doomed and reversed 1

"Hello, Miss Mo." Ye Qingyan walked directly in front of Mo Yubing and held out his palm.But in fact, it seems a bit strange for the two to be together at this moment.The clothes are also revealing, but Ye Qingyan stands and bends slightly to look at Yubing.

Yubing didn't seem to notice my strangeness, but looked at the woman in front of her in surprise, and shook Ye Qingyan's hand back.With Ye Qingyan's strength, Yubing stood up from the beach mat.

"May I ask who you are?" Yu Bing asked.

Ye Qingyan showed a generous smile: "I'm a freelance reporter, and I wanted to interview you a long time ago."

Yu Bing's expression turned subtle in an instant: "I'm on vacation now."

"Actually, I also came here for vacation with my friends." Ye Qingyan smiled, "I don't intend to disturb you today."

Yu Bing also laughed when she heard the words, "Since we are here to play and work, let's put it aside first." After Yu Bing finished speaking, she took my hand, "Let's go there first."

I threw the sunscreen in my hand on the mat, and smiled stiffly at Ye Qingyan.

Ye Qingyan smiled indifferently: "Bye bye, Cheng Hai." The voice was not too loud, just enough for two people to hear.

Yubing's forward steps paused, and she turned to Ye Qingyan after a long time, seeing that she was still in place. "You know each other?" Yu Bing asked.

Just as I was about to speak, Ye Qingyan answered for me: "A good friend in college." But Ye Qingyan was clearly answering Yubing, but his eyes were always on me.

"That's really a coincidence..." Yu Bing looked at me thoughtfully.

"Yeah, I met you yesterday while walking... It seems that Cheng Hai didn't mention me to you..." Ye Qingyan continued to reply indifferently.

I frowned, looked at Yubing, then turned my eyes to Ye Qingyan, not understanding what she was going to do.

Yu Bing smiled, "Really? Since I'm Cheng Hai's classmate, I don't know your name yet."

"Ye Qingyan."

My heart skipped a beat, and sure enough... after hearing this name, Yu Bing's expression turned cold, "What's your relationship?"

"It's a friend from a long time ago. I haven't contacted him for a long time. I just met yesterday by accident." I explained hastily, I really didn't expect Yubing to ask this question so straightforwardly.

But Yubing didn't look at me at all, but looked directly at Ye Qingyan, obviously... Yubing didn't want my answer.

Ye Qingyan glanced at me, showing a bitter smile: "Didn't I say that?"

"You know what I'm asking." Yu Bing clenched her fist lightly when she said this,

Ye Qingyan pursed his lips and finally turned his eyes to me, and asked a question that made my heart half cold, "Are you still willing to admit it?"

As soon as these words came out, I was watched by both of them.But I don't have an answer to this question myself, "I told you, I don't remember the past."

After finishing speaking, Ye Qingyan still had yesterday's disappointment in his eyes.

But Yu Bing broke free from my hand. I saw her take a deep breath, her chest rising and falling, obviously holding back something, "I feel a little uncomfortable, so I'm going back first." She whispered.

I just felt a lump in my throat, and at this moment I realized that I had said the wrong thing.

He stared blankly at Yu Bing's figure being submerged by the sea of ​​people.

Ye Qingyan said from the side: "Aren't you going after him?"

My heart hurts so badly that I can't even say a word.There was no way to move away.

"Shouldn't I show up again?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Ye Qingyan murmured again.

At this time, I was overwhelmed and said with difficulty, "I thought it was the first time we met on the plane, I thought you trusted me that time in the hotel, I thought we could be friends..."

"Alin, even if you fall in love with someone else now, does that mean you have to abandon the past? Abandon everything we have experienced. At least let this all have a full stop and an end..."

end?I stared at the person in front of me suspiciously, "Have we never said goodbye to each other?"

Ye Qingyan's face turned pale, and I could clearly see her lips trembling slightly from red to pale.

Red eyes.

She is about to cry.

I turned my head away and wanted to cry too.

"I was kidnapped that day, you don't know..."

It was new information and uncertain factors around me. I looked at the person in front of me and really wanted to tell her that I was no longer Lin Chenghai. I was just a stranger who occupied her lover's body. I don't know at all, so why bother to feel sad for an irrelevant person like me.But if I can't open my mouth, she won't believe it. Even if she does, what's the point?

"We knew each other well when we were in school. I know you are not you, and you know that I am not me. We all have our own secrets, cherish each other, and attract each other. But this is destined to have no good results. It is announced that we will break up after graduation." Her face was full of tears, and she wiped them away with her hands while continuing to say: "I can't say anything about being a girl, I'm going to confess all this to you that day, confess myself , my identity, my father... But just like so many times before, I was kidnapped by my father's enemy, and when I returned to school, you would have disappeared long ago, as if you had never been here before."

She took a step forward and raised her hand to touch my face. I wanted to step back and refuse, but my body still couldn't move, and her hand fell on my face, "We have never left anything for each other. A picture, how many days and nights, I sketched your appearance in my mind, and I almost forgot. When I saw you again, you cried so sadly because of another girl..."

