she has two faces

Jiang Yuan saw the girl with messy hair hurried out the door, and disappeared around the corner of the corridor not long after.

Before the door was closed, he turned around to go in, but backed away when he saw his sister wiping tears with the back of her hand.

The age difference between him and Jiang Di is too great, and the generation gap doesn't know how many layers have been separated, let alone the other party is a girl, and it is not convenient for him to say a lot of things, so he has no way of knowing what Jiang Di is thinking. .

The last time when the little sister and the little mother ran away in anger, he only learned a little about the ins and outs, but it was still hazy. Until now, more than half a year has passed, and it is really unacceptable to end up in such a ridiculous situation. .

He didn't understand this feeling very well, but he didn't find it so hard to accept that it became a shame like Jiang Guangye did.

Just like when Chen Xintang vaguely said that he likes it in the car that day, he was not disgusted at first, but shocked the most, and then he became flattered, at a loss, and didn't even know how to unbuckle his seat belt. He was silent for a long time and jumped out. He said "don't talk nonsense".

It was only later that he realized that his own words were a bit hurtful, but unfortunately the young man had already gone so far that it was difficult to meet him.

Love is something that does not distinguish between ages, and everyone is entitled to it, but no one is qualified to point fingers except the person involved.

The "you don't understand" placed by the elders because of the shackles of age is like a silver needle, a long needle under care. , but also smiled and said nothing.

Even at his age, the top of his head is still under the control of his father. No matter how old a person is, there will always be someone older than you who will dictate your life. It is just a question of whether you are willing to obey or whether you are willing to resist.

The tall man stood outside for a while, and finally looked at his sister inside.

The girl still maintained the original posture, in a daze, without any vitality at this age, as if all expectations were taken away, leaving only an empty body, lingering in the world.

It hurts people.

Jiang Yuan thought for a while, but pushed the door open and went in. Jiang Di didn't lift his head, and waited for Jiang Yuan to sit on the chair beside him, then he drooped his eyelids and called soft brother.

Jiang Yuan reached out and touched the girl's hair, which was also weakened due to poor health, and asked, "Did you quarrel?"

Jiang Di said calmly, "We broke up."

She could still feel the bloody smell from Xu Deng's kiss, as if it had been bitten off in advance. When the lips touched, there was messy breathing, and when the tongue moved, there was a strong dissatisfaction.

At the end, he suddenly let go, turning into a complicated look.

Does she hate me?

Jiang Di didn't dare to think about it. She felt that she had nothing. After so many years of torment, she was tortured terribly and got nothing. However, she had no home to spend her money on, and she had no property to let her wander.

Jiang Yuan didn't say anything else, he withdrew his hand, and asked Jiang Di seriously: "Xiao Di, brother is on your side, if you have any decision, just tell me."

Jiang Di glanced at him.

"I'll think about it."

She feels very tired now, and she doesn't know what to do or what she can do.

Thinking about it carefully, growing up so big, she actually has no real hobbies, nor does she have anything in particular she wants.

The superficial hobbies can be cultivated, and because I have never been able to get what I want, I have not pursued it so fanatically.

Freedom is stolen.

She lowered her head, glanced at the well-bandaged wound on her wrist, and finally called out to Jiang Yuan: "Brother."

"Can you...help me find a better psychiatrist?"

Xu Deng put on her hat as she walked out of the hospital. It was very windy outside, and the visibility was fairly high today. She didn't even count as wearing a mask, and she didn't plan to go home so early.

She didn't know where she was going, her heartbeat returned to normal, but her mind was still not completely calm, Jiang Di's lifeless eyes were always dangling in front of her eyes, which gave her a headache.

But she has no way to blame the other party. After all, this failed love was stopped by her parents with great pains, and there was no chance to break free.

After all, everyone is under the control of others, so how can we abandon everything chicly.

She waited at the bus stop for a long time, but she didn't find the one she wanted to take, so she just got on one and went wherever she wanted.

Her initial fear of the big city has long since disappeared, and such aimlessness can slightly offset her bad mood.

She always felt that Jiang Di was a deeply hidden pessimist. She hated herself more than she dissatisfied with others, and because she had no other choice, she turned it into venting on her own body.

