Long shed for thousands of miles

(23)

At the same time, a wild ghost was staggering out from the wall of the ward, when it bumped into Lu Xiaofu, it even retained the characteristics of a living person for a moment.

Ji You was going crazy, when he came to his senses, he saw Wen Xue lying on the hospital bed, wrapped in bandages and holding a bottle. Fortunately, he woke up later, and his mother walked in and sat by the bed.But Wen Xue didn't look at her.

Ji You found himself feeling very strange about Wen Xue's mother, she was someone she didn't know, but she unexpectedly felt a sense of familiarity, as if she should have recognized her.

But this sense of familiarity became insignificant after bumping into Lu Xiaofu, Ji You opened his mouth directly this time, as if there was a name rolling in his throat.

"..."

Ji You opened his mouth and closed it with difficulty. This action was repeated over and over again. For some reason, the girl in front of him was terrifyingly familiar, but every time he struggled to search for memories related to her in his mind, the sense of familiarity was like spinning Like, slowly subsided.

"We..." spoke with difficulty, Ji You wanted to ask her a question, but when he blurted it out, he suddenly realized that she couldn't hear her.

Ji Yu didn't speak, he thought for a while and fell in front of her.

She looked very painful, her eye sockets were swollen, her face was covered with makeup, her eyes were still wide open, and tears fell one by one - it was this posture when you looked closely, but from a distance Looking at it a little bit, the tears were much calmer, and when they came out of the eye sockets, they merged into a tear trail, hanging silently on the cheeks.

Ji You stared at her blankly, and touched his heart for a while.

Weird feeling.

When he reached out to look into his eyes, he was startled.

I didn't know when I was drenched with tears.

It feels like..... forgetting something very, very important.

Ji You was crying with her, the more shocked and bewildered he wanted to wipe off the tears on his face, the more he wiped off one tear after another.Although Ji You didn't know why, but he vaguely touched some doorways, squatted aside and coaxed:

"Don't cry..." Why did you cry again.

His voice stopped abruptly. Just for a moment, it seemed that this girl had cried many times, and he would comfort her every time, tirelessly, and with a little bit of pity.

At this moment, Wen Ruyi came out of the ward, and when she opened the door she staggered obviously. Hearing the voice, Lu Xiaofu looked up and met her gaze.

Neither of them spoke. Wen Ruyi opened her mouth first, but mouthed a sentence. After she finished speaking, she realized that her voice was too low to hear, so she had to raise her voice and repeat it again.

"He wants to see you."

Lu Xiaofu supported the chair and stood up. She rubbed her numb calf silently. When Wen Ruyi walked into the ward, it seemed that Wen Ruyi wanted to grab her and say a word.

And her hand seemed to have eyes, and she gently moved away before being touched.

Wen Ruyi's face turned gray all of a sudden, and even the luster on her lips dimmed a lot in an instant. She took a step back, and accidentally slammed into the door of the ward, making a "bang" sound.

Wen Xue heard the voice, looked towards the door, and said hoarsely, "Come in."

Lu Xiaofu squeezed the bag inside, and the door closed behind her. She was against the light, so she couldn't see the expression on Wen Xue's face clearly. Maybe she was looking at her, maybe she wasn't looking at her, or maybe she was looking at someone else through her. .

It was a look without a sense of oppression, different from any other look in his past. The deep despair created a new density, which weighed heavily on his heart, and he couldn't breathe.

"Can you tell me more about Ji You?" Unexpectedly, Wen Xue asked calmly.

Lu Xiaofu was silent for a while, then said abruptly: "He actually likes fried ice cream, oden and West Lake lotus root noodles."

Wen Xue remained silent, while Lu Xiaofu smiled, struggling to lift up a piece of dry land, and then raised the corner of his mouth in an arc: "But I told you the other day, you can't get it all together."

"I can." With Wen Xue's words, Lu Xiaofu shut his mouth in a daze, and couldn't even put on a smile.

"Go on."

"I don't know what to say, I'm afraid you—" Lu Xiaofu wanted to bite off his tongue after finishing speaking, and Wen Xue seemed to look at her and smiled, and said;

"It's okay, I don't care, let's talk about him... the last days."

Lu Xiaofu looked at him for a while, then put down the bag in his hand, and his expression turned indifferent.

"When he is awake, he never calls your name, but as long as he is unconscious, even if he has just vomited while holding the toilet, he will call your name over and over again."

"Ah."

"When he was diagnosed with stomach cancer, he was very happy. He said that you can finally have a deadline, so you don't have to wait any longer... But then he was secretly in a daze, thinking that he could wait a little longer."

"......Um."

"He likes you very much." Lu Xiaofu gritted his teeth and burst out these words.

Wen Xue didn't seem to notice the gnashing of teeth in her voice, and said softly: "I know, I love him too".

