strange love

I couldn't help but sigh again.

"The first day of junior high school is not what you think. I like you, and I don't like anyone else except you. You are the best person to me." But what about me to you? "But do you understand the difference between a lover's like and a friend's like? You say you like me, so do you know what kind of like you like? Do you know the difference between your like and my like? "

"Lu Youyou told you about liking in love, right? At that time, did you ever think about changing the relationship between friends with me? If it's just a friend's liking, no matter how much you like it, you can't be a lover."

My continuous questioning quickly stumped the first day of junior high school.She opened her eyes wide and didn't say a word for a long time.

I helped her remove all the cold compresses on her body, and took out Yunnan Baiyao from the medicine box and sprayed it on her wound.

On the first day of the junior high school, he bit his lip, probably not knowing what to say, and just kept crying.

She looks so pitiful, and I feel even more uncomfortable.

"First day of junior high school, I don't mean to make things difficult for you. Remember what I told you? If I make you sad, it must be because I like you so much." I touched her forehead and told her my feelings for her. "I like you as a lover, and I want to do a lot of things for you that only lovers can do. But, we are friends, and you treat me as a friend, and you can't do these things."

"Then I like it, I am shocked, I like you too ... I want to be with you all the time ... oh oh ... you, you can do whatever you want ..." I don't care about anything. The same, shaking his head and crying intermittently: "You, I will listen to whatever you say... Are we still as good as before..."

"But, the last thing I want is for you to say that." Lying on the swing bed on the first day of the junior high school, her body curled up into a ball from crying, I wiped the tears from her face and asked her: "On the first day of the junior high school, who am I?" Not your best friend?"

On the first day of the junior high school, he nodded without hesitation, his hair was a little messy.

"Do you think it doesn't matter whether it's a friend or a lover as long as it's the way we got along?"

She nodded quickly again.

"But whether it's friends or lovers, we can't get back to how we got along at that time. Lovers and best friends are also different, and those things actually don't matter much between best friends. But we can't, I can't, I can't do those intimate things when I like you as a lover... You must not know what I want to do to you, so I will be very sad every time."

On the first day of junior high school, I probably couldn't understand what I said, and just looked at me quietly with tears.

I haven't felt so peaceful in a long time.

"I have been trying to maintain our relationship, and I have never wanted to make you sad because of myself. But now I know that I can't do it, I can't be a qualified friend anymore. I made you feel so uncomfortable, Now I'm forcing you to understand what you don't understand... On the first day of junior high school, I'm actually a very selfish person, and I'm not as good as you think."

"No, no...Jing Zhe, no..."

"On the first day of junior high school, I think we'd better separate some time and keep a distance. Don't meet each other during this time, I will sort out my mood, and you also think about what I said. You can't just think about returning to the past That kind of relationship allows you to do anything. You have to figure out whether you want to become closer to me. "

"I can't give you an answer to this matter, you can only think for yourself. If you think you still want to be friends with me, then we will continue to be friends like we are now. If you want to understand love, you can be sure that you are right. I'm the kind of person who likes it, so let's try to fall in love, shall we?"

"Can't, can't we meet?" The first day of the junior high school kept wiping away the tears with his hands, while sobbing, "How long? It doesn't matter, you, you don't want to see me, okay?"

That's the answer I'm most afraid to hear.

It doesn't matter whether it's a friend or a lover, as long as she can be with me, as long as she can be with me, her first and best friend, she is satisfied.

"No, you have to think it through on the first day of junior high school, and you can only choose one. I know that forcing you like this makes you uncomfortable, but this matter is very important. If you can't think clearly, then I can only stay away from you We've met." I've never felt so personally that I'm actually so cruel.

"I like you, like a lover. If you still do these things with me without this kind of thought, I will feel very uncomfortable. But you can't be hasty just because you want to get closer to me Choose to be a lover with me, the intimacy of a lover is different from what you imagined. If you meet someone you really like in the future, not only you will be very sad, but I will also be very sad."

"But, but I don't understand... I can't understand... I'm stupid Jingzhe... I won't see you for a long, long time..." Chuyi covered his face and cried loudly, "I don't know the meaning of love. What is it like to like... I don't know what a lover wants...I obviously, obviously like you the most...I don't want to be like this..."

She has always been distressed because she is too well-behaved, but now she is like a child who is playing tricks.But, why am I not cheating?

