bad luck in love

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination were announced, Shen Yu spent the whole day in a trance, waiting anxiously for the score check.Qi Nianzhi looked at him amusedly: "The website is definitely not accessible right now, everyone is looking it up. Come, come and sit for a while."

Sweeping and irritated, he swept the bangs on his forehead: "I would have ordered a new jigsaw puzzle if I knew it earlier."

Qi Nianzhi pulled Shen Yu into his arms: "You always rely on puzzles to divert your attention?".

Shen Yu thought for a while: "That's not true. Before I met you, puzzles were just a hobby. After I met you, I realized that it has this function."

Qi Nianzhi cleared his throat: "So you are usually not nervous when you encounter things about yourself, right?"That's right, he thought of being gloomy, but he was the one who could sleep in the exam room during the senior high school entrance examination, so nervous ass.Seeing Shen Yu nodding his head, Qi Nianzhi said: "Then you just don't have confidence in me, you're so nervous."

Sullen raised his eyebrows helplessly: "It's not that I don't have confidence, it's just that if you care about it, you will be chaotic."

Qi Nianzhi took the person into his arms: "In the future, don't rely on puzzles to divert your attention, can you rely on me?".

The other party's voice made Shen Yu's heart tremble slightly, but he still said firmly: "You have a fart, and it won't be unreliable in two months."

After more than an hour, the website was finally able to enter, and Qi Nianzhi entered his personal information.Shen Yu suppressed his hand that wanted to grab the keyboard, and asked impatiently, "How many points?".Hearing his own voice, he frowned immediately, feeling so anxious that his voice became hoarse.

"679, don't worry, little ancestor." Qi Nianzhi smiled and pinched his gloomy earlobe.Seeing this score, his first reaction was to be happy, at least he didn't have to worry about the heavy cost of the last one.Even if Shen Yu wants to go to B University in the future, he can still choose a good focus in the same city first.

Hearing the score, Shen Yu finally smiled with relief: "It should be possible to choose a good heavy book."

"Well, so where do you want me to go?" Qi Nianzhi hugged his gloomy arms tightly.

"Where do you want to go?" Shen Yu sat on the sofa where Qi Nianzhi's legs were bent, letting the other party's hands run amok on him.I don't know why Qi Nianzhi suddenly hugged him tightly, and he struggled slightly, his hair brushing his face.

Qi Nianzhi said weakly, "Don't move."For some reason, he didn't like to hear Shen Yu ask "Where do you want to go?" The tone of that sentence made him feel like he was being pushed out.He slowed down a little, trying to keep himself from thinking about it: "I don't have any ideas, so I want to hear your opinion first", and hugged the person in front of him tighter as he spoke.

Shen Yu had long thought that Qi Nianzhi would ask him for his opinion, so before the grades came out, he was like other parents, holding a large pile of materials from previous years in the city, and studying according to the grades of Qi Nianzhi's three basic exams. It has been a long time since they met each other's school.So when Qi Nianzhi asked the question of depression, he almost didn't think about it. He blurted out: "Go to D University, didn't you say you wanted to study architectural design? D University majors in architectural design and urban planning. It is very strong, and the school is also the focus, which just meets your needs."

After listening to the gloomy words, Qi Nianzhi let go of him to get a glass of water, and his voice became a lot colder: "Don't you want to learn Chinese in the future? Send me so far away, and it's still a school with a weak Chinese department, what on earth are you doing?" What do you think?"

Shen Yu knew that Qi Nianzhi was unhappy, so he walked over and kissed him, Qi Nianzhi rarely cooperated actively.Shen Yu grabbed his free hand: "Life is so long, and it's only four years in college. It would be a pity not to be able to choose a subject you like. There are Chinese departments everywhere, and I don't necessarily have to go to B University. If you If I go to University D, I will choose a place closer to you."

Of course Qi Nianzhi knows that the Chinese department is permanent, but can the Chinese departments of other schools compare with B?It's no problem to go to B University with gloomy grades, who is making fun of who's future now?It's true that I want to study architectural design, and it's true that D University is suitable for me, but what's wrong is the brain of the person in front of me who can't turn around.

Qi Nianzhi admitted that he just wanted to hear from Shen Yu that he was reluctant.I want to hear Shen Yu say: "Go to city B and wait for me. There are so many good schools in city B. Why go to university D? It's so far away."If Shen Yu could say such a thing, he would definitely go to City B without hesitation.

Qi Nianzhi smiled wryly and said: "Many good schools in City B also have architecture departments, and I don't have to go to the best one. I've done research before, and the good universities in City D are basically strong in science and engineering, and the Chinese department is not good at all. .So did you really think about it before you told me that?"

