strange love

Of course I understand where the biggest problem between me and the first year of junior high school is, otherwise it won't be delayed until today.

"Leaving aside the person in the first day of junior high school, if you like other girls, I probably won't say so much. Although the first day of junior high school seems to be fine, but to put it bluntly, I don't even know if she is fully capable of acting. People. Can she understand being in love? Even if she thinks she understands, how do you convince her parents? If you don’t tell her parents, isn’t it a bit like abduction? Besides, the matter of being in love If things work together, there may be points, you are still so young, what if one day you plan to take the first grade of junior high school, what will you do?" Every sentence the godmother said made me feel a little more stressed, and the questions she asked one after another It is indeed a big test for me.

I sorted out my thoughts, and then began to answer: "Godmother, I know that I am still a child to you, but you didn't deny me at the beginning, but put so many problems in front of me, which is also true. Explain that you put me on an equal footing to talk to me about this matter."

"Of course I can't guarantee anything in the future. If you say that you will never break up with Chuyi, you will definitely refute me. But there is no way to guarantee that it doesn't mean that I can't work hard in this regard. I like Chuyi enough , and I will like her more and more, although I can’t say anything about the relationship, but I still understand my character better.”

"Of course, what you said is just in case. But if everything is just in case, isn't it better for us not to do everything from the beginning? And if it's the first day of junior high school and you don't like me anymore, then I will definitely not I will force her again. I will respect her choice."

"As for whether to tell my dad in the first year of junior high school, of course I will choose the right opportunity to tell him. This is why I told you and my mother first. Because I am still a student, no guarantee is weak But if you and your mother can admit this, I think Uncle Ling will be more at ease. As a father, Uncle Ling loves Chuyi very much. If Chuyi really likes me, and I can indeed do it better than anyone else If you love her, take good care of her, and protect her, I think there is still a chance to get his approval."

"As you said, the first day of junior high school is a bit special, and because of these specials, choosing a trustworthy person to take care of the first day of junior high school is more important than gender for Uncle Ling. Her family is not short of money, and neither is ours. He won't suspect that I abducted the first year of junior high school because of greed for his family property, right?"

I originally wanted to impress my godmother with an objective, calm and realistic way of thinking, but my mother shook her head while listening.

"Shocked, you still don't understand. I also know Ling Wei, he doesn't care about money, and of course he doesn't think you're greedy for his family property. But just abducting his lovely daughter is enough. He who hates his son-in-law."

Mom was right.When I think about Uncle Ling's big guy, although he is usually kind and amiable, what if he knows that I am not sure about these things on the first day of junior high school, he will become angry?

"Then... the son-in-law will be better, right?"

"Ahem." The mother turned to the floor as soon as she opened her mouth, and the godmother had no choice but to clear her throat to remind her.

"Well, anyway, convincing Uncle Ling can only be achieved by liking him in the first grade of junior high school, my efforts, and your approval. But speaking of it, even if it's not the first grader of junior high school, it's still difficult for other girls' parents Convince?"

The atmosphere was somehow relaxed because of my mother's intervention.Although my answer is equivalent to not solving anything, the godmother still didn't make it difficult for me to continue asking.

"In the end, it doesn't make any difference to me whether I am a person with full capacity in the first grade of junior high school. What I like is her, and I never think that she has intellectual problems. Although she may not understand love now, But as long as she thinks it through clearly, I will never hesitate. I am a girl, and I don’t have to be obsessed with getting married when I am with her. For the crime of rape, the police can’t even arrest me and say that I violated a person with incomplete capacity.”

"My God, I'm shocked that you think so far. You are too scary, right?" The mother said something very rude to the daughter she had taught herself, and the godmother couldn't help but glared at her again.

My mother died down, and said in an embarrassing way: "Sister Mu, I, I just think Jing Jing is very thoughtful. Hey, she has been very sensible since she was a child, and her thoughts are also mature. She must have considered it carefully if she can tell us so much today. Yes. Of course, her actions today are still quite impulsive, which needs to be criticized."

She said it smoothly after she said it, and said it in a proud tone. "She told us that she trusted us. I taught her since she was a child that she had to discuss important matters with her family. You said she wouldn't discuss this matter with us and who would she discuss with? We are her closest people. She alone It’s very rare for a child to come up with so many things by himself, and we can’t just criticize her blindly, but also give her good advice, right?”

