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This can definitely be called the best vacation that Nan Yi has ever had. Although there are still cram schools and vacation homework, the change in the attitude of his parents has made his life much better. At least they no longer look at each other coldly, and he doesn’t have to worry about it. .As a matter of course, this year is no longer so embarrassing. Although it is still unavoidable to brag about each other as in previous years, at least Nan Yi will not be pushed to the forefront; the eldest brother in the family was admitted to a famous university, so the parents When he had something to say again, he kept nagging in Nan's ear "study like your brother", which made his ears callous.

As time went by, a thought in Nan Mo's mind became more and more intense, especially every time he finished the phone call with Su Zhen, this thought had the urge to come out; finally, he made up his mind, and after dinner, he stopped The parents and the family sat in the living room, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

"Mom and Dad, I want to tell you something." Nan Yu said hesitantly, his eyes were erratic, and he was still struggling inside.

His mother didn't care too much, and asked casually, "What's wrong?"

Nan Yan swallowed his saliva, and continued: "Do you still remember the person who came to our house for dinner last time? His name is Su Zhen."

People who study well and look good are naturally easy to be remembered. When Nan Yu said this, his parents immediately remembered it.

"Ah yes, the one who studied well, what's the matter?"

Nan Yi took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at his mother firmly, and said seriously: "I like him." When he said this, his heart was pounding, as if he was about to drown himself.

"..." Mother was silent for a moment, then confirmed, "What did you say?"

"I..." Nan Mo cheered himself up in his heart, and then said, "I like him, we've already dated."

His mother seemed to be in disbelief, smiled stiffly, and said, "Are you kidding? It's a boy. It's not like we haven't seen him before."

Seeing the awkward smile on his mother's face and his father's serious face, Nan Mo knew that it was too late for him to regret, so he might as well just smash the can.He stood up and said solemnly: "He is indeed a boy, but I just like him. I won't delay my studies. I just want to..."

"Enough!" An angry roar came from his father's mouth, and Nan Yu froze in place, as if someone had poured cold water from the top of his head, and his body became cold from his fingertips.

Father came over, twisted Nan's ears and threw him aside. Nan's head was carved on the coffee table, and warm liquid gushed out from his forehead and across his eyelids.

"You bastard! What disgusting deeds are you doing behind our backs all day long!" My father trembled with rage, looking for something convenient, and finally picked up the belt on the hanger, strode over and raised his hand Pulling it down hard, cursing while pumping: "Nizi! I can't give birth to a skinless and shameless thing like you, and I like it...see if I don't smoke you to death!"

Nan Yanwo was covering his head on the ground, and the belt was being pulled more and more heavily on his body. He felt that his whole body was about to lose consciousness; he looked through the gap between his arms and saw his father's face full of anger, and his mother covering his face. Weeping on his face, he murmured: "It's fine if I didn't study well before, but now I'm infected with this...unspeakable disease, what crime did I do?"

Unable to listen any longer, Nan Yu stood up abruptly and rushed out the door.

There was still light snow in the sky, and the biting evening wind was blowing recklessly. The boy ran all the way until his feet were numb from the cold and he fell to the ground abruptly. After a long time, Nan Mo slowly got up and sat on the road. on the side bench.Nan Mo came out in a hurry, only wearing a sweater, stopped at this moment, shivering from the cold, and the wound on his body became hot and painful after being stimulated by the cold and heat, as if it was about to burn.

It was completely messed up, he really thought things too simply, he thought people's ability to bear too much, that kind of sudden recognition, even if it was established with his biological parents, would be broken at the touch of a button.Nan Yi took out his mobile phone from his pocket with difficulty and dialed the familiar number.

The bell rang many times before answering. Su Zhen's voice came from the phone, sounding a little tired.

"Xiao Nan, what's wrong?"

The moment he heard his voice, Nan Yu felt his eyes heat up. He held back his tears and said in a calm voice: "I think it's okay to see you now?"

However, Su Zhen hesitated, he hesitated and said: "This... I'm afraid it won't work, I'm a little busy now."

Before Nan Mo could say anything more, he suddenly heard the voice of another person: "A Zhen, why are you still here, go over quickly." He couldn't get it wrong, it was Wu Tong's voice.

"I'll hang up first, and I'll call you later." Su Zhen said in a hurry, and hung up the phone quickly.

Nan Xun froze in place, still maintaining the movement of making a phone call. After a long time, he let out a breath of hot air, and the phone slipped from his palm and fell to the ground; tears soaked his cheeks without warning, and Nan Xun barely supported his painful body , I searched my whole body and found 20 yuan. I picked up my phone, wiped my face indiscriminately, and walked towards the street step by step.

