love to love

They all went to Wen Han's house together.

Entering the house, Wen Han saw his mother lying on the kang, not angry, not the same as he remembered.

Not to mention cancer patients, even many people who suffer from other diseases have been exhausted with the serious illness to the end, and they are not adults anymore.The woman lying there was also young and healthy before, but now, it makes people feel sad and can't bear to look directly at her.In the end, it will turn into a handful of loess and die forever.

Wen Han knelt in front of his mother, picked up the old man's hand, put it on his cheek, called "Mom" loudly, wailed, and finally cried out. There were many people in the room, and all the people present were Infected by this scene, he began to sob again.

When he didn't see what his mother looked like, Wen Han never imagined that the old man would become like this, and his heart felt like a knife.

Illness can destroy everything a person has, including all the good things in the past.

Lu Hao stood among a group of people, leaning on the door frame, looking at Wen Han who was heartbroken, and really wanted to go up and hug him, and tell him that there was a man named Lu Hao on his shoulders.

According to Wen Han's local customs, the funeral takes at least three days.During this period, many folks from the village, from far and near, came to help.The people in the valley are no better than the people in the city. The people in the city are indifferent, while the people in the mountains are warm.It is customary that when someone needs help, they will come without greeting, and the folk customs are simple and honest.

Wen Han doesn't look like his father, but the way her mother looked before she left makes it impossible to imagine what she looked like in her early years.

Lu Hao saw an old photo on the mottled wall in the house, it was not big in size, maybe it was a wedding photo of Wen Han’s parents when they were young, it was slightly yellowed, both of them were young in the photo, Wen Han’s mother was very pretty, She looks like a loving mother.Don't ordinary people say that a child looks like a mother? Wen Han really looks more like his mother, Lu Hao thought.

It's a busy day and there's always someone to help.At night, when it was time to keep the vigil, there were relatives and friends staying behind, but it was indeed not as noisy as during the day.

Wen Han's eldest sister was married a long time ago, and the child is seven or eight years old, which is no longer the age to cry freely.Wen Han's second elder brother is a daughter-in-law who just married two years ago. This year, he just gave birth to a fat boy, and the baby still needs someone to take care of him, so Wen Han's second sister-in-law naturally couldn't keep watch at night.

Wen Han's father is getting old, and his family's affairs mainly depend on the three siblings taking turns. When it's time for Wen Han to change shifts, Lu Hao also wakes up with Wen Han.Said he was awake, but in fact Lu Hao didn't sleep at all.As long as there is any movement in Wen Han, Lu Hao will listen with his ears sideways.

Wen Han pushed Lu Hao to tell him to sleep in the room again, Lu Hao shook his head, the two dark circles under his eyes were no smaller than Wen Han's.Wen Han whispered a few more words, but Lu Hao still didn't listen.It's a long night, and it's good to have someone to accompany you.Wen Han also let Lu Hao, a guest, go his own way.

During the whole process of the funeral, Wen Han didn't shed much tears.Luckily, Lu Hao followed all the way, afraid that Xiaowen would not be able to bear it, with his small body, following the huge blow, it always felt like he would suddenly fall down in the next second.

In fact, Wen Han is stronger than anyone else, but Lu Hao underestimates men.

The school gave Wen Han a week off, but Lu Hao couldn't just stay with Wen Han for a week. After staying for three days, Lu Hao answered the phone and said he had to go back first.

Before walking, Hao said to Wen Han, "I'll pick you up when I'm done with work in a few days."

Wen Han nodded.

Lu Hao didn't know that when he drove away, Wen Han watched him at the door of his house for a long time. It was so long that he couldn't see Lu Hao's car, and he stood by the door for a long time before entering.Only the cars were left, and the long loess dust was flying.

Just after entering the courtyard, Wen Han's second brother was in a hurry to find him. He saw the second brother was holding an envelope in his hand, and inside was the red grandfather Mao, left by Lu Hao.

Wen Han looked down, not knowing what he was thinking.What the second brother didn't see was that under Wen Han's too long forehead hair that should have been trimmed long ago, the circles of the hidden eyes were red again.

Past

Lu Hao really did what he said, when the time of the week is approaching.Lu Hao really came to pick up Wen Han.

So far, it would be absolutely false to say that Wen Han has no thoughts at all.It is impossible for Wen Han not to be moved, except for his parents, no one has treated him so well.

Lu Hao, who was standing in front of Wen Han, didn't look very good.In just a few days, Lu Hao's face was covered with clouds, as if it was going to rain.

Wen Han thought it was because my mother was gone, why did he look worse than me.

Wen Han was sitting in the car on the return journey, and when he had nothing to do, he glanced at Lu Hao who was driving beside him from the corner of his eye.Obviously unusual low air pressure, very typical, this is not Lu Hao's style.

