strange love

I should be thankful that my physiology class was very useful. In the first year of junior high school, I was much more shy and cautious than before.

"Okay, okay, I'll go out, call me when you change." Although I feel a little disappointed, the child will grow up.

"But, but," I grabbed the corner of my clothes as soon as I lifted my feet, and asked me a little uneasily, "What if it gets dirty after I put it on..."

I was so anxious, I forgot to mention this.

"It's okay, don't put it on after you change it, I'll teach you how to use sanitary napkins."

Only then nodded on the first day of the junior high school.I walked out of the toilet and closed the door by the way. As soon as I calmed down, my ears were almost filled with the sound of my own rapid heartbeat.

What the hell was I thinking just now?Obviously, I have thought about it many times, I should control myself more about wanting to bully her.

After waiting outside the door for about 5 minutes, I heard Chuyi's voice calling me.When she went in again, she had already rolled up the underwear she had changed into a small ball and was holding it in her hand discreetly.

"Awakening of Insects..."

I picked up the panties in her hand with one hand, and took out the sanitary napkins from the box with the other. "Hey, give me the underwear first, I will wash it off later. I will teach you how to use this first."

"But, it's dirty..." She refused to hand over the panties in her hand, and looked at me with embarrassment and aggrieved.

It's not that it hasn't been washed, so there's nothing dirty about it.

"It's not dirty... Be good, don't worry about it now, listen to me." I knew that my attitude had to be tougher, otherwise it would take a while.

"Well, ok, ok." Chuyi was obedient, carefully put the panties in my hand, with a nervous look, "You, don't look..."

"Okay, I won't read it." This silly boy, even if I don't read it now, I still want to see it.

The first day of junior high school was obviously relieved.

I put the underwear she changed into the basin first, and then I started to unpack the sanitary napkin. "Hey, take off your pants a little bit, and I'll stick them on for you. Look carefully, and you'll have to stick them yourself in the future."

"Hey..." The first day of the junior high school seemed to have never thought that this would be necessary, her little hands held her trousers tightly to prevent me from taking them off, and she looked at me awkwardly, "Do you still want to take them off?"

I was a little helpless, sighed and said: "On the first day of junior high school, don't you feel any pain? Don't be shy now, I'll help you and you can go to bed and rest, okay? My mother taught me this way at the time, it's normal."

"Yes, is that so?" Her dubious expression made me miss the little white rabbit who was going to take off her pants to show me.

This is indeed normal, but I feel a little guilty after being harmed by her.

"That's right," I nodded firmly, "Everyone needs to be taught for the first time, right? I will only teach you once."

"That, that's fine." She stopped resisting and took off her pants obediently. "You, you must not look elsewhere..."

... If I want to see it, can I watch it long ago?

However, I couldn't help but feel a little awkward when I said this in the first day of junior high school. The psychological construction I did outside the door just now almost loosened.

"Oh, where can I look around, boy, look this way," I had to suppress my eagerness to move, and distract her and myself while taking off the tampon, "Take this apart, Then unroll, tear off here and here."

Looking at it obediently in the first day of junior high school, it seems that the study is quite serious.However, her hands were still tightly pulling the hem of the clothes, covering between her legs, as if she wanted to cover the bottom of her legs a little more.

This little guy is real, and I didn't peek, just glanced at it.And, at a glance, nothing can be seen.

"Okay, turn out the panties, yes, and stick them on, and fold the two sides to the outside." Even for me, this is a kind of torment, so I quickly taught her to finish it. "alright."

I breathed a sigh of relief and felt that my mother was not easy at the beginning.But I am not as shy as the first day of junior high school, so she must not be as difficult as me.

The first day of the junior high school also took a deep breath. "Ok?"

"Okay. Just put this on the underwear, and then put it on so that the underwear will not be stained. It is best to change the sanitary napkin every two hours or so, which is more hygienic."

"So it's like this..." At first glance, I understood it, and I suddenly realized, "It's like a baby's diaper."

This analogy is correct, "It is like this."

Chu nodded, looked at me for a while, and suddenly asked in a puzzled way: "Then Jingzhe, why didn't you teach me before I changed into it?"

When I asked this question in the first day of junior high school, even I was shocked. Why didn't I think of holding it in my hand and teaching her before putting it on for her?

But, I really didn't think of it!

No, it would be too detrimental to tell her that I didn't expect it at this time.I just finished teaching her a major life event!