Shen Yu hesitated for a while, but still nodded cautiously.Qi Nianzhi stared at him with wide eyes, thinking that this heartless person dared to nod his head: "You don't think you can't do it, so you can go to a key university in D City to study science with the guarantee of the Mathematical Olympiad?".

Hearing what he said, Su Yu almost choked on himself with a sip of water in his mouth: "What kind of whimsical idea is this? How is it possible, I am a liberal arts student, and I don't want to switch to science at all. But I will still go to the Mathematical Olympiad competition. I still have to take it, and maybe I don’t need to be recommended. Besides, I participate in the Mathematical Olympiad, and it has nothing to do with the recommendation.”

Qi Nianzhi looked gloomy, waiting for the other party to explain further.Shen Yu thought: No wonder the other party was puzzled. If he didn't want to be recommended, which liberal arts student would participate in some Olympiad competition, and he would waste so much time training.Shen Yu doesn't know how to explain it, but thinks it's better to use a puzzle as an example: "The Olympiad is similar to a puzzle to me, and I enjoy the sense of concentration when I'm trapped in it."

Hearing this, Qi Nianzhi rubbed the soft hair of the other party, and said dotingly: "Isn't our fierce student god a shiver?".Seeing that he seemed not so angry anymore and was willing to joke with himself, Shen Yu smiled with relief.

Originally, Qi Nianzhi didn't bother with the issue of volunteering, he had already thought about it early in the morning, he would go to City B first, and wait for Shen Yu to come back with him after the college entrance examination.But after chatting with Shen Yu, he didn't think so anymore.The next day, Qi Nianzhi took the voluntary form and filled in the architectural design major of the School of Architecture of D University one stroke at a time, and refused to obey the adjustment.As if angry, the second and third choices were all blank.Therefore, the head teacher persuaded him for a while, and asked him to fill up his volunteers anyway.After all, the architecture-related majors of D University are too popular, even if Qi Nianzhi has a result that seems to be a surefire success, it is not impossible for accidents to happen.But the other party just didn't listen, and the class teacher was so angry that a fire bubble grew on his mouth.In the end, except for D University, the names of any other schools and majors did not appear on Qi Nianzhi's volunteer list.

He later recalled the incident and realized that he was asking for trouble.That voluntary form seems to be to tell Shen Yu, "Okay, don't you want me to go to D University? Don't you keep saying that it is for me? It is what I want, so I only apply for this school and this major. It's on", this is the same routine as a rebellious child dealing with a parent.It was many years after the incident that Qi Nianzhi understood the gloomy forbearance, tolerance and love.He thought, he was really a year older than the other party, and he was so childish and ridiculous back then.

In fact, Qi Nianzhi regretted it the moment the application form was handed in, and he even vaguely began to hope that his first application would fail.If you lose the grade, you can repeat your studies, you can take the college entrance examination together with Shen Yu, and you can choose the same city as a matter of course.

All along, he felt that although he was beside Shen Yu, he couldn't walk into his heart.These emotions made Qi Nianzhi more and more irritable, especially after filling out the application form.Perhaps for Shen Yu, he is an other after all, an other who can never enter the other party's territory.At first when he was with Shen Yu, Qi Nianzhi felt very happy.That happiness came from the fact that depression was different to him than it was to anyone else.A young man who rarely has emotions outside will smile at himself, lose his temper, and show expressions that he absolutely does not have in front of others.An indifferent person like Shen Yu, once he becomes affectionate, is indeed invincible, enough to make himself deeply trapped.

If other people are standing 100 meters away from the gloomy heart, then friends like Wei Chen and Chen Lu are 50 meters away, Zhang Yang is 30 meters away, and Qi Nianzhi easily walked 10 meters away from the gloomy heart .Apart from his gloomy parents, the only one who can reach that distance is Qi Nianzhi.But then, on the road from 10 meters to the opponent's heart, he had a hard time walking.Because Depression himself is very resistant to anyone breaking his last safe distance.At that time, Qi Nianzhi stood outside Shen Yu's heart and experienced the most important lesson in his life.

When he was a teenager, Qi Nianzhi couldn't unconditionally tolerate the difference between another person and himself, or in other words, he didn't know how to respect that difference.He complained about depression for not letting him get closer, for not letting himself understand, but ignoring the fact that at this moment, he was already standing in the closest position to the other party.He is still blindly greedy, blindly moving forward, even if it makes the other party feel uncomfortable and painful, he still has to rely on the unique recklessness of young people to forcefully break into that heart.As everyone knows, the door of the depressed heart can only be knocked on if it can stand the wait.That door can only be entered if the owner greets him personally and the two of them join hands.