girl can't marry

Chapter No.16

It was raining heavily outside the window, and the rain on the face of the beauty inside the window was also falling non-stop. You can still use an umbrella to cover the rain outside the window, but how can you stop the tears in your eyes.

Gu Yu stopped wiping himself, and silently clenched the towel in his hand. The girl in front of him was tearful, and the unwritten words, choked up, seemed to be asking questions, being harsh, and more like begging. She clenched her hands tightly. My teeth are clenched, and I can't say a word of promise.

The master taught her how to practice martial arts for self-defense, her husband taught her how to read and write, her father taught her to be idealistic, and her mother taught her to be upright, but no one taught her how to treat the girl she loves. she does not know.

I don't know how many people and things I will regret in this life, but I know that if I let go at this moment, I will spend the rest of my life in regret. Gu Yu bit his lip, turned around and put down the towel, and then looked for a Sitting down on the chair, his feet trembled slightly, but luckily he sat down.

Ruan Yan occasionally sobbed and sat by the bed. She didn't want to cry, but she didn't know why, and sometimes she just couldn't help it. When the crying stopped, only the sound of rain continued in the air.

There was silence between the two of them again, no one was willing to speak. After a long time, Gu Yu stood up and turned around.

"You..." Ruan Yan's heart sank gradually, to the point of despair, are you going, are you going again, why are you always like this... thousands of questions are blocked in my heart, and I can't get out of my mouth But there is only one word "you", she has said so much, isn't it enough, what else can she do.

Gu Yu stood still and didn't respond. Although the girl behind him didn't speak any more, but under that eager tone, no one could hear the unfinished words, but the thing between them...

This love is separated by heavy mountains, which cannot be crossed.

"Tomorrow, I will also ask for an order to guard the border. It was my mistake. I was wrong at the beginning. You...be careful." A long sigh echoed in the bottom of my heart, and before the people behind him could react, Gu Yu left in a hurry. This relationship is too heavy, and we are overwhelmed, sorry.

"Okay" slowly, spit out a word from her mouth, clear and lonely in the dark night, Ruan Yan rubbed her sore eye sockets, slowly got up and put away the towel, then went back to bed, closed her eyes, and calmed down as if nothing happened.

At the end of September, the day before the trip to the border.

In Qingshi Temple, Zhou Wan looked at Gu Yu who had come here to bid farewell a few days before him. This child was so out of his mind all day that it made people worry: "Yu'er, otherwise, don't go, it's not good to stay in the capital." "

"Nonsense, the imperial decree has come down, are you the one who refuses to go if you don't want to go?" Li Congxin glanced at Zhou Wan lightly, even though he was old, he still didn't look steady.

Hmph, old nun, who is as hard-hearted as you, secretly resented a few words in my heart, and Zhou Wan went to the kitchen to prepare dinner. These two living gods who are not worry-free, would have starved to death without her.

"Grandmother, I...I feel sad, I...can't rest assured." Gu Yu has been holding back, not saying a word, because he is afraid that if he speaks, he will cry aloud. Now there are only two of them, grandparents and grandchildren, and the pain in his heart can no longer be endured Can't stop.

"Let go of one thought, everything is at ease," Li Congxin said lightly, she believed that this child was smart, love words hurt people the most, and love words were the most forbidding outsiders to help them, this matter of feelings still depends on themselves.

"Let go of one thought, everything is at ease..." Gu Yu stood up as if enlightened, all she was thinking about was her own identity, why didn't she even have the courage to tell the truth.

The night is cold as water.

In Ruan Mansion, the lights in the embroidered building had already been turned off, and the people in the building must have fallen asleep. Gu Yu stood outside the door for a while, then turned around and left.

On the second day, at the gate of the city, until the spring breeze blows next year, I only hope that the lover will return, and the people who see off are in twos and threes, unrelated passers-by are bustling, Gu Yu rides his horse in front, and occasionally looks back, but in the end he does not see the person he likes.

On the city tower, Ruan Yan rushed over, and as far as she could see, every figure was familiar and unfamiliar, just like the two of them, she had always looked through the autumn water, but it was hard to tell whether that person was true or false.

There are less than [-] people on the list, but there are more than [-] people who choose to go to the border. The group is probably still immersed in the sadness of parting, but the road is very quiet. In early October, the border is close, and the air seems to be thinner because of the cold. Yes, when everyone arrived with hard work, what greeted them was not hospitality.

General Cheng received a secret letter from the Holy Majesty a month ago. Although this group of people has their own strengths, not to mention literary and martial arts, their character and will need to be considered. , Young man, endure hardships, and then you will know sweetness.So this group of people, several scholars were accused of raising horses.

Those with martial arts skills learned how to be a qualified scout in the wind and snow.There are those who resist, those who are eager to try, and those who lose to the severe cold and suffer from injuries.

Although everyone was slightly dissatisfied, everyone understood that this might imply the school entrance examination, but the environment was tough, and smart people would work hard to survive.

It’s snowing again in the sky. In this extreme northern land, the snow has not yet melted, and it has added thickness. The person beside him is unsteady and falls into the cold pool. This is not uncommon, although he has learned how to distinguish The land under the snow, but they are still inexperienced after all, and it is difficult to judge the unknown land conditions correctly, so there is the current situation.

It might be a frozen lake under the snow, Gu Yu jumped up silently, grabbed the man's arm and dragged it up, retreated a few meters, then silently took out the red hemp rope from his waist, and found a nearby The tree is carved with a knife, and the rope is carefully tied.

Wu Cheng had just been rescued from the lake, his teeth were chattering and "clucking" in the air, watching the young man in front of him doing everything in an orderly manner, considering his body was so cold that he was shivering, they looked at each other tacitly, and agreed They turned around and went back to the camp. Since they were assigned to a group with this Gu Yu, they have been getting along like this.

