Affectionate for a long time

"I'm not joking," Fu Shensi took out the ring and put it in her hand, "I will try my best to love you very much, as long as you give me time...Jiayu, I will protect you for the rest of my life, and I will treat you well all my life, I swear on my life."

The cold ring touched the fingertips, Liu Jiayu subconsciously retracted her fingers.The light diamond ring fell from Fu Shensi's hand and rolled onto the wrinkled bed sheet.Liu Jiayu's heart seemed to drop along with the diamond ring, "Shen Si, I...I..."

Fu Shensi looked at the beads of sweat on the tip of her nose and the flustered eyes of a deer, with a pale smile on her face, "Don't panic, don't panic~ I won't force you." He flattened her palm to avoid bleeding .

In summer, her hands were cold.He put his hand under hers, "It's very late today, go to bed first."

"Shen Si, let's have a chat." Liu Jiayu burst into tears as she watched him take care of him. She picked up the ring and handed it to him, saying, "Why did you suddenly propose? Don't say you fell in love with me suddenly. We all know that, don't we?"

"Jiayu, I don't want Xiao Xiao anymore. From now on, I only like you alone." Fu Shensi still maintained the motion of kneeling on one knee, with crystal liquid slipping from the corner of his eyes, Liu Jiayu stretched out his hand hastily Wipe it for him, but his eyes are also blurred.

She wanted to laugh, but couldn't help crying bitterly.

But she couldn't do it, she couldn't say so bravely, Shinji, I don't want to love Ou Shu, and from now on I only like you alone.

She just likes that iceberg, just like the Titanic, even if the entire army is wiped out, it will not change its course and hit it.

"I'm sorry... Shinji, I'm sorry..." I can't do it!

"What's going on? Why are you crying in the middle of the night?" The night watch doctor rushed over when he heard the cry, and frowned at the young couple. How dangerous!"

Fu Shensi was the first to react, he quickly wiped his face and got up to apologize, "Sorry, I was negligent."

The female doctor walked to the bedside and pulled out the needles on her hands on both sides. Her eyes accidentally glanced at the shiny diamond ring on the bed sheet, and her expression softened. Just now, he thought it was another married couple.It seems that this man is still responsible, "Little girl, I am so lucky to have such a handsome boyfriend."

Liu Jiayu was crying out of breath. The female doctor quickly wiped her face with the gauze in her hand, "It's not good for such a beautiful girl to cry. Be strong!"

The tears that were about to overflow suddenly froze in her eyes, Liu Jiayu seemed to freeze instantly, and the female doctor was startled by her, and turned to look at Fu Shensi, "She still doesn't know?"

Fu Shensi held his forehead, feeling dizzy.

The female doctor felt that she had done something wrong, so she gave a hasty explanation and then ran away.

"Is...really?" Liu Jiayu pinched the bed sheet, trembling all over.

Fu Shensi just wanted to hold her shoulders, but was suddenly avoided, "Is it true?"

"...Jiayu, I'm sorry for you!"

Liu Jiayu raised her head and stared blankly into his eyes, "Is it true?"

Her extremely terrified eyes almost tore Fu Shensi apart in an instant, Fu Shensi nodded heavily, "Yes."

Almost at the same time as he nodded, Liu Jiayu felt the surging nausea in her abdomen, she quickly lay down by the window, and vomited up everything she had just eaten.Tears welled up with stomach acid, and she felt like her sky was falling apart.

Why?how come?She pressed her belly tightly and shook her head violently. It must be a misdiagnosis. They were obviously so careful and took all the protective measures well. How could there be such a mistake.Definitely a misdiagnosis!

After drinking the mouthwash in a daze, Liu Jiayu jumped out of bed and ran out barefoot.

Fu Shensi took her shoes and stopped her at the door, "Jiayu, where are you going?"

"It must be fake! I don't believe it!" Liu Jiayu held her head, her face covered with tears, and she looked like a lunatic.

Fu Shensi hugged her distressedly, trapping all her resistance in his arms, he choked up and said, "Jiayu, it's true, the doctor did all the B-ultrasounds. They said it's been three weeks..." He knew These words are cruel, but they are all true.And he is responsible for everything he did.What he said just now was not impulsive, but the result of deliberation during the hours of her deep sleep.

"Three weeks..." Listening to this time, Liu Jiayu suddenly remembered that three weeks ago, that night was Shen Si's birthday.Shen Tang and Zhuang Moli have been tired of staying in Yunnan, only she and Ou Shu are by their side.They drank a lot that night, lots and lots of wine.

She suddenly laughed, and it was all her own doing.She grabbed Fu Shensi's clothes and squatted down slowly.

It shouldn't have happened in the first place, knowing it was dangerous, but still taking the risk.She deserved it, she clearly didn't love but was greedy for the comforting warmth between the two of them.

"Get rid of it." She looked at the bright floor and said in a daze.

Fu Shensi's eyes widened, destroy it?He pulled Liu Jiayu up from the floor, "I can take good care of Jiayu..." Liu Jiayu covered his mouth and shook her head, "Shen Si...I'm sorry, I won't keep him no matter what."

"You know the reason, don't you? I don't love you, and you don't love me. Even if this child stays, it will only be a tragedy. And... we are not even old enough to get married... Shinji, we made a mistake. Now, it’s time not to repeat the same mistakes.”

As Liu Jiayu said, tears never stopped.Fu Shensi looked at her surging tears and eyes full of fear, and twisted his heart into a ball.He reached out and hugged her tightly, "It's not your fault, don't tell me you're sorry, it's me! I'm the one who's wrong, and I'm the one who should say sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

In the silent night, the moonlight cannot enter the ward with heavy curtains.Fu Shensi managed to coax Liu Jiayu back to the hospital bed, she was obviously exhausted physically and mentally, she sobbed for a while before falling into a deep sleep.

The whole night, Fu Shensi stayed by his bedside.He looked at the still flat place under the quilt, and stretched out his hand in a strange way, but he felt his heartbeat through the quilt.With one click, he withdrew his hand abruptly.

Abortion is not as simple as they imagined. The doctor said that Liu Jiayu's body is not suitable for abortion at present, and it is best to recuperate for a week before making plans.

On the way home from the hospital, no one spoke.At the end of August, the temperature has risen to a peak.Fu Shensi rode his bicycle and tried to choose some shaded places to walk.Both of them were sweating a little when they got home, Fu Shensi took out two bottles of ice water from the refrigerator.I just closed the refrigerator door, paused, and put it back silently.

Liu Jiayu watched his movements, bit her lip, and went to the kitchen to fetch a pot of cold water and put it on the electromagnetic board.