"Well, because if you change it yourself, you must be wearing it, right? It's different from holding it in your hand. Alright, I'll go out first and boil some hot water for you, and you can come out when you're done." I just Neng once again resorted to the method of changing the topic so quickly that the first day of junior high school could not react.

"Eh, ah oh oh."

It's really dangerous, and I was almost speechless when I was asked by the first grader.

I came out with the basin containing her underwear, and found that I was sweating profusely, feeling more tired than a morning run.

After washing my hands, I boiled the water first, and when I went back to the bathroom to wash her underwear, I dragged myself out of the toilet on the first day of the junior high school.She twisted the corners of her clothes with her little hands, walked up to me shyly, and called me softly, "Jingzhe..."

"Come on, wash your hands first." I told her while opening warm water for her, "During your menstrual holiday, you can't touch cold water or drink ice. You should have a good rest, you know? If you didn't eat ice cream last night, you might not need it this time." That hurts."

While washing, she nodded to show that she knew, and kept sneaking glances at the underwear I was washing from the corner of her eyes.

I thought it was kind of funny, but didn't intend to poke her.

"How much does my stomach hurt?" The menstrual period was not much, and there was only a little stain on the underwear, which I had already washed off.

"It hurts a little bit." The first day of the junior high school made a little bit gesture with wet hands, a little smaller than before, and it looked really cute.I dried her hands and told her to lie down on the bed first.

Fortunately, the first day of junior high school is not the kind of physique that is painful to the point of death, otherwise I would probably cry miserably.

After I finished drying her panties, the water had already boiled for a while.He took the kettle and cup to the bedside table and poured her a cup of hot water.

On the first day of junior high school, only one face was covered under a small blanket, and his eyes kept turning around me.

The water was still very hot, not enough to enter the mouth. I covered my hands a little and put it on the bedside to cool.

"Is it better to lie down?" I sat on the edge of the bed and reached into the blanket to touch her belly. "Where does it hurt? Let me cover it for you."

There is no hot water bottle or baby warmer at home, and these things are really useless in this weather.Fortunately, my palms are hot, so I can replace it a little bit.

"It's here." On the first day of the junior high school, he lifted the corner of his clothes and let me put my hand in. He pouted and said, "It hurts so much."

The little grievance is really pitiful, it makes my heart feel soft and numb.

"Then it will be better for me to cover you."

She nodded, "Yeah, Jingzhe, your hands are warm."

"It should be more comfortable to drink some hot water later." I comforted her, the small hand of the first grader was on the back of mine, and the bright big eyes were looking at me intently, "Jing Zhe, do I start today? Adult? Same as you."

She probably felt better and began to think about other things.

"Well, you've grown up a bit, but you're not a real adult yet." Of course, the definition of becoming an adult is not that simple. "I'm not an adult either."

"Hey, isn't it? Then what will it take to become an adult." She looked terrified, "Have you lost so much blood and still haven't become an adult? Does it still hurt to become an adult?"

Cough cough, how to explain this.What I call becoming an adult refers more to the mentality, but it is hard not to let me think wrongly when talking about the first year of junior high school.I must have been led astray by Lu Youyou, that's why I'm full of obscene thoughts.

"The first day of junior high school, this is as difficult to explain as you like someone. Well... it's better to say, when you like someone is probably the beginning of growing up." But this is a little bit far away, I Bringing the topic back, "You're having a hard time today. I'll call Aunt Li later and ask for leave, okay?"

"Well, but wouldn't it be too good?"

I touched her head with my other hand, "It's a big girl's event. There's nothing wrong with it. I'll tell Auntie Zhang about it, so I can celebrate it for you."

"Celebrate, celebrate?" The first day of the junior high school had a bitter face, full of puzzlement, "do you still celebrate after bleeding? I thought I would pass out."

I couldn't help laughing, imagined her fainting in the toilet, and felt her head was big for a moment.Fortunately, she didn't faint, otherwise I would be in trouble.

"However, your performance is still very brave and deserves praise." To be honest, I was really afraid that she would faint, so I just cried for a while.

"Eh, really? Then what about you Jingzhe, were you also afraid at the time?"

"Yeah, you're the braver." I decided to praise her, and started lying casually.

"Ah, are you afraid too?" She was a little surprised.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm scared too." I coaxed her, in fact, because my mother taught me early, I was very calm.

She covered her mouth and started giggling, with so much smugness in her voice, "Hoohoo, Jingzhe, it turns out that you are so timid."

It is an exaggeration to say that I think I should have black lines all over my face.

This little guy really can't tell if someone is comforting her.I was a little helpless and a little funny, "Yes, yes, I am timid."

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