Not to blame

"Next, let's take a look at this formula. This is actually a common formula, and our previous steps are to change it into this..."

"Tut duk duk" Chen Yucheng knocked on the door, "Teacher Fang, let me find Cheng Jiayi."

Teacher Fang nodded, but Cheng Jiayi sat in her seat and refused to move.Teacher Fang asked, "What's the matter, Cheng Jiayi? Are you feeling unwell?"

Cheng Jiayi shook her head, hesitating to speak, but Chen Yucheng knocked on the door frame impatiently: "Don't dawdle, hurry up."

She turned pale and slowly moved out of the class.As soon as she left the class, Chen Yucheng took her to the meeting room, locked her behind her back, and leaned against the door.

"Where did you get the video from?"

"What, what video? I don't know." Cheng Jiayi pretended to be stupid, and Chen Yucheng suddenly kicked over the table next to him. The table knocked down the chair behind it with a loud "bang", and the table and chair fell to the ground together, knocking Cheng Jiayi I shuddered.Chen Yucheng yelled at her: "You don't know what to say again?! Do you think I can't beat women?"

Cheng Jiayi started to cry softly, and Chen Yucheng was upset by her crying, kicked her on the stomach, kicked Cheng Jiayi several meters away, and fell to the ground with a thump.Cheng Jiayi whimpered in pain, clutching her stomach for a long time without getting up. "The video... I bought the video with a gay man, and I have asked him to delete it. This is the last one... I just want his family to help him, what's wrong with being gay, he still wants to be with girls... "

"What are you farting? It's none of your business that he's gay?" Chen Yucheng was so angry that he picked up a box of pens on the side of the podium and threw it at Cheng Jiayi, hitting her face. The chalk box fell open, and the chalk spilled All over.Chen Yucheng sneered, "Do you think he will have sex with you if he is straight? I will break it back if he is straight. He can only be with me in this life! You show the video to his family? His family is A bunch of bad guys! Fucking change of hand, he was sent to the Internet Rehabilitation Center. If I hadn’t gone there quickly, I would have given my life there. You still want to help him? You fucking murdered you!”

Cheng Jiayi was covered in ashes, she covered her face with her hands, and sat on the ground sobbing.Chen Yucheng walked over and stood in front of her, and said slowly:

"Cheng Jiayi, man is doing what the sky is watching. Once again, I don't care if you are a woman or not, I will still make your life worse than death."

"It's all about you! It's all about you..." Cheng Jiayi stared at him with rabbit eyes that were red from crying, "Do you think you can stay with him for a long time?"

Chen Yucheng frowned, "What do you mean?"

Cheng Jiayi just smiled coldly and didn't answer.

Mo Xinxu was not at school, and Chen Yucheng was not in the mood to stay, so he asked for leave and ran out to play with Luo Luo.Luo Luo approached the art test and still practiced intermittently. The two of them ordered a glass of wine at the bar and started chatting. Luo Luo looked through WeChat to find some people who could make a date. Chen Yucheng suddenly asked:

"Lolo, have you ever chased a boy?"

Luo Luo snorted coldly, "Am I still chasing boys? My mother gave me a look, and they rushed to me one after another."

Chen Yucheng said, "...then what should I do, I have never chased after him."

Luo Luo became interested, "What? Do you want to confess to Mo Xinxu?"

Chen Yucheng coughed, "...I have this idea."

Luo Luo patted him on the shoulder, with the expression that his pig has finally learned how to bow cabbage: "It's easy to say, just say it directly, I like you and want to have a date with you, isn't it over?"

"After I broke up with him last time, I mentioned it to him..." Chen Yucheng tapped his temple with his wrist, and said with a sad face, "He didn't agree."

"I don't blame you for being so fucking inhuman." Luo Luo glared at him, "But this time you saved someone, I guess he was very touched, if you mention it again, it might be enough. Doesn't he like you a lot, before you messed with that little bitch Lu Fanjin, he could bear it, so it doesn't matter how many times you write."

Chen Yucheng, "Fuck you..."

"But let me tell you the truth, you, a seasoned lover, can easily catch you if you want to flirt. It seems that this time it's true love, and it's all about me." Luoluo said earnestly, "Treasure it, old Chen."

Chen Yucheng, "...you two of us in the first year, you have the nerve to call me old?"

Luo Luo smiled secretly: "You are six months older than me."

Chen Yucheng, "...fuck you!"

After staying in the hospital for more than a week, Mo Xinxu was finally discharged.Chen Yucheng took him to have a big meal, went to the amusement park to play around, and finally took him to the downtown square for a walk.Mo Xinxu may not be fully healed yet, her emotions seem light, and her movements are not very large.The two sat down on the bench in the square. Chen Yucheng held Mo Xinxu's hand and asked him, "Is it cold?"