Ji You hesitated outside the door for a long time, and finally heard this sentence when he rushed in without hesitation.

He waited for five years, but did not wait for Wen Xue to come back, but after his death, he watched Wen Xue's sincerity gradually revealed with his own eyes.

Is it late?very late.

But the value of this sentence has not changed.Although he can no longer respond, he has actually received it, and being able to confirm love is sometimes more important than being with each other.

Ji You took a deep breath, recalling his words, ignoring the flashing palpitations in his heart.

Lu Xiaofu looked at him without blinking, because she knew that the next time she blinked, tears would come.

Finally she couldn't take it anymore, kicked her bag away with a stride, and almost wanted to pick up his collar and shake it:

"Are you a fucking idiot! Ji You is dead, you love him! Can you—!"

"Can I do something?" Wen Xue looked at her, her face was pale and indifferent, her eyes were pitch black, such thick black, like a vortex, could be involved in everything in her future life.

Lu Xiaofu looked at him, something was on his lips, but he couldn't say it anyway.

How would she express herself, hoping that he would forget Ji You's thoughts of returning to Harbin to work, marry a wife and even have children.

"He's dead... what else do you want, are you going to accompany him?"

Lu Xiaofu could only ask him with a trembling voice.

"What do you think I should do?" Wen Xue asked.

The air seemed to be stagnant, Lu Xiaofu looked at him, as if taking another breath would immediately condense into frost.

"...forget him."

Wen Xue smiled: "It's not like what you said."

"But this is what I have to say. I have done many things, and they all represent my will. Only this sentence is Ji You's will."

Wen Xue raised her eyebrows, calmed down again, and said casually: "I can't do it. How many times have I told him that his will is taken for granted, why doesn't he understand."

"But you can't keep—"

"I can. I said I want to grow old with Ji You forever."

Have you said that?Ji You smirked, he couldn't remember, but now he listened happily.

Lu Xiaofu said in disbelief: "He's already dead!"

"I know..." Wen Xue said, "I will grow old with him forever, but we are far away from each other."

When he said this, he subconsciously glanced at the sky, but the sky was blocked by the curtains, and only the night came in through the house.

The profile of the upturned head, the lines are very clear, Ji You suddenly felt familiar, and then suddenly remembered that this is what he looked like when he was 17 years old. At that time, their relationship had not been made public, there was no external obstruction, and there was no one after another. to the misunderstanding and mistrust,

Everything is so beautiful hanging in life, Ji You even has a very deep memory of his side face, so that in the next five years, he can only replay his life time and time again, looking for clues of their love.

Ji You suddenly felt a pain in his brain like a pinprick, he knelt down with his eyes empty, and then he clenched his head belatedly.

"hiss--"

It seemed that the brain was being reorganized and reassembled, pieces of parts were smashed and reforged, and he held his breath for a moment due to the pain, almost forgetting what he was.

"Ah...it hurts..." Ji You beat the back of his head with his hands in pain, his eyes were dizzy from the pain, the most unbearable thing was that in the depths of the brain, it slowly slowed down as if peeling off the cocoon. Slowly remove something.

Although it was very slow, but extremely forcefully forced him to relax his nerves, and let him send out something.

For a moment, he felt like an unreasonable child, holding his favorite toys in the mall and not letting go, and because it was impossible to stay in the store forever, he could only watch the gifts in his arms being drawn one by one. Walk.

But he is dead, he has nothing, what can he take away?

In the drowsy darkness, Ji You thought in a daze, holding his head with his fingers, because of excessive force, he pulled out snake-like blue veins.

Can't let go—!

Ji You gritted his teeth and followed his consciousness, but vaguely felt that he was going to lose something precious again.

No matter what you can't let go.

The pain coming from the brain became more and more obvious, Ji You pressed his teeth against the tip of his tongue, and still let out intermittent, unhidden cries of pain.

He didn't know who he was resisting, what he was resisting, and what he was guarding.

But he just stubbornly felt that if he let go this time, he would definitely lose something very important and very important.

"Wen Xue...Wen Xue...."

As if he had found a life-saving straw, Ji You recited the name tremblingly. If he had a knife now, he would definitely engrave this name on his arm or any part of his body without hesitation.

Occasionally mixed with his uncontrollable painful sex, but Wen Xue's name has never been broken.

"My love...Wen Xue, lover...Wen, Wen Xue."

I don't know how long it took to read this name, but Ji You's hands became weaker and weaker. He only felt that his mouth was not dry, but there was a name that he gradually couldn't pronounce.

what is it then.

Ji You was about to cry anxiously.

"My love—"

A drop of rain melted into the mirror-like water surface of the West Lake, followed by a patter of light rain, which inextricably fell on the land. Hangzhou ushered in the first rain in August.

"--who is it?"