See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Gu Heng's mind went blank. He didn't know how he got out of the restaurant, how he got in the car, or how he got to the hospital. There was only one thought in his mind, what is the onset of AIDS? What does it look like?

Gu Heng suddenly felt that it was unimaginable. This disease gave people a feeling of horror, and it could even be said to be horrifying. But now he found out how lacking his knowledge was. No, but more because he didn't want to think about it.

He didn't want to think that such a cute, little ball of spring grass that would throw itself on him and sweetly call "Uncle Gu" or even "Papa Gu" would turn into a thin and terrifying patient. He was lively and running in the sun, how could he be imprisoned in the hospital by such a disease?

Gu Heng almost ran into the hospital. Sister Yang told him the location of the ward, and he ran all the way there, pushing open the door of the ward.

There was no one else in the ward, only a small figure sitting in front of the bed, who turned back with a smile when he heard the voice: "Dad... Uncle Gu?"

Chuncao's expression was a bit astonished, but after a while, her eyes lit up, and she said excitedly: "Uncle Gu, you are here! I knew Dad was lying, and you will definitely come!"

Gu Heng looked at Chuncao, thousands of words seemed to be stuck in his throat, he couldn't say a word, only felt that Chuncao was thinner.

Chuncao was supposed to be thinner than children of the same age, but now she is even thinner and frighteningly thin. The wide hospital gown dangles, revealing a thin arm, and there are a series of herpes scabs on it, which looks a little scary.

Gu Heng walked over and carefully hugged Chuncao.

"Chuncao..." As soon as he opened his mouth, Gu Heng realized that his voice was already unbearably hoarse.

Chuncao patted Gu Heng's back sensiblely, and said, "Coward Gu, you cry as soon as you say it, you don't have any manliness at all!"

"I'm sorry..." Gu Heng said.

Chuncao hugged Gu Heng with her backhand, smiled slyly, and said, "Uncle Gu, you should show sincerity when you apologize, but you seem to come here empty-handed?"

Gu Heng was suddenly a little confused, he was at a loss and said: "Ah? I was too anxious, I forgot to buy it..."

"It's okay." Chuncao let go of Gu Heng, her eyes rolled around, as if thinking of some bad idea, normally Gu Heng would only find it cute, but now, Gu Heng looks at the thin Chuncao I just feel distressed.

"Uncle Gu, do me a favor. If you help me, I will forgive you. How about it?"

"What's the matter, tell me, as long as Uncle Gu can do it, he will definitely help you!" Gu Heng felt guilty towards Chuncao, and now he would agree to almost any request Chuncao asked her.

"Uncle Gu," Chuncao narrowed her eyes with a smile, "While Dad is going to help me get the medicine, take me out and secretly go to the mountains to watch the stars!"

Chuncao's expression now doesn't look like a child's. She looks like an adult who already knows what the future will hold. Every sentence carries the goal she wants to achieve, and she smiles very sweetly, so sweet that Gu Heng Just a little bit close to saying yes.

Gu Heng shook his head, and said to Chuncao: "Chuncao, you are sick, you can't run around, you have to be obedient in the hospital, and even if you want to go out, you can't hide it from your father."

"Hmph!" Chuncao immediately snorted coldly, folded her arms and turned her head away to ignore Gu Heng.

But it didn't take long before Chuncao couldn't bear it anymore, she came up to Gu Heng and gently tugged on Gu Heng's sleeve, she said: "Uncle Gu, please, take me to see the stars, please? "

Now Gu Heng also felt strange, Chuncao had never said that she wanted to go to see the stars before, it was a bit strange that she was so persistent now, so Gu Heng asked: "Chuncao, why do you want to go to see the stars so much?"

"Uncle Gu," Chuncao pouted unhappily, and said, "Kids also have secrets, okay?"

After finishing speaking, Chuncao asked without giving up: "Uncle Gu, can you really take me out secretly to see the stars?"

Gu Heng touched Chuncao's head. Because of the illness, Chuncao's fluffy hair became dry to the touch. Gu Heng suddenly felt uncomfortable again. He said: "Xiao Chuncao, when you recover from illness, you Uncle Gu will take you wherever you want, okay?"

But Chuncao's expected happiness did not come, she lowered her head dejectedly, and said in a low voice: "It will never get better...this disease will never get better."

However, no matter how quiet the voice was, there were only Gu Heng and Chuncao in the ward. Gu Heng could hear it clearly, and suddenly he began to feel distressed. The words of comfort were stuck in his mouth, and he couldn't say anything, because they all knew clearly. , This disease cannot be cured.

