Thorns all the way

Wu Meijun didn't speak, and thought carefully about Wei Xuan's performance when he came to C City, and didn't realize it if he didn't think about it. After thinking about it, Wei Xuan took care of Ozawa everywhere, and Shen Peize never said that he didn't have to go to work when he played with them. I often invite them to eat and drink tea, and they speak very well, which makes people feel good about them unconsciously.

But seeing Ozawa's performance, they don't seem to have that kind of relationship. Now hearing what Xu Yan's mother said, and thinking about the scene of Wei Xuan and Shen Peize standing together, I feel a little uncomfortable.

Although she had no choice but to accept Shen Peize's sexuality, if she really saw her son with a man, she still couldn't accept it, and she would rather pretend that she didn't know.

Xu Yan's mother saw that Wu Meijun's mood was a little depressed, so she picked up two plates and put them on the dining table outside, "You, think about your son more, don't keep thinking about yourself, I'm not talking about you, no matter how you are, you are not as important as your son , I really don’t understand why you haven’t figured it out yet!”

Wu Meijun put the washed vegetables on the plate, and slowly stopped. She didn't understand what Xu Yan's mother said, but it was really difficult to accept it sincerely.

The New Year's Eve dinner was extremely lively, Xu Yan was missing and Wei Xuan was added. Shen Peize smiled and ate food in silence, watching the three of them fight for wine, but he kept thinking about Shen Zhuoshan's words just now.

The TV is broadcasting the Spring Festival Gala, and there are various sounds of New Year greetings from time to time. It is as lively and festive as in previous years.

Wei Xuan found that although Shen Peize was smiling, he hadn't spoken all the time, and if he looked absent-minded, he would think that he was very focused on eating.

But Wei Xuan could tell that it must have something to do with what Shen Zhuoshan called him out before dinner.

Shen Peize's cell phone was ringing, but Shen Peize didn't hear it at all. He was still watching TV and eating with a smile. Everyone was looking at Shen Peize.

"Xiao Ze, your phone is ringing." Wu Meijun couldn't help reminding.

"Ah, ah?" Shen Peize finally realized and quickly took out the phone.

It turned out to be Xu Yan, Shen Peize secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and connected the video request.

"Hello, Happy New Year everyone!" Xu Yan and Chen Ya appeared on the phone screen, and Shen Peize circled the video to everyone.

"Happy New Year!" "Happy New Year!" Everyone replied in a hurry.

"Xiaoyan, how is Chinese New Year going there?" Wu Meijun took the phone and asked.

"Aunt Wu, it's not the New Year's Eve here, only the Chinese get together to celebrate the New Year, and it's still lively at home!"

"I knew it would be great if you came back to celebrate the New Year! Let's celebrate the New Year here at Ozawa!" Xu Yan's mother leaned over and said.

"We may be able to go back to celebrate the New Year together next year!" Chen Ya said with a smile.

"Have fun, eat whatever you want, don't think about saving money, just tell me when you're short of money, okay?" Wu Meijun said with a bit of distress, "You've all lost weight, aren't you used to eating?"

"I'm not thin, I just look thinner in the video, haha..."

Shen Peize didn't know when he went out, and stood in the yard looking at the dark night sky.

After a while, Wei Xuan also came out and handed the phone to Shen Peize, "They're done chatting."

"Oh." Shen Peize took it over, staring at the phone in his hand in a daze.

"Are you okay?" Wei Xuan asked.

Shen Peize shook his head, not knowing whether he was looking forward to a call or not.

Standing next to Shen Peize, Wei Xuan raised his head and looked up at the sky, "You haven't spoken at night, is there something on your mind? Go talk to me?" After speaking, Wei Xuan turned to look at Shen Peize.

Shen Zhuoshan's words were still ringing in his ears before, Shen Peize looked up at Xiang Weixuan, Wei Xuan's eyes were very gentle, not the kind of eager eyes that Ouyang Yi said before, just pure gentleness, which may have something to do with Wei Xuan's personality Let's do it!

But Shen Peize couldn't ignore Wei Xuan's kindness to him, even though Wei Xuan didn't say anything.

Shen Peize smiled, "Take out your good tea, don't keep hiding it."

"Okay, I'll have a good time for you!" Wei Xuan smiled, and walked to his own villa with Shen Peize.

In the slacker pit of Wei Xuan's house, the two faced each other and leaned against the edge of the pit.

"I've kept this tea for almost ten years, and today's Chinese New Year is a good time for you." Wei Xuan poured tea for Shen Peize, took the tea bowl under his nose, smelled it, and took another sip.

"Brother Wei, thank you." Shen Peize took a sip of tea, lowered his head and said in a muffled voice.

Wei Xuan looked at the top of Shen Peize's head, his eyes flickered for a few times, and then he said: "Everyone who celebrates the New Year says New Year's greetings, how can you say thank you!"

Shen Peize raised his head, his eyes were moist, tears were shining, he bit his lower lip with his teeth, "I know you are very good to me, I can feel it..."

Wei Xuan frowned, and subconsciously wanted to reach out to rub Shen Peize's head, but he stopped when he stretched out his hand, and then retracted it again.

