doomed and reversed 1

"Orphan? Lin Hai used to be an orphan?" I was surprised,

"The world is such a small place sometimes. When I was six years old, my father, mother and I went to an orphanage together. That was a monthly thing. I got to know him and I remember him being very similar to other children. It’s not the same, and it’s not the same as me at that time. He always seems to be preoccupied. But every time he sees me, he will behave very differently from usual. The aunt in the courtyard often says so. Our friendship seems to have started from that time It started." Yu Bing sighed, "Originally, my father was going to adopt Lin Hai home, but he passed away in a car accident, and then the matter was left alone, and my mother was afraid of hurting the scene, so she stopped going. That orphanage. Years passed in a flash, and when we met again, he was your father's stepson—”

"When did you meet again?" I asked.

Yubing said: "When I was a freshman, I was 19 years old."

"How did you meet?"

Yu Bing said: "Although he is a year higher than me, we are in the same major, so it's not surprising to see him."

"A freshman?" A freshman?A few messages that came out of nowhere confuse me, "But isn't he younger than you? How could he be one grade higher than you? And——he is my younger brother, and I am four years younger than you, so you are six years younger than you?" When he was two years old, he was only two years old at most? How can a two-year-old child—preoccupied?"

Yubing was silent for a while before saying: "When he was in the orphanage, he was as old as me, but why he became your younger brother instead of your elder brother, I really don't know. I only know that he was your father's stepson before he became your father's stepson , and was adopted by a family whose mother is his current mother, Aunt Xu."

"Then—what about his former stepfather?"

"Lin Hai seldom mentioned it, but his former stepfather should be gone. After Aunt Xu married your father, he followed him. It should be because he lacked fatherly love since he was a child, and he cherished your father very much."

Yubing's tone and the content of his words suddenly brought back many memories in me, and those doubts that I had selectively ignored more than ten days ago came back to my heart.I looked at Yubing, and an impulse to get to the bottom of it swept me, but I was afraid because of my sensibility.

But as Yubing said, couples and lovers need to be honest.

"Yubing, you are still Lin Hai's fiancée." I tried my best to control my tone and said carefully.

"Yes." Unusual, Yu Bing only replied with one word.

"When you were in City B, you rejected me." As soon as I recalled the scene that day, what Yu Bing said, I suddenly felt that what happened in the past fifteen days was all false.But as soon as I recalled that day, I realized that almost every night, I would think back to the scene of that day, so that I could recite every sentence and every expression of Yubing that day.

I felt my tone tremble, "That day, how much of your words were true."

I can feel Yubing's sudden increased breathing, but I can't feel her true mood. She is silent, but I think she is sorting out her thoughts and thinking about how to organize her words, because I vaguely feel that before that night , the person she likes is just Lin Hai, at least that's how she convinced herself.

Yubing often laughs and calls me stupid, but I am not a fool, and she actually knows this.

I remember what she said: When a certain moment really comes, people seem to be able to see their own hearts clearly.

Before that moment, everything was a fog.

"I was with him in my sophomore year, and he was always gentle and considerate. But in front of others, he always looked cold. At that time, he was like a cold man."

I suddenly felt that maybe I shouldn't ask, but I had no choice, "Let's sit on the sofa and continue talking." I laughed, a little far-fetched.

Yu Bing withdrew from my arms, "Are you—are you okay?"

"It's okay." I said.

She hesitated: "Let's go eat first."

"No—" I looked at her, "Yubing, if I don't listen today, I don't think I'll have the courage to listen in the future." As I spoke, I lowered my head, unwilling to look at her again.Yubing sat next to me, "Can I lie on your lap?" Yubing asked.

"Hmm." I hesitated.

Yubing lay down and looked up at me, making it impossible for me to avoid her gaze. My heart skipped a beat for a while and then settled down. She cared about me.

I finally stretched out my hand, and while playing with her hair, her cheeks, and her ears, I said, "Continue."

"On the day of his graduation, he asked me to wait in the woods of the school. He said he was going to take me to a place, but I waited for a long time and he didn't come. The originally gloomy sky finally started to rain—"

"Why don't you call him and ask him?" I asked, and then I found that Yubing's eyes looked at me changed, but I didn't understand the meaning.

"At that time, I left my mobile phone in the dormitory, because in school, I am not used to carrying my mobile phone on my body, and at that time I was wearing a skirt—"

I nodded and asked, "And then?"

"It rained heavily suddenly, and I was about to go back. However, before I got out of the woods, I met a group of people—Cheng Hai. You know what happened later."

"I know?" I was stunned for a while, but then remembered, "So after that day?"

"I started to be afraid of being in contact with boys, except him. But because of that reason, I felt that I couldn't stay in that school more and more. My mother helped me transfer and I went to another city."

"You broke up?"

"Ah."

"He agreed too?"

"No, I could feel that he was very angry, but at that time, he was still very forbearing. However, that night, he called me drunk, so I had no choice but to find him—"

Hearing this, I hurriedly put my hand on Yubing's lips. Yubing looked at me, and I could feel the corners of her mouth curling up.She moved my hand away and said: "Nothing happened, I broke up with him at that time."

Although I breathed a sigh of relief, I still said: "That was just a one-sided breakup. He is a boy who was drunk late at night and called you to come to him. Obviously, he has ulterior motives. You are really, so you went, just in case What happened?"

"He did have that intention at the time, and he was more domineering than before that night, as if his tenderness towards me had disappeared. It was no less terrifying than those people. Fortunately, my cousin was with me at the time." Yu Bing said and looked at me teasingly.

I can't help but laugh.

"Later, he and I haven't seen each other for several years. During the period when my mother was hospitalized, there were internal strife in the family. The group was already in decline, but now it got worse. I got news at the time that they intended to Push me and my mother out of Tianzheng, whether it is the urgent need for money for the operation of the mother, or the painstaking efforts my mother and my father have given to the group and the company, I will not allow this to happen." Yu Bing paused, " He found me."

I was a little disappointed, but I also knew it was true, "I know what happened later." I whispered.

But Yu Bing held my hand tightly and said, "No, you don't know."

"When I was with him, it wasn't you that flashed in my mind all the time, but at that time, I just felt that all this was hopeless. So, I could only convince myself that the person I like is him, not A you who will never fall in love with me." Speaking of this, tears suddenly overflowed from her eyes, no matter how much I wiped, it seemed like I couldn't finish it.But while she was crying, she still said: "I haven't contacted you for so long, I thought that I was in your friend's place in your heart, and I would be forgotten soon. I tried to convince myself in this way. To convince us is like I have never met before, convinced myself that the moment when he appeared in the dilapidated building that day was of great significance. Convinced myself that I had a romantic love with him as in a story. Convinced myself that I am having a normal and And good feelings, convincing myself that I'm enjoying it all."

"But you appeared in my world again. On the one hand, I was pleasantly surprised, but on the other hand, I felt scared, like a well-disguised mask, with cracks appearing. I wanted to maintain the integrity of the mask, but I was caught by you His eyes are disturbing."

"My eyes?"

"You're always looking at me, aren't you? At first, I thought it was my illusion, but finally one day, our eyes met unexpectedly."

"So you have already discovered it." I said.

The author has something to say:

It is still Mo Yubing's inner drama, there is another chapter tomorrow, it will end, and then the plot will continue to develop.

I now find that diligent coding is worth a lot of "something to say"

PS: Comment Le, do you have no feelings for the plot? [laughing and crying + embarrassment]