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Gu Heng is very afraid of the dark, because no matter how good his mother is to him during the day, no matter how much she loves him, she will leave him at night and never stay by his side.

But on this day, Gu Heng heard ghost stories told by his classmates in the kindergarten. At night, his fear surpassed everything before. He desperately hoped that his mother would be by his side, but such a thought was too much for him. It is too extravagant.

As a young boy, he tossed and turned on the bed, but he didn't dare to move too much, and he didn't even dare to expose his head outside the quilt, for fear that something would suddenly grab his hands and feet and strangle him around his neck.

This kind of fear was so unbearable that he didn't dare to stay in the house. In the end, he was so scared that he rushed out of the house with his face pale and eyes closed.

But the Gu family is so big that Gu Heng was almost scared out of his wits. He cried and ran through the long corridor to the door. Now he has almost given up everything, he just wants to stay by his mother's side, rushing Falling into her warm arms can give him a safe foot in the water.

But once he went out, he didn't know where to go.

He crossed his arms and walked tremblingly on the path. He couldn't even find the gate of Gu's house. How could he find his mother like this.

Despair almost enveloped the half-grown child. In the end, cold and sleepy, he gave up the way to find his mother. Instead, he found a tree trunk, curled up, and lay beside the tree. He spent the night like this .

So, before falling asleep, did he see the stars?

Suddenly, the childhood scene gradually became clear, and Gu Heng remembered that when he was young, he once saw the brilliant galaxy in the sky through the gaps in the leaves.

It turned out that he still had such beautiful memories when he was a child.

"It's not like this," Gu Heng said to Chuncao, "The stars I saw when I was a child covered the sky, making it impossible to see."

"I really want to see stars like that..." Chuncao's eyes were full of envy, as if she was regretting something.

"Yes, Spring Grass will definitely see it." Gu Heng said.

Chuncao smiled and said nothing, just looked at the stars in the sky, not knowing what she was thinking.

After an unknown amount of time, Chuncao suddenly said, "Uncle Gu, I seem to be dying."

There was no fear or confusion in Chuncao's tone, just as plain as if a person had to eat and drink every day.

Gu Heng thumped in his heart, and Chuncao said the sentence he was most afraid of, and suddenly his heart began to swell, and he opened his mouth for a long time before holding back a sentence, he said: "Chuncao, don't talk nonsense, you will I grew up well..."

This sentence is weak, because anyone who looks at Chuncao's current state will feel that she is not that good. Even if she is still full of energy, it always gives people a terrible feeling of returning to the light.

Chuncao is very sensible on weekdays. She knows what adults want to hear and what they don't want to hear. She hopes that everyone around her will be happy, so she always picks up what adults think is nice, but today she said very seriously: " No, Uncle Gu, you don’t need to comfort me, I know it all, I’m going to die, I’ve dreamed about my mother several times, she said she’s coming to pick me up, I said I don’t want to leave, I want to stay with my father, But my mother said that this kind of thing is not something I don't have to leave if I don't want to, so I know about it, Uncle Gu."

Gu Heng didn't know what to say. He found that he was always like this. Facing such things, he couldn't comfort others with words, as if he could only hurt others. If it was Shen Qingzhou, he would definitely Doing better than him, he will comfort Chuncao well and let her stop saying such things.

But when he thought of Shen Qingzhou, Gu Heng felt even more uncomfortable. He was thinking that he had only lived with Chuncao for such a period of time, and seeing Chuncao in this state would make him feel extremely distressed, so what would Shen Qingzhou feel like?

And when he was suffering, he was not by his side. Thinking of this, Gu Heng's guilt swept over him like a sea wave, and he could hardly breathe because of the beating.

Suddenly, Chuncao seemed to have a heart-to-heart connection with him, and also mentioned Shen Qingzhou.

"Uncle Gu, I want to ask you to do me another favor, about my father, can you?"

Of course Gu Heng would not refuse, he nodded.

At this time, Chuncao turned her head and stared at Gu Heng seriously with big black and white eyes that belonged to the child. She said, "Dad once said that I was the best gift God gave him, but now God wants to accept it." Take this gift away, so Dad will be sad, so Uncle Gu, can you replace me as the best gift for Dad?"

Chuncao's request was very solemn, and blocked back all the words Gu Heng was going to say. Gu Heng originally wanted to say that you are Shen Qingzhou's best gift, so you must work hard to live so that your father will be happy. I Can't replace you.

But now, Gu Heng can only say dryly: "Okay."

Because he knew that this might be Chuncao's last request to him.

After getting Gu Heng's promise, Chuncao narrowed her eyes and smiled, "Thank you."

After that, the two of them didn't speak any more, they quietly looked up at the starry sky which was not so pretty.

I don't know how long it took, the black night sky turned white, and a fiery red sun full of life slowly rose from the east, lighting up the whole world.

The spring grass in Gu Heng's arms was already asleep, and only Gu Heng looked at Xinri sadly, his heart was full of sourness, he almost cried aloud when he saw the rising sun and the sky full of rays of light, he didn't know what he was crying for. Cry that a fresh life is about to die, or cry again, and my future becomes more and more confused.