Force her to make a choice.

"The first day of junior high school," I heard my voice finally show a bit of crying, my throat was sore and astringent, and my eye sockets had begun to heat up.I pulled her hand away, leaned down and kissed her forehead, "I'm sorry, I said clearly that I wouldn't make you sad... But this matter is really important, it is important to us all. You are obedient, Think about it carefully, okay?"

My tears fell on the face of the first day of junior high school, and she opened her eyes as if feeling something.I look at her, and she looks at me, the stars of the whole universe are in my eyes, and I am in her eyes.

I couldn't help but kiss her face that was full of tears, but I cried more and more fiercely.Chu Yi stretched out his hand to help me wipe my tears, and cried while wiping: "Jing Zhe, you, don't cry, I will think about it, I will, I will definitely understand. I will see you soon..."

"I'm sorry, the first day of junior high school..." I felt that I was really cruel.Obviously, he once thought about waiting for her to grow up, but now he is forcing her to make a choice.

"No, it's not Jing Zhe's fault, it's because I'm too, too stupid, because I don't understand...it's because I'm not good..." She cried hard herself but she kept wiping my tears away, and I couldn't help crying again. to kiss her hand.

"On the first day of junior high school, don't you know what will happen between lovers?" I heard my voice clearly, and I already understood what I wanted to do to her next. "I can't teach you what liking is, but I can tell you what intimacy is like between lovers."

This might be my last chance to kiss her.

"On the first day of junior high school, we will be separated for a while, let me kiss you, okay?"

She stared blankly at me first, then nodded fiercely while whimpering, and I didn't care if she really understood, so I lowered my head and kissed her lips.The moment my lips touched, I felt as if I had fallen into a dream, and seemed to be floating in the clouds.Softer than I imagined, yet more bitter than I expected.

I hurriedly kissed her, just raised my head and hugged my neck, weeping uncontrollably.I feel that I am really bad, and I have to take advantage of her at this time.However, I have indeed endured for too long, and the future is so bleak.

I didn't dare to kiss her too much at first, I just pressed my lips against hers, and I didn't seem to find anything strange in the first day of the junior high school, and I was still immersed in sadness.

"Jing Zhe..." I heard her call me softly, my lips moved slightly, and I stuck my tongue into her mouth at this moment.

I don't know what it feels like in the first day of junior high school, I only know that there seem to be countless fireworks exploding in my mind with bright and gorgeous white light.I closed my eyes tightly and breathed rapidly, but it seemed that I forgot to even breathe in the first day of junior high school.

Different from the saltiness with tears on her lips, there is only sweetness in the mouth of the first day of junior high school.She opened her mouth a little nervously, letting my tongue sweep in her mouth.

The throbbing in my heart seemed to overwhelm me, the tip of my tongue swept over her fine teeth and soft mouth, and when I touched her soft and timid tongue without a trace of resistance, the first day of junior high school had already started to tremble.

I stopped embarrassing her and withdrew from her mouth.Her hands tightly grasped my shoulders, and I carefully hugged her trembling body, pressing my face against hers.

I don't know whether it is right or wrong for me to do this, and I don't know what impact it will have on the first grade of junior high school.It's just that I really can't bear it anymore, so let me take advantage of her.

I stopped crying on the first day of junior high school. I don't know if I was frightened by my behavior, or I couldn't react, so I made a little sound for a long time.Fortunately, she didn't let me go, which made me feel a little more at ease.

I pressed against her face and didn't want to let go, but it really wasn't an option to keep silent like this.

"The first day of the junior high school," it is of course impossible for the first day of the junior high school to understand love with just one kiss, but I still couldn't help asking her, "How do you feel?"

On the first day of junior high school, he seemed a little dizzy, and after a while he murmured sadly and miserably: "I, I don't know..."

I sighed, "If you hate me like this, we can't be lovers, you know?"

"No, no, I'm, I'm just a little scared..." She put her arms around me, sobbing and muttering in a voice full of water: "I will definitely understand Jingzhe, I, I will definitely know what love is like. , What is it like. I want to be your girlfriend, I want to fall in love with you..."

Even if it doesn't come true, it's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard.

"Well, I will wait for you. But even if you want to understand that you like me as a friend, you must come to me, understand?"

After hesitating for a while, he finally nodded.

The author has something to say: this two days to participate in the wedding, I posted it earlier