doomed and reversed 1

When I get dressed and come out of the closet.She sat quietly on the bed.At that moment, time seemed to be frozen, she was like a quiet statue, and I was just a tourist, piously admiring her beauty.

"Lin Chenghai." I can't remember exactly what tone she used to call my name at that time, I just remember that when I heard my name, my eyes suddenly became sour and my throat felt a little choked.

"Yeah." I bit my lower lip and responded softly.

"are we friends?"

At that time, I didn't know why she asked this question, and I didn't know what kind of deep meaning her question contained, so I had to subconsciously look at her face.But all he could see was her soft, quiet side face and slightly messy long hair.

"Why didn't you answer my question?"

Hearing this, I twitched the corner of my mouth, then retracted it, shrugged, but lowered it.Suppressing the bitter feeling in my heart, "Yes, we are friends." I noticed that she raised her hand that was hanging on one side and placed it at the corner of her eyes, as if she was wiping tears.

"We, will we,,,,,, never see each other again?"

",,,,,,I have no idea."

After being silent for a while, I heard her ask softly: "Ah Hai, why did we become like this?" But that light tone, like a sharp and cold subway hook, hooked my heart.Painful, uncomfortable.Yes, why did it become like this?

I can't help replaying in my mind the few encounters I had with her.The first time was warm, and the second time was a surprise.Like the hero and heroine in a romantic drama. . .However, she has a fiance. "Tell me about him."

Her body froze, she didn't move for a long time, and it took a long time before she spoke. "Do you know why I was so afraid of getting along with men at the beginning?" I didn't answer, but she continued, "Actually, you should be able to get a little bit of information from the Internet. That's right, I was almost raped by sex once." , Invasion." Hearing those two words, my heart tugged.

"It rained heavily that day, and I was knocked out by a group of people. When I woke up..." Her body began to tremble when she said this.I sat beside her and put my arms around her shoulders, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, don't recall it."

But she shook her head, leaned on me obediently, wrapped her arms around my waist, and continued, "I was very desperate at the time—even thought about biting and tongue suicide, but—" She paused at this point , I held the hand on her shoulder and unconsciously increased my strength.She looked up at me, then snuggled into my arms again, and continued,

"—I wish so much that someone could come and save me at that moment." Yu Bing's tone was light, that kind of indifferent but mature voice, which I had never heard in the past few months .But obviously, the emotions behind those words are so thrilling, but she - but she told me her vision at that time in such a calm and detached manner.I feel very sad. "He saved you?" I asked.

"Although he didn't say anything at that time, and even went to the police station and left after taking a statement, but I still remember how he appeared in that dilapidated and dark house, as if he came in with the light Yes." "His name is Lin Hai—speaking of it, it's very similar to your name—" Yu Bing straightened up, looking at me with dazed eyes.

"I never thought that I would meet him again. He treated me very gently—just like you." She raised her hand to caress my cheek as she spoke, and then skipped over to me. eyebrows.The gentle and delicate touch made my heart beat disorderly.Her drunken eyes stared straight at me without looking away.

I just realized that her eyes are so charming.It clearly exudes a calm atmosphere, but it makes people feel agitated.I know that my body hidden under the thin clothes is already burning hot.

"Yubing——" a hoarse voice came out of her throat, but she closed her eyes and raised her chin slightly.My heart was beating fast and I was nervously close to her red lips.But when she got closer, her cell phone rang.

She stood up without warning, and I rushed to the empty quilt with my face.

"I'm sorry." She whispered, picked up the phone and walked to the balcony.Seeing her back on the balcony, answering the phone, my heart began to beat uncomfortably.Leaving that ambiguous situation, looking at the plane ticket on the bedside table, I was shaken.

But she has a fiancé, but judging from her performance just now, at least she likes me a little bit.I frowned, eager to know what kind of existence that fiancé who appeared out of nowhere was in Yu Bing's heart.Perhaps—touching my flat and strong chest, a glimmer of hope rose in my heart.