After a few days, the two met and barely spoke, and Lu Hao looked exhausted and in a bad state.Wen Han didn't say much, just kept silent.He thought, Big Brother Lu has something on his mind, so he will naturally say it when he wants to.

When Lu Hao drove to Li Zeyu's bar, Wen Han didn't expect Li Zeyu to come back.Before he entered, he found that the door was unlocked. As soon as he opened the door and entered, he saw Hu Rui and Li Zeyu arguing about something.

When the two saw Wen Han who pushed the door and came in, they both stopped talking immediately, and there was a tacit understanding between their hearts.

"When did Brother Li come back?" Wen Han asked as the three approached.

"I came back when you were away." Li Zeyu replied.

"I am sorry for your loss!"

"I am sorry for your loss!"

Li Zeyu and Hu Rui spoke in unison, and after speaking, they were both surprised and looked at each other.

Hu Rui patted Wen Han on the shoulder and said, "You can't come back to life after death, you have to be careful."

Wen Han nodded heavily.He called out in a low voice, "Brother Rui!"

Hu Rui gave Wen Han a big hug firmly.

Li Zeyu stood aside, looking through the lens, there was an inexplicable emotion in it.However, only he himself knew this emotion, and the other two hugged each other without knowing it.

The four of them were on the second floor above Li Zeyu's bar, in the living room of Li Zeyu's house, drinking alcohol.This time it is rare for Wen Han to join the ranks of alcoholism. As the saying goes, "One drunk can relieve a thousand sorrows", but he has forgotten the saying "Use alcohol to relieve sorrows and make sorrows worse".

Everyone didn't remember who opened the wine first, anyway, the living room was filled with all kinds of wine aromas.

The four of them didn't speak, the atmosphere was depressing, but unexpectedly harmonious, and no one wanted to break the silence.Xiaowen couldn't hold on while drinking and fell down first.

Seeing Wen Han lying motionless on the table, Hu Rui said with his tongue out, "Zeng...Zeng Temple is not full of wine! (It's really too much to drink)" Then he took a few sips of wine, and after a while he was lying on the ground. He was motionless on the table.

Li Zeyu's gaze stayed on Hu Rui who was lying on the table, hunched over, his posture was very difficult, and he looked very uncomfortable.

Li Zeyu drank a lot, but he was definitely not drunk.He stood up and pushed Hu Rui, Hu Rui muttered a few words of unknown meaning, and he didn't know what he was talking about.Li Zeyu sighed, and carried him up to his bedroom as if accepting his fate.

Not long after Li Zeyu came out of the room, when he returned to the living room, Lu Hao was still drinking heavily.When he sat down next to Lu Hao, he said, "Then what do you think?" Lu Hao paused, put the wine bottle on the table, and leaned against the back of the sofa without speaking.

After a long while, a hoarse voice came out: "I really hate, I hate him...!" Listening carefully to the voice, one could tell that it was from Lu Hao, probably drunk too much, accompanied by a seemingly indistinct I choked inside like an illusion.

"It's useless for you to hate." Li Zeyu glanced at him and continued.

"I'm so worthless for my mother!"

"Look ahead, how many years has Auntie been gone."

"That was my mother for so many years, how miserable she was when she died!"

Li Zeyu stopped talking, he always knew about Lu Hao's fucking matter, even though he had been in other cities for so many years, he had no contact with Lu Hao.But his contact with Hu Rui has never been interrupted, from letters to telephones and computers, it has never been interrupted.

Hu Rui and Lu Hao have a good relationship, so Li Zeyu knows almost everything about Lu Hao.The main thing is that Hu Rui usually talks a lot of nonsense. This letter is completely a hero. It doesn't matter whether it happened to him or someone else's family.It's hard for Li Zeyu not to know.

"Actually, the old man is quite pitiful. He married someone he didn't love, let alone died, and even his only son hated him. That's not counting. His son also only likes men. The old Lu family is considered unprecedented." Li Zeyu This person really doesn't know how to comfort others. It's completely useless to play such a poor emotional card at this time!

"If it wasn't for their couple, my mother wouldn't have died so early!" Lu Hao yelled loudly.

Li Zeyu didn't know what to say, Lu Hao didn't make a sound, and the two began to drink in silence again.

It is necessary to mention the past here. The ins and outs of the matter are as follows: Lu Hao’s father had a lover when he was young, and the two were inseparable when they were passionately in love.In the end, Lu Hao’s grandparents found out about it, and they firmly disagreed. The reason is not because the little girl’s family is too poor, so what’s the use of looking good? It's a big hit.Then Lu Hao's grandparents quickly found a well-matched daughter for Lu Hao's father, that is, Lu Hao's mother, and urged them to get married.

During the blind date, Lu Hao's mother fell in love with Lu Hao's father immediately. The young man has regular eyebrows, tall and handsome, and fair skin.As for Lu Hao's mother, it is not difficult to say