strange love

My mother is very active. After talking to me, I contacted my godmother and booked a hotel. There are only five days left and I can’t go too far. My mother picked a nearby lake famous for its many islands and drove by myself. past.

I don't know if my mother and godmother had discussed it before, and they simply asked for three days off.

When she finished, it was almost time to go to bed. She said that sleeping together didn't seem like a joke, so she ran to my room after taking a shower.

I haven't slept with my mother for a long time, and I lost my composure earlier, so I'm really not used to it at this time.But to be honest, it's also fortunate that she kept talking to me and distracted me, otherwise I would probably cry just thinking about it.

Although it was sad to reject me on the first day of junior high school, I was already mentally prepared.However, she didn't speak when she called, and I didn't answer the call, which made me feel very helpless.I thought about a lot of possibilities but still had no clue, so I wished I could go to her house and ask about it.

"Okay, don't think about it anymore." Mom watched me toss and turn and couldn't fall asleep, and while hugging me to keep me from moving, she comforted me: "It's useless to think about it. I think you should give more to the first grader." Time to think about it. Maybe she didn't think clearly but she really missed you, so she called you? It's just that she didn't know how to answer you, so she didn't dare to answer the phone. You can't keep chasing others and force her to think about it, right? ?”

"I know." I understand every word of comfort from my mother, but it is really hard to let go.

If it was true as she said, how good would it be if she called me just because she missed me in the first day of junior high school?

"Okay, go to bed. Get up early tomorrow."

"Ah."

Silent all night.

At the beginning, my mind was full of random thoughts, and then I fell asleep in a daze for some reason.I had a bizarre nightmare all night, and woke up in the morning after being almost strangled to death by my mother.

Another reason why I don't often sleep with my mother is that she doesn't sleep well and loves to cuddle.

I was woken up by her to see that it was almost time, so I simply woke her up too, and the two of them washed up and had breakfast before going to pick up the godmother.The godmother packed up her things and waited a long time ago, and this time she will not go to the co-pilot, but sit in the back row with me.

I don't know how my mother told the godmother, she seems to already know.But she didn't ask anything, and let me sleep next to her for a while seeing that I was not in a good mood.

In fact, I really feel a little tired, and my mind has been confused until now, as if I have given up thinking.I was not polite when my godmother said that, so I just lay down on her lap to sleep.

It was almost noon when I woke up, and the first destination was the booked hotel.Although it was the end of the summer vacation, it was still the peak season, and the hotel seemed overcrowded. I don't know how my mother got it.

"A suite?" The godmother asked casually, seeing that her mother only had a card in her hand.

"Yes, that's enough. Jing Jing and I sleep in one room, and sister Mu, you sleep in one room."

The mother looked a little nervous, but the godmother didn't seem to care. "Actually, the standard room is enough."

My mother was really guilty, she said haha, and led us to the room.

The hotel environment is good, and the location of this suite is also very good. There is a small balcony with two bedrooms and one living room, and the scenic spot is outside the balcony.At noon, the sun was in the sky, but because of the green mountains and green waters outside the window, it was rare to feel too much heat.

The hotel also has its own swimming pool and some other entertainment facilities, so you won't be bored even if you don't go out.

I was neither prepared nor interested in this trip, and I was at the mercy of the whole process.When things are sorted out, I can't help but think about the first day again.

Probably because I didn't have much energy, my mother came to pull me out after putting away my things.

"Be happy when you come out to play, eat at the hotel at noon, stroll around the lakeside in the afternoon, and we will go to the scenic spot tomorrow."

I don't have any objections, it's not too disappointing to come out.The godmother packed up her things long ago, and she was already waiting in the living room when we came out.

"Leave now?" She looked at us, "Nonuo, you don't bring an umbrella, and Jingzhe too, don't you bring anything?"

I also took a look and found that the godmother was very well prepared, a travel bag that was not big but obviously contained a lot of things.On the other hand, my mother and I were still wearing casual clothes, a peaked cap, and a small satchel on my back, as if I was going out to play.Only I was wearing a dress, with nothing in my hands.

"I'll put the umbrella in the bag, Jingjing..." She scanned my attire up and down, "That's it, we're going to stroll around the lakeside in the city this afternoon, it's not a big deal."

"Then take your mobile phone with you, in case you get separated later, I will contact you." When the godmother mentioned the mobile phone, I suddenly woke up.

Did not bring.

I was in a daze in the morning, and my mother helped me install the salute, but the phone... the phone was still on the bedside.

