Thorns all the way

Wei Xuan has been standing at the corner of the stairs without moving, holding on to the railing tightly with his hands, constantly exerting force, until he heard Shen Peize's heart-piercing roar, he ran over in a little panic.

"Ozawa, are you okay? Ah? Are you okay?" Wei Xuan frantically comforted Shen Peize.

Shen Peize didn't seem to know what he was doing anymore, he was completely in the unconscious roar, Wei Xuan could only hug him tightly, buried his head in Shen Peize's shoulder, the distressed tears seemed to be unbearable.

He had never seen Shen Peize in such a state of out of control, he was a little scared.

"Not afraid, not afraid, Brother Wei is here, not afraid...not afraid...not afraid..." Wei Xuan could only comfort Shen Peize non-stop.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Peize was tired, his head tilted, as if he had passed out.

Wei Xuan was startled, and quickly raised his head and pulled Shen Peize. Shen Peize frowned and let out a low snoring sound, only then did he realize that Shen Peize had fallen asleep from exhaustion.

Wei Xuan didn't move, and kept holding Shen Peize. Looking at Shen Peize's frowning eyebrows, he couldn't help sighing. He stroked Shen Peize's cheek with his hand, smoothed his frown, and kissed him gently with his head tilted. The corner of his mouth twitched, and then he laughed in a low voice, and then slowly put Shen Peize into the pit to lie down, and put a pillow under his head, and then turned to the other side and sat down with a sigh of relief.

Shen Peize's phone rang again, Wei Xuan quickly picked it up and walked quickly to the kitchen, he was afraid of waking Shen Peize.

After hesitating for a while, Wei Xuan answered the phone.

"Ah Ze! What happened to you just now? I..." Ouyang Yi's urgent voice came.

"He can't answer the phone now." Wei Xuan said.

"Who are you?" There was obvious hostility and surprise in Ouyang Yi's voice.

"I'm his friend. Just after you finished the phone call, he was a little...out of control."

"Out of control? How is he doing now?" Ouyang Yi asked urgently.

"Fell asleep." Wei Xuan didn't know how to tell the person on the phone how Shen Peize looked just now, "You...why bother?"

Ouyang Yi stopped talking, Wei Xuan could hear obviously unsteady breathing in the microphone.

"Don't call me now. When he gets better, I'll try to see if I can get him to call you back." Wei Xuan said.

Ouyang Yi was obviously stunned, and it took him a long time to speak, "Thank you..."

Hanging up the phone, Wei Xuan didn't know how the other party was doing now, but he knew that Shen Peize was very bad now, if he didn't handle it well, would Shen Peize leave here and wander around like when he met him back then.

Wei Xuan has celebrated the New Year by himself for many years. When he met Shen Peize this year, he had four more parents during the New Year. Although he was used to celebrating the New Year alone, he still longed for the lively atmosphere at home.

Shen Peize's parents and another pair of parents who were young were easy to get along with, and they didn't feel restrained chatting together. He envied Shen Peize for having so many elders who loved him.

Wei Xuan's parents passed away early, even when they were still alive, because they couldn't accept his sexuality, they had already lost contact with each other, not to mention that the family happily ate and drank together during the Chinese New Year.

He is not from City C. When he was found out to be gay by his family when he was young, he didn’t understand and didn’t talk about it. The daily beatings and scolding were never the same. The strange eyes of the neighbors around him and the yin and yang behind his face made him silent for a long time, and finally he couldn’t bear it anymore. I had no choice but to be forced to leave home amid another vicious beating and scolding by my parents.

Unexpectedly, the man left, but things couldn't be hidden. No matter where he went, his parents would find him soon, and then no matter whether he was at school or where he lived, and no matter what the people around him thought, he would be ruthless again. beating and scolding.

Wei Xuan could only keep moving and avoiding.

In the end, Wei Xuan couldn't stand it anymore, and became discouraged. He ran to a mountain far away from City C and chose to commit suicide by diving. He was rescued by a Taoist priest who happened to be out on business. .

That Taoist happened to be the head of the Taoist temple where he and Shen Peize met, no matter how depressed Wei Xuan was every day, he just drank tea and chatted with him.

I don't know what it is, but one day, Wei Xuan seems to have figured out something, and since then he has changed, no longer an impulsive and reckless young man, but a gentle look at this ordinary world and the ordinary world The people here are no longer harsh on themselves.

However, since then, he has never seen his parents again, and it was several years later that he heard people say that because his parents could not bear the cynicism of the people around them, they passed away one after another not long after being depressed and unhappy.

He also just went to the grave to burn a piece of paper.

He didn't cry, and he didn't regret it. Everyone has the right to choose what kind of life they want to live. His parents chose to break up with him, and he chose to live alone. In this world, no one is right or wrong, but the perspective is different. , that's all.

Wei Xuan supported himself, was admitted to C University in C City, opened a design company after graduating from university, found some like-minded people together, and lived a comfortable life.

There are many people around him who are interested in him or even have a good impression of him, and there are also people who make him fall in love, but for one reason or another, none of them can make him willingly accompany him.

