Star Sea·Light Year

Wang Ben could understand the reason why they were unwilling to tell Meng Tian the truth. Although doing so made the father and son unable to coexist, it was happier than knowing that his mother's feelings for him might be affected by self-compensation.

What's more, apart from them, no one can really understand what the relationship between them looks like.

He stood in front of his mother's tombstone and put down his mother's favorite lily. The white flowers exuded a faint fragrance. ... What if he knew everything from the start?

In that way, will it not be regrettable in reminiscence like this, nor will it become so contradictory.

When he heard footsteps behind him, he didn't turn his head.Because only their father and son will appear here.

"...Why?" He asked in a daze.

"Is it the arrogance of elders to think that not knowing the truth is a kind of protection?"

He lowered his head and gazed at the bouquet of lilies.

At least for him, it didn't make him happy.

"...Maybe so." His father's answer surprised him.

"It is arrogant to think that this is done for the good of others. ... So people should communicate well. ... Obviously we are not doing well."

Wang Ben didn't know what to say. ... to blame?He doesn't have that stance. ……forgive?He has no such right.

No matter what, now he can only accept this reality.

"Are you going to tell him the whole truth?" Father asked suddenly.

"the truth?"

Wang Ben was a little puzzled.Does father know about Meng Tian's mother?

"About your mother."

Thinking of Meng Tian's attitude, Wang Ben smiled wryly and said, "He said it had nothing to do with him, and he didn't want to hear it." After blurting out, he suddenly felt as if he was complaining, and felt a little ashamed.

Father laughed a few times.

"...He probably knows something."

"what?"

Wang Ben stared at his father in surprise, did he say that? "When you just graduated for more than a year, I received a report that he was investigating your mother. The part that surprised me was that he seemed to realize that your mother was once a Catholic."

Wang Ben himself didn't know about this matter.

But... got the report?Does that mean he's been spying on them?

That's why he knew his secret place, right?

"...you spy on us?"

He thought about it, and asked again.

"At first, I was worried that your body would be abnormal, so I took a secret observation method. But later I found that the relationship between you was a bit unexpected, but I didn't intend to interfere....In fact, I always wanted to tell you at the beginning Everything will be fine. This way, you will relax, and I don't have to do it."

"...Do not interfere?"

"When I realized it, I realized that the cause of everything might be that funeral. Because after that, I heard your mother say that you seemed to have a sweetheart, but I didn't take it to heart at the time. Later, I accidentally talked about Bai's grandson At that time, her expression was horrified, but because she was a Catholic in the past, I thought maybe it was just that she couldn't accept him and didn't think much about it." His father paused for a while, "So, she had already I know that my son likes someone of the same sex."

Wang Ben was not very shocked, because he was vaguely aware of this, but after learning about his mother's illness, he denied this idea.

"However, my thinking is different from hers. ...Sometimes she can't control who she likes. She should be very clear about this. If she could choose, she would definitely not be with me, because as a A devout Catholic, she could not accept my profession...but in the end she abandoned her faith." Hearing what his father said, Wang Ben smiled wryly.

But if he can choose, he still seems willing to like him.

The sudden thought surprised him, but his father smiled rarely.

"Compared with the opinions and concepts of the outside world, I think it is more important to respect your own inner thoughts. Because a person's life is short, I have met many people who are regretful at the end of their lives, but I don't think these people deserve sympathy. .Once a choice is made, people have to be responsible for themselves. So if you blame me, I don't want to argue for myself. Indeed, my actions did not respect your opinion, so I am somewhat responsible for the pain you are suffering now. … ...But, from my father's standpoint, I don't want you to be like them."

"You think I must regret it?"

That's what my father meant.

"Yes. People can't ignore their own heart. Even if you force yourself not to care about it for a while, your heart will definitely show your existence all the time. You should be very clear about this."

Wang Ben lowered his head, of course he understood.The more you want to give up this relationship, the more you will think about him.That's why he made so many actions that seemed weird to others.

"...you never said before..."

When he lost his memory, he said he would support his decision.But... he said this, showing that he had other ideas.

"It's always up to you to make up your mind. But I guess you're here to say goodbye to her."

"What if I still decide to leave him? Will you... be disappointed?"

"If you can really do it, I'll probably be surprised." Hearing his father say this with a smile, Wang Ben also curled the corners of his lips slightly.

"So you just kept watching?"

Maybe he still has a little fun in it, which is really bad fun.

"...This is a process of growth. The choices in life are often very difficult, that is, in the process of constantly hammering and questioning your inner thoughts, talents will gradually mature. Even if you really decide to let go this time , but you will still go after him afterwards, you seem to have repeated this kind of thing countless times."

