he is little sun

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination were released, Xiao Xu waited for the news at Lin's house.

The two were nestled in the living room, and Lin's mother was also very anxious. From time to time, she stretched out her neck in the kitchen to ask if the message had arrived. Lin Fangfang said no, and she went into the kitchen again.

Lin Fangfang's heart was pounding. Although he had worked hard this year, for things like exams, seven points for hard work and three points for luck. trembling.

Xiao Xu was much calmer than him, and patted the back of his hand comfortingly. At this moment, the phone rang, and Lin Fangfang shivered in fright, but the sound of the message came from Xiao Xu's phone .

Lin Fangfang stammered anxiously, "You, open it and take a look?"

Xiao Xu looked like he had the chance to win, but in fact it was impossible for him not to be nervous at all. He took a shallow breath, opened the information page, and it turned out to be a result notification.

The two leaned together to look at the numbers. A few seconds later, Lin Fangfang screamed and jumped up from the sofa, grabbing Xiao Xu's arm and jumping up and down. Lin's mother heard the movement and ran out of the kitchen, " Are the results coming?"

"Mom, Mom, Xiao Xu surpassed the first line by more than 80 points." Lin Fangfang was happier than the person involved, and he was about to hang on to Xiao Xu. He clasped Xiao Xu's arm and said in a high voice, "Xiao Xu, 211 You can choose between 985 and [-]."

He smiled so much that he showed a row of white teeth, Xiao Xu was also infected by him, and his eyes were rarely bent.

Xiao Xu did so well in the exam, Lin Fangfang was naturally overjoyed, but his message hadn't arrived yet, he groaned for a while, then sat down, sat on the sofa, raised his eyes and muttered, "I'm sure I don't have such a high score as you. "

"Are you discouraged before the news comes?" Xiao Xu reached out and pinched Lin Fangfang's face while Lin's mother was away.

The waiting time that followed was long and boring. Every second passed, Lin Fangfang’s torment grew longer. He ran around like an ant on a hot pot, checking his phone from time to time, but there was no movement at all.

After 10 minutes, the phone vibrated and a notification sound came out. Lin Fangfang felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and his hands trembled uncontrollably. He thought it was such an exciting time in his life.

Three years of hard work were all concentrated at this moment, Lin Fangfang looked at Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu encouraged him, "Open it and have a look."

Lin Fangfang's fingertips trembled. He clicked on the information box and stared at the words on it. The atmosphere suddenly froze. Lin's mother came out and asked cautiously, "How many points?"

Lin Fangfang squeezed the phone hard, his emotions were too complicated to describe, and his voice seemed to be choked in his throat, "36 points beyond the first line."

Lin's mother was still holding a shovel in her hand, and she immediately burst into a smile when she heard it, "Success, Lin Fangfang, you are not bad, I will call your father to announce the good news, a book, it is amazing."

Yes, Lin Fangfang thought, he is not bad, but compared to Xiao Xu, he is far behind.

The distance of 50 minutes is enough to separate him from Xiao Xu.

Lin Fangfang didn't have such big ambitions before, even a second book was enough for him, but he tried so hard to keep up with Xiao Xu's footsteps, but he could only look at Xiao Xu's back from afar, he couldn't catch up up.

He passed the exam, but Lin Fangfang was extremely disappointed. Over there, Lin's mother excitedly called Lin's father. Here, Xiao Xu pulled Lin Fangfang into the room and locked the door.

He squeezed Lin Fangfang's palm and said softly, "You are already fine."

One sentence made Lin Fangfang's eyes instantly red. He raised his wet eyes to look at Xiao Xu, and choked up, "I'm not good, I'm not good."

He wanted to go to the same university as Xiao Xu, but he was not as good as Xiao Xu, so who could blame him.

Xiao Xu sighed and rubbed his face, "How old are you, still crying?"

Lin Fangfang pushed him lightly, "Why do I love to cry?"

Isn't it okay for him to feel uncomfortable?

Xiao Xu hugged him tightly, "Then you cry."

Lin Fangfang rubbed against his arms angrily, and said in a nasal voice, "I don't cry, I just took a test, why should I cry."

Talking nonsense, Xiao Xu was amused by him, and pulled his face into a smile, "Who said I love to cry just now?"

Lin Fangfang sniffed, "Can't I be joking?"

Xiao Xu laughed out loud, "Okay, as long as you like it."

Lin Fangfang wiped his face, and looked at Xiao Xu with bright eyes. He used to read novels, and the couples had different grades in the college entrance examination. One of them would always say that he wanted to go with the one with the low score. What about Xiao Xu?

He pursed his lips and looked at Xiao Xu expectantly.

Xiao Xu saw through his thoughts immediately, reached out and tapped his forehead, and said, "You don't want me to apply for the same school as you, do you?"

Lin Fangfang was choked, he thought so, but said firmly, "I didn't."

"Fang Fang," Xiao Xu slowly closed his smile, with a serious expression on his face, "Even if you have such thoughts, I can't promise you this time."

Lin Fangfang was stunned for a moment, he knew that Xiao Xu's thinking about his own future was understandable, but at this moment, Xiao Xu's words were really hurtful, his throat tightened, and he said with difficulty, "I didn't say..."

