so cute must be a boy

In the hot spring, Yan Xu looked at the distant scenery and sighed, thinking about how he got himself into this situation.

During dinner, Xia Ziqing kept acting coquettishly to him, and softly yelled: "Brother Jiu..."

"Um?……"

"I did so well in the exam, should I be rewarded?"

No, that's a matter of your parents' seniority.

But Yan Xu still said on the face: "En..."

"Then let's soak in the hot spring together later!"

Yan Xu thought to himself: Hot springs are meant for multiple people to soak in one pool together, right?

So he said briskly, "Okay."

In fact, this request is nothing, it’s just Xia Ziqing’s trick to recommend him to go to the hot spring──

There are only Yan Xu and Xia Ziqing in the hot spring pool.

He glanced at the hot spring pool that can soak at least ten people, hehe.

Even though you are in it, you don't feel the relaxing effect of the hot spring at all.

Maybe it's because the people next to him have been watching him drooling with star eyes?

No, basically, Yan Xu only felt that the veins on his forehead were about to pop out.

You said that people soak in hot springs when they soak in hot springs, and what's the matter with staring at them all the time?

If it is etiquette to look into the other person's eyes while having a conversation, what about staring at the other person without saying a word while soaking in a hot spring?

If Xia Ziqing talked to him, even if he looked at Yan Xu with the same eyes, Yan Xu would not be so frightened.

Yan Xu felt that the reason why he was sweating was not due to the hot springs, but Xia Ziqing's.

Of course, he was invited by his friend to come to the hot spring hotel, and he didn't need money, but he also used his favor, so logically, it's his credit in detail...

Being stared at all the time, how do you tell him to relax?

Originally, his body was quite comfortable, which made him drowsy, but as a result, the staring light like a searchlight kept covering him, how could he enjoy the hot spring?

But it seemed too much to tell him not to stare at him.

Yan Xu felt that Xia Ziqing should like him very much, so he was so obsessed with the activity of sticking his eyes to his body. Yan Xu, who had been there before, felt that he had to understand this kind of restlessness of adolescents.

And people like themselves so much, it is quite enjoyable to study carefully.

But at the same time, it also made him very embarrassed.

Even though he put a white towel around his waist pretentiously before entering the water, it didn't make him less disturbed, because he found that Xia Ziqing was staring at the place covered by the towel blatantly, more than looking at other parts of his body. There is a lot of time.

Is this to study the future sex index through the appearance?

The thought made his face turn red into a tomato in an instant.

This kind of obscene and perverted man staring at the youthful and beautiful girl has a sense of sight—isn't it... In all fairness, Xia Ziqing looks more like a beautiful girl than Yan Xu.

Originally, he thought that he would be the one who peeked at Xia Ziqing's figure out of the corner of his eye, and then couldn't stop the nosebleeds, but now the person being "peeked" turned out to be him.

No matter how Yan Xu thought about it, he felt strange.

A feeling that the CP has been reversed when reading the text arises spontaneously.

Slightly sad.

Slightly confused.

It can only be said that Xia Ziqing's behavior made Yan Xu lose all of his charming heart.

Some people would say that he has certain characteristics of machismo.

Yan Xu does not admit that he is a machismo, but he is not sure whether some of his own characteristics are included in it.

As for the joy of fish and water, he prefers to save it for enjoyment after marriage.

He wants his first date to make him feel perfect in mind and body.

This kind of perfect and simple saying is that he hopes that his first love and his first love are the same person, and that he is his "true" other half.

──Of course, this is just his insistence on his physical and mental state. He doesn't care whether his future partner has rich experience, as long as he can be consistent with him physically and mentally after being together.

But he also knows that it is difficult. How many people's first love ends without a problem?

How many childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts lost to the years in the end?Lost to reality?

In the end, everyone went to a different future.

It's just that Mou Jin in his heart supports him.

In the final analysis, Yan Xu is actually a stubborn person. What he believes to himself is that dozens of cows cannot be pulled back.

