Reverse Approach

【45】

Zhao Qin asked for a private ward, the window was slightly open, and the vase on the window sill was empty.

After the doctor and nurse left, only Su Beimo and Liao Nanqing were left in the ward.It was just less than four days apart, but the state of mind of the two of them had changed drastically.

Exhaustion overwhelmed them, and silence became a most fitting rest.

But the moment Liao Nanqing fell asleep, he was woken up by the pain on his body.He was very tired and wanted to sleep for a while.In a panic, he slept very lightly, opening his eyes from time to time, and resting his eyes on the light-colored ceiling.He was on a drip with one hand, and Su Beimo held the other hand, which was too cold.Liao Nanqing twitched Su Beimo's palm slightly, and Su Beimo's grip tightened.

From the moment he left the basement, Liao Nanqing didn't say a single word, as if he was escaping from something.

Outside the ward was Su Ya who came in a hurry. She just took a look at Liao Nanqing's appearance from outside the door, and cried uncomfortably.

But Su Jing was forbidden to approach Liao Nanqing, because Liao Nanqing would tremble all over just seeing Su Jing, he was subconsciously afraid of Su Jing, for fear that Su Jing would send him to Zhang Yuangang again.Even Su Jing was full of shame and wanted to apologize to Liao Nanqing, but he was not allowed.

According to Su Beimo's words, what's the use of apologizing now?You will only scare him.

Su Jing is stubborn, and Su Beimo is also stubborn in his bones. The two fathers and sons just fought, and they were determined not to compromise each other.

In the end, Su Jing was driven home by Zhao Qin: "If you don't want your son to hate you forever, you should settle down recently. We will talk about everything later. Haven't you seen what Liao Nanqing is like? Su Jing , No one wants their children to go astray, but the way to correct it must not be to sacrifice others to fulfill themselves.”

"I didn't! I gave the money because I wanted them to send him abroad..." Su Jing argued.

"Whether he will be sent abroad, you know the best, don't you? You just lost your way in order to achieve your goal. It's not difficult to admit your mistake, Su Jing." Zhao Qin disappointed, "I will stay here in the near future , Beimo, let me deal with it. If you two continue to stalemate, don't you understand how it will end in the end?"

Su Jing didn't want to listen to Zhao Qin, but now he knew that he would not be forgiven anyway, so he had to listen to her.In the end, he lingered in the same place, trying his best to help: "Nanqing's medical expenses, I'll come..."

Zhao Qin pointed out: "No, Beimo is not short of money. You just listen to me and let the two children calm down for a while."

Su Ya on the side wiped her tears, complaining that Su Jing did not discuss things with her, and made such a hasty decision, which made Liao Nanqing almost die.

The child who was only a freshman, who was fine at first, suddenly lay on the hospital bed with injuries all over his body, and he was injured like this.Su Ya felt extremely uncomfortable. After Su Jing left, she and Zhao Qin mourned: "How did you say it became like this?"

"Your brother is just a stinky rock, and you are shameless, keeping it from me." Zhao Qin hugged his shoulders.

Su Ya did not refute, she is not Su Jing's bad temper.If she knew that Su Jing would contact Li Qin, Su Ya would definitely stop her. She blamed herself for not discovering it in time: "This child Nanqing has been suffering since he was a child, and he still has to go this way. How difficult it is."

Zhao Qin took a deep breath and didn't answer.

Su Ya said to herself: "In fact, I don't have to object to their affairs, but the road is too difficult, and they are not very old. What should I do if I regret it later?"

"Then wait until they regret it."

After Zhao Qin finished speaking, Su Ya looked up stupidly, and Zhao Qin explained: "Look at the current situation, can you take it apart? If you take it apart again, the two children will probably die. It's boring, Aya."

Su Ya turned away, and sighed: "I'm just afraid that Mom won't be able to accept it. Mom is getting old and says she's hiding it, but she's not stupid. These days, I keep asking me what happened, and I always feel that she It seems to have noticed something. It's almost the Chinese New Year, and the matter of Nanqing's injury alone will sooner or later be hidden."

"The old lady can hide the matter of them being together for as long as possible." But Zhao Qin also said, "The old lady is actually an enlightened person, as she was back then."

Su Ya remained silent, calmed down and went to the ward.Then I went home and cooked some pine nut porridge, which was delivered in a thermos, and told Su Beimo to feed Liao Nan slowly when he woke up, and not to feed him too quickly.