When the sun rose completely, Gu Heng was already on his way down the mountain with spring grass.

Chuncao slept soundly, from the time when Gu Heng took her down the mountain to driving to the hospital, Chuncao didn't intend to wake up all the way.

It was only when he was downstairs in the hospital that Gu Heng turned on his cell phone, which had been shut down all night.

In an instant, countless messages and missed calls kept pouring in. Gu Heng didn't want to look at it, silently ignored all the records, and broadcasted to a familiar number.

"Hey, Brother Shen, I'm Gu Heng..." Gu Heng's voice was extremely dry and hoarse, and he said to Shen Qingzhou, "The spring grass is here with me..."

Not long after Gu Heng hung up the phone, he saw a thin figure running towards him like the wind from a distance.

Immediately afterwards, he watched Shen Qingzhou nervously open the rear seat, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Chuncao sleeping soundly on the seat, and the anxious expression on his face gradually faded away.

"Brother Shen..."

"Snapped!"

Shen Qingzhou turned around and slapped Gu Heng forcefully.

Gu Heng was beaten so hard that he turned his face away. He didn't sleep all night, his head was a little dizzy, and his eyes went black for a moment, but fortunately he recovered after a while.

"I'm sorry." Gu Heng said.

He turned his head slowly, and slowly, he saw clearly Shen Qingzhou who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Shen Qingzhou has lost weight, a lot. He was not fat before, but now he looks even thinner.His eyes were black and blue, it looked like he hadn't slept all night, and his eye circles were also red, it could be seen that he was very worried about the whereabouts of the spring grass, so Gu Heng said again: "I'm sorry."

"Gu Heng," Shen Qingzhou said. His voice was hoarse than Gu Heng's. He said, "If I hadn't seen the note Chuncao left for me, I would have called the police. How could you..."

As he spoke, Shen Qingzhou began to tremble. He was afraid, afraid of Chuncao's disappearance. If Chuncao hadn't written a note crookedly when he left, saying that he was following Gu Heng, he might have gone crazy. .

Gu Heng pursed his lips. He looked at Shen Qingzhou who was on the verge of collapse, and slapped himself hard. He said, "It's my fault, I'm sorry."

Shen Qingzhou looked at Gu Heng, a flash of pity flashed in his eyes, but he was more confused, his voice was a little hollow, and he said: "You take Chuncao away, why don't you tell me, how can you turn off the phone, How can...not take me?"

It turned out that Shen Qingzhou had always known Chuncao's thoughts, but he didn't want to take Chuncao there, he was afraid that Chuncao's condition would get worse on the way there, and she was not fit to go out now, but what he was even more afraid of was that if he fulfilled Chuncao's wish, Will the spring grass leave her faster?So he didn't dare to take Chuncao there, he was the real coward, he was more afraid than anyone else.

Seeing Shen Qingzhou whose lips were pale with fright, Gu Heng felt a pain in his heart, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull Shen Qingzhou into his arms. He patted Shen Qingzhou's back and comforted Shen Qingzhou again and again, just like Shen Qingzhou Zhou used to coax him like that.

When he looked at Shen Qingzhou, he felt that he was already very thin, but when he really hugged Shen Qingzhou in his arms, he truly felt that Shen Qingzhou was so thin that only a handful of bones remained.

Shen Qingzhou did not reject Gu Heng's embrace. At this moment, Gu Heng's familiar embrace seemed to give him a harbor where he could temporarily shelter from the wind, allowing him to rest for a very rare moment.

But such a moment can't last long after all, Shen Qingzhou still can't forgive Gu Heng for taking the spring grass away, so he withdrew from Gu Heng's embrace not long after, even though he was very nostalgic.

"Gu Heng," Shen Qingzhou said, "we don't want to see each other again anytime soon, you don't contact me, and I won't contact you, just live your life quietly like this, okay?"

Gu Heng looked into Shen Qingzhou's eyes, he had never really understood Shen Qingzhou, but at this moment he understood Shen Qingzhou.

Gu Heng bent down, lightly placed a kiss on Shen Qingzhou's lips, and said, "Okay."

Shen Qingzhou lowered his eyes, passed Gu Heng, took Chuncao, who was sleeping unconsciously, from the car, and walked slowly towards the hospital.

Gu Heng watched Shen Qingzhou go further and further from behind, he was reluctant, but he was helpless, and finally he couldn't help shouting: "Shen Qingzhou!"

Shen Qingzhou only paused for a moment, then continued to walk forward.

"If... you must tell me, okay?"

What Gu Heng said was unclear, and Shen Qingzhou didn't answer anything, but both of them knew what the other meant, and neither of them wanted that day to come.

As Shen Qingzhou left, Gu Heng also sat back in the car, lying on the steering wheel, and the only thing left was exhaustion.

Suddenly, he thought of the phone, and the sharp and piercing ringing of the phone hurt his eardrums, and what came from inside was his mother's hoarse voice.

"Xiaoheng, where have you been? Come back soon! Your father... your father is about to die!"

Gu Heng's cell phone fell onto the car seat with a snap.