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Ren Yang was about to reach out to help him, but Li Shangshui stood firm and took two steps back.

With his back to the light, Li Shangshui looked at Ren Yang's dark and bright eyes, which seemed to be filled with stars, shining with light that he dared not look directly at.He lowered his head guiltily, pulled the strap of his backpack with both hands, like a primary school student who made a mistake, and whispered: "I'm sorry, I thought... you two had a crush on each other... I was meddling in my own business."

Ren Yang: "..."

He and Xu Ruxin really look like a couple?Are there any couples who unceremoniously run on each other like them?He can't understand.

He sighed, took a step forward and raised Li Shangshui's chin, forcing him to look directly at himself: "Look at me, Ah Shui, Xu Ruxin and I have known each other for three years. Couple relationship. You don’t have to feel awkward between us in the future, you can treat her as an ordinary friend or a transparent person, don’t always try to match us, remember?”

Ren Yang's serious voice was deep and sweet, which made Li Shangshui's heart thump, his eyes became brighter, and there was a meaning that Li Shangshui couldn't see clearly.Li Shangshui didn't know where to put his gaze, so he just said "uh" vaguely, and broke away from Ren Yang's hand, his tone was a little hasty: "You can't speak well, you have to move your hands."

Ren Yang quickly touched Li Shangshui's face, and then returned to his usual foolishness, smiling: "Ah Shui, are you blushing? Your face is very hot. I didn't expect you to be so irresistible to teasing. What should you do in the future?" Looking for someone?"

The optical fiber was very dark, and Li Shangshui was facing the light behind his back. Ren Yang couldn't see his face clearly, so he touched it.

Li Shangshui's face burned even worse, but he didn't want to become angry, so he could only suppress his anger and gritted his teeth, "Don't bother you."

Just now Ren Yang really went too far, the two men were so close, Li Shangshui could smell Ren Yang's breath, it was too inappropriate to joke around.

Ren Yang pretended to be calm, but in fact he was not very calm.Just now, when Li Shangshui's chin was pressed with his fingers, he felt the urge to kiss him directly. The ancients said "Don't look at the man under the lamp", and the proverb passed down for thousands of years really has its truth.

The atmosphere is just right, and the other party is so good-looking, he can't be regarded as a normal man without impulsiveness.Ren Yang comforted himself in a self-deceiving way, thinking that he would have to masturbate again in the shower, so he couldn't hold back.

But Li Shangshui was having trouble sleeping, and the long breathing of his opponent Ren Yang became a source of noise to him.He is not an innocent, ignorant young man, and he is not unfamiliar with sex and desire, but he can't calm down the panic in his heart. He dare not think deeply about the source of this panic.

When he finally fell asleep in a daze, Li Shangshui was still thinking: "Tomorrow I will get up early and run two more laps. I will vent my exuberant hormones in another way, and I will hurt my body."

It would be great if someone who was in the middle of a dream also had this awareness.

When he went to work again, Ren Yang told his boss that he would not come again.The boss nodded to show that he understood, and said that he could persist for a month, which is already very impressive, and let him visit often in the future.

Li Shangshui decided to continue working here. Two more full-time workers came to the store, so he won't be too busy in the future. The wages here are not low, and every time he comes to work part-time, he also takes care of the meals, which can help him save a lot of money.

After closing in the evening, the proprietress cooked two extra dishes, saying it was a breakup meal for Ren Yang.

Ren Yang couldn't laugh or cry: "It's not that I won't come here in the future. I will definitely come here to eat and drink frequently when Ah Shui is here. Madam, if you do this, I will feel embarrassed to come."

The proprietress: "Come on, just come! Take your little girlfriend with you when you come, I like that girl very much."

Ren Yang had black hair, and subconsciously glanced at Li Shangshui, who was eating silently with a smile on his face, as if he didn't care.So he explained: "That girl is not my girlfriend. She doesn't like me, and I don't deserve her. The proprietress shouldn't say that in front of her."

The proprietress looked like I understood, and that I was from here: "Young people, I like you to chase after me, and you don't know who is really good to whom until the end. Come on, I am optimistic about you!" After finishing speaking, she stretched her arms and patted Patted Ren Yang on the shoulder to show encouragement.

This is really getting darker and darker, Ren Yang simply stopped defending, and accepted the encouragement frankly.

The boss sat by the side with a cigarette in his mouth and listened silently. Then he asked, "Are you still looking for a part-time job in the future? Or should you just study hard at school?"

"Before the National Day of the [-]th National Day, I was busy with you. I finally took a day off and lay down. Besides, Ah Shui is a good student, and I can't do it part-time. So I want to study hard during this time. By the way Rest and rest." Ren Yang said these words without blushing.

Li Shangshui made up the knife coolly at the side: "If you listen carefully to the class and don't sleep every day when you have nothing to do, you don't have to worry about your studies."

"That's why I feel more at ease with you by my side."

Li Shangshui: "..."

The boss looked at the two young people who were young and willful, and couldn't help feeling envious: "Oh, if I had studied hard with my brother back then, I wouldn't have been doing business here every day. Young people, cherish the people in front of you." And the opportunity in front of you, don't waste time."

Li Shangshui nodded after listening, expressing his deep understanding.

After dinner, even if he formally said goodbye, Ren Yang would not have to run around to serve people in the future, so he was very excited on the way back.

"Ah Shui, the salary is also paid, do you want to spare some time to buy a mobile phone? Or should I buy it for you online?"

