so cute must be a boy

"you really……"

Before Yan Xu had time to express his opinion, Xia Ziqing's attitude softened the next moment.

He said pitifully, "If you don't like it, I'll change it."

"I don't." Yan Xu hastily dismissed, "You are fine."

Then change the subject and confuse the audience: "Aren't you tired if you're so smart?"

"As long as you are willing to accept me, so what?"

Seeing Xia Ziqing uttering humble words indifferently, Yan Xu couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

More, it is tempting.

If a person who is excellent in any way is willing to love himself with such a humble attitude, should he accept it?

Yan Xu had to say that Xia Ziqing kept his posture very low, never forced himself, and thought of him everywhere, melting his defense bit by bit, and quietly touched the door of his heart.

"I've always wanted to ask you something."

"Huh?" It was rare for Yan Xu to be so active, Xia Ziqing naturally listened attentively and looked at him intently.

Yan Xu took a deep breath, and asked with determination to break the boat: "Are you sincere to me?"

He was so nervous that he deeply doubted that he finished the sentence with a trembling voice.

Xia Ziqing's observation ability is very strong, not to mention that Yan Xu did not conceal how much he attached importance to this issue. He understood it in seconds and knew that the importance of this issue exceeded five stars.

He should be serious.

He also imitated Yan Xu's appearance and took a deep breath, but he looked much better with the same facial expression.

When he inhaled, his small and delicate nose was slightly wrinkled, his lips were slightly pursed, and his brows were cautious, like a child who justified himself in front of his parents after being mischievous.

Resentful but flattering, bold but apprehensive trying to argue.

Will Yan Xu be a good parent who understands others and distinguishes between black and white?

"I love you, from the beginning to the present.

I know that in the face of facts, words are pale, tell me, how do I prove that I am really sincere to you? "

Yan Xu couldn't answer this question.

Many times, people ask because they can't answer.

Yan Xu fell silent as Xia Ziqing expected.

"I know you have misunderstood me, but I have always believed that all problems will be solved with the passage of time.

How much time are you willing to give me?

I'll try to solve it within the deadline, okay? "Xia Ziqing said pleadingly.

"...Frankly, I don't know if I should trust you or not.

It's been an incredible journey for me from where we met to where we are today.

I often wonder: when will this journey come to an end.

I also often think: When are you willing to confess everything to me.

I'm not one to guess and figure out the truth, so if you're trying to trick me, I probably won't notice.

So I always have my doubts.

Every time I convince myself to learn to believe that our relationship does not contain jokes, the next moment, I can't help but wonder if everything that happened is a joke made of lies?

I was feeling more and more tired, and I was afraid that at some point, the emotional threshold would be broken, and the tiredness would eventually turn into boredom. "Yan Xu's face was gloomy, and he said slowly without looking good.

His heart is tired.

Xia Ziqing felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly brought out a crying sound to defend: "It's not what you think! I just love you..."

"You know what I'm thinking?"

"I do not know……"

Then, just as Yan Xu was about to retort, Xia Ziqing said hastily but firmly: "I don't know! But I know it's not what you think!"

Yan Xu bit his lower lip and looked at him quietly.

Xia Ziqing's eyes were red, and he begged, "Listen to me, okay?" Then he tried to grab Yan Xu's hand.

Yan Xu avoided him defensively, and looked at him indifferently, but did not leave.

Xia Ziqing grieved in his heart, tears rolled from the corners of his eyes, he sniffed, feeling very uncomfortable, thinking that Yan Xu hadn't turned his head and left anyway, so he managed to cheer up and said: "I am sincere to you, in my heart, I What is yours is yours, how can it be divided between you and me?

I know, you have misunderstood me because of the gap between us. I always remember this and dare not forget it. However, how to solve this problem cannot be rushed.

If you give strong medicine, it won't work. If you don't believe me, I can only try to guide you subtly.

I just wanted to take my time.

Just like my family's affairs, I will let you know bit by bit. "

Yan Xu chuckled, unable to distinguish his emotions, and said: "You know, the things you said about the family sounded like a well-designed scam to me.

So unreal. "

Xia Ziqing seemed at a loss, "...I thought it would be easier for you to accept me?"

"Do you dare to say that your rhetoric was not prepared in advance?"

"That's the unified saying in the clan. Many people can't accept members of our clan, so I'm afraid you'll be even more unwilling to hear it, so..."

"So it's all a lie, right?"

"Ninth Brother, I'm just afraid of losing you..."

Seeing Xia Ziqing's big tears kept falling from his eyes, his pretty nose turned red from crying, and he explained to himself with sobs that Yan Xuruo was lying when he said that his heart was not touched at all.

Yan Xu tried to use Xia Ziqing's appearance to cover up the fact that he was tempted.

It's just because his appearance is very attractive to him.

I didn't like him, even a little bit.

Yan Xu thought hypnotically, but his heart flashed repeatedly.

In fact, how could Yan Xu not feel Xia Ziqing's true love for him?

