he is little sun

The autumn wind was bleak outside the window, and the two people in the ward who had been hit by the cold wind cuddled tightly together.

Chen Shi's hand was wrapped in Zhang Shaoran's palm, and the coldness gradually warmed up.

"Have you eaten the plum candy I gave you?" Zhang Shaoran stroked his thumb.

Chen Shi nodded, "It's all well hidden. How about you? Fang Fang said you're fine. I know he's lying to me. You've lost weight."

In terms of thinness, Chen Shi is now more like a paper man. Zhang Shaoran suppressed the pain in his heart and shook his head, "I'm really fine, but you, hurry up and take care of your body. You promised me to go back to school. Go to the movies with me."

"Is that movie coming out?"

"It's released, I'm just waiting for you and me to watch it."

"Stop burning," Chen Shi said softly, with watery eyes in his gentle eyes, "You have to promise me that even if I'm not at school, you'll be fine..."

"I don't like you talking like this," Zhang Shaoran interrupted him suddenly, his eyes widened, as if he would never compromise, "If you dare to make trouble, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life."

Chen Shi sighed.

"It was you who pulled me back on track, you couldn't just leave me behind halfway," Zhang Shaoran raised his head, stubbornly not wanting to cry in front of Chen Shi, "I won't let you go either, the two of us together Work hard, okay?"

Chen Shi showed a little smile, nodded, and suddenly said, "Go help me and call Xiao Xu in, okay?"

There was not much time left for him.

Zhang Shaoran was taken aback, "Why?"

"I have something to say to him." Chen Shi reached out and touched Zhang Shaoran's head, "Listen to me."

Zhang Shaoran turned his face away, let the tears fall, and stood up reluctantly, "I'll call him."

Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu were waiting outside. They were afraid that Father Chen would come back, so they dared not slack off. Ten minutes later, Zhang Shaoran came out, but he said that Chen Shi wanted to see Xiao Xu.

Xiao Xu was also a little surprised, but he still entered the ward, only Lin Fangfang and Zhang Shaoran were left outside the door.

Seeing Zhang Shaoran leaning against the wall slumped, Lin Fangfang's eyes were all red, and thinking why Chen Shi wanted to see Xiao Xu, he didn't know how to react for a while, so he could only continue to wait quietly outside.

After a while, Xiao Xu entered the ward.

Chen Shi leaned on the bed, saw him coming in and smiled at him, Xiao Xu walked over, and asked softly, "What do you want from me?"

Chen Shi's smile faded slowly, "My parents plan to send me to the United States for treatment, and my heart can't take it anymore."

Xiao Xu shrank his eyes, quietly looking at Chen Shi who spoke in a flat tone.

"After I go this time, I don't know if I will be able to come back." Chen Shi's eyes were very confused, he thought for a long time before he focused, "Fang Fang is a child, I don't want to tell him about this, for fear that he will be sad. "

But Chen Shi didn't know Xiao Xu well, Xiao Xu was a little confused, and Chen Shi answered it for him in the next sentence.

"You can't hide the look in your eyes when you like someone. I know Fang Fang likes you." Chen Shi looked at him tenderly. "I watched Fang Fang grow up. I hope he is happy."

Xiao Xu wasn't too surprised. He thought, the way he looked at Lin Fangfang must be different, as delicate as Chen's, so why didn't he notice it.

"Xiao Xu," Chen Shi's voice faded to the extreme, "It's hard for me and Shao Ran to have a good result, and I don't even know if I can see him again in the future, but you are different from Fang Fang, you have healthy bodies , Uncle and Aunt Lin watched you grow up together, and your obstacles are much smaller than ours."

Chen Shi looked deeply at Xiao Xu, as if he wanted to see through him, "But if you don't have full confidence to persevere, then stop here."

The ward was so quiet that only the breathing of the two could be heard, and the sound of footsteps coming and going outside and talking came in, and time froze for a moment.

"I won't give up." Xiao Xu's voice was very soft, but with great firmness.

Chen Shi still looked at him, noncommittal, for a long while, "Xiao Xu, I may not be able to contact anyone after I leave. If I don't come back, please say something for Zhang Shaoran and me so that he doesn't have to feel betrayed. Follow whoever you like, and forget about me."

Xiao Xu turned his face away, his eyes were dim and hard to distinguish, "You will come back."

Chen Shi smiled, his rippling smile was like summer and autumn flowers, but he slowly shed tears, "I hope so."