And Liao Nanqing fell asleep for the second time after experiencing a nightmare.After not sleeping for a long time, Liao Nanqing opened his eyes again.It should be afternoon by now, and he broke out in a cold sweat, unable to remember what he had dreamed.His mind was empty, and his lips were dry and astringent.

In the ward, only Su Beimo was with him, maybe someone else came, but Liao Nanqing didn't know who would come to see him.Su Beimo still held his hand, as if he never let go.

The curtains in the ward did not cover the windows, and the sun came in warmly, but Liao Nanqing couldn't feel its warmth.He moved his lips, and Su Beimo immediately poured a glass of warm water, and slowly fed him a few sips with a spoon.

"Do you want to sleep a little longer? The doctor said you need to rest more." Su Beimo brushed the slightly long hair on his forehead, and lowered his voice, "Or are you hungry? Is there porridge, do you want to eat? It's your last time." I like the pine nut porridge, it's delicious."

Liao Nanqing shook his head, not even daring to swallow warm water loudly, and looked around cautiously, never daring to fall on Su Beimo's face.Liao Nanqing was still on a drip on his arm, and Liao Nanqing closed his eyes listlessly, trying to sleep but couldn't.His mind was in a mess, and he ached slightly.

"Do you still want to drink water?" Su Beimo asked him.

Liao Nanqing opened his mouth unconsciously. Su Beimo followed him and got him some warm water to moisten his throat again. He didn't feed him too much. It's not suitable for him to drink so much water at once.Liao Nanqing licked his still dry lips like a kitten, and Su Beimo naturally lowered his head and kissed him.

Liao Nanqing was stunned, and then his eyes fell on Su Beimo's body and face little by little.

Under the clear light, he saw that Su Beimo's beard was messy, and his usual handsome appearance had disappeared.Why haven't we seen each other for a few days, Su Beimo is like a tramp.Liao Nanqing's eyes were slightly red, and he struggled to move.

"Don't move." Su Beimo said, "Let me see you."

Liao Nanqing opened his mouth 'ah', his hoarse throat was extremely unpleasant.Moisture leaked from the corners of his eyes, and he pursed his lips with difficulty.

After a long silence, Liao Nanqing finally spoke in Su Beimo's distressed eyes: "I'm... ugly now."

The voice is astringent, and the taste is indescribable.

His face was covered in bruises and his right eye was swollen. It was really ugly.

Su Beimo sniffed and kissed the back of his hand: "It's okay, I'm not pretty either."

Knowing that he was comforting himself, Liao Nanqing felt a pinprick in his heart.After being treated in pain for so many days, he met Su Beimo's tenderness again, and his nose was sore, he gritted his teeth and didn't want to cry.He seemed to have experienced a long nightmare. At this moment, the light fell in again, extremely strange.Liao Nanqing curled up his knuckles in fear, eager to keep more, but didn't know what to do.

Because he understands that as long as he does not touch, he will not desire.

And once you want to peel it off again, it will be a heart-breaking pain.

"Does it still hurt?" Su Beimo didn't notice his uneasiness.

Liao Nanqing nodded slightly.

Su Beimo looked at him with trembling eyelashes, his eye sockets were wet again and again, he wiped his face indiscriminately, the pain in his heart had nowhere to vent, suppressed and suppressed, and finally he naively confronted Liao Nanqing: "They came to find you When the time comes, you should hide, how can you trust them..."

Liao Nanqing lowered his eyes desolately, his thoughts were drawn into a vortex, and he locked his voice.

Su Beimo's heart ached: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't kill you."

Liao Nanqing still kept his mouth shut, he didn't even want to say a word to Su Beimo.Only tears soaked the pillow, and he stared blankly at the ceiling.

"I'm sorry, Nan Qing. I'm not good, it's me." Su Beimo held his hand tightly, and kissed the back of his hand helplessly, with salty and bitter tears on his warm lips.He blamed himself for his immaturity, and coaxed Liao Nanqing in a flattering manner, "Shall we have some porridge, you'll be hungry, just a little?"

Only then did Liao Nanqing react slightly.

At this time, outside the ward, Zhao Qin coughed awkwardly when he saw his son's chaotic state.

Su Beimo turned his head, did not let go of Liao Nanqing's hand, and wiped his face with the other hand indiscriminately: "Mom."

As soon as the words fell, Liao Nanqing shrank nervously, not even daring to breathe loudly.He lowered his head, subconsciously pushed Su Beimo away, and struggled to lean to the side.In order to withdraw his hand, Liao Nanqing exerted all his strength, afraid of hurting him, Su Beimo immediately let go.