He's not an ignorant person, just think about it, how can he really make trouble for no reason and ask Xiao Xu to definitely go to the same school as him.

Xiao Xu was silent, the two were not thinking about the same thing, he also wanted to go to college with Lin Fangfang, he was even worried that their relationship would fade if they separated, but if he didn't work hard to make himself a better person Man, what capital will I have to confess in front of the Lin family's parents in the future.

He wanted to fight for more confidence, for the two of them.

But seeing Lin Fangfang's disappointed expression, as if he was also surrounded by layers of fog, he stretched out his hand and squeezed Lin Fangfang's neck, coaxing softly, "Don't be sad."

Lin Fangfang pursed his lips, "I didn't fail the exam, I have nothing to be sad about."

He turned over what happened just now, and he was lively again, tilting his head, "It's you, you did so well in the exam, what reward do you want?"

His tone was too much like an elder's to a child, Xiao Xu was taken aback, tilted his head to smile, moved his lips symbolically, and asked for a kiss.

Lin Fangfang sniffed, hugged Xiao Xu's neck generously, and kissed him on the cheek.

Xiao Xu laughed at him, "There's a lot of thunder and little rain."

Lin Fangfang blushed slightly, held Xiao Xu's cheeks, and pressed them heavily on his lips, even deforming Xiao Xu's face, then let go of Xiao Xu and said, "Student Xiao, are you satisfied?"

Xiao Xu wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him in. He accurately searched for the two warm lips, and deepened that light and tender kiss.

In the last summer vacation, the two of them were naturally glued together. They traveled to Sanya together, climbed mountains to watch the sunrise together, and did all the procedures that a young couple should do.

The school Xiao Xu applied for is outside the province, and Lin Fangfang is still in this city, but the distance between the two is actually only three hours by high-speed train, as long as they want to, there are many opportunities to meet.

It's just that when there is separation at last, the closer the school starts, the more uneasy Lin Fangfang becomes.

Since he and Xiao Xu have known each other, the two haven't seen each other for more than three days, so it's inevitable that they will be separated at this moment.

Xiao Xu's school started a week earlier than Lin Fangfang's. It was Lin Fangfang who sent him to the high-speed rail station. He saw Xiao Xu disappear in the waiting hall with his own eyes, and Xiao Xu said goodbye to him on the elevator.

Yesterday, when the young man waved his hand and disappeared into the sea of ​​people, he recalled every detail of the two of them, from Xiao Xu's indifference to him, to his little acceptance, until now they are inseparable, it took them six years.

Lin Fangfang didn't want to cry, and he didn't want Xiao Xu to see him cry, so he pulled the corners of his mouth vigorously, waved his hands vigorously, even though his eyes were blurred by tears, not a single tear fell.

As soon as Xiao Xu arrived at the school, he called Lin Fangfang and said that he would be very busy with reporting these two days, and he would chat with Lin Fangfang when he had free time in the evening.

Lin Fangfang sat on the bed in a daze, thinking about the lines of the idol drama, and silently recited, the first day Xiao Xu was away, and missed him.

Lin's mother came to ask him to eat, and Lin Fang, who had been lost for a day, just lifted up his spirits.

After a few days, Lin Fangfang can be regarded as not thinking about food and drink, and he is not used to the life without Xiao Xu, but before he could go to the next door to play with Chen Shi.

Even Chen Shi is gone now, he seems to have grown up overnight, and all the people he relied on are gone.

Wang Qi was the only childhood playmate who had contact with him. Knowing that he was going to college, Wang Qi specially made an appointment for him to practice.

Wang Qi is now working as a mechanic in an automobile factory, and the child apprentice naturally runs into obstacles everywhere. He told Lin Fangfang that he regretted not studying hard at the time, and now people look down on him.

Lin Fangfang did not hypocritically say that you still have a chance now, he knows that some things have been missed, no matter how hard you pull them, you will not be able to pull them back.

Everyone is responsible for their own choices.

But fortunately, although Wang Qi has left the society, he still seems to be as aggressive as he was when he was a child, and he speaks outspokenly. Lin Fangfang and him can still chat.

I don't know how to say it, so I went around to Xiao Xu.

After many years, Wang Qi is still brooding over Xiao Xu's indifference back then, but now, Lin Fangfang can finally truly say for Xiao Xu that he didn't do it on purpose.

He revealed a little about Xiao Xu's situation to Wang Qi, he said everything that should be said, and didn't reveal a single word that should not be said. After hearing this, Wang Qi sighed and sighed again and again. Why didn't he think that Xiao Xu was so miserable at the time? Xi.

Lin Fangfang was so amused by his tone that he couldn't help but miss Xiao Xu again.

Wang Qi said, "If you hadn't been determined to play with him at that time, I wouldn't have taken a liking to him, but yes, without you, Xiao Xu might not know what he would be like now."

Lin Fangfang thought, at that time, no one understood why he had a hot face and a cold butt, but he himself knew that maybe from the first time he saw Xiao Xu, he was destined to get close to that indifferent young man.

He raised his neck to prevent Wang Qi from seeing his strangeness, he ate in a hurry, thinking silently, Xiao Xu, I miss you.

I miss you so much.

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sweet and sour~