"I don't know much about feelings, and I don't know how to deal with them, but I'm not stupid, I understand everything..." Shen Peize continued, closing his eyes, with tiny drops of water on his eyelashes, "But I can't let myself Face it frankly, I'm afraid... I'm really afraid... I don't know why I always want to cry, I wasn't like this when I was a child..."

Wei Xuan finally couldn't bear it any longer, and rubbed against Shen Peize a few times, and hugged him, "I know, I know, it's okay, in fact, men are sometimes very fragile, you don't need to hide it all the time, just do it if you like it." Go to like it, ignore it if you don't like it, no one will laugh at you when you cry once in a while, don't always hold it in your heart and then get sick." Wei Xuan put his chin on the top of Shen Peize's head, and gently stroked his back comfortingly with.

Shen Peize's heart completely collapsed when he heard that sentence that men are sometimes fragile.

"I endured it so hard..." The slightly trembling voice carried obvious crying, "But when I think of him, I feel pain here..." Shen Peize covered his heart, and wrinkled the clothes on his chest up.

Wei Xuan felt very uncomfortable. He understood that Shen Peize's heart was not on him at all. He understood that he was kind to him, but he was just as dependent as on his elder brother, without any love in it.

Shen Peize always pretended to be indifferent, but showing his most vulnerable side in front of him twice made him feel bad, and he couldn't help but want to treat him better.

If after going through that kind of pain, if Shen Peize really acted as nonchalant as others seem, Wei Xuan would not like him that much. Shen Peize is not a person who is good at hiding himself. If something happens, he will always show it on his face inadvertently. revealed.

"It's okay, it's okay," Wei Xuan continued to comfort, "You still have me, no matter whether you forgive that brat in the future, your Brother Wei is here! Don't be afraid!"

Shen Peize finally vented his anger. He was a little embarrassed to let Wei Xuanda comfort him during the Chinese New Year, and said in a low voice, "It's too embarrassing..."

Wei Xuan laughed, and laughed loudly, "What are you afraid of being ashamed of in front of me, this is not the first time, haha..."

"Isn't it the first time?" Shen Peize asked suspiciously, "Has it happened before?"

Wei Xuan wanted to laugh when he thought of Shen Peize being drunk and holding his hand all night, but he shook his head again and again, "No, no, I mean there is nothing to be ashamed of in front of me, no matter how embarrassing I am, I won't I'm kidding you, haha..."

"You're almost grinning to the back of your head, and you still can't make fun of me!" Shen Peize muttered resentfully looking at Wei Xuan, who was smiling out of shape.

"Haha..." Wei Xuan couldn't stop laughing.

Seeing that Shen Peize had improved a lot, Wei Xuan went back and sat down opposite, continued to make tea, looked at Shen Peize with a bracelet in his hand, frowned slightly, and looked thoughtful, Wei Xuan stopped talking, and had some words Only half can be left.

It was almost midnight, Shen Zhuoshan called, Shen Peize told him to drink tea at Wei Xuan's place, Shen Zhuoshan didn't ask any more, just said that they couldn't resist to rest first, and hung up the phone.

Just as he hung up Shen Zhuoshan's call, the phone on the tea table rang again, and it showed a familiar and unfamiliar number that Shen Peize could memorize after many years.

Seeing the number, Shen Peize was stunned, and just stared at the phone until it automatically hung up.

After a while, the phone rang again, and it was the same number.

"Do you want me to pick it up for you?" Wei Xuan asked because he couldn't stand it anymore.

Shen Peize came back to his senses, picked up the phone, his fingers were a little white, trembling slightly, his eyes looked at Wei Xuan with a look of bewilderment.

Wei Xuan knew who was calling, so he nodded, stood up and said, "I still have good tea, I'll get it."

Shen Peize looked at the back of Wei Xuan leaving on purpose, feeling vaguely uncertain in his heart, but in the end he couldn't help but swiped open the phone and connected.

"Aze!" Ouyang Yi's pleasant voice came from the phone.

Shen Peize pursed his lips tightly, unable to speak a word.

"Aze, are you listening?" Ouyang Yi asked a little uneasy.

"Ayi..." Shen Peize murmured in a low voice, his heart began to tremble non-stop.

"It's me, Aze, I miss you, I miss you...can you see me..." Ouyang Yi's voice was a little choked.

Shen Peize wiped his eyes fiercely, his heart was in a ball, he was gasping for breath, his throat was blocked, and he didn't say a second word for a long time.

"Aze, let's stop doing this. I scold myself every day. I'm sorry, don't blame me, okay? I've already agreed with my uncle. When you come back, I'll take you to the mountains and dig bamboo shoots. We..." Ouyang Yi cried softly.

Shen Peize raised tears in his eyes. It turned out that it wasn't just that he became a crybaby, why do big men feel that tears are worthless now?But the throbbing pain in his heart made Shen Peize flustered and didn't know what to say. Ouyang Yi's voice made him want to lie in his arms and cry bitterly. These days are too difficult.

"Aze, talk, don't ignore me anymore, please, Aze..." Ouyang Yi called out loudly.

Shen Peize struggled to catch his breath, tears streaming down his face, and finally couldn't take it anymore, he hung up the phone and yelled loudly, trying to get rid of the stuffy stuff in his heart.

The author has something to say:

The two finally got in touch, but it was a bit worrying to see, so we will continue later!