Until he met Shen Peize, Shen Peize's elegance, handsomeness, talent, and the melancholy that appeared in his eyes from time to time deeply attracted him.

He has never seen a person like Shen Peize, this is a person who can make him willing to give everything to make him happy, as long as Shen Peize has a smile on his face, he feels how beautiful this world is.

He didn't ask for anything from Shen Peize, he only hoped that he would be happy, even if in the end he could only watch him happily with others from behind, he was willing.

Everything he has experienced made him carefully protect Shen Peize from outside influences, and try to stay away from trouble and harassment. All the ridicule and abuse he has experienced, he did not want Shen Peize to get even a little bit of it.

From the day we met, to everything that Shen Peize and him confessed, to getting along with him day and night, he realized that there can be someone like Shen Peize in this world who is as clean as a piece of paper, even if he has experienced such painful emotional injuries. , nor tarnish this piece of white paper.

He was willing to guard him, and he tried to restrain himself.

But today, seeing the moment when Shen Peize lost control, he almost couldn't control it. He secretly kissed Shen Peize after he fell asleep, and told Ouyang Yi that he would help him persuade Shen Peize.

Wei Xuan lowered his head and laughed, he was really noble, too saintly, but he didn't want to change, he thought it was very good.

Ouyang Yi, who had made the phone call, looked excited and sad. He knew that Shen Peize still couldn't get over that hurdle. It had been so long. When he heard his trembling voice call out "A Yi", although the voice was very soft, he Hearing this, you know that Shen Peize still has him in his heart, and it's not just as simple as having him, he needs to see him face to face, and no matter how much he wants to hide, no matter how much he wants to escape, he must hold him tightly, hold him in his arms, and hold him in his hands .

If he wants to cry, let him cry in your arms. If he wants to scold him and beat him, as long as he can't be beaten to death or hurt, he will hold Shen Peize's hand tightly and never let go.

When Wei Xuan answered the phone, he became instantly hostile. How could there be a stranger by Shen Peize's side?Listening to the voice and tone, it seems to be very familiar with Shen Peize.

But what he said...

Ouyang Yi felt that there was a faint threat to demonstrate against him. What kind of relationship does this person have with Shen Peize?

Today is New Year's Eve, Shen Peize's parents are also there, this person is also there, good enough to celebrate the New Year with them?They are still together so late, and Shen Peize is asleep!

Ouyang Yi really wanted to go there now, because Shen Zhuoshan was gone, he would definitely find Shen Peize, but Ouyang Yi heard from Wei Xuan that Shen Peize lost control when he received his call, what kind of loss of control?

Wei Xuan told him not to call Shen Peize first, and then wait for Shen Peize to recover, then ask him if he can call him back.

On this point, even though Ouyang Yi was hostile towards Wei Xuan, he had to admit that what he said made sense.

Then be patient, give Aze some time, he doesn't want to let himself be self-defeating, and lose Shen Peize again, in that case, it will be even more difficult to find him, I am afraid that by that time, Shen Zhuoshan will not be there again Help him out.

Shen Peize fell into a coma and slept until noon on the first day of junior high school.

When he woke up, he found that he was sleeping in the pit of Wei Xuan's house, covered with a thin quilt, and the room was quiet, without any movement.

Shen Peize climbed up from the pit, went to the bathroom to wash up, and slowly walked back to the living room, thinking about what happened last night while walking, suddenly felt a little weak in his body, slowly leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor , looking at the nothingness in front of his eyes, Ouyang Yi inevitably reappeared in his mind.

When he heard what Shen Zhuoshan said, he had already secretly given himself a hard time in his heart, even if he missed him or didn’t want to think about him anymore, it’s okay to make a phone call, even if it’s just a joke or It doesn't matter if you scold him badly, it's just a misunderstanding between them, but he didn't choose to believe Ouyang Yi, he's such a jerk!

After such a long time, it turned out that he was the one who was wrong, that he didn't believe in the most trustworthy person!

He told himself, since it was a misunderstanding, could he go back to the embrace that haunted him so much?

But he didn't expect that when he heard Ouyang Yi's voice and his crying, he would become like that. He really wanted to tell Ouyang Yi that he missed him, missed him very much, but the pain in his heart made him feel suffocated. He knew that he was finished, he hated his cowardice, he hated his inability to extricate himself, and hated himself still unable to face it.

What should I do! !

Shen Peize felt deeply powerless and helpless again, what should he do?

Why was he the one who suffered all the humiliation and teasing?Just because he is a brother?Do you have to bear all this if you came to this world before your younger brother?

Early in the morning, Wei Xuan saw that Shen Peize hadn't woken up yet, so he went over there first to have a look, and wished New Year by the way, but was dragged by Shen Zhuoshan and Xu Yan's parents to play mahjong.

It was time to have lunch, and seeing that Shen Peize hadn't come over for a long time, Wei Xuan said to come back to see what was going on.

The author has something to say:

I like Wei Xuan, a Buddhist warm man, continue tomorrow!