"...Mother will be disappointed." Wang Ben sighed softly.

"She is very stubborn....But no matter how stubborn a person is, he will make concessions for the one he loves. You know this very well, right?"

"Ah."

But he was still a little puzzled.

"Why don't you object?"

Not only do not object, but also want them to be together. ...This should not be a good thing for the family.

"Because when I knew it, the objection was already invalid."

Wang Ben suddenly wanted to laugh, so he turned his back.

"Besides, there is no other impact except that the two men can't have children, but modern medicine can solve the problem of having children, so I can't think of any reason to object. ... But I also have I don’t understand at all, why did I suddenly figure it out again?”

"...Because I found an excuse to be by his side. But in the end...Because I also want to be happy."

He stared at his mother's tombstone, and finally turned around and strode away.

After thoroughly investigating everything about Meng Tian's mother, he understood that Grandpa Meng Tian did not lie to him.Even if some things can be covered up, no one can completely erase a person's past, there will always be some traces left, and along these traces, one can get a glimpse of the truth.

For example, she and Meng Tian's father were classmates, and he could indeed see another person in the old school photos. He remembered that person was Meng Tian's teacher.

He was probably the doctor Bai Lao mentioned.

But Meng Tian will definitely not investigate these things, because he is afraid of knowing the truth, so he will definitely avoid it.

And Meng Tian's parents have a very good relationship, people around can see this very clearly, and it's true, if the relationship is not good, they won't have two children.What's more, what he learned about Meng Tian's father is a man with a very direct personality, and he is not good at deceiving others' feelings.

So he made a decision.

"I want to tell him all the truth about his mother."

Wang Ben said to Bai Lao.

"Even if the truth is cruel, it is better than a beautiful lie. If you keep letting yourself be surrounded by walls, you will become unable to leave and lose your way."

Bai Lao was silent for a while, and then said: "...he has delicate emotions, maybe he will be hit hard."

"So I will take responsibility and stay by his side from now on."

Hearing his words like a marriage proposal, Bai Lao laughed, nodded, and said, "Okay, then I'll leave it to you."

...Is this considered to be recognized by the elders?Wang Ben thanked him respectfully, and after going back, he compiled the collected information into a book, and planned to find Meng Tian at a suitable time.When the phone rang, he turned his head and saw that it was Xin's call, and planned to ignore it, but he thought that he was taken care of by them during the time when he lost his memory, so he still connected the phone.

"Is something wrong?"

"Wang Ben!" It was the river mink.He remembered that she seemed to go to France for further studies, did she come back?

"Ah."

"Xin and I plan to hold a wedding in April next year, can you be the best man? Zheng doesn't have time, and Meng Tian lives too far away..."

Wang Ben hesitated for a while, and replied, "Okay."

"Speaking of which, Meng Tian has a beautiful fiancée, do you know? Xin came back yesterday and talked about it all day, saying that she is a very good-looking rich daughter. The two of them seem to have a very sweet relationship. Ji Guang, invited us to go together again... But Xin said that he didn't know her very well and felt a little embarrassed, so he refused, what a pity." Hearing her exaggerated words, his brows became more and more tightly frowned.

After hanging up the phone, he immediately dialed Tongzheng's number.

"Is Meng Tian engaged?"

he asked bluntly.Although he also thought that it might be just like before that Meng Tian deliberately dated girls to make him uncomfortable, but thinking that Meng Tian didn't know that this matter would definitely reach his ears, then he probably didn't pretend on purpose Necessary, ... so is it true?

- What a joke!

Zheng exaggerated laughter came over.

"Really, this is a good thing.... Just kidding. Xiao Diao did it on purpose, I didn't expect you to call me so soon, I was shocked."

……deliberately……?Would she provoke him on purpose?It seems that except for the slow people like Xin, everyone else knows the relationship between them.Looking at the pair of dolls on the bed, Wang Ben couldn't help but smile.

"By the way, I also have something to ask you. He just contacted me and asked me to find someone for him. Your uncle is very good at this kind of thing, so I will leave it to you. I will send you the general information by email later."

"Ah."

He was also very curious about who Meng Tian wanted to find.Lying on the bed, he pinched the soft face of the doll rabbit.

When he just recovered his memory three years ago, there were still portraits hanging on the ceiling here, but now they have been replaced by dark blue walls and spherical three-dimensional lights, which looks like the night sky.

He actually likes astronomy very much, which may be deeply influenced by his mother.It seems that many things are like this. When you don't know whether you like it or not, you get used to it, and when you think about it again, it becomes "like".