"Well, I forgot to bring it, so be it. I will be careful and not run around." This is the first time I forgot something, and my godmother didn't mention it all the way and didn't find it.

"Oh, forget it if you forget it. It shouldn't be a big deal." Mom didn't care, and called the godmother to go quickly, "Let's go, sister Mu, let's eat first."

She was still in high spirits after driving all the way, and she was really powerful.

"You really don't need to sleep for a while? I drove all the way." The godmother didn't procrastinate, she took her bag and left.

"No, no, no." Mom pulled us out one by one.

Lunch will be settled at the hotel.The hotel environment is good, but the food is really not good.The godmother didn't say anything, but the mother was full of complaints.I don't have an appetite anyway, and it doesn't matter if it tastes good or not.

Although it is not far from the city where we live, I have never been here before.We usually choose farther away for planned trips, and we rarely have the time and interest to come on Saturdays and Sundays, but this time we suddenly got excited and took a trip.

Although I have never been here, I have heard of that name. After all, it is not a name for nothing to be known as one of the world's three thousand island lakes.

This is an old scenic spot that has been developed for many years. Although the scenery is really good, it is really lively at this time, and I don't know whether to come to see people or to see the scenery.I don't know if my mother deliberately picked such a lively place to distract me or if she really chose it randomly, but she just felt that her painstaking efforts could not be wasted, so she reluctantly cheered up and talked to them.

But what I saw, heard, and ate along the way, I didn’t remember anything when I arrived at the hotel at night.

I think it's not only my love that has a problem, but also my good memory.

After all, it was hot, and we didn't have much rest since we got up at 7 am today, and we returned to the hotel around 8 pm.My mother asked me to wash first, and she went to chat with the godmother.

I don't have any objections, I just think that it's only natural that she wants to be alone with her godmother.

After a day of confusion, I gradually became more sober after taking a bath.I suddenly thought of a problem when I was sober.I didn't bring my mobile phone, what if I want to find me again on the first day of junior high school?

This thought made me uneasy.After all, I haven't said anything in the first day of junior high school. If it's like what my mother said, how sad she would be if she couldn't find me when she wanted to find me?

When I thought about it, I couldn’t do it. I still had to let the first day of the junior high school know that I didn’t bring my mobile phone, so I went to the godmother’s room to ask my mother to borrow the mobile phone—send a message instead of calling.

It's just that I heard the godmother's voice before I knocked on the door. Her voice was not loud, but the door was open. I heard it clearly when I got closer.

"I disagree, it's not yet the time to tell Jing Zhe."

I didn't intend to eavesdrop at first, but I didn't know whether it was because I was walking too lightly or the two of them were talking too much. At this time, no one noticed me, and I didn't knock on the door as soon as I walked away, so I decided to listen first. What are the two talking about.

"But Sister Mu, even if we don't say that there is still my dad, he has been urging me since he knew you came back. It's better for us than for him."

The godmother was silent for a while before she said: "My father... let's meet Uncle Xu, I will explain it to him. It is already very good for Jing Zhe now, and I don't have to recognize her... I don't like this. A qualified mother is worse for her than a non-existent one."

The mother's voice was a little anxious, "Sister Mu, why do you say that? We all knew the situation at that time, and my father couldn't blame you at all, and it was more guilt. He also means the same thing now, and the surprise is always yours. daughter, there is no mother and daughter who do not recognize each other."

"But what if we recognize each other? Even if Jing Zhe doesn't blame me for abandoning her for so many years, how can I explain it to her? Who is her father? What happened back then? Do you think it would be beneficial for her to let her know those things? Is it good?"

Although the door was not closed, it was only opened a crack. I couldn't see the situation inside clearly, but the godmother had already started to make a decision.

"I'll go and talk to Uncle Xu myself."

"Sister Mu, there's no need for this, I'd better go talk to my dad..."

Grandpa urged my mother to confess this matter to me. I think it was more for my mother than to worry about me or my godmother.I don't believe that after so many years, my mother's feelings for the godmother can escape everyone's eyes.

I didn't even hide it from me, let alone Grandpa, who is so smart?Although he is old and has a childish temper, he is not really stupid.Godmother is going to see grandpa now, I'm afraid it's not good for mother.

"No, I'd better go talk to Uncle Xu, it's going to be resolved."

Grandpa hasn't taken the initiative to find his godmother until now, probably because his mother stopped him.So this time I am so anxious to travel, is it also in my mother's plan?

As a daughter, I feel that I should not let my mother's plan fail.

The author has something to say: I miss her on the third day without the first year of junior high school.