Affectionate for a long time

There is a special school on the outskirts of w city, and Liu Jiayu is a substitute teacher for the whole summer vacation.She taught children to sing and draw, played games with them, and told them about the outside world.

There are mostly deaf children in the school, from three to 16 years old, kindergarten to high school.After one summer vacation, the children in the whole school affectionately called her "Sister Jiajia".

"Jiayu, your boyfriend is here to pick you up." Seeing the handsome boy standing at the gate, Jiang Cuifen asked Liu Jiayu to pack up and go back.

"Ms. Jiang, the children's toys haven't been sterilized yet..." There were still a lot of small trains and cartoon characters on the table.

Jiang Cuifen put the toy in her hand on the table, took out her bag from the cabinet and stuffed it to her, "Go back quickly, aren't you feeling a little sick today? Go back early and rest."

"Then...alright," Liu Jiayu put her bag on her back, turned to say goodbye to Jiang Cuifen, "Mr. Jiang, then I'll come over early tomorrow."

"Okay, let's go."

Jiang Cuifen leaned against the window and watched the boy surnamed Fu riding a dark blue bicycle, and naturally took the bag from Liu Jiayu's hand, feeling a burst of emotion in her heart.There are not many boys like this now. Since Liu Jiayu came to help their school two months ago, this boy has never missed a single day and came to pick her up, rain or shine.She remembered that there was a heavy rainstorm, and he was completely soaked, but the coat that Liu Jiayu brought was wrapped in the raincoat so that no water dripped on it.

A good girl deserves such a good boy to treat each other sincerely. Jiang Cuifen watched them walk out of sight, turned around and continued to disinfect the toys.

"Why is it so early today?" Fu Shensi asked, usually she would come out after packing everything up last.

Liu Jiayu hugged his waist and leaned tiredly on his back, "Ms. Jiang asked me to go first. I'm so tired today, I want to sleep all day, and I don't have much appetite."

"What's the matter? Is it a bit of heatstroke?" There was a downhill ahead, and Fu Shensi lightly squeezed the brakes and slid down slowly.

The setting sun dyed the distant sky orange, and the slow evening wind blows, and the mood is gradually released.Liu Jiayu raised her head, letting the wind mess up her hair, "I don't know, maybe I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

"I bought your favorite puff ice cream today, and I can eat it when I go back." Fu Shensi speeded up, in order to cooperate with her work in the suburbs.They rented a house in the suburbs, and Fu Shensi was an intern in a nearby securities company, so they lived together as a matter of course.

Liu Jiayu immediately became interested when she thought of the soft and cool ice cream, "How do you know I want to eat this? Shinji, thank you!"

"Say thank you to me!"

"Get used to it, cheapskate..."

After returning home, Fu Shensi consciously went into the kitchen, his cooking skills have improved dramatically this summer.Both of them can cook, Liu Jiayu's cooking skills are much better than his, but due to work reasons, he is still the chef, Liu Jiayu only occasionally eats non-staple food and guides through the glass door.

"To make sweet and sour noodles, you need to cook the noodles first. Use the chicken soup that we left over from yesterday." Liu Jiayu gnawed on the puffs while giving instructions outside the venue.

After completing all the steps she explained, "And then?" Fu Shensi asked, but did not get any reply.

This sweet and sour noodle is what Liu Jiayu ordered to eat, but he has never heard of it before.After turning off the fire, Fu Shensi turned his head and saw Liu Jiayu lying pale outside the glass.In her hand was an unfinished puff, and the ice cream filling inside had melted into a puddle of water.

When she fainted, she didn't have any defenses, she just felt a white light in front of her eyes, and then she couldn't see anything.

Liu Jiayu groaned as if mercury had been injected into her head, and opened her eyes with difficulty.Ruyan is Fu Shensi's comforting face, "Jiayu, are you awake? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

She shook her head, as if nothing was wrong except that her head was a little heavy.White walls, green bed curtains, and the smell of disinfectant, she is in the hospital.

"What's wrong with me?" She wanted to sit up with her hands, but found that both hands were stuck with needles.She looked at Fu Shensi in surprise, did she have some serious illness?

"Shinji?" She tilted her head and asked again.

Fu Shensi raised his head and pulled the hair on her cheeks behind her ears. A bright smile suddenly appeared on his heavy handsome face, "Now I know I'm afraid? I told you to be careful not to get tired when you were in school, and told you not to Picky eater, it's better now, it's heat stroke and anemia." After he finished speaking, he pinched her nose vigorously.

"Who said I was scared! I'll just ask." Liu Jiayu said with a guilty conscience.

"Yes, yes, yes!" Fu Shensi helped her to shake the bed, and opened the porridge on the bedside, "I've slept for a few hours, I should be hungry."

Putting the spoon to his mouth, Liu Jiayu refused with a smile, "Why, I will do it myself!"

"You have an infusion tube in your hand, don't make trouble, open your mouth!" Fu Shensi insisted on feeding her, Liu Jiayu looked at the "bound" hands, and opened her mouth obediently.After taking the first bite, she felt something was wrong, "Shinji, did you make a mistake? Bird's nest?"

There was a smile on Fu Shensi's face all the time, "It's not that you haven't eaten, what are you doing. Quick, open your mouth again."

"But..." Before she finished speaking, the spoon came to her mouth again, so Liu Jiayu had no choice but to open her mouth.

Just like that, Fu Shensi seemed to be blocking the conversation on purpose, mouthful after mouthful without giving her a whole bowl of porridge even if he had free time.

"Shen Si, do you have something to hide from me?" Fu Shensi was just about to get up when Liu Jiayu grabbed his wrist and looked up at him with determination.

Her intuition told her that something must have happened.Although Fu Shensi's performance has not had any flaws so far, it's not that Liu Jiayu doesn't understand him.

Sure enough, when she asked, Fu Shensi's expression changed.Regret, guilt... All kinds of complicated expressions were mixed in his eyes, Liu Jiayu became more and more frightened as he looked at it, and his legs curled up unconsciously.

"Jiayu, will I marry you?" Fu Shensi suddenly knelt down on one knee and took out a pink velvet box from his pocket.He opened it with one hand, and inside was a small diamond ring.The diamond ring is very shiny, reflecting the brilliance that does not belong to it under the light.

Liu Jiayu was so frightened that she almost fell off the bed, her voice was trembling, "Shen Si...don't, don't be joking...it's impossible for us..."

She did not deny that she was very happy during the first half year with him, much happier than before.However, while being happy, the pain hidden in my heart is also increasing day by day.How happy she was smiling during the day, at night, the pain would intensify and swallow up her happiness.She knew that Shenji was also like this, because at night, his ravings would always betray him, and the more painful and suppressed "Xiao Xiao...Xiao Xiao..." she often heard, tears filled her pillow.

They can comfort each other, but they can only lick their wounds alone.

No amount of happiness is just an appearance, and no amount of appearance can hide their hearts that they don't love each other.

So, "Shinji, don't make fun of this!"