Suddenly, Chuncao's tears fell down big and big, she looked at Gu Heng, and said: "Uncle Gu, I dreamed of my mother, she said she was a star, looking at me in the sky, so I want to go too Look at her, but my father won't let me go. Now that you're here with me, I think this is... God wants me to go, so Uncle Gu, can you take me there? Please, I'm afraid I won't I'll just, I'll never see it again..."

Chuncao's tears fell silently, just like the way she cried when he just found out that Chuncao had this disease that day. Gu Heng didn't know what was going on, so he agreed with a soft heart: "Okay."

"Really?" Chuncao immediately put away her tears, jumped off the bed, took Gu Heng's arm and walked out, saying as she walked, "Hurry up, Uncle Gu, Dad is going to get the medicine, and he will be back in a while. We won’t be able to leave when we come back, quick! Quick!”

When Gu Heng rented a car and took Chuncao to the mountain, he thought he was crazy. He would actually agree to Chuncao’s request, but he didn’t tell Shen Qingzhou that the relationship between him and Shen Qingzhou was already on the verge of breaking. , but now he still dared to abduct Shen Qingzhou's daughter. He could already imagine how Shen Qingzhou would treat him tomorrow, and maybe they were really going to end their game this time.

But Gu Heng didn't regret it, because he knew that if he didn't take Chuncao with him this time, he would really regret it.

This is a very wonderful premonition, and it is also a premonition that Gu Heng does not want to have. Gu Heng already has a feeling, but he dare not think deeply about it. He can only tell himself that what he is doing now may be the result of his previous life. Owing to spring grass.

But Chuncao is different from Gu Heng who is full of worries, she is full of excitement that she can go out, her eyes are bright, shining with her anticipation.

It took more than three hours to drive to the nearest mountain to them, and the spring grass had already fallen asleep when they arrived.

Gu Heng had already called the scenic spot when he was driving there, and there was also the shadow of the Gu family behind that scenic spot, which made it a lot more convenient for them.

The cable car that had been out of service in the scenic spot started up again, and Gu Heng picked up the sleeping spring grass and got on the cable car leading to the top of the mountain.

Chuncao woke up halfway up the mountain. She didn't sleep very comfortably, so she woke up after not sleeping for too long. She was still a little confused and asked, "Uncle Gu, where are we?"

"On the cable car, we will reach the top of the mountain in a while, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Chuncao shook her head, and looked down curiously on the glass of the cable car. There were some lights on the mountain. From the cable car, the dots of stars were connected together, which was very beautiful.

Chuncao's eyes widened, and she said, "Uncle Gu, this world is so beautiful, if I knew it, I would have come out more to see it."

Gu Heng didn't answer Chuncao's words, because he didn't know what to say. In the end, he could only reach out and touch Chuncao's head. Chuncao also smiled obediently. The atmosphere looked very warm, but Gu Heng couldn't help but Want to cry.

After getting off the cable car, it still takes a long distance to go to the viewing platform on the top of the mountain. It is not far and it is not difficult to walk. The scenic spot has already repaired the road, which is wide and wide for tourists to enter and exit.

If it was normal, Chuncao would have been able to jump and run over, but now Chuncao can't walk too far at all, she is too weak.

Gu Heng could only hug her and walk to the highest position step by step.

It was a bit cold on the mountain, but fortunately Gu Heng was prepared, he brought a small blanket to wrap the spring grass.

He sat on the ground, put the spring grass in his arms, one big and one small looked at the night sky.

Today is not a good weather, cloudy clouds are floating around the moon, and few stars have come out. Such a night sky makes people sad.

But Chuncao was still very happy. She pointed to the brightest star in the sky and said, "Uncle Gu, do you know the name of the brightest star?"

Gu Heng shook his head, he has never paid attention to these things, to him the night is just the night, there is no moon, let alone a starry sky.

"It's called Venus, I like it very much." Chuncao's eyes seemed to be full of stars, she said: "I remember the position of this star, so that when I can't find my way home at night, I can Watch it go home."

Gu Heng didn't quite understand the meaning of Chuncao's words, and he didn't want to ask. Of course, Chuncao would not explain to him, but asked, "Did Uncle Gu see the stars when he was young?"

Gu Heng also saw the stars when he was a child, but the memories are not so good. At that time, he was always at home alone at night, without anyone’s company. Fear and helplessness followed him almost every night. Finally, one day, He couldn't bear it anymore, and boldly ran out of the house alone at night, he wanted to find his mother, although he didn't find anything in the end, but he remembered that the night was bright, as if there were many stars, so Gu Heng nodded.

"Then, are the stars that Uncle Gu saw when he was a child also like this?" Chuncao looked at the sky. There were only a few stars in the sky, which looked lonely.

Gu Heng followed her eyes and looked together. What was the starry sky he saw when he was a child?It seems that it is not the same at all.

Memories, along with the cold wind at night and the scattered starry sky, emerged bit by bit.