"Tips? It seems that you are very receptive to this kind of thing?" The godmother gave her a sideways look, her tone was not very harsh, as if she was teasing.

"Cough cough cough, I, I am as open-minded as you, Miss Mu."

She is very open-minded, and she bends like the track of a roller coaster.

"Then Jing Zhe, do you always like girls or just the first year of junior high school?" The godmother ignored her and asked me instead, "If it's not the first year of junior high school, would you like boys or girls?"

"Godmother, it doesn't make sense for you to ask like this. I never liked anyone before I liked the first grade of junior high school, so I don't know if I like girls in the first place. But now I like the first grade of junior high school, and the first grade of junior high school is a girl. Then of course I like girls. But if you ask me if I like girls or boys outside of the first year of junior high school, I really can’t think about it right now. I can’t imagine myself liking anyone other than the first year of junior high school.”

"Shocked, you always avoided talking about your relationship before when I asked you about it. I thought you were shy. I just found out today that you can be so shameless."

... Why does my mother keep tearing down my desk today?Does she know that part of the reason I took such a risk in front of my godmother is because of her?

In the end, I didn't say anything about whether I liked it or not in the first day of junior high school, did I do it just for myself?

I felt that my face was dark, but my godmother still didn't forget to make me up: "But you have said so much so far, and the biggest premise has not been fulfilled. Whether you like you or not is a big question .What if she doesn't like you?"

"Then I will definitely be very sad. Take me out for a trip to relax, and then come back and continue to be friends with her."

"That's okay? I'm surprised that you are so open-minded?"

Of course I am not that open-minded, I must be sad and sad to death.

"Mom, you teach well. Didn't I learn from you?" I answered her angrily, and glanced at my godmother by the way.

Probably because this hint was too obvious, my mother's face changed, and her eyes wandered.

"Since you can think about it, that's great." The godmother probably saw that I didn't really want to talk about this bad possibility, so she thoughtfully stopped embarrassing me, "Okay, let's eat, it's getting cold. Let’s talk about this later.”

Of course we can only talk about it later.I chose to tell this matter today just because I was afraid that I would be rejected on the first day of junior high school, and there would be no need to say it then.

I don't say that I have nothing to lose, but if my mother continues to be like this, maybe it will be like this for the rest of my life.Whether the godmother likes her or not, this matter must be discussed.

After I confessed to the first day of junior high school, I somehow figured it out.The godmother got married, gave birth to a child, divorced and went abroad, but after all these years, her mother still misses her.I think that apart from the fact that she really likes being a godmother, she has never been rejected because she has been secretly in love from the beginning to the end.

If you haven't been rejected, of course you can't give up.

I didn't expect the godmother to be with my mother. Even if she rejected her mother, it would be better than what it is now.Whether it is on her or me, my mother has wasted too much youth.

Mom also picked up the chopsticks again.

I don't know if it's because I'm not in a high mood or because I feel empathy for my feelings, she put a meatball for me, and said in a somewhat comforting way: "Jing Jing, don't worry so much. I like you so much on the first day of the junior high school, I love you so much. I think you still have a good chance."

The godmother seemed to have let go of this topic, but at this moment she suddenly said: "Actually, I hope that the first day of junior high school can refuse Jingzhe."

What she said surprised not only me but also my mother.I thought I had convinced her, and felt even more uncomfortable.

"Sister Mu..."

The godmother shook her head: "It's not that I don't believe in Jing Zhe... I can see that she really likes the first grade of junior high school. However, sometimes it's not a good thing to like that much. As a mother——Jing Zhe calls me godmother, I also Consider yourself as your mother. When you are with the first day of junior high school, you are taking care of her in every way. Just like this time, she still doesn't understand the matter of feelings, so you have to do it for her. The possibility that she might say yes to you is a lot of thought. You're so young... Honestly, I wish you had someone who made it easier for you."

From a mother's point of view, it's okay for her to think this way.

"However, what is hard for me is not taking care of her, but not being able to be with the person I like."

I think mom must be like this too.

The author has something to say: Damn, forget it, there are many chapters that will not appear on the first day of junior high school.