Reverse Approach

【40】

Seeing that he kept his head down and did not speak, Su Jing hesitated and reached out to pat him on the shoulder.

"You are still young, and the previous experience is really pitiful. So when you meet someone who helps you, you will feel that he is your life-saving straw. But with all due respect, Beimo is not mature, he is not much older than you When you are young, you will destroy a lot of things." Su Jing tapped the table with his fingertips and grabbed Liao Nanqing's attention, "I am sorry that my ignorant son misled you. Of course, my son committed a crime If it's his fault, I'll pay it back for him."

Liao Nanqing listened without moving.

"But if...if you are really like this because of your sexual orientation, and it has nothing to do with Beimo..." Su Jing talked inevitably, "For this sexual orientation, it is easier to find a partner abroad, isn't it?"

Liao Nanqing raised his eyes in a stalemate, speechless.

Su Jing didn't know, his two simple words were like a dagger, stabbing fiercely into Liao Nanqing's flesh.Liao Nanqing's liking for Su Beimo was never a matter of sexual orientation.

He only wanted Su Beimo, and he only liked Su Beimo.If it were someone else, the meaning would be different.

Seeing that An Fen listened without rebuttal, Su Jing softened his tone a little: "Go to study abroad. As long as you cut off contact with Beimo and no longer communicate with each other, I will be responsible for money until you graduate. As long as it is within a reasonable range , you can ask me anything within my power."

At the same time, Su Jing looked around this not-so-spacious apartment, and said clearly: "Pack up your things and go back to school. If you feel uncomfortable living in the dormitory, I will rent you a room outside." About the same apartment." He felt he was doing his best.

But Liao Nanqing still stood there, unable to lift a step.

Su Jing urged him once and twice, and on the third time, Su Jing directly opened the closet and took out a neatly folded travel bag from the side.

In the closet, Liao Nanqing's and Su Beimo's clothes were well distinguished, and they were neatly stacked separately.Su Jing grabbed Liao Nanqing's clothes indiscriminately, stuffing them into the bag carelessly.Just this one action completely triggered Liao Nanqing's collapse.He rushed over uncontrollably and snatched the travel bag from Su Jing's hand.

Liao Nanqing shook his head: "I don't want to go abroad."

Su Jing gasped, his chest felt tight.

"I don't want to move away from here either." Liao Nanqing was afraid that he would use up all his courage, he clenched the things in his hands, his teeth chattering, "Uncle Su, I want to be with Su Beimo."

Su Jing's face was gloomy, and he sat on the side of the bed silently, without saying a word.

The atmosphere was cold and sharp all the time, Liao Nanqing moved a little bit, the cold sweat on his palms made him unconscious.His limbs are stiff, the soles of his feet are fluttering, and even his vision is vague.His throat was as dry as fire, he swallowed hard, and eagerly assured Su Jing: "Uncle Su, I swear... I, my whole life, I will really treat Su Beimo well..."

"How is it?" Su Jing turned his back to Liao Nanqing.

"I……"

"Bring him the gossip of the town, or prevent him from having a normal family in the future? Is this what you call?" Su Jing got up and interrupted him in a flat tone.Before Su Jing came to see Liao Nanqing, he had an argument with Su Beimo.His son, who has always been sensible and self-reliant, has never bothered him much, but he made such a big joke today.

— homosexuality.

These three words were too sarcasm, he couldn't imagine whether Su Beimo would regret it in the future, but he was sure that the two children were so hot now that they couldn't listen to persuasion.

Liao Nanqing was not good at words, he held the travel bag tightly in his hand, his knuckles turned white, his naked body was cold when he was hit by Su Jing's unemotional tone.Before the twelfth lunar month of winter came, he was already in a world of ice and snow.Liao Nanqing's thin body was embedded in the shadow of the room, as if he should have been there in the first place.

The vision in front of him became more and more blurred, and the whole room was shaking in his mind.

"Why, can't speak?" Su Jing was quite tired, and there were a few bloodshot eyes in his eyes. He hadn't closed his eyes much since that night, and he was full of sadness. "Nanqing, our family treats you Is it not good?"

Liao Nanqing's fingertips sank into his arm, and the pain disappeared.

He heard Su Jing ask him: "Nanqing, why did you do this? Your grandma Su and Aunt Su love you so much, and your grandma Su is not in good health. Have you ever thought about the consequences of all this?"

Liao Nanqing's eyes were filled with tears, which did not fall for a long time.