When Yu Bing came back from the balcony, the blush on her face faded away, replaced by paleness.That weak step made me extremely worried.I quickly stood up from the bed, walked to her side, and reached out to support her, but she backed away.I froze in the air and paused for a few seconds before taking it back. "are you OK?"

She didn't answer me, but walked towards the bedroom door.

"Are you leaving?" I asked in a panic.

She stopped in her tracks, "Thank you."

"What?" I was stunned by her sudden thank you, and when I came back to my senses, she was no longer in my room.

My heart was empty, and I hurried to the living room, and found that the door of the living room had been opened, and there was no one in the living room. . .

She was gone, she should have left when she was sober, could it be expected that she would stay here for one night?She left, she should have left when she was sober, but how could Kong Lala's heart be so depressed?Do you still want to have something to do with her?I sank myself on the sofa dejectedly.Closed eyes is what she looks like, that look, that hand, that scent, that touch—distracted.

Her series of behaviors are confusing. Does she see me as a friend, or does she have love for me?If it was a friend, how dare you look at me with that look, how dare you wrap me with that breath, and how dare you prepare to accept my kiss?If it was mixed with love, how could she have the heart to abandon me in this living room alone, and how would she have the heart to tell me that she has a fiancé?

What is the status of her fiancé in her heart?Could it be that she got drunk tonight also for her fiance?That's right, her fiancé's name is Lin Hai, with the word Hai.At that time, she probably regarded me as her fiancé.So with tenderness and sweetness, when the wind woke up, he left.

Fiance?To be her husband in the future?My fiancé, this person—when did he appear.That's right, Yu Bing said that this person once rescued her from the dark shackles.Yubing said that this person is as gentle as water.

Yubing should also like him, and the combination of the two should be a match made in heaven.If so, what am I?Am I going to disturb that pool of water?But, should I just leave?

I have so many questions in my mind, should I go?Could it be that the first love in the past and present life will be strangled in the cradle before it is spoken?How can this make me willing.And no matter how my reason beats me, intuitively, I always feel that Yubing has some unusual feelings for me.Don't tell me that in my previous life, I was just a naive girl who was not deeply involved in the world. Now, I just want to trust my intuition.In any case, I had to confess to her and seek her response.As long as she simply rejects me, I will give up on myself. If there is any hesitation, I will not let go.

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly brightened.I stood up from the sofa, went back to the bedroom, picked up the mobile phone and dialed her number, the phone rang for a while before being connected, I hurriedly asked, "Where are you?"

"On the way home." Her voice was very small, as if she was weak.

"Don't hang up the phone."

"how?"

"You're drunk, in case something happens—"

Her shallow breathing came from the other end of the phone.

"Are you alone—or—"

"He's here too."

My heart skipped a beat, and it hurt, but I still gritted my teeth and smiled, "Then I can rest assured—you let him answer the phone, and I'll tell him something."

"He—inconvenient."

"Why is it inconvenient?"

"He's driving."

Hearing this, I suddenly realized something, and asked tentatively, "Did he call you just now?"

"Ok?"

"On the balcony—"

"Um - yes."

"You sat with him?"

"Uh-huh."

I suppressed the feeling of bitterness and loneliness in my heart, and continued, "Then you put the phone next to his ear—it's okay."

"Ahai—"

"Jade ice."

"Okay. You can talk to him now."

"Lin Hai, she drank a lot of wine today, I hope you can take good care of her—as a man, don't take advantage of her—and, I like her—the love between men and women, I hope we can compete fairly."

Unexpectedly, the man didn't answer me, but there was a strange voice from Yubing.

"Lin Hai, are you listening?" There was no response for a long time, and I asked again uncertainly.

It was Yu Bing who answered me, "Ah Hai, I'm tired, let's talk another day——"

"No—Yubing—hey—"

"Dududu-"

She hung up the phone, and my heart felt uneasy for a moment. The process of revealing my heart is always disturbing and frightening.But I consoled myself - she will know one day, so this indirect way should be a warm-up before running.

I made another call.