Therefore, he is extremely cautious in choosing a partner, because in his heart, if he chooses, it will be a lifetime.

Therefore, from the previous life to the end, he was also single.

He once considered finding a woman who was more compatible with Sanguan to start a family, but that was all he could do, and he didn't take any action.

In his core he is calm.

Especially when he later found out that he originally liked men.

But he was 20 years old then.

It's ridiculous to say that I didn't realize it until I grew up so much.

But Yan Xu grew up in a traditional family, and there has always been only love between men and women. How can it be possible between the same sex?

Therefore, although he only had feelings for the same sex when he was a child, it was only when he looked back on the past that he realized what he was like.

At that time, he thought dumbfoundingly: I can actually like the opposite sex?

Maybe people will subconsciously do things that are beneficial to themselves. Before the age of 20, he has always supported same-sex marriage, and even though he is a "heterosexual", he has never discriminated against "them"...

It was only later that he suddenly realized that the most fundamental reason why he had no feelings of resistance at all was that he was just like "them".

There was never just "us".

Yan Xu checked some data, and it said that basically human beings are actually bisexual, and it is only because of various reasons that there is a difference between heterosexuality and homosexuality.

This made him somewhat understand that at first he tended to appreciate homosexuality, but later he was brainwashed by the social atmosphere and thought he was heterosexual, so now he has become bisexual.

But to get to the bottom of it, Yan Xu knew in his heart that he still liked the same sex more.

After realizing this, he never looked directly at the opposite sex.

He is determined to identify himself as gay.

But looking for a same-sex partner?He didn't have the guts to step into that complicated circle.

Because same-sex couples cannot get married and are not accepted by the general public, it is far more difficult to find a person who agrees with the three views than heterosexuals, and he is unwilling to let it go.

Then he simply turned into a dead house and gave up his good wish of finding his other half in the vast crowd.

Then comes this life.

From the fact that he had been accumulating years before meeting Xia Ziqing, we know how Yan Xu spent his previous life.

Although this life is much better than the last one, same-sex marriage is not illegal, but for Yan Xu who has developed a cautious temperament, it is not so easy to find and accept another person.

The experience of the previous life and this life made him unable to trust another person easily.

He dare not entrust his trust to others, so how can he talk about feelings?

But Xia Ziqing really moved him too much, such a once-in-a-lifetime good friend confessed to him, as long as he was not so stupid as a pig, he would not let it go easily.

So he's always struggling.

Xia Ziqing can always tease him easily, because he is really tempted.

But the insecurity in his bones did not allow him to choose to accept it at will.

Yan Xu felt that the whole person was about to be schizophrenic, and he didn't know what kind of self he should stick to.

He was very troubled in his heart, and he couldn't see it on the surface, because he always escaped from reality by thinking wildly, and relieved his mind that was on the verge of collapse.

Just like it is now.

On one side is the desire buried deep in the heart, and on the other hand is the sense of defense stationed in the heart.

He didn't know which side to listen to.

So he can only try his best to cool himself down, and use reason to control his body to act.

So he was naked, and his boyfriend who was also naked with only a fig leaf sitting beside him, he still had the mind to analyze his mental state.

He was actually able to look at the opponent's body calmly.

He is slender but not thin. Xia Ziqing's muscle lines show that he is different from the foreign trade. He is harmless, but in fact he is full of aggressiveness. The parts that are usually invisible are only a little whiter than his face and limbs. Not black, in addition, it is estimated that the body hair is underdeveloped.

Yan Xu had a thought, and then glanced slightly covertly at the two spots on the man's chest, um, very seductive pink.

Physiologically, Yan Xu felt his speech dry up, and then his mind cleared up, and the heat in his lower abdomen was fleeting.

Although there are still some parts that cannot be observed carefully, Yan Xu has already given him full marks in his heart.

It's completely the type I like, and the reaction just now has confirmed the attraction of Xia Ziqing's body to him.

Coupled with Xia Zi's light, round, big and flexible black eyes, exquisite facial features, and two dimples that appeared on his cheeks when the corners of his mouth were raised, he had a perfect appearance.

