not satisfy the other person, or you may not deserve to be loved at all.These problems have not happened, and everything has not had time to start, and it is blocked by sweeping misunderstandings.That’s okay, thinking gloomyly, if the other party is discouraged because of such a misunderstanding, why not let it go, after all, I can’t be the perfect God in other people’s hearts.Shen Yu closed his eyes, the person who was waiting for the answer was not only Ji Chen, but also himself who had been walking all these years.

Ji Chen gritted his teeth, trying not to let tears fall, he stretched out his hand to caress the deep and shallow marks on Shen Yu's body: "Did I do something wrong? I shouldn't be self-righteous, I shouldn't meet you again, and I shouldn't try to know you in vain ".As Ji Chen said, he used strength unconsciously in his hands. After 15 years of patience and longing, he was not willing to leave a trace on this ice-carved jade body.But on the night of the confession, this cruel guy ran out and got hurt all over his body.Those marks around the collarbone and neck really shocked him.

Ji Chen bit down hard on the deep-looking tooth marks, until he heard the sound of Shen Yu gasping, he raised his head: "It hurts to be bitten?", and hugged Shen Yu tightly in his arms .After a while, without waiting for Shen Yu to explain, or waiting for Shen Yu to reach out to hug him back, Ji Chen slowly let go of his hand.

Shen Yu moved a little distance away from him, and raised his hand to fasten the button back.Ji Chen stared at his movements and said: "What I said before is serious, even if you still love someone else, it doesn't matter. But until the answer I want to hear comes, you'd better not talk to me about anything." I said".The momentum in the voice is enough, but Ji Chen's eyes are full of loneliness.

"What will happen?"

"I may, will do something beyond your expectations, I don't want you to hate me"

"You will not"

"Just like Mr. Shen always surprises me, I'm not a good person"

"I know that. What kind of a good man can he be if he conquered such a country at the age of 25?"

"Knowing and seeing are two different things." Ji Chen struggled to glance at the neckline, then stretched out his hand to tug at Shen Yu.

"You liked me the first time you saw me?"

"Um"

"You knew you liked boys when you were 10 years old?" Shen Yu remembered that Wang Wan always took a little guy to watch their training. In his impression, the boy was always reading, and he didn't raise his head to look at him very much. I was so depressed that I couldn't remember it.

"Well, you are very talented." Ji Chen paused: "I actually don't know if I can only like boys, because I only liked you. At that time, I just wanted to grow up quickly and have enough ability to stop you. I Since I was a child, I selfishly didn’t want them to see you, and I didn’t want you to see others”

"Very hard"

"I know my own suffering, and I am more happy with myself"

"Okay, I won't bully you anymore, I want to be with you. I may be a little too cautious in love, and frankly speaking, I don't have any successful love experience. The reason why I don't want to tell you the answer in such a hurry is that Because I don’t have much self-confidence, I don’t know if I still have the ability to love someone.” He said gloomyly, wrapping his arms around Ji Chen’s waist: “I don’t even want to treat such a sincerity casually. I don’t like to say something that can’t be realized because of a momentary obsession. Nonsense, let people look forward to it for a lifetime. Forever, eternity or something, I don’t believe it, and I won’t give you such a promise. I think that our day and night are enough.”

Ji Chen never thought that in his lifetime, he could hear such almost confessional love words from Shen Yu, his mind instantly boiled like a hot pot, and those hot bubbles almost made him jump up excitedly.Ji Chen controlled the urge to confirm with Shen Yu again and again, but he didn't know how to release the excitement and joy he was holding back in his heart, so he kissed the lips of the person in front of him fiercely.

Shen Yu was a little out of breath by his tossing: "Wait, stop, Ji Chen!".

"Wait for what?"

"I have to go to the airport, I still have work tomorrow, otherwise Chen Beiyu might terminate my contract"

“That wasn't great”

"What's the matter?" Wearing hotel slippers, Shen Yu stretched out her long legs and kicked the brazen person in front of her.

"In this way, I can hide you at home and only show you to me, and I can afford you. Besides, I only need to support you, so why worry about Chen Beiyu who has to support the entire company?"

"Oh, with a founder like you, I really feel sorry for the employees of JC Studio"

Ji Chen looked aggrieved: "I'm just a designer, not a manager. I don't need to support the company."

"Okay, big designer, will you go back with me?"

"Well, of course"

"Then why don't you hurry back to take a shower, you smell of alcohol, how much did you drink?"

"Isn't that because of you last night... oh well, then you pack it up first, pack it up and go to my place, find you a ribbon and tie it up" Ji Chen's grandma gritted her teeth fiercely , but gently stroked the gloomy neck, and returned to his room with a face of "this baby is not happy".