It was autumn now, and the night wind was chilly. Ren Yang, who was still wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, couldn't help shivering, and rubbed his hands with goosebumps on his two arms.

Li Shangshui was wearing a long-sleeved shirt. Seeing that Ren Yang was cold, he took off his schoolbag and handed it to Ren Yang: "Holding it can protect you from the wind. It's okay, it's not convenient to surf the Internet with an old mobile phone, but I only need about [-]. "

"If you want me to get you the schoolbag, just tell me." Ren Yang took the schoolbag and hugged it tightly in his arms, only then did he feel that it wasn't so cold. Li Shangshui's body temperature was still on the back of the schoolbag, "Don't worry, I promise Choose one with high cost performance for you!"

"Well, shall I give you the money now?"

"No, wait until I get the phone. Let's go back to the dormitory, I'll buy it for you right away!"

Ren Yang said that the wind is the rain, and couldn't wait to drag Li Shangshui back to the dormitory, put his laptop that had been on standby all year round in Li Shangshui's arms and let him choose first, while he himself ran to the bathroom.

Li Shangshui: "..."

He suspects that Ren Yang is simply anxious...

However, what Ren Yang didn't expect was that he forgot to turn off the movie he secretly watched while Li Shangshui was not in the dormitory last night. When he turned it on, the player's screen was still frozen on an indescribable screen.

Li Shangshui: "..."

He was a little speechless, how popular is Ren Yang?He was about to turn off the player, but he didn't know where his hand touched, and the video started to play by itself. The heroine in the movie showed exaggerated sex from the screen, which made Li Shangshui break out in a cold sweat.

He quickly turned off the video, and then quietly looked around the dormitory. Gao Weitao was concentrating on arguing with others, Niu Junzi was wearing headphones and didn't know what he was doing, Chen Yun hadn't come back as usual, and Liang Xijin is still not in the dormitory.

Seeing that no one cared, he felt relieved.

After the video was turned off, Ren Yang's private collection folders suddenly appeared on the screen. There were quite a lot of them at a glance, and Ren Yang also added tags to each film, such as "uniform", "swimming pool" and "heavy weight". Tastes”…the list goes on and on.

Li Shangshui was about to close the folder when Ren Yang suddenly asked from behind: "How are you watching?"

Li Shangshui was caught off guard that he got so close that he could smell the scent of soap on Ren Yang's body, so his body froze, and he looked at Ren Yang with a pale face, without saying a word.

When Ren Yang saw his expression, he felt that something was wrong, and quickly looked at his computer screen. It was only when he saw it that he realized it. At the same time, he was so embarrassed that he had to touch his nose and laugh dryly: "Haha, so what, I have a lot of collections, right? Another day Let me see, haha."

In fact, boys will watch movies, but after all, this is a private thing, and it will still be a little embarrassing if it is found out.If Gao Weitao met, Ren Yang might not be so embarrassed, but now that the other party is someone he once thought of, the embarrassment will be even higher.

Although Ren Yang said these words with a smile, he still had no idea in his heart, so he could only pretend that nothing had happened.

Li Shangshui looked away expressionlessly, got up and gave up his seat, and said, "You choose, I don't understand either, I'll go to the bathroom."

Ren Yang sighed, and had to sit down, hoping that Li Shangshui would not be affected psychologically.

Li Shangshui went to the bathroom to calm down, and couldn't help persuading himself that it was nothing, it was a normal physiological need.But a certain place did not listen to persuasion, and was still in high spirits, showing no tendency to bow its head.After enduring it for a while, Li Shangshui stretched his hand down resignedly, suppressed the sound of breathing, and released it carefully and comprehensively.

Ren Yang browsed the e-commerce mobile phone information page. In fact, he had already decided which one to buy for Li Shangshui, and it was up to Li Shangshui to agree.After waiting for a long time and not seeing Li Shangshui back, Ren Yang was a little anxious, thinking that he had offended him again.

After waiting for a while, Li Shangshui came back wiping his hands.Seeing that his face was a little flushed, Ren Yang couldn't help thinking wrongly. Normally, he would have asked half-jokingly, but today the atmosphere was a little different, so he held back and didn't dare to ask.

Li Shangshui looked at the mobile phone Ren Yang had chosen expressionlessly, and thought it was all right, so he asked him to choose the black one and let Ren Yang place the order.

Then the two of them went about their business as if nothing had happened.

It was getting late, Ren Yang checked Weibo for a while and went to wash up.Li Shangshui is still lying on the table to write the diary that must be written every day.

Ren Yang once teased him, don't write dark things in the diary, otherwise one day Li Shangshui becomes famous, this diary will not be published.

Li Shangshui didn't pay much attention to him at that time.He keeps a diary just to record, good or bad, as long as it is impressive and can prove that he has lived a life, he will record it.Every time he opened the diary from a long time ago, he would be happy for the good things. When he saw the "bad people and bad things" he thought, he would laugh it off, thinking that he was too small-minded at that time, and those little things would affect his mood.

Use writing to replace forgetting and growth.That's the point of his diary.

And these don't need others to understand.

But it is undeniable that since getting to know Ren Yang, a color has been added to the diary, and today's color may become pure yellow and yellow.

The author has something to say:

This is the first time for the author to write an article, the writing is sloppy, and no one reads it, but he just doesn't want to stop.

In the future, work will become more and more busy, and there will be less and less time to fish, and I still need to deal with all the family affairs by myself. How should I put it, even if I can’t update it every day, I still want to finish writing this story.

Well, just sauce.

Ahhhhh!Didn't post it on time!