Jigsaw puzzle

Han Yicheng was so frightened that he trembled all over, he almost rolled off the bed directly.From the time he went abroad to the time he came back to the awkward situation, he and Li Ran hadn't had skin-to-skin contact for at least half a month. It just so happened that he was sick and his body was out of his control, and he reacted at the worst time when he shouldn't have reacted.

But no matter how much his body desires, Han Yicheng also clearly understands that his secret has been discovered by Li Ran. The two of them have just resolved the estrangement because of these things. Worry about things to come.

Han Yicheng quickly turned his back, gathered his tall body as much as possible, and hid in the corner of the double bed without moving.

It's a pity that Li Ran didn't understand Han Yicheng's unspeakable difficulties. Anyway, he has always been thick-skinned. He rolled his eyes twice, leaned over and asked ambiguously, "Would you like me to help you?"

Han Yicheng curled up even tighter, like Tang Sanzang who was entangled by a spider spirit, and almost called Wukong to save me.

Li Ran touched Han Yicheng's back with his hands. His protruding vertebrae lay across his broad back, which felt like an ivory sculpture, smooth and hard.

"Really not? Huh?"

"I... I have a fever!"

From what Li Ran heard at this time, Han Yicheng's tone was so shameless and cute.He smiled, and dragged the patient back to the original position to lie down: "Okay, okay, I won't tease you, the patient can lie down and rest."

After finishing speaking, Li Ran closed his eyes first, his slender eyelashes trembled, and he didn't know if he had fallen asleep.

Han Yicheng looked at Li Ran's sleeping face, and the battle between heaven and man began again in his mind.What he was worried about was not only the problem of his lower body, but also whether he should confess to Li Ran the reason for his self-harm.

It turned out that he was very afraid of exposing himself as such a "freak", afraid that Li Ran would realize that he was "abnormal", and afraid that he would not meet the standard of a boyfriend.

He felt that his good time this year seemed to be stolen from Li Ran, and he didn't know when it would be confiscated because his true colors were revealed.

Until tonight, when Li Ran said those words to Han Yicheng, he was shaken, and cracks appeared on the protective shield that had always been hard.

Li Ran wants to be with him in a healthy and healthy way. This is what Li Ran really wants.

Why would I rather believe my imagination than trust Li Ran more?

Ultimately, I have to blame myself for my stupidity and slowness.Now that Li Ran was hurting because of his sadness, he should at least listen to him.

Since you are not willing to fall off the cliff alone, at least you should try your best to lighten the burden for your comrades, right?

Thinking of this, Han Yicheng plucked up his courage and asked Li Ran beside him, "Ah Ran, are you... asleep?"

Li Ran opened his eyes and smiled: "Someone regretted it? It's useless, the master fell asleep."

Han Yicheng was too tense for a while before, and he never felt a sore throat. Now he suddenly relaxed and spoke, and felt that there was always a grainy feeling deep in his throat grinding the flesh of his throat, and there seemed to be some bloody smell coming out.

"I'm talking about business with you," Han Yicheng became nervous again as he spoke, swallowing the pain, "I...the reason why I scratched myself may be...related to you."

Li Ran was stunned for a moment, and the smile just disappeared: "...it has something to do with me? What do you mean...it has something to do with me?"

"..."

Han Yicheng bit his lip, as if thinking about how to speak.Li Ran knew that Han Yicheng had finally made up his mind to face this matter, and was afraid that he would repent, so he took his hand and locked his fingers with Han Yicheng's tightly.

Li Ran's hands seemed to have energy, warm and cool, which made Han Yicheng's heart calm down.

"Every time I do something like that with you, I can't help myself...it's going to be hard."

Han Yicheng's long and narrow eyes would amplify the sad expression. Li Ran looked at the sadness in his eyes, and quickly kissed his cheek as a comfort.

"Then...will kissing make you feel disgusted?" Li Ran was trying to understand Han Yicheng's feelings.

"will not."

"Only... sexual behavior? Then you will resist when I do this or that?"

Han Yicheng didn't know whether it was embarrassment or shame, he didn't dare to face Li Ran, so he just buried his face in Li Ran's chest and didn't look at him.

"I won't resist, and... I want it very much." He said in an inaudible voice, "I really want it."

Han Yicheng was too close to Li Ran's chest, and when he spoke, Li Ran felt a numbness in his chest.

"Hey~" Li Ran scratched his chin, "It doesn't seem like a big problem, it's all about being ruthless and daring."

Han Yicheng asked him: "Do you feel sick?"

"Uh, it's okay, I don't feel this way if you don't remind me," Li Ran stroked Han Yicheng's hairy head, "Mainly, I feel quite moved."

"move?"

"I just feel that you really miss my body. You'd rather hide this problem and scratch yourself than stop this matter, don't you?"

Han Yicheng was so teased that he didn't want to talk, but his heart unexpectedly lightened up, as if the zero-score report card that he had been hiding all along was finally discovered. Although it's uncomfortable now, it's better than worrying about it.

"Then... what to do?"

"What else can I do? Go to bed and wait for your fever to subside first. We will find a solution bit by bit. Seeing a doctor for treatment is a later thing. Now you give me a rest first, understand?"

When he heard the words "see a doctor", Han Yicheng's fingers unconsciously flinched. Although the movement was very subtle, Li Ran caught it.