Su Jing's words were full of despair, even pleading: "Are you trying to destroy our family?"

This sentence is like five thunderbolts.

Liao Nanqing's eyes widened in vain, and the tears accumulated in his eyes that should have been dry burst out. The beans were as big as raindrops, and they couldn't stop flowing. The lid of the sluice gate was pulled off.

He seemed to recall that summer many years ago, with the sound of mosquitoes and the smell of blood in the air.Mother Li Qin yelled at him heartbreakingly——

"Why did you destroy this home! It's all you, all you!"

Liao Nanqing raised his hand stiffly, his hand was covered with blood, he regarded the cold sweat as scarlet.His brain began to be chaotic, the reality and the past merged in his unconscious memory.

-

not me.

I do not have.

I'm a victim too, mom, I'm a victim too.

……

But Li Qin didn't listen, she covered her face, couldn't see her expression clearly, the warmth of the past suddenly shattered into pieces: "Why are other people's children fine, but you are the only one...why...why are you the only one who is so abnormal?!"

Such an unprecedented questioning is full of distrust.

She said, you are not normal, you are not normal at all.There are so many children, but he just stared at you, that Auntie Zhang saw it all, and you ran out of his house wearing that kind of nonsense clothes!

She also said, you are not normal, you ruined the Liao family.

In the end, Li Qin's face was ferocious, and he said every word: "And now you want to destroy the Su family.".

Immediately.

Liao Nanqing lost his strength and fell to the ground all of a sudden. He panicked and panted loudly.A pair of hands loosened in a dazed manner, the travel bag fell aside, and the clothes inside were scattered and not in a ball.He stepped back abruptly, tightly protecting his head, and kept saying, "I didn't...I didn't..."

Suddenly, he felt sober and deeply blamed himself again: "It's me, it's because of me... I fell in love with Su Beimo first, it's my fault..."

Su Jing hurriedly took a step forward, but every time he took a step closer, Liao Nanqing shrank back a little, his back pressed against the cold wall, and kept begging for mercy: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Uncle Su is sorry..."

"Nanqing? What's the matter with you, Nanqing?" Su Jing suddenly became worried and wanted to step forward to pull him up.The moment he touched it, Su Jing realized that Liao Nanqing was soaked in sweat, even his clothes were wet.Liao Nanqing resisted and pushed his arm, without any strength at all.

And the door outside was suddenly opened.

Su Beimo rushed in without even taking off his shoes, his cheek was still burning with pain from the handprint left by Su Jing two days ago.

"Nanqing!" Seeing this scene, he cried out in surprise, without thinking, he took off his coat directly, rushed to push Su Jing away, wrapped Liao Nanqing up, and held him tightly in his arms.Su Beimo's eyes were full of anger, and he shouted at Su Jing, "Dad, what did you do to him?!"

"He suddenly became like this, and I don't know what's going on." Su Jing was anxious, and took out his mobile phone to make a call, "Send it to the hospital first. Quick, send it to the hospital first."

Su Beimo gritted his teeth, hugged Nan Qing, and put his chin against his forehead.

Liao Nanqing had a fever, and it looked like it had been going on for a while.

Su Beimo kissed his forehead, speaking incoherently: "It's all right, Nan Qing is all right. I'm back, don't be afraid, Nan Qing..."

In the hospital, the nurse gave Liao Nanqing a drip, and he fell asleep on the rest chair in a daze.Su Beimo borrowed a blanket to cover him, and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.

The nurse asked, "Family?"

"Yes." Su Beimo replied, "I am his brother."

"Your brother has a fever, and he hasn't had a good rest recently. Pay attention to his diet, and let him stay up late as little as possible, and eat three meals normally." The nurse glanced suspiciously at Su Beimo's slightly swollen cheeks, and said a few words. gone.Su Beimo sat on the rest chair beside him and asked Liao Nanqing to rest his head on his shoulder.

A few minutes later, Su Jing bought breakfast, a bag of hot soy milk and a few vegetarian buns.

"Eat something, your aunt called me and said you slipped away early in the morning." Su Jing wiped his face and sat opposite them, trying not to look at the intimate behavior of his son and Liao Nanqing.As if just looking at it, he would be furious, "When he finishes hanging up these things, go back and collect his things..."

"Dad, I have said everything clearly." Su Beimo interrupted him, unwilling to continue this topic.

"Do you have to be so disobedient? You know you guys..." Su Jingchao glanced around and lowered his voice, "You will regret it in the future, listen to me, I will not treat Nan Qing badly, I will help him finish his reading University."