"It's not cold." Although the tip of Mo Xin Xu's nose was red, her voice was very clear.

Chen Yucheng felt relieved and leaned closer to his ear: "Listen to the song? I'll sing it for you."

Mo Xinxu didn't expect that he could sing, "Okay."

Chen Yucheng leaned close to his ear, and sang in a low and soft voice:

君の声が咱いいいるような気がした

(Your voice seems to be crying)

だけどなんでそんなに笑っているのかな

(but why are you smiling)

today も who か に兴せが配られたろうか

(Is anyone distributed to happiness today?)

Jun はそう言って、笑って吃いいるんんだ

(You say that with a smile and tears streaming down your face)

人はまた欲しいものを拍い合って目が晚んだ

(People are still driven to fight each other by desire)

should be を see lost った

(Lost my eyes and missed the reality in front of me)

それを谁が価値あると决たものか、

(The value is determined by others)

Meaning

(Or a hypocritical thing with a meaning attached to it)

こんな世界じゃenemyも味方も居ないさ,

(There are no enemies or companions in this world)

だから君は吃いいるんだろう, one person weeps いているんだろう

(That's why you cry, and you cry silently by yourself)

いつだって反けての言葉など无駄、と呟いた言葉 (You always whisper that it is useless to ask others for help)

気pay いてよ, servant 気持ちを

(Hurry up and feel my mind)

君が恶いな日々のこと、报われたいと望っていること、

(times you hate prayers you long for in return)

知っているよ.fen kat tei ru yo

(I know all I know)

それをsurely したい

(I will also agree)

君に兴せをbuy っている who か が near ni る っ て こ と, forget れ な い で

(Please don't forget that the person who can bring you happiness is by your side)

This song is one of Mo Xin Xu's playlists.When he came back to his senses, Chen Yucheng had finished singing and said in his ear:

"I love you."

Time seemed to stop at this moment.Mo Xinxu's heart skipped a beat, and she turned her head to look at Chen Yucheng's face. Chen Yucheng pecked him on the lips, then looked into his eyes seriously, and interlocked his fingers.

"I love you. Stay with me," he said. "I'm sure it's not like, it's love."

Mo Xinxu blinked nervously, and he whispered, "Am I dreaming?"

Chen Yucheng lowered his head and smiled, "Want to have a sexual dream?"

Mo Xinxu blushed, and he turned his face away, not wanting to be seen by Chen Yucheng's embarrassing expression.After a while, he suddenly said: "The two of us, can we not tell others?"

"...Ah?" Chen Yucheng was a little out of sorts, "What do you mean?"

"I'm really tired, I don't want to deal with the outside world anymore..." Mo Xinxu lowered her eyes, "I don't want to be known by others."

Chen Yucheng felt distressed seeing him like this, so he could only coax him and say, "Okay, then don't tell. No one will tell."

Mo Xinxu smiled at him, the smile was a bit forced.The atmosphere was awkward for a while, and then Mo Xinxu said:

"I've booked a ticket for the day after tomorrow..." Mo Xinxu said softly, "I'm in a bad state and I want to relax."

Chen Yucheng hadn't finished digesting one thunderstorm, and another thunderstorm exploded him for a long time before he could react. He asked in a daze, "...where are you going?"

"Go to City C." Mo Xinxu comforted him, "I'll be back in a while."

Chen Yucheng asked: "Are there still tickets? I'll go too."

"I want to go alone." Mo Xinxu leaned back on the bench very tiredly, it seemed that even breathing was exhausting. "Don't worry, I can take care of myself."

Chen Yucheng took a deep breath to slow down, and compromised: "Okay. You must contact me more, otherwise I will be worried, baby."

The sudden change of address made Mo Xin Xu's face burn again. Seeing him shy, Chen Yucheng leaned over and asked, "Why, do you like me calling you that? Baby?"

"Hmm... I like it." Mo Xinxu nodded, "Don't you... feel nauseous?"

"How is it possible." Chen Yucheng replied naturally, "You are so sweet, you don't feel tired of anything."

Mo Xinxu was so molested by him that he had nothing to say, so he could only lower his head.Chen Yucheng smiled and asked, "Honey, why don't you invite me to have a taste?"

"People, there are a lot of people..." Mo Xinxu's voice became smaller and smaller, Chen Yucheng refused to let him go, and almost pressed his face, and the warmth of his breath rushed to his face: "There are few people Is the place all right?"

"Uh-huh……"

"That can't be done," Chen Yucheng pretended to be angry, but he couldn't hold back his laughter, "You won't just have a taste in a place with few people..."

"Got to wipe it clean, baby."

omit one night here