It tasted really good too.

Yan Xu licked his lower lip.

Superb objects.

Damn, I want to eat.

Yan Xu's gaze suddenly became aggressive.

Sensing the change in Yan Xu, Xia Ziqing lowered his head slightly, smiled slightly, his dimples appeared slightly, and his skin was dyed pale pink by the hot spring, making him even more palatable.

Xia Ziqing approached Yan Xu until they were just a finger away.

"Ninth Brother." Xia Ziqing's drooping eyebrows and the pink on his cheeks revealed his shyness.

"I've been waiting for this day for a long time, as long as you want, I can do it anytime."

In Yan Xu's knowledge, the two had only known each other for about a month, but he had been secretly in love with each other for nearly ten years.

Isn't it normal to want something to happen with a loved one?

He is already ready.

Yan Xu felt his throat growl, and his voice became hoarse: "...do you know what you are talking about?"

With this situation and these words...

Is that what he thought?

"En." Xia Ziqing responded affirmatively, and nodded heavily.

Yan Xu stared at him firmly, his eyes were sharp as if they could hurt people.

"why?"

"Because I love you, brother nine." Xia Ziqing raised his head, looked directly at Yan Xu with clear and bright eyes, and replied without hesitation.

"I know Brother Ninth, you can't understand now. I understand that many people can't understand our Xia family's view of love, but it doesn't matter. You will understand in the future, brother. We have a lifetime." Xia Ziqing said firmly .

Yan Xu's mind came up with the other party's family's bizarre mate selection criteria.

Knowing everything in my heart, I asked speechlessly, "Forever? How dare you guarantee it?"

Xia Ziqing smiled and said, "Because I'm sick."

At this moment, Xia Ziqing managed to make Yan Xu feel that he was smiling like a real "patient".

"..." Very good, Xia Ziqing successfully refreshed Yan Xu's understanding of him.

He had to convince the other party's family that in order to avoid being found out the truth, they made up their own words to deal with the classics.

I fell in love with you at first sight - don't believe it?In fact, we have known each other for a long time.

I want to spend my whole life with you──don't believe it?Hey, let's put it this way, I'm sick! ──Is that reasonable?

It is not uncommon for people with mental illness to do anything this year! ──Before the person involved elaborated, Yan Xu made up his mind that the other party must be out of his mind.

Yan Xu said speechlessly, "You are really sick."

Of course, it was a joke, and he didn't take it seriously in his bones.

But if it wasn't for illness, how could it be possible to fall in love with yourself by relying on the past that you have no memory of?

He also said that he would be with him forever.

Yan Xu raised his brows, thinking half-sarcastically and half-understanding: Xia Ziqing probably made up that part of the past in order to gain his trust.

"As long as the Xia family is born as a male, unless their sexual orientation is clear in their hearts, they will take Yuguo before puberty—after research, that is the best time to take it."

The fruit of fertility is divided into fruit and fruit.

The fruit can make the part of the receiving side produce a function similar to the female birth canal when a man is married to a man, which is helpful for lubrication, and it will not be like the earth, which is prone to diseases later.

The Yuguo is a place that can produce a uterus in the male body, commonly known as the Yugong.

"I have been ready to give myself to you. From the moment I recognized you, I have been shaping my appearance according to your preferences, and then I am waiting for the moment of reunion."

His baby face was born, but Yan Xu will probably never know how much effort he has spent in order not to grow too tall.

"How do you know what type I like?"

Could it be that I have struck up a conversation with Xia Ziqing?

Xia Ziqing just smiled vaguely, then tilted his head slightly to the side, as if asking Yan Xu: Don't you like me like this?

Yan Xu pursed his lips, and had to admit that the image of the other party was very successful.

"Ninth brother, don't resist and follow me!"

He said strong words, but Xia Ziqing's demeanor at this time made people feel that this was the embodiment of his innocence.

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The author says:

The difference in familiarity between the two is fully reflected in their enthusiasm for physical contact.