"Don't worry about it in advance," Li Ran covered Han Yicheng's eyes with his hands, "I'll be with you for everything, go to bed now, don't worry about things that haven't happened in advance."

After speaking, he put his lips to Han Yicheng's lips, a very simple kiss without any taste of lust.

For no reason, Han Yicheng suddenly thought that the protagonists in many fairy tales are awakened by kisses, but at this time he was just the opposite.

As soon as this absurd thought came to him, he fell asleep as if by magic.

The next morning, Li Ran was woken up by Han Yicheng's alarm clock. There was still some residual warmth in the place next to the bed. The patient who still had a high fever last night had already gone to the bathroom outside to wash up.

Li Ran dragged himself out, and was surprised to find that Han Yicheng was changing clothes.

"Are you still going to work? What's your temperature? Can't you take sick leave before the fever subsides?"

Han Yicheng shook his head: "It has dropped a little."

Li Ran seriously suspected that Han Yicheng was lying. After all, this person had a lot of "convictions". He crossed his arms and looked at Han Yicheng suspiciously.

"38 degrees, I measured it in the morning." Seeing Li Ran's expression, Han Yicheng sighed, but actually felt warm and comfortable in his heart. "The evaluation unit is very busy at the end of the year. I will try to come back as early as possible to rest."

"Let me test it!"

Li Ran trotted and fetched the thermometer again. After confirming that Han Yicheng's temperature had dropped a little, he reluctantly let him go. Before he left, he stuffed him with a bunch of capsules.

"I brought the medicine." Han Yicheng looked at him and said with a smile.

Li Ran said "oh", his face was a little red, Han Yicheng's expression just now made him feel like a little daughter-in-law.

"I'll be back, let's... continue talking."

Han Yicheng closed the door and pressed the elevator and waited. When the elevator opened, Li Ran suddenly rushed out of the house again, wearing a down jacket over half changed pajamas.

"I'll drive you there! Anyway, I don't have to go to the dance studio today."

The distance from the apartment to Han Yicheng's unit is very short, and the ten-minute drive seems shorter today. After the car entered the unit compound, Han Yicheng pointed to the canteen next to the office building.

"I'm going to buy some breakfast, just stop there."

Li Ran looked at his fading figure, got out of the window and waved his hands and shouted, "I'll pick you up in the afternoon!"

Han Yicheng also smiled and waved to him.

When Han Yicheng sat in front of the computer with his soy milk, Tian Lei, who came here very early recently, smiled at him a little strangely.

"You really asked your 'boyfriend' to come near the work? It seems that he doesn't know that someone has reported your personal style to the personnel department?"

Han Yicheng took a look at Tian Lei, swallowed a few capsules mixed with soy milk, and did not continue.

"You said that if you are looking for someone, you should also find someone who is safe. You have to find this kind of person who has waded through the muddy waters of the entertainment industry. Now there are only a few places for associate research. If someone reports you anonymously, how much will you be deducted?" What's the point?"

Han Yicheng frowned, and thought of the photo that was taken when he and Li Ran went to visit Duan Chenyi.I don't know who in the unit found that photo from the Internet and stabbed him at the critical moment of job title evaluation.

Although this kind of personal problem will not bring any principled harm to Han Yicheng, due to the fierce competition for job titles and places, most people in Han Yicheng's unit have relatively conservative ideas. Such a damaging move at this time will virtually weaken him. competitiveness.

Tian Lei was still rambling on: "Old man, the weather was bad for the past two days, let me ask who is closer to you, have you been tricked by others?"

Han Yicheng raised his eyebrows: "With my personality, I can only get closer to senior brothers."

"It's meaningless for you to say that," Tian Lei looked very aggrieved, and put down his trembling legs, "What good would it do me if I hurt you? They were all brought out by a boss. Don't you want us to be more powerful? I see who you usually hang out with—"

"It's not Cheng Yi, and she doesn't need to." Han Yicheng interrupted.

"I didn't say it must be her. Didn't I remind you to be careful and don't get messed up by others." Seeing Han Yicheng's attitude, Tian Lei felt annoyed by himself, turned back to the computer and continued to shake dejectedly Stand up.

Han Yicheng hesitated for a while, always feeling that something was a little strange, he asked Tian Lei: "Why don't you like Cheng Yi? You used to fall in love with other young junior sisters, even if you were rejected."

Listening to this straightforward question, Tian Lei almost spit out his mouth, "You, why do you describe me like an old hooligan who forced all the women to do the same thing as me!"

Han Yicheng: "?"

Seeing Han Yicheng's "Don't you?" expression on his face, Tian Lei explained helplessly: "I will hint to some girls, are they willing to trade sleep for some benefits, but if they don't want to, then they won't. I won't force them! You have to understand the situation of your senior brother, a single middle-aged greasy uncle, if I want to grow up like you, I must be very dedicated and upright!"

"I admit that I was a little rude to Cheng Yi at first, but she didn't mean that, and I apologized afterwards, and she wouldn't spread rumors all over the world that I harassed her endlessly, I'm really not a serious person , but not that hungry/thirsty, is it?" Tian Lei looked very depressed, and his originally concentrated facial features were wrinkled together, as if he was helpless during the performance.

Han Yicheng was a little surprised: "Those words...didn't you pass them on?"

"Why should I pass on those! It seems that I am like an old hooligan, so how can I deal with new students after that?"

Han Yicheng scratched his chin: "But, Cheng Yi probably didn't pass it on. She still hates you for those words."