Very cowardly, you can go to the Counseling Games to compete.

But Xu Deng has no choice but to cast aside, because a certain part of the two of them overlaps, and it is too difficult to empathize with each other. I can piece together a little bit of compatibility. After such a peaceful breakup, there is nothing she can do about it. The reluctance to get rid of as soon as possible has been fermented into a kind of worry.

She still hopes that the other party can cheer up.

At least the Jiang Di who got rid of the usual pretentious and gentle Jiang Di, who started the car and walked away, picked up the microphone and sang, is still very attractive.

So much so that it made the lifeless person just now look like a fake.

But there is probably no need to convey these worries, after all, they are completely over, and they broke up peacefully.

There was no special commemoration of each other's first love in adolescence. I didn't go to imitate others to get a non-mainstream tattoo, and I didn't take any photos of changing faces. At most, I went out to live for a few days and did it in my own space. Something that feels very close to each other.

The city is very bustling at night, decorated with lights, the passing vehicles have become a scene, Xu Deng still can't help but think of when she and Jiang Di were in Wuzhuang, they went to the ferry to take a boat after nine o'clock, Jiang Di It's boring to dislike the electric ones, so I rented a paddle boat, but the two of them were exhausted, and they docked halfway.

Jiang Di went up first, sticking out her tongue with a weak face and reaching out to pull her.

In the end, he was dragged back by Xu Deng, and fell on the boat, with a bang on the back of his head, and finally howled a few times miserably, and then grabbed Xu Deng's trousers, preventing him from leaving.

The weather was very good that day, the stars and the moon were shining together, reflected on the water, and the lights on both sides of the river were sparkling.

Jiang Di looked at her with a smile, and almost rolled over. She pouted, and she had to kiss Xu Deng to get up.

"No."

Xu Deng tugged at his leg being held by someone, feeling very speechless.

Jiang Di refused to let go, howling louder and louder.

Xu Deng was afraid that the boss collecting the money would rush over and drive them away, so he finally lowered his head and picked up Jiang Di's hat to cover their faces, and quickly kissed each other.

Jiang Di was desperate, knowing that Xu Deng would not kiss her in full view, so when Xu Deng lowered his head, he turned around and bumped into her.

Say yes.

The neon lights are actually similar, except that you can’t see the stars here, and the pollution is so serious that you even have to take a picture of the blue sky and post it on Moments to marvel.

Thinking of Jiang Di's frown, she finally sighed.

If you're not happy, it's better not to have started in the first place.

It's better not to regret it, her thoughts are diverging at the moment, and she thinks seriously that if she didn't go to Orange Harbor that day, didn't go there and said that she wanted to sue, maybe the two of them would not have contacted in private, nor would they There is today.

She would go through the boring high school years and continue to live alone in a groggy state.

Jiang Di is still the campus goddess. Although the fakeness makes her feel a little disgusted, she will not be locked up at home by her parents, take some unnecessary medicine, and become the half-dead look she is now.

The bus bumped back and forth, Xu Deng was sitting in the last row and felt his mind was in a mess, and the cold wind blew for a long time when he got off the bus.

This is the North Fourth Ring Road, and I have never been here.

She was walking on the side of the road with her earphones turned on loudly. Except for a little red eyes and a little swollen lips, there was nothing unusual. She still remembered to buy milk tea for this troublesome Xu Shu, and bought a cup of perverted hot. It's warm, just right.

After walking for a long time, at a fork in the road, she suddenly remembered that Jiang Di had mentioned that Chen Qianzhan's tattoo shop was here. She had thought of this in the car just now, and she wanted to try it on a whim.

She wandered around a few more times, and finally found a tattoo shop that was said to be Boss Chen's in a corner.

Apparently it's closed, it looks like it's about to close down, there's a dim light on, the floor is messy, and a woman is bending over to sweep the floor.

Xu Deng walked in, and tentatively called out: "Crap?"

Chen Qianzhan turned his head to look, and let out a cry.

"Where did you come from? You can find all of this."

The little girl holding the milk tea was stunned, "It's really you."

In fact, she hasn't seen Chen Qianzhan for a long time. The last time she saw her was when the other party sent her to elope with Jiang Di. After so long, Chen Qianzhan's hair has not been cut, and it seems to grow freely, making her look A lot of mothers.