Su Beimo turned his head away in annoyance: "I'm an adult, I know what to do."

"What about your grandma? She is so old, what will happen if she finds out?" Su Jing asked anxiously.

Su Beimo closed his eyes: "I won't tell grandma." He never thought of being accepted and forgiven by everyone, but at least they can't hurt Liao Nanqing.

Su Jing clenched his fists angrily, almost threatening. In the past three days, he had hit and scolded Su Beimo, and even tried to reason with him calmly.

Unfortunately it doesn't work.

Helpless, he forced Su Beimo to ask: "What if I say, if you want to be with him, you have to sever ties with your family?"

Su Beimo was stunned, and Su Jing seemed to have grasped his weakness: "Beimo, come home with me. I have saved some money over the years. If you want to start a business or find a company to work for, you can do it." .”

There are people coming and going around, and for some reason, there are so many people in the hospital today.So much noise, human voices, and footsteps all mixed together and entered Su Beimo's ears.They were extremely crowded, piled up in the small space in Su Beimo's mind, and finally collapsed with a bang.

Su Beimo twitched the corners of his mouth, and soon calmed down.

His clear voice rang in his ears, which was exceptionally clear in the chaotic environment.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

December passed quickly, and life in January was busy.

All colleges and universities are caught in the tense atmosphere of final exams, and several dormitories are even more burning to endorse, and Liao Nanqing is no exception.

And Su Beimo's company began to enter into an endless cycle of overtime work, and often went on business trips.But every time he was on a business trip, the phone calls between him and Liao Nanqing never stopped.Liao Nanqing knew in his heart that Su Beimo was worried about being alone at home.

Is he afraid that Su Jing will find him again, or is he afraid that Liao Nanqing will fall into a dead end alone?Strictly speaking, it's both.

Ge Yun's foot injury was almost healed, and he happily came to drink milk tea with Liao Nanqing.Her boyfriend said that even if she becomes a little fat man, he will continue to like her.Ge Jun didn't know what happened to Liao Nanqing in those few days, and he joked about Gou Su from time to time.

But thanks to Ge Yun's existence, Liao Nanqing would not appear too lonely at school.

It was as if he had shrunk back into his shell. Gradually, he stopped participating in school activities, and communicated less with classmates in his major.

Several times Ge Yun sensed something was wrong with him and asked, but Liao Nanqing didn't open his mouth, and Ge Yun decided to stop asking.

"Hey, you've been bored recently. So is Xu Jianjian, who hasn't appeared in group chats recently." Ge Yun completely forgot about the time before and after her senior year in high school, and she herself was the same, and she rarely appeared in group chats.

Liao Nanqing had no appetite to drink milk tea, and sat on the bench in the school flower bed with Ge Yun, blowing the cold wind.

"Liao Nanqing, do you want to wait for Gou Su to go back during the winter vacation?" Ge Yun joked at him, "If not, why don't you bring your Gou Su to dinner? By the way, give Xu Yanyan a solemn introduction."

"I won't be going back during the winter vacation. I'll stay in City B." Liao Nanqing said apologetically, "I'll treat you to dinner next time."

"Ah? Why don't you go back to celebrate the New Year, your house..." Before finishing speaking, Ge Yun automatically shut up.

Liao Nanqing didn't feel anything, and said lightly: "My mother and my stepfather are together, they have broken up with me."

Ge Yun took a sip of milk tea and said awkwardly, "Sorry."

"It's okay, it's not a secret."

"Hmm... so are you going to deliver supper to Gou Su again tonight?" Ge Yun changed the subject sensibly.

"Ah."

"Hey, you're just too kind to him." Ge Yun taught him, "Boyfriends can't be spoiled."

"I'm also his boyfriend." Liao Nanqing didn't quite understand what Ge Yun said, and replied blankly, "But he dotes on me very much."

Uncle Ge Yun seemed to be crossing his legs: "You are a typical poor little boy who is sold and counts the money."

Liao Nanqing shook his head, thinking, what do you know.

He broke up with his family for me.

……

Just thinking about it like that made Liao Nanqing panic. He felt that he had made a huge mistake.And this mistake, with the current situation of stalling and out of control, will spread rapidly, falling into a swamp-like involuntary.

Liao Nanqing's nose was slightly cold, he looked up, it was snowing.

The first light snow of this winter, the first flake, melted on the tip of Liao Nanqing's nose.

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I have to go home for a follow-up visit on the weekend, so the next update will be on Sunday night~

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