Zhao Qin didn't expect that Liao Nanqing would resist her so much, so she had no choice but to hook her fingers and signal Su Beimo to come out and speak.

Su Beimo refused: "Mom, I'll feed Nan Qing some porridge first, we'll talk about it later."

Zhao Qin had no choice but to say, "I'll just delay you for a few minutes."

Su Beimo thought for a while, and finally stroked Liao Nanqing's shoulder: "Nanqing, I'm going out for a while, and I'll be right back."

Liao Nanqing closed his mouth tightly and remained silent, his eyes were empty.He clenched the quilt stiffly, trying not to tremble, but the moment Su Beimo walked out of the ward and closed the door, he was completely panicked.His throat seemed to be pinched, he couldn't breathe, Liao Nanqing sobbed in pain.

Slowly, he covered his heart and kept comforting himself, saying over and over again: "It's okay...it's okay..."

"We will not separate...not separate..."

But Liao Nanqing kept thinking of those two words that Li Qin said - 'wrong, wrong'.

……

Su Beimo and Zhao Qin outside didn't know that in just a few seconds, Liao Nanqing inside would chat with Pan Nuo just now.

But Su Beimo urged: "Mom, Nanqing is still waiting for me."

"It's just delaying you for a few minutes." Zhao Qin supported his forehead, completely speechless to his son, "I just want to tell you, I want to take him to see a psychiatrist. I happen to have a friend in this area The experts are in City B."

Su Beimo looked unhappy.

"Don't put on a face for me. Based on his experience in the past few days and the shadow of his childhood in the past, it is difficult for him to not have any psychological problems. Now he doesn't show much, and slowly there will be sequelae."

"It's not good for him to go back to City B like this."

Zhao Qin nodded: "Treat here for a few days first, and then I will go back to City B with you. Someone must fill in the hole your father poked."

Speaking of Su Jing, Su Beimo looked impatient, and Zhao Qin knew he was unhappy, so he clicked on it.Su Beimo was actually very grateful for Zhao Qin's help. He remembered something and asked, "Mom, did you know about my relationship with Nan Qing last time?"

"Aware, but not sure."

"But why are you... because you didn't stop anything." Su Beimo never thought that Zhao Qin was such an enlightened mother, she seemed to accept it all at once, which seemed unbelievable.

But indeed, Su Beimo misunderstood.

"I didn't accept it. In today's society, no parent would happily accept that their child is gay. I am helping you deal with this now because it involves the safety of another person. After that, I still want to have a peaceful talk with you, including Liao Nanqing."

Zhao Qin showed her cards, and she said seriously: "Sexual orientation is not wrong, but in a clockwise society, it is very difficult to choose to go counterclockwise. In this era, even a marriage certificate cannot guarantee the freshness of the promised relationship. How to maintain your relationship for a long time? If one day, you both get tired of each other..."

"I know." Su Beimo put his hands in his trouser pockets, interrupted Zhao Qin, he turned his head slightly, "But I love him, at least now I clearly understand that I love him very much and cannot lose him. "

"Beimo..." Zhao Qin had a headache.

Su Beimo said firmly, "Mom, I don't want to regret it anymore."

Zhao Qin understood that Su Beimo couldn't listen to what she said now.She didn't want to say any more, everyone needed a cooling-off period.But there was one thing, she hoped that Su Beimo would listen to her: "Leave the matter of Zhang Yuangang to me."

"I have my own plans."

"What plan? Tell the usurers about his whereabouts?"

Knowing the son is more like the mother, Su Beimo clenched his fists and said nothing, Zhao Qin said patiently: "You just said you love Liao Nanqing, but what is the difference between what you did and what Liao Nanqing's father did? Wrong way, wrong Love, what kind of childhood his father left him, haven't you seen the results?"

Su Beimo replied irritably, "What I did was not that serious."

"Why is it not serious? If your actions indirectly caused Zhang Yuangang's death, you are absolutely inseparable. No matter who you are, you will pay the price if you break the law. You leave the matter to me, and I will handle it. Illegal detention and Intentionally hurting him is enough to send him to jail." Zhao Qin didn't intend to continue writing with Su Beimo, she said, "I am your mother, and I will not let you make these mistakes that shouldn't be made. Zhang Yuangang is indeed a bad person, But the law will punish him, not you. Wielding the butcher's knife without authorization is an act of will. Although it is a moment of pleasure, the subsequent troubles are beyond your control."

At that time, if Liao Nanqing's father could understand this point, he chose to bravely take them away from here.

So, will Liao Nanqing's life be different?