doomed and reversed 1

I know what I said is a bit hurtful, and I don't want to hurt the girl in front of me, but love is not like family affection, it is not an obligation, we can choose to bear it or not.What's more, love is not family affection, and it's not something you can afford if you want to.

Ye Qingyan is not the original owner's wife, and she is no longer the original owner's loved one. The fate between them may have been broken since I came to this world, "Qingyan, you will never fall in love again if you put me down. Your people. I am no longer worth your effort. Maybe there is someone around you who has been silently paying for you. As long as you look back, you will find that some people are still there, and some people have gone , and never come back.”

"You are a smart girl, love will not be your whole, it will only be the icing on the cake, don't you understand that?" After I finished speaking, I looked at her sincerely, and then extended a hand to her, "I am very happy Know you."

Ye Qingyan hesitantly handed over my hand, I grasped it, and then smiled at her, "I hope that you who see this clearly will live a more colorful and free life in the future." After I finished speaking, I let go of my hand and followed She bid farewell briefly, then turned around heavily, and walked on the road to the hotel.

The closer I got, the more anxious I became, but I made a decision when I got to the back. As Yu Bing said, we must be honest with each other.No matter what this time, I will let Yubing believe that I am not Lin Chenghai, and that she is the only one in my heart from the beginning to the end.I don't want her to be entangled, and I don't want her to tolerate, just accept me as a person.

Taking a deep breath in front of the door of the room, he raised his hand to knock on the door, but the door opened by itself.Before I had time to be surprised, I saw Yubing holding a suitcase in his hand.The slightly red and swollen eyes made me realize that she might have just cried.But now she has no expression on her face, no tears, and is as cold as ice.

"Yubing, you..."

She raised her eyes to look at me, and her voice was hoarse and low when she spoke, just like the voice she made after she lost her strength in hysteria at the end of the night: "I'll go back to City A first."

"what about me?"

She pursed her lips, "It's up to you, doesn't a big man know how to make a decision?"

"You're leaving me here alone?"

Yu Bing made a sarcastic smile, "A person? Is it a person? You don't know yet?" After talking about pulling the suitcase and going out, I pressed her hand holding the suitcase, " Let's go in and talk."

"There's nothing to talk about. Let me go..."

"Why is there nothing to talk about? Didn't you say that we should be honest with each other? Why did you make an arbitrary decision before you understood the whole story?"

"Arbitrary? Am I arbitrary? Lin Chenghai! It's not that I didn't give you a chance, but how did you respond to me, shirk! Deny! How can I listen to your explanation for you like this? You don't even have the courage to admit the past No."

"not like this……"

Yu Bing smiled again, but seemed powerless, "At least I told you about Lin Hai and I... But what about you? The night in Yingshan City... and told me that I was the first one you fell in love with People. Hehe, the first time is also a lie."

"I do not have……"

"Lin Chenghai! Are those words meaningless in your mouth? You don't need to look forward and backward, and you don't need to be responsible. If something happens...if it is revealed, you can shirk it, isn't it...your usual style?" Yubing said and shook her head, " It has nothing to do with me, and I don't want to blame you. Min..."

Not wanting to hear another word, I bowed my head and kissed her, stuffing the words I hadn't spoken yet.

But after a few seconds of silence, there was a slap in the air, Yu Bing slapped me and pushed me away forcefully.

Yu Bing pointed at me, her eyes were red, "Is this also your usual trick?" After Yu Bing finished speaking, two lines of tears rolled out of her eyes, and she held the tow bar of the suitcase again.

I knew I couldn't wait any longer, and I couldn't just go on like this, so I blurted out: "I'm not from this world."

Yu Bing died suddenly, just staring at me blankly.

I approached, held her shoulders solemnly, and said again: "I am not from this world, not the original Lin Chenghai. In my memory, I have always liked, loved Yes, you are the only one. I have never lied to you, and I have never lied to you."

"Yubing, let's go in and talk, I'll tell you everything." As I said that, I took the hand she had just put down, entered the room, and closed the door.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and I watched Yubing's expression while talking, but even so, when I finished everything and waited for her reaction, I still couldn't understand her mind.

"So, you were really a girl before?" She looked at me with a calm tone.

"Yes……"

I heard her take a deep breath, "Under the age of 18?"

"Yes……"

She stood up suddenly, as if she still couldn't accept it, but just when I was about to talk again, she asked another question, "Will you go back? Will you go back to the original world?"

"Then Yubing...do you want me to go back?"

She turned her head and said nothing.

"Actually... I really want to go back. When I was alone, I was helpless in this strange world. I really wanted to go back. Because I am not an orphan in that world. I have my own father and my own mother. , and a few good friends. I have nothing in this world."

Yubing clenched her fists tightly, "Is there someone you love in that world?"

I sighed: "Yu Bing still doesn't believe me?"

"How can I trust you? So what? Is love more important than family and friendship?" Her face was covered with tears. I looked at her, and my heart ached.

"Yubing, it's impossible for me to go back..." I said and lowered my head, "Even if I want to go back, it's impossible. In that world, I died long ago and didn't exist anymore."

"But what if your experience is like a dream? In fact, you are not dead. In fact, as soon as the time comes, you can still go back?" Yu Bing wiped away tears and looked at me.

I suddenly found that I couldn't answer her words, so I went back suddenly?Is it possible?But if I really have to leave this world suddenly, what should Yu Bing do?I keep saying that I won't make false statements, but there are so many uncertainties behind me, but I have to swear to tell Yubing to let her be with me forever.this……

The sky was suddenly cloudy and rainy, and after a short while, there were lightning flashes and thunder, and the violent wind and rain were crackling outside the window. It really became a very fast day, which was unexpected.

Will I also disappear unexpectedly from this world?Could it be that my soul died in that world again, and the soul of the original owner returned.And at that time, the original owner would say something to Yu Bing, just like what I said to Ye Qingyan today.

How uncomfortable should Yubing be at that time?If it were more exaggerated, Yubing had already married me at that time and became my wife... that kind of harm would be even greater...

Am I willing?

But am I willing to leave her like this?Leaving her is alone again, but there is no way to live alone.

Or, just guarding her silently like this, watching her find a reliable person, get married and have children, and stay together for the rest of her life.

At this moment, I looked up at Yubing, but I couldn't say a word, and my chest hurt so badly.

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