strange love

After talking for a while, I think the water should be cooler.I tried the temperature of the water. Although it was a little hot, it was ready to drink. I just needed something hotter on the first day of the new year.

"Come to the first day of the junior high school, drink some hot water, it's a little hot, take a sip." I helped her up and fed her water.

On the first day of the lunar new year, I drank obediently, and when I lay down again, I saw that I was about to get up, so I quickly took my hand and whispered: "Jing Zhe, you, where are you going?"

She looked a little disturbed.Even after talking for so long, I should be afraid, but I still have to be afraid.

"Don't worry, I'll use my mobile phone to call Aunt Zhang and your teacher Li. After the call, I will sleep with you for a while, okay?" I stroked her hair, squinted my eyes, and showed a satisfied expression.

"Well, then you have to come back quickly."

She felt relieved, and couldn't help showing a coquettish little expression. I felt that I would agree no matter what.

Aunt Li's side is simple, just ask for a leave of absence.Aunt Zhang fought here for a long time, and it took me a lot of effort to persuade her not to come to see the first day of junior high school.

Aunt Zhang was very happy and excited.Only then did I know that they had taken her to the doctor several times because of the delayed menarche on the first day of the new year.Some said that the development was late, some said that it was a physical problem, and I took medicine several times, but it didn't work.

Later, Uncle Ling felt that there was nothing uncomfortable in the first day of junior high school, and it was too pitiful to always take medicine, so he planned to wait.I didn't expect to wait and wait, she came now quite naturally.

It's time to celebrate.

Aunt Zhang expressed her great gratitude to me, and talked with the first day of the junior high school for a while, and finally agreed to ask me to go to her house with the first first day of junior high school for dinner in the evening.

After the phone call, I washed my hands with hot water again, and then went back to bed to accompany the first day of junior high school.She has been waiting for me, looking at me with big eyes.

"Can't sleep?" I got on the bed, took her into my arms, and adjusted her position slightly so that her back was against me.Her soft body seemed to have no bones, and it was really comfortable to hold her.

"Well, because it feels weird..." She leaned her little head on my shoulder, took my hand and continued to cover her belly—it would probably be more comfortable for her. "It's, it's a good thing you're by my side, I'm not afraid at all."

Her belly was soft and slippery, I rubbed it gently with my palm, trying to make her feel better.

"You obviously cried miserably just now, and you still say you're not afraid?"

She could talk now, as if she had forgotten who the little guy was crying in the toilet just now.

I teased her, which made Chuyi's face flushed, and she muttered "Ai Hei", thinking that I would let her go.

"Because there's blood, it's scary. But, I'm really not afraid when I see you."

I didn't want to bully her too much, so I accepted her explanation.Seeing that she was full of energy and not sleepy at all, I asked her: "You really don't want to sleep?"

I rubbed her belly with my right hand, and she played with the fingers of my left hand with her little hands.

"Well, I don't want to sleep."

"Shall I read you "Anne of Green Gables"?" I read "Peter Pan" to her before, and now I'm reading Anne.

"Hmm~ no, I want to chat with you." It was rare for the first day of junior high school to refuse to listen to the story, as if he had something to say.

"Okay, let's talk." If she wants to chat, the topic will be very wild. I wonder if she wants to talk about the "Peter Pan" that she just read to her before, or just started watching it. "Pretty Smiling Cure", or do you want to say what did you learn from Teacher Li?

I was thinking about it, but what I heard on the first day of junior high school was the matter of this class division.

"Jing, Jingzhe, I want to choose science..."

I really didn't expect her to say this out of the blue, and I didn't expect her to have this idea.

"Why? Don't you prefer liberal arts?"

"But, you choose science..." The first day of junior high school was a little hesitant, and the voice was low.Her hand squeezed my fingers, and I felt her uneasiness.

When I heard that I wanted to choose science in the first day of junior high school, I probably thought of this reason.

"But in the first year of junior high school, even so, we should not be in the same class." Unless I choose liberal arts, there is no possibility for us to be in the same class.

This is a very cruel reality. I probably understood this on the first day of junior high school, and my expression was very depressed.

"I know..." She seemed to be thinking hard, and said intermittently: "But, but this way... the things we learn are the same... You, you can still teach me."

I haven't thought about giving up helping her with tutoring, even if I'm divided into classes.