Hearing the notification sound of incoming mail, he opened the mailbox.

——Zi Yong?

What did Meng Tian want him for?

Wang Ben sat up straight. Not only did he know this person, but he also asked him to help find a person named "Zi Jige".She is his sister and his lover.

Wang Ben discovered this matter as early as when they were practicing archery together.The fact that brothers and sisters are together is somewhat unacceptable to ordinary people, but Wang Ben doesn't care so much about other people's affairs, and he doesn't have the habit of meddling in other people's affairs.

However, when he heard that their father knew about their relationship, he was furious. He trapped Zi Yong in the country and sent Zi Jige abroad at the same time.

That's why Zi Yong asked him for help.

...but why did Meng Tian suddenly want to find Zi Yong?They should not know each other at all. ...Could it be that Zi Jige, whose whereabouts have been missing all this time, asked Meng Tian for help?

This is very possible.

He had heard rumors that Zi Jige was sent abroad for medical treatment, but they searched many places, but there was no clue about her, so it can be concluded that she was arranged in a very secret environment and was under surveillance.

He remembered what He Liao said just now...Zi Jige is indeed a famous beauty.

... It is necessary for him to take a look in person, if it is really her, then he has to tell Zi Yong about it.

He Liao said that they plan to see the aurora, which is probably the nearest.

Just after the new year, when he received the news that Meng Tian had booked a hotel, he immediately booked a room at the same hotel and rushed over immediately.Seeing a familiar figure in the distance, he was inexplicably agitated.And the woman next to Meng Tian is really Zi Jige, he recognized it at a glance.

Meng Tian made fun of his hairstyle as soon as they met, but Wang Ben couldn't laugh at all.

Because he noticed that Meng Tian had replaced the perfume and the same series of shower gel he used frequently, and the familiar sweet and greasy fragrance disappeared from his body.This made Wang Ben wonder if he really empathized?

While feeling suffocated, he was also a little panicked.

— especially since they seem to be still very close.

Some things can't be pretended, that's why he realized that the relationship between their siblings was not normal at first!

Sitting down on the bed, Wang Ben suddenly felt like crying without tears.If this is the case... what should I do?He finally made up his mind, but if he was a step late... Just thinking about it makes him feel regretful.

--no.

They are not married yet, it is not time to give up!Even if Meng Tian fell in love with someone else, he didn't intend to just let him run away.

Sighing heavily, Wang Ben thought, first of all, he must figure out Meng Tian's current thoughts, if he really doesn't feel for him anymore, he can only work hard from the beginning.He stood by the window, looking anxiously at the snowy scenery outside.Suddenly, he saw the figures of Meng Tian and Zi Jige, and Meng Tian seemed to be walking back alone, so he immediately went to the corridor to wait for him.

... But seeing Meng Tian walking in a hurry, as if he was in a hurry to return to her side, he didn't even notice him standing aside, Wang Ben frowned unhappily, and forcefully pulled Meng Tian into his room.But after a few words, he immediately understood that Meng Tian and Zi Jige should only cherish each other because of the same illness.

Wang Ben thought with some self-mockery that he might have a bit of a bad taste sometimes.

Seeing Meng Tian suffering because of himself, even though his heart hurts, he is also a little satisfied.Moreover, his youthful posture trying to seduce him is really cute, and his face that is about to cry when he thinks he is rejected again... The little displeasure in his heart quickly dissipated.

He didn't know that he didn't believe a single word that came out of his wayward mouth.

Before Meng Tian turned to leave, Wang Ben grabbed his arm.

Meng Tian didn't remember what they had met, so he didn't know whose ribbon it belonged to. Wang Ben hung the ribbon down in front of him annoyed and amused. He had been expecting Meng Tian to see the ribbon again. Response to Ribbon.He could see then that the ribbon was something important to him, he just didn't understand why he let it blow away like that.

...now he understands.

Wang Ben tightly hugged Meng Tian who kept roaring and talking nonsense. Fortunately, his strength was relatively strong, which made him unable to break free. There was a sharp pain in his arm, but he didn't care at all.

Such a strong emotional reaction... Doesn't it mean that the ties to the past are very deep?

It's good to be able to vent all this pain like this.He knew that Meng Tian's indifference at that time was just pretending, it was just a kind of escape.

Temporary escape is a kind of self-protection, but one cannot always escape.

If one person is afraid, the two of them...will be better together, right?

After that, he will tell him all about his mother, maybe his mood will continue to be unstable, but he will always let him know that no matter what happens again, he will be by his side.

No matter how many times he would take him out of such a nightmare.