I got into a taxi and drove to the distance in the dark.

The lights in the room were turned off, and the replay of the gala was playing on the TV. There was a person sitting on the sofa, watching TV boringly while eating fruit; suddenly, he heard a slight knock on the door, He turned down the sound of the TV and listened carefully, but there was no sound again. He stood up and turned on the light in the living room. When he was about to go back, he heard knocking on the door again; this time it was very clear, knocking twice in a row, Liu Qing Hua walked to the door with some doubts, and asked, "Who is it?"

There was silence outside the door for a while before someone replied: "Nan Yi."

Liu Qinghua hurriedly opened the door, and saw a drenched and despondent person, he hurriedly led Nan Yu in, put a towel on him, and took out the medicine box to treat his wound.

Nan Mo didn't say a word the whole time, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost his soul; Liu Qinghua looked at him and knew that it was inconvenient for him to ask more questions, so he just carefully helped him deal with the wound.After treating the wound, Liu Qinghua went to the bedroom to find clothes for him. When he came back, Nan Mo was already lying on the sofa and fell asleep. Liu Qinghua sighed, helped him take off his wet clothes, and carried him into the bedroom After settling down in the south, Liu Qinghua went to the balcony and called Su Zhen, but no one answered for a long time, and it was the same after calling several times. Liu Qinghua had a bad feeling in her heart.

The morning sun shone into the room through the glass, the boy on the bed turned over in pain, opened his eyes slightly, and saw a strange environment and a strange bed, he sat up, pressed his sore forehead, and remembered What happened last night.At this moment, Liu Qinghua opened the door and came in. He saw Nan Mo, smiled gently and said, "Get up, let's eat." Nan Mo got out of bed and went to the restaurant with him for dinner.

Halfway through eating, there was a knock on the door. Liu Qinghua went to open the door and found that it was Su Zhen. He was also exhausted and his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't slept all night; After eating there, with a gauze wrapped around his head, and looking at his empty eyes, he instantly understood what happened.Liu Qinghua consciously returned to the room with the meal. Su Zhen went to sit down, looked at him, sighed, and said, "How many times have I told you, don't mess around, why don't you listen."

Seeing Nan Yu's silence, Su Zhen suddenly became angry, knocked his job bowl to the ground with a wave of his hand, and raised his voice: "You can't hear me when I'm talking to you, can you?"

Nan Ke bent down expressionlessly, picked up the fragments of the bowl on the ground, and just put it on the table, Su Zhen swung it down again. He slapped the table and stood up, angrily said: "Are you sick! Can you act rationally?" Do you have to tell them now! I think you are looking for a fight."

Nan Yan stared at him, his eyes were a little red, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Is that why you came here to tell me this? Who do you think I am for, for whom!" At the end, he was almost Roar.

Su Zhen was taken aback by his aura and hesitated for a long time before hesitatingly said: "Xiao Nan, I..." Before he finished speaking, Nan Yi turned and ran out the door, Su Zhen stood where he was, without moving for a long time .

After a night of snow, a layer of snowflakes accumulated on the side of the road, which was melted by the warm sun and turned into ice crystals, making the whole street look crystal clear.The young man walked down the street in a daze, dragged his heavy steps, walked to the nearest park step by step, wiped off the snow on the steps, and sat down; this is already the third day, Nan Mo said silently in his heart, he He borrowed some money from Liu Qinghua, and stayed alone on the street for three full days. His parents didn't come to him, and Su Zhen didn't even come to him. He seemed to be forgotten by the world.Nan Yan shrank back, he was very cold and hungry, but he didn't want to go back at all, he was homeless, and now, Su Zhen left him again.

He didn't understand why Su Zhen wasn't there when he needed it the most, and he still spoke ill of him afterwards. It was so strange that all this happened. Even if his parents couldn't accept it, Su Zhen shouldn't be that way. A kind of reaction; suddenly, a figure flashed in Nanxi's mind.Ah, is it him again?Why is there always Su Zhen by his side, also that night, Su Zhen abandoned herself, is it because of that person?Nan Yu was very confused, his head was buzzing, as if it was about to explode.

It was obvious that they had such a tense fight before, but they somehow reconciled. What was the reason for? There must be something hidden between them.Could it be that for Su Zhen, Wu Tong is more important than Nan Yi?

Once thinking about this, Nan Yi couldn't stop his thoughts, and the pictures of the two of them getting along kept appearing in his mind. look.

After so many days, there is no one-sentence explanation?Is their relationship so fragile that even such a setback can't bear it?Nan Mo stood up and walked slowly to the distance, which was the direction of home.