At first, both of them didn't want to talk, but later they didn't need to talk, and he couldn't help but to speak, so Gu Yu knew what he meant. This person's thoughts are really delicate, but unfortunately, he never sees Knowing the look in this person's eyes, if he really wanted to say something, it was probably because he always felt that those eyes were always sad.

Wu Cheng shook his head, lowered his head and laughed softly, it should be his own illusion, this person's temperament should be like this.He knew that his No. 1 martial arts test was given to him by the people in front of him, and now it seems that it is not only his martial arts that he can't match.

After Zhou Hu learned about this, he came from another camp on the pretext of visiting. When Gu Yu saw him coming, he got up and left wisely.

"Brother Wu should be more careful, even if something really happened, you shouldn't be the one who did it."

There was deep meaning hidden in Zhou Hu's words, and Wu Cheng's eyes darkened. How could he not understand this vague hint, but how should he tell his good brother that he was the one who was in deep danger every time, and that person, As if he never needed himself, even though he and Gu Yu acted together, he always felt that he was dragging that person down.

What's more, in the past two months, his dirty thoughts, which he didn't have much at all, have long since disappeared. After many lives and deaths, he has already regarded Gu Yu as his good partner, so how can he be the same as before, for the sake of the so-called Children love each other, but they harbor malice towards others.

"I'm sorry, Brother Zhou, I'm worried about the world. You and I must not be like before."

Zhou Hu paused when he heard the words, and said embarrassingly: "Brother Wu, what do you mean by this, you and I are brothers and sisters, you should know that I am doing it for your own good."

Wu Cheng looked at his friend's eyes, knowing that the words were not speculative, so he looked away. If his cousin really liked that person, he didn't want to fight for anything. After all, that person was much better than himself, so he should be a Good husband, he sighed in his heart, and said in a tired voice: "Brother Zhou, please be careful, I'm tired, you should go back and rest earlier."

Zhou Hu saw that Wu Cheng didn't want to say more, so he had no choice but to leave. This kid didn't know what kind of confuse drug was given by Gu Yu, but he started to protect that person. Don't be a group, otherwise, in this situation, wouldn't it be a godsend opportunity for a person to be in danger accidentally.It's a pity that Wu Cheng was so stubborn that he wasted this great opportunity.

The end of the new year is approaching, neighbors come to congratulate, the inside and outside of the capital are full of joy, and the soldiers guarding the border are standing guard and patrolling more frequently than in the past. The more they should relax, the more they should cheer up. This is their day.

The capital, originally peaceful, was on the verge of tension because of an envoy.Today's sage, Song Yan, said lightly: "You think our great country can be bullied? Delusion!"

The ministers of the Manchu Dynasty watched the emperor leave the court with his sleeves shaken, and the envoys of the barbarian country also left the court angrily.

On that day, as Shangguan Yun's former student, Ruan Weiqin was also honored to be invited to the prime minister's residence to discuss matters.

That night, after dinner, Ruan Weiqin thought of his old friend who died young, and couldn't help but start chatting: "I'm afraid the world is not peaceful. The barbarian country is in the northern borderland, Xiaoxiang, Princess Pingchang, and she dared to ask me to go to court without mentioning it." Taking ten cities as a gift, the country has been prosperous and the people are safe in recent years, and the Holy One has also emphasized civility over military affairs. They are deceiving me that there are no generals available in the court. This war is inevitable, and I don’t know if the nurse will return safely.”

Ruan Yan felt a "thump" in her heart. She listened to her mother's comfort to her father. The worries in her heart were like weeds that grew wildly, eroding her heart in an instant. If a war broke out, that person... would that person... no, Certainly not.

On the calm water surface, a stone was thrown by someone, which disturbed the spring water in the pool.

On the second day, at Qingshiguan in the suburbs of Beijing, Li Congxin looked at the woman who was much more haggard than he remembered, and silently handed over a letter: "That child is left to you."

"Master..." Ruan Yan murmured, there were thousands of words in her heart that she wanted to say to others, but she didn't know where to start.

"Let go of one thought, everything will be at ease," Li Congxin said quietly, and stopped talking after finishing speaking.

Ruan Yan couldn't help but want to open the letter, and was afraid that the person would leave some hurtful words, and she might lose her composure at that time. Thinking of this, she put the letter away carefully, and then asked to resign and return home.

Zhou Wan watched the girl treat the letter like a treasure, and couldn't help but feel a little hypocritical. Then she realized when the letter came, and she sat down on the futon beside Li Congxin aggressively, He opened his mouth and said, "When did Yu'er give you the letter, why didn't I know, and you said let it go, do you still want the children to inherit your mantle and become nuns?"

Li Congxin rubbed her forehead in her heart, she turned around, and the person in front of her looked very angry, as if years had treated her specially, she was obviously getting old, but only a few undetectable fine lines appeared on the corners of her eyes .

She stretched out her hands and hugged the person in front of her, a long-lost smile came to the corners of her mouth: "In the past, it was my obsession, Wan'er was right, let it go, I have already got the best in the world"

"Sister Li..." Zhou Wan was hugged in a daze. They hadn't been this close for many years, and the corners of their eyes were warm. You finally let go of your practice, so my company and waiting all these years were not in vain.

All her practice is just for you.

The author has something to say:

Students: I'm back!I'm back la la!

I'm probably the first author who is afraid of reading comments~

Seeing the reminders from the students, I trembled nervously~

I haven't updated it for a long time. When I coded, I actually forgot some of the previous plot~

In the end, I had to look at it from the beginning, I was so ashamed (covering my face) that I had no face to see people~