Long shed for thousands of miles

(two)

When Ji You woke up again, his eyes were full of whiteness.

I am not dead?

As soon as he sat up, he looked around in disbelief, and there was still a faint smell of disinfectant in his nose.

He is very aware of his disease. When the gastric cancer was detected, it had already metastasized to the lymph nodes, and the hope of being cured was so slim that it was almost impossible.

Ji You has never been afraid to speculate on himself with the worst guess: I will have such good luck?

At this moment, there was the sound of the door opening, Ji You looked up quickly, but saw Lu Xiaofu who came in.

I don't know how long it's been since I saw her. She couldn't walk steadily on her haggard path. When she walked towards Ji You, the soles of her feet were light and her eyes were empty. Ji You thought that she must not have applied blush, and her complexion was almost worse than that of a patient like him.

It must have scared her before.

Ji You sighed softly: "It's all my fault, I will tell you in advance next time I have a physical condition, okay?"

Lu Xiaofu became emaciated, and walked over without paying attention.

Ji You said again: "Okay, don't be angry."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Xiaofu trembled his lips and shed two lines of tears. At this moment, she came to her side, and Ji You clearly saw that her eyes were red and swollen.

"Xiao Fu?" Ji You felt something was wrong, but he couldn't tell, he tried and called her again.

Lu Xiaofu knelt down beside the hospital bed, buried his face in the white sheets, at first he was still weeping slightly, and Ji You felt uncomfortable when he heard the unceasing weeping, then he opened the door of a box and began to cry Crying loudly, how miserable and miserable it is.

Her voice was like a machine with a disc stuck, and like a broken sack with air leaks. She cried several times and almost lost her breath. Ji You looked worried about her and reached out to touch her head.

But he saw his hand passing through Lu Xiaofu's body.

Ji You froze.

Slowly withdrew his hand back the way he came, and as expected, his hand went straight through Lu Xiaofu's body, all the way unimpeded, Lu Xiaofu's head and hair didn't even move, and the chestnut-colored hair lay quietly .

"Xiao Fu...?" Ji You trembled uncontrollably, trying to pull her shoulders to make her look up, but his hands passed through her body countless times and collided in the void.

"What's going on..." Ji You was suddenly overwhelmed by a terrifying and unbelievable thought, he tried to stand up, but he was in mid-air in an instant.

He lowered his head, while Lu Xiaofu was still crying beside "him".

So it was... so it was.

Ji You lowered his eyes.

He landed next to Lu Xiaofu, and because he had learned from the past, he no longer touched her head directly, but put his hand on top of her head, as if he still had the warm touch from his life.

Lu Xiaofu shrugged his shoulders and cried loudly, as if the tears were endless.

Ji You stared stiffly at himself lying on the bed, covered with a layer of blue cloth.

He slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to lift the cloth to take another look at himself, but his hand repeated the same mistakes, passing through his body.

Ji You trembled suddenly, and retracted his hand belatedly.

It turns out that this is death.

He couldn't even look at himself for the last time. Instead, as a bystander, he witnessed the pain of important people with his own eyes.

Important person.Ji You thought.

Wenxue, will you be sad?

Ji You felt as if he smiled and got the answer.

Wen Xue will not be sad, because he will be kept in the dark all his life, in the beautiful and gentle village that Wen Ruyi created for him.

Although the former comrade has died in an unknown place, the story will not end like this.

For those who do not love me in this life, their children and grandchildren will spread rumors that they are in love with the secret me.

Ji You thought evilly.

But what if, what if... he still loves me a little bit.

Ji You thought sadly.If he still loves me a little bit, if the rabbit dies and the fox is sad, there is no reason for him not to care at all, right?

If Wen Xue was a little sad, he would be twenty times sad.

The past five years have been like a one-man show, and Wen Xue walked away, which did not prevent him from getting deeper into the show.

Putting down his hands in a daze, after all it is too cruel to stand on the sidelines in front of his relatives, Ji You hesitated for a long time before walking out of the hospital.

The hospital, after all, is the place where he was born and buried, and he has a greater sense of belonging than his rented room.

It's just that this one is too broken.

Looking at the fuzzy signboard of the hospital washed by time, Ji You thought sadly.

Before I was alive, there was a man who said that he would give me glory and wealth, and for a long time, he almost lifted me up to the sky. When we were together, he often sweared and vowed to be good to me.

Funny how I ended up dying alone in a crappy hospital.

Ji You sighed, not knowing whether he was complaining about Wen Xue or deliberately making himself feel uncomfortable.

He touched his heart, but he didn't touch anything.

There is no longer a living heart beating in that spot, but it still hurts to think of him.

"It's a crime."

Ji You left the hospital, and walked backward against the flow of people on the busy avenue.

The body passed through the bodies of countless people, and he didn't know where to go.

In fact, there is a place.

Ji Youyou reminded himself not to think about it, the more clearly he remembered it.

The thought of "going back to him" simmered in his heart, Ji You was so frightened that he called himself cheap.

Five years ago, she knelt in front of Wen Ruyi and swore that she would never return to Wen Xue's side in this life.

But I am already dead.

Ji You walked in panic, and whispered Wen Xue's name, finally he didn't have any burden, and he didn't have to worry about retribution, just read his name.

On the contrary, this is the first time they feel close to Wen Xue after being separated for so many years.Wen Xue, Wen Xue, how much hopelessness do you have to go through before you feel that life and death are the shortest distance?

I am afraid that he will have a good life, and I am afraid that he will have a bad life; I am afraid that he will remember me, and I am afraid that he will not remember me.

All kinds.

Maybe it's better to meet him.

Ji You is masochistic and suddenly determined to find him.

Just take a look and leave.

When Ji You came back to his senses, he had already arrived at the airport.

He thought to himself, how much faster this was than when he was a human being.

Ji You has never been on a plane before, so he wandered around the airport curiously, and finally bumped into a flight for Harbin that was about to take off.

Ji You drifted over, and heard the flight attendant say, "There are 236 people on this flight."

"236 people, plus a ghost." Ji You added, but it's a pity that the living can't hear it.

Walking into the airliner, Ji You darted through several seats, and when he was displaced, he stopped suddenly.

On the seat near the window of the passenger plane, sat a young boy with a very clear curvature of his face, dark pupils, and the overly dark eyeliner had a "naturally cruel" taste.A jacket was slouched over him, and stylishly modified combat boots adorned his long, straight legs.

Just sitting there, some girls who were packing their luggage were dumbfounded.

Ji You was also stunned, not because of how handsome he was, but because that young man was so much like the old Wen Xue.

Ji You held his breath and watched for a long time before slowly passing by.

"Wen Xue—?" He asked uncontrollably.

Of course there is no answer, Yin and Yang are separated, and people and ghosts go their own way, this is not a joke.

Ji You closed his mouth sadly, and stood beside the strange young man.

The real Wen Xue might disappoint me, so staying with the fake for a while is also a kind of consolation.

With such a silly idea, Ji You stood beside him.

At this time, the flight attendant once again broadcasted a reminder that the plane was about to take off.

Ji You was a little nervous and had a bad premonition.The wheels are gradually rolling on the runway, and the huge fuselage of the plane is getting ready for takeoff.

And when the plane was sliding, the people and scene in front of Ji You instantly backed up, he turned around in a panic, the boy, the people around him and the seats were leaving him quickly.

"Swipe—" When the chaotic and retreating world receded like a tide, Ji You finally saw the facts clearly.

The airliner passed through his body expressionlessly, carrying a full load of passengers into the sky.

And he only exists in a parallel space. There is no means of transportation in the world that can carry away an undead.