"I thought you were just following the agreement we made unintentionally..." Ye Qingyan's face was full of bitterness, which made my heart start to panic.

"I'm no longer the Lin Chenghai I used to be," I finally took a step back,

Ye Qingyan smiled far-fetchedly: "Aren't you willing to mention that name before? Just like the memory from before?"

"I don't love you anymore, I don't have feelings for you anymore."

"I know."

"Know? Then what are you doing for? Just treat us as strangers. Why do you come to me again and break your own heart?"

"Alin, don't you know what I'm about? You know what I'm for."

I bit my lips and looked at the delicate but stubborn woman in front of me who was crying so hard, "How many times do you have to say it before you believe what happened before? I really can't remember. I don't know how I have behaved all this time." It's not that we fulfilled our previous agreement by mistake... If so, it can only be said to be a misunderstanding, I really don't remember you, and I don't remember the past at school."

Seeing that she stopped crying, I continued: "Can't you tell? Am I really amnesia or pretending to be amnesia? Can't you tell? If we were so familiar before, why couldn't you find out? Has it changed?"

The cool sea breeze is blowing, just like my mood at the moment.

"You really……"

"I believe your words, I believe that we once really loved each other, but I also know that I don't love you now, and the love that existed between us has long since slipped away. You are a very good girl, even in In my knowledge, we have just met, but I can see that you are free and easy by nature, love freedom, have your own opinions, and want to live your own future. There is really no need for you to hold back your own footsteps for me."

"Then what if... the memory is restored?"

I was stunned, and my heart was inexplicably empty. When I didn't know the person in front of me, sometimes my psychology and actions were out of my control. If I suddenly remembered one day, or the original owner asked me to remember Considering all this, will I be shaken?

After a long silence, I finally spoke, "That's all in the past, I only care about the present..."

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I forgot to apply for the list, but it will still be updated daily.Don't want to procrastinate any longer.

PS: Remember, it will be updated every night at [-] o'clock.

JUTOU: Ye Qingyan will not become a point of abuse between Cheng Hai and Yu Bing.

PS2: Cheng Hai is now like a child who has not grown up. Yubing has been enduring and tolerant of this relationship. Cheng Hai can only avoid and only drink, but in fact Cheng Hai is also learning.Although he complains, he is still learning.Coming to a strange world and facing strange relationships, not everyone will adapt quickly. Cheng Hai was just a freshman who was under 18 years old and had never been out of society before. He would be afraid of getting lost.The first time she came to this world, she fell in love with a girl, which was unimaginable to her before.She will reflect on herself, know herself, and balance her different identities.In the end, she chose to accept and pursue. She has no love experience, so she can only do things according to the plots in previous TV dramas, and even her intuition.In this world, she has no friends, no one to advise her and provide her with experience and guidance.She has nothing to rely on in this world, she can only silently resolve the confusion in her life.Many readers may think that Cheng Hai is weak when he is rejected by Yu Bing, but when a person really likes someone and puts a lot of effort into her, but the result is still hopeless, that feeling will definitely make you cry. shed tears.But at least Cheng Hai has not been immersed in this kind of sadness all the time, as if he still lived without love in his life, and he did not seek death for it, I think it is already very good.There are always times of helplessness in life, and the person you like may just not like you.At least Cheng Hai worked hard in his own way.Besides, the relationship between Cheng Hai and Lin Hai, first of all, Cheng Hai is definitely not as good as Lin Hai in terms of experience. This is Cheng Hai's weakness, and Cheng Hai has never had any management experience before, and he has no natural manager. He has to learn and get experience.And before he achieves a positive result, facing a huge gap, he must not feel uncomfortable, guilty, and unconfident?At this time, with Yubing behind her supporting her, he could only tell Mo Yubing his feelings, and I think this is completely fine.If he was really bad, he wouldn't have read all the books he bought in the bookstore under Yu Bing's guidance.As for the incident of Chuhe's death, he was indeed impulsive, even petty, but he already knew the past of Yubing and Lin Hai at that time, and even in his heart what kind of person Lin Hai was, he had already known Clear.But Lin Hai is good at disguising and wearing masks, Cheng Hai actually has no supporters for Lin Hai's opinion.It's as if everyone is trusting a bad guy.The only thing he can rely on is Yu Bing, but Yu Bing is not on the same level as her. Yu Bing is good at buffering and calmly handling, and has his own principles of handling things, so the two are not on the same channel.And under the circumstances at that time, A4 was crying heartbreakingly, Lin Hai was laughing like crazy, what could Cheng Hai think?These were his firsts, and he had never experienced or dealt with such emergencies.Some behaviors that seem impulsive to us are actually justifiable.

Alas, but something needs to be admitted, he does appear childish in some places.But it's not that he is unaware of this, and he will consciously improve.All in all, no one is perfect, everyone is not born very mature, Cheng Hai is indeed not good enough now, but he is not that bad.

[Personal talk, not worth mentioning]