love to love

Still riding to Lu Hao's house, he thought: "Life is so fragile."

Due to the occurrence of the accident, traffic jams were caused, and the colors of the traffic lights were alternately changing, but at this time it was useless.Looking at the tragedy on the ground as if mockingly high above...

Wen Han rode his bicycle downstairs to Lu Hao's house, thinking that Lu Hao was still sleeping, but found that Lu Hao was standing downstairs cleaning the car.Seeing Wen Han coming, Lu Hao grinned and said "Morning".

Wen Han looked at Lu Hao's face back and forth several times, to make sure that Lu Hao's complexion seemed to have really recovered, so he was relieved.

He was still thinking about how good Lu Hao's physique is, and he seemed to be fine in just one night, completely unable to see the sickly look of the day before.

Lu Hao looked at the contents of Wen Han's bicycle basket, and roughly guessed the intention of the other party's visit.He picked up his things by himself and put them all in the trunk of his taxi.

Wen Han couldn't understand, and before he finished saying "Hey...", Lu Hao snatched Wen Han's bicycle, locked it, put his arm around Wen Han's shoulders, and said, "I know there is a place, hurry up It's a great job, let's go eat together."

Wen Han was somewhat uncomfortable and unaccustomed to being held by Lu Hao's shoulders.He was grateful to this person, who had helped him a lot before, and at first he thought they were friends.But after everyone confessed their sexuality, Wen Han felt that something was different from before.

He didn't know if Lu Hao also had this experience.The only thing Wen Han knows is that he doesn't know how he will face Lu Hao in the future. He feels that even if he and Lu Hao both like men, between him and Lu Hao... nothing will happen...

He is grateful to Lu Hao from the bottom of his heart, and hopes that Lu Hao is his brother and his friend, but he never thought that Lu Hao might become his lover...

Besides...Lu Hao never said that he likes him, and Wen Han felt that he was too crazy and ridiculous, but it was just casual hooking shoulders and backs between men...how could he be so crazy.

But... What if... What if Lu Hao really confessed to him?He also felt that this could happen...

Neither of them spoke on the road.

Wen Han just followed Lu Hao, thinking at the same time, and was finally taken by Lu Hao to an open-air booth in front of a small restaurant.

The tables and chairs were covered with layers of greasy, shiny black, accumulated over the years.Despite this, the early stall business is still very hot.

Lu Hao is a frequent visitor here, first he went directly to the stove and took out a few thin biscuits and put them on a plate, then scooped up two bowls of haggis soup and brought it to a table, telling Wen Han to eat it while it was hot.

After the two sat down, Lu Hao began to eat.Wen Han took a bite of a biscuit, chewed it, it was a delicious biscuit, fragrant and crispy, although it was a biscuit that I had never seen before, it looked a bit like a flatbread, but the taste was really good.

However, the biscuits were delicious, and Wen Han was determined not to be used to the haggis soup, but Lu Hao didn't say hello, and served Wen Han a big bowl without asking, and he didn't want to save Lu Hao's face.

Wen Han ate a few mouthfuls of sesame seed cakes, frowned and drank a small mouthful of soup. After eating and drinking, the bowl of soup still seemed to be the same, not much different from not drinking it.

When Lu Hao quickly finished his share of food, he found that Wen Han on the opposite side was still staring at the bowl of haggis soup with bitterness and hatred on his face.

"Don't force yourself to drink if you don't like it." Lu Hao said to Wen Han.

Wen Han raised his head, blushing, he was told by Lu Hao, he stuttered and replied: "It's...it's not that I don't like it, it's just...it's too hot."

After finishing speaking, as if even he himself didn't believe it, he quickly lowered his head, looking at a loss.

Lu Hao laughed out loud when he heard this, but didn't say a word. He reached out to take the bowl of soup in front of Wen Han, and drank it in big gulps.

Wen Han raised his head in surprise, and looked at Lu Hao in disbelief. His cheeks were hot, and even his ears were tinged with a thin layer of red.

Lu Hao doesn't think he's dirty, Wen Han thought to himself.

After breakfast, Wen Han rushed to pay for the breakfast.The two walked back to Hao's house together, but still no one spoke.

Lu Hao whistled as he walked, looking in a good mood.

Wen Han could feel that Lu Hao was in a good mood, but he couldn't figure out why, probably because the breakfast was delicious, Xiao Wen came to the conclusion silently.

He looked at Lu Hao's side profile, the morning light shone on Lu Hao's wheat-colored, angular face, and coated the fluff on the man's face with a thin layer of golden light, looking... a bit handsome.

"It's because I was thinking too much. Maybe Brother Lu didn't think about what to do with me at all." When thinking this way, Wen Han relaxed, and his mood also improved miraculously along with Lu Hao's infection.