Xiao Xu thought that he would never forget this day in his life. He walked out of the ward slowly, and Lin Fangfang immediately surrounded him and asked how he was doing. At that moment, he suddenly felt fear.

In this life, people are most afraid of life and death. How lucky is he to meet Lin Fangfang? How can he allow a bad ending?

But he just shook his head and didn't tell anyone the news that Chen Shi was going to leave - in the face of life and death, even his feelings had to be compromised.

Chen Shi wanted to leave simply, and wanted them to freeze in the last moment, so Xiao Xu would not break it.

He will always remember his promise to Chen Shi, and it will never end here. He will do his best to strive for a happy ending for himself and Lin Fangfang.

Chen Shi left, and there was no news when he left, and Lin Fangfang couldn't find anyone when he went to the hospital again.

The Chen family's apartment was vacant, and Lin Fangfang could no longer look up at the gentle young man in the window. The frangipani flowers fell and bloomed in front of the door, but no one would stand in front of the flowers and smile softly .

The Chen family didn't leave any news. Even the Lin family, who had been their neighbors for more than ten years, couldn't get in touch with them. Lin Fangfang sometimes wondered whether those ten years were just a dream.

In the dream, there was the gentlest and strongest Chen Shi, and the lawless and domineering Zhang Shaoran.

He took a detour from school several times to go to Zhang's house, and met Zhang's parents twice, but Zhang Shaoran was nowhere to be seen. Later, I heard that he broke ties with his family, did not go to school, and did not go to school. He never returned home, and no one could find him.

Lin Fangfang dreamed that when they first met, under the moonlight, Chen Shi and Zhang Shaoran were chatting and laughing in the flower garden, one was full of sternness and caring, the other let the other party mess around with crooked eyes.

When you wake up from the dream, you will be empty.

Xiao Xu later said that when Chen Shi called him into the ward that day, he had already revealed the news of his departure—this person was usually so gentle, but he left so resolutely that there was no room for anyone to hold him back.

Does he also know that even he can't escape after having a concern.

The meeting between Chen Shi and Zhang Shaoran at the hospital at that time seemed to be a farewell. No one knew when Chen Shi would come back, and no one knew where Zhang Shaoran had gone.

Each side of the sky, meet indefinitely.

The college entrance examination came in a blink of an eye, and thousands of people struggled day and night for the exam, all for these two short days. Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu were no exception.

They once discussed which university to study in, and finally unanimously decided to take the long-distance test.

Lin Fangfang knew that they both had knots in their hearts. Chen Shi and Zhang Shaoran were discovered by their parents at the university in this city. They didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, but they also knew that sooner or later they would face each other.

One day is just one day.

The day of June bakes the earth, as if it wants to cook everything in the world. Parents waiting for the candidates stand in a pile in front of the school, like dumplings full of boiling water, squeezed one by one, an incredible number.

The moment Lin Fangfang stepped out of the examination room, he suddenly felt the pressure all over his body relax. He didn't ask his family to pick him up, and he agreed with Xiao Xu to meet under the big tree in front of the school. He squeezed through the crowded The crowd, the sticky sweat all over his body made him uncomfortable.

After finally squeezing under the big tree, he stood on the round platform and looked for a familiar figure across the crowd. The heat made him dizzy.

In a halo, Xiao Xu could be seen squeezed in the crowd from a distance, he tried his best to wave his hand to Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu's gaze locked on him immediately, and came towards him.

Lin Fangfang was anxious to see Xiao Xu, so he jumped off the round platform and walked in Xiao Xu's direction. The scalding heat seemed to burn people, and he stood opposite Xiao Xu in the annoying weather.

There was glistening sweat on his forehead, Lin Fangfang wiped it with his hand, grinned at Xiao Xu, and complained jokingly, "You are so slow."

Xiao Xu hooked his lips, and reached out to wipe away the sweat from Lin Fangfang's nose. He stared at Lin Fangfang's blushing face, and suddenly came closer to take the exam bag in Lin Fangfang's hand, and quietly wiped it with his warm lips. Pass Lin Fangfang's cheek.

No one noticed, but Lin Fangfang turned red in the face.

Xiao Xu covered it up with an exam bag and hooked his little finger, Lin Fangfang was overjoyed.

They crossed the noisy crowd and bowed their heads in silence, but they all knew each other's thoughts.

The author has something to say:

Two more!

The story of Zhang Shaoran and Chen Shi has come to an end for the time being. As for their ending, it is up to everyone to consider for the time being.

I will write about them in the future.