However, the elder sister's grand temperament still exists, and she is still the same when she looks back.

A little foolish.

But a little haggard.

Chen Qianzhan smiled, "I can't recognize it, but my hair is a little longer."

"Why are you here? You found it by wandering around?"

She put the broom aside, saw Xu Deng's broken lips and red eyes, and said, "What's wrong?"

Xu Deng sniffed, "We parted ways, and said we would come to this place to get a tattoo."

Chen Qianzhan hummed, "You broke up with that stinky girl Jiang Di?"

There was no surprise on her face, "If we break up, we will break up. Don't be desperate. Does your mouth hurt? Do you want a tetanus?"

Xu Deng: "...I bit it myself."

Chen Qianzhan: "Oh."

"I don't really understand you young people."

"Forget about tattoos. I won't open this store. You can try another store, or I can find it for you. It's more reliable."

Xu Deng didn't really care, "Forget it, why don't you turn it on?"

She bought a cup of Bawang pomelo, which was still iced. It was so sour and refreshing in winter, and her mouth didn't hurt so much.

If I had known it would be fine to bite Jiang Di, I couldn't bear to be a fart.

They broke up anyway.

"I'm going to S city," the room was actually cold, Chen Qianzhan didn't even zip up his coat, and he was wearing an elderly bottoming shirt inside, probably because Xu Deng came and didn't bother to clean up, so he said while zipping , "Do you have something to do? I'll come back tomorrow and pack it up. I'll take you home."

As a result, she forgot that her hair was quite long now, and when she pulled the zipper, it got stuck in it, and she hissed in pain.

Xu Deng sipped his grapefruit tea and watched indifferently.

When Chen Qianzhan freed her hair, she stood aside and watched the play when she saw the little girl.

"Are you going to City S? What about Gao Yan?"

Xu Deng stood at the door, watching Chen Qianzhan lock the door.

"Gao Yan?" The woman plucked her hair, which is now about the same length as Xu Deng, "We broke up."

Xu Deng: "Huh?"

breakup season...

"It's too annoying, I can't bear it, I want to run away."

Chen Qianzhan's speech has always given people a strange convincing force, and it is obvious that his speech is very frivolous.

"Oh……"

Chen Qianzhan didn't ask the little girl about her relationship. The girl sitting in the passenger seat looked pretty good, but she was actually a little obviously sad.

Break up, inevitable.

Chen Qianzhan, who has a lot of experience in dating since junior high school, didn't take it seriously at all.

In fact, she felt that the two were unlikely at the beginning.

When I was young, the adults said that your love is all for fun. At that time, I was not convinced, and felt that I must prove it, but after a while, I was verifying that sentence.

At this age, it is actually quite difficult to talk about a relationship that is happy for both parties. The object is too important to be too aggressive. That kid Gao Yan is always going to die, and there is also a mean parent. Chen Qianzhan can't be provoked. After thinking about it, I still go away.

When sending the two little girls to the station, she had a premonition that the two were about to break up, but she didn't expect it to end until now.

She still knows who Jiang Di is. That kid thinks too much. In fact, he is like this when he is a teenager.

Encountering enlightened parents is considered smooth, and unenlightened parents are considered disasters.

"Don't be too sad, let's talk for a few more paragraphs and try."

Chen Qianzhan said with a smile.

Xu Deng lowered his head and asked Chen Qianzhan, "Then do you still like Gao Yan?"

Chen Qianzhan was startled by this sudden turning point, she thought for a while, "It's okay, I don't particularly like it."

"Then how can you not like it?"

"No, I don't want to, go away, or talk a few more times?"

Where is the standard answer to this question.

Chen Qianzhan thought the little girl was so cute, she turned her head to look at Xu Deng's frown, "There's no one who immediately dislikes like pressing delete after breaking up."

"Either I don't like it for a long time, or I have to forget it slowly."

"Then if I don't see you, go farther away, what else do you want to do?"

Xu Deng looked at Chen Qianzhan, in fact, she herself desperately needed an answer.

"then you

The author has something to say: Have you gone far? "

Chen Qianzhan asked back.

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