"If it's about this, you don't have to worry, I can still teach you, just show me the book."

I think, as a good friend, what you should do is to support her to do what she likes, instead of binding each other with friendship.

"In that case, isn't your study burden going to increase? I, I don't want you to accommodate me..." And the first day of junior high school may have the same idea.

I am a little touched, but also a little sad.In the first day of junior high school, he is a child who is very considerate of others. This kind of cuteness is really pitiful.

"Silly girl, don't you always say that I am the best? Who am I? I am the first in grade. I am very good at studying. Don't you believe that I can teach you?"

I still have confidence in my studies, because my memory is better, so my efficiency is higher than that of ordinary students.Therefore, I have more time, and I feel that I can take care of both sides.

"Hey, no, no, of course I believe you, you are the most powerful Jingzhe." In this matter, the first day of the junior high school seemed not to be misunderstood, turned his head to my face and quickly explained: " I'm just afraid you'll be tired."

She has a flattering and coquettish expression on her fair little face, which is extremely cute.And when I thought of her showing such a look for me, the turmoil in my heart made me want to hug her tightly.

As soon as her face was close to mine, I felt my heart warm up.

Although she didn't cry too hard this time, her eyes were still a little red.I felt that I couldn't resist such tears at all, and my throat was so itchy that I had a strong urge to kiss the corners of her eyes.

I felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't help looking away.

"I won't be tired. I just happen to be able to learn more. It will be easier for you to study liberal arts, and then you can learn to draw better."

Probably because this topic is a bit serious and it is related to our future, the first day of junior high school showed a thoughtful expression.

I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye and continued: "Don't you want to go to the same university as me? So you can't just know when you choose arts and sciences?"

The first day of junior high school seems to have figured it out, and nodded solemnly, "I know Jing Zhe, I will study hard, and I think I will be with you in the future."

I knew that it was no accident that she chose liberal arts, but I felt a little lost and uneasy for some reason.

Everyone has something they are good at and like. I understand this, and she understands this, and friendship should not be a hindrance to the progress of oneself and the other party.

But in fact, I have always had selfishness, which is why I interfered in the selection of subjects in the first year of junior high school.Although deep down in his heart, he felt that the relationship with her should not be closer, but he hoped that he could continue to be best friends with her in the future.

I patted her head, "You have improved a lot, and you have been working hard. I know that you can do well without me."

"Hmm~ that's not it." The first day of the junior high school shook his head slowly, and said softly in a voice that seemed to be bewitched by someone or could be bewitched by others: "Without you, I would not be as good as I am now. Jingzhe, it was you who helped me." me."

I don't know why my heart suddenly aches.

But what if the person helping you is not as good as you think?

"Then we also help each other. Isn't that what good friends should do? Help each other and make progress together."

What if this person who has been helping you in your opinion has selfish motives?

On the first day of junior high school, I smiled shyly, and leaned over to kiss my chin very naturally.

She said, "Jing Zhe, why are you so kind to me?"

What if this person has extravagant expectations?

What would you think of me if you found out the truth?Will you still hug me, kiss me, and rely on me like this?

The lips in the first day of junior high school are wet, soft and warm, and I am no stranger to them.She likes to use kisses to express her love and excitement. She will kiss my cheek, forehead and chin.

Her words are always so sweet, like attractive fruits and fragrant flowers.Sweet and heartfelt words are the hardest thing to say no to, and I, too, never escaped.

There is also her body that is defenseless against me, soft and small and full of fragrance, always approaching me proactively, always allowing me to hug her, and never rejecting me.

It became more and more easy for me to be distracted by these things, it became more and more difficult to control my thoughts when I was with her, and it became more and more difficult to suppress some unspeakable feelings.

If you get too close, if you are too intimate, if you want to go further, it will be too much.

Why do you have to be so good to the first grader?

I also asked myself.

"Because you are my best friend, because you are also very kind to me."

Or, am I really being "nice" to her?

I remembered what my mother said.

Humans are not only creatures who can only give, but most of their contributions are expected to be rewarded.

So, what am I looking forward to in return for the first grade of junior high school?

I still remember my answer in my heart.

We'll always be each other's best friends, that's what I expect.

The author has something to say: the next two chapters are really high-powered, don't worry, I will torture the sting, not the little angel of the first grade.