It's just that the weakness in his heart made him choose to avoid his true feelings, and made him want to shrink back into the shell that only pretended to be himself, to close himself, and to prevent anyone from stopping.

"Yan Xu, Yan Xu, Yan Xu..." Xia Ziqing cried his lover's name while crying.

It is so persistent.

Yan Xu was silent above.

Ask yourself: Is that all?

Push him away in exchange for a lifetime of "peace"—he doesn't even accept people like Xia Ziqing, so how can he choose someone else in the future?

Is he going to repeat the same mistakes like this?

Back to a life without any ups and downs?

No one disturbs, no one touches what is harmless, what is old for life...

If fate can really be controlled by oneself, and the self in the previous life made a choice and obtained the "stability" that he thought, then what would be lost?

does it worth?

does it worth?

does it worth?

Xia Ziqing's call was still repeated in his ear, and his people were still standing by.

Yan Xu stood up, faced Xia Ziqing, and took a step back.

Desperation and begging appeared on Xia Ziqing's face.

"Brother Nine!"

Yan Xu retreated again.

Xia Ziqing stopped talking, looked deeply at Yan Xu, trembling all over.

Taking another step back, Xia Ziqing would not be within Yan Xu's reach.

Yan Xu wanted to retreat again, but his right leg was lifted but was hanging.

does it worth?

He was shocked.

……not worth it!

Yan Xu stepped forward with his right foot.

In the past, he laughed at other people's loneliness as his own doing, secretly proud of his choice of celibacy, but now he understands that weakness and fear can't help him get what he really wants, and can only immerse him in self-deception.

I couldn't figure it out in my previous life, and now a better opportunity is in front of me. Do I have to be stupid again, thinking that I can achieve enlightenment and immortality without being involved in love?

Yan Xu smiled in relief, then reached out to grab Xia Ziqing into his arms.

Xia Ziqing buried his head in Yan Xu's arms, withdrawing the madness and gloom buried deep in his eyes without others noticing, and tremblingly hugged the person in front of him tightly.

Almost, just a little bit.

He can't control himself...

Yan Xu only thought that Xia Ziqing was so uncomfortable that he kept trembling.

He sighed softly.

I thought: I'm sorry, I won't do it in the future.

Xia Ziqing was sobbing, looking pitiful.

Yan Xu held him in his arms distressedly for a while, then took Xia Ziqing's hand and brought him back to the room.

Yan Xu took out a clean towel, washed it with hot water, and then helped Xia Ziqing wipe his face.

After wiping his face, Xia Ziqing seemed to be much more awake. He sniffed and said, "It's not written like this in the book! It's clearly written in the book that as long as you follow it, you will be successful!"

Obviously, this sentence has been held in his heart for a long time, and he said it as soon as he had time.

Yan Xu was taken aback for a moment, he forgot what the two were arguing about.

"Successful what?"

Xia Ziqing stopped her tears, and said slowly with grievances: "As long as you follow the instructions, you will be able to successfully capture the heart of your sweetheart. Don't let him move you. Let's work together for a better future..."

Yan Xu felt something wrong in his heart.

"Your family...isn't it deeply superstitious, with a standard for choosing a mate with a unique style? Like if the zodiac match is the destined partner?"

Xia Ziqing paused when he heard the words, and looked at Yan Xu with wide eyes and confusion.

"No?" Yan Xu was shocked.

So they fought back and forth for a while, but in the final analysis, they were talking about chicken and duck?

He is infatuated with himself in terms of anger and confrontation, and is honest with him, but in fact he refuses to tell him the truth. Could it be that he misunderstood?

He said speechlessly, "That's not the case. Then why do you justify your actions with words that you know are deceptive?"

I guess I met him once before, and then I said that I fell in love with him at first sight, the love is deep, who do I want to lie to?

It sounds fake.

He is not an ignorant girl who hides beautiful fantasies about her future partner in her mind. She will be fascinated by her charismatic boyfriend, and then rationalize all her unreasonable words and deeds, and believe in what the other party says.

"It has nothing to do with superstition. In our family, the beliefs of the people will only be the other half."

"So, you are a different kind of cult family?" Very good, only believe in the other half of the weird sect.

Xia Ziqing slumped, and explained helplessly: "No."

Although he had expected it in his heart, he didn't expect that his beloved brother Jiu's mind was so wild.

"It's not as complicated as you think..." Xia Ziqing was about to continue explaining, when he received Yan Xu's blunt and deeply suspicious eyes, he choked for a moment, and suddenly felt relieved, thinking it was funny.

What I thought was hard to say, is actually not that hard to say?

"Described in the terms of the general public, it is..."

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One day, on a whim, I asked him how he dared to confess to me directly. I consciously concealed my sexuality and concealed it well.

And he replied to me:

"It's so cute, it must be a boy."

Come on, he really remembered that incident clearly.

That is to say, the me who can say that sentence is definitely not a straight straight man.

It's not that Shuangbai is purely gay, or at least a rotten person.