The two turned into the community, and the community was full of trees, some of which were very old trees, basically they couldn't be named, the trees were lush and full of vitality.

The birds chirping among the trees is crisp and melodious, and the morning air is fresh and pleasant, comfortable and comfortable.

It would be great if it could be like this all the time. Wen Han thinks that his current life is pretty good, very comfortable, and he likes it very much.

Come back home

On the road of life, no one is smooth sailing.Even the proud son of heaven, there will always be times when he doesn't follow his heart, let alone an ordinary person.

Most people in the world live like ants, with many trials and tribulations one after another.When you feel happy, in fact, pain is watching you quietly in the dark, waiting to knock you to the ground, and hope will bring you back up again, and help you stride across, across this road Kaner.

To live is to practice.

The predictable and unavoidable pain appeared again on Wen Han's cultivation path.

When Wen Han received a call from home, his whole body seemed to be taken away, his hands were shaking, his lips were trembling and he wanted to speak, but he couldn't make any sound at all.He scolded in his heart that he should have thought of it a long time ago. It is impossible for his mother's condition to improve, and it is even more impossible for him to recover miraculously after surgery. That dream was probably his mother saying goodbye to him.

When the bad news came, Wen Han was still at Lu Hao's house.After the two of them had breakfast, Wen Han planned to clean up Lu Hao's house, which was like a pig's nest.

When the doctor told Wen Han that his mother would not live long, he had also thought about it, but when the facts came before his eyes, "soon" was so short, so short that he was not yet mentally prepared, but death came unexpectedly Arrived.

Wen Han's family on the other end of the phone hung up the phone, but Wen Han was still standing there stupidly, and there was a meaningless and annoying beeping sound from the phone.

Lu Hao took off the mobile phone in Xiao Wen's hand, took his head and buried it in his shoulder, Xiao Wen's tears flowed on Lu Hao's clothes, it was warm and humid, and the tears seemed to flow into Lu Hao's clothes. heart.

Wen Han asked for a leave of absence from the school and explained the reason for the incident. The school leader was very reasonable and offered to give Wen Han a week's leave, telling him to mourn.

It may be that both of them lost their mothers, and Lu Hao felt that Wen Han was as pitiful as himself.Didn't the famous nursery rhyme say that a child without a mother is like a grass.

Now the two of them are no one wants grass, Lu Hao thought to himself mockingly.

Even Lu Hao himself couldn't tell why he followed Wen Han to Wen Han's hometown to attend the funeral of the man's mother.Just out of pity, it may not simply constitute the motive for this entourage, it must be because of worry.Men's mental state is really bad.

On the way Lu Hao drove Wen Han back, Wen Han sat in the co-pilot with his eyes closed all the time. Lu Hao always wanted to look at him while waiting for the red light, but he never opened his eyes.Wen Han's face was frighteningly pale, bloodless, and a little transparent, making people feel unspeakably sad.

Wen Han's hometown is exactly as Lu Hao imagined, just like all the remote small valleys in countless TV dramas or realistic documentaries, adding a bit of bitterness to the poor man, folks They all face the loess and their backs to the sky.

Wen Han was still far away from the house, and saw his elder sister and second brother guarding the door, obviously waiting for him.

His elder brother has good eyesight. He saw him in the distance at a glance, bumped his elbow on his sister's arm, and then pointed his finger. His sister also saw Wen Han at once. Wen Han also ran staggeringly, and the three siblings finally arrived at the same place, all with red eyes.

Wen Han wiped his eyes, took a breath, and asked his sister, "Where's Dad?"

His eldest sister said: "I'm watching at home." After a pause, she continued: "Dad said, I'll wait for you to come back, but Mom...Mom...Mom still hasn't waited..." Sister Wen Han said I started crying again, I really couldn't go on, the tears really fell down like broken beads.This situation made Wen Han's second brother, a country guy, start to sniff his nose repeatedly, and Wen Han, let alone mentioning it, began to choke up silently again.

The three siblings hugged each other and cried. The time seemed to be as long as a century, but in fact it was only a minute or two, and the pain was always unbearable.

Wen Han's second brother raised his head and saw Lu Hao standing behind Wen Han. He quickly wiped his face and patted Wen Han's shoulder to signal him to look back.

Wen Han turned his head, only then remembered that Lu Hao had accompanied him all the way back.He rubbed his temples and told his elder sister and second brother that they were his friends.

This is the first time that Wen Han has never brought home any friends in so many years, but under such circumstances, Wen Han's brothers and sisters just nodded their heads to say hello.Lu Hao can understand in his heart, whoever has such a big event in his family, how can he be in the mood to greet other things.

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