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How to describe Ren Yang's feeling when he heard this call that was too normal to be normal?

Although this was a mouthful, Ren Yang's feelings at that time were more complicated.

Joy, embarrassment, guilty conscience, and a little overwhelmed.He thought that he really couldn't face Li Shangshui calmly, at least at this moment.

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Li Shangshui came out from behind the bookshelf, approached him with a confused look, and asked in a low voice, "Ren Yang? Why are you here?"

Ren Yang pulled out a smile: "Why can't I be here? Or is it that only you top students can come to the library?"

Li Shangshui's expression changed, and he felt that Ren Yang's words were a little mocking. He froze on the spot and didn't know how to respond, and various thoughts suddenly appeared in his heart like a revolving lantern.

Although he didn't know why Ren Yang suddenly changed his attitude, all kinds of thoughts circulated, but finally stopped at the option of "he despises me to study hard". His heart sank, and a touch of sadness swept his whole body.

It stands to reason that he has long been used to all kinds of disdainful eyes from others. Even after being admitted to Z University, some people's eyes are still full of disdain.

But at this time, he couldn't ignore the pain in his heart. He thought that this person would be different from others, and he would no longer be spurned by others. It turned out that he still couldn't get rid of his life of loneliness in the end.

If I had known earlier, I would not have walked so close to this person in front of me.

After the two sides were silent, Li Shangshui pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said, "No, that's not what I meant."

Looking at his expression, Ren Yang knew that he was thinking too much. When will such a sensitive problem be corrected?Could it be that he has been here since he was a child, isn't he tired?

He suddenly remembered that last time when Li Shangshui talked about his hometown, he always played alone, and the only person who appeared was his grandma. As for his parents, didn't they have an older sister?

Just now, in order to cover up his panic, the other party would not take it seriously if Gao Weitao, but Li Shangshui was serious, and he was so serious.Ren Yang feels distressed.

This guy needs to be taken seriously.

Therefore, Ren Yang raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, stepped forward and hooked Li Shangshui's shoulder, as if he had successfully played a prank: "Ah Shui, why are you so careless?"

Li Shangshui was about to turn around and leave, why not Ren Yang did this trick again, the faint scent of soap suddenly smelled from the tip of his nose made him even more dazed, and the temperature of the man's arm seemed to directly burn to the deepest part of his body, scalding him at a loss.

He was happy that the person was joking, but also sad that he couldn't show his emotions and anger after all.

"Well, keep your voice down, this is the library." Is this a normal response?From this sentence, Ren Yang shouldn't be able to see that he cares so much about his every word and deed, right?

Ren Yang laughed more wantonly in his ear, but deliberately suppressed it, and the vibration in his chest was transmitted to Li Shangshui.Li Shangshui pulled his arm away uncomfortably, and took a step back to look at him.

Ren Yang frowned, looking in a good mood: "Ah Shui, let's go eat."

He smiled so happily, as if there was nothing in this world that could make him unhappy. When Li Shangshui saw him, he couldn't help but relax his brows: "Okay."

Since then, although Ren Yang still teases Li Shangshui from time to time, he has learned to control it. He feels that there is a point in Li Shangshui's heart, as long as he doesn't touch that point, they will live in peace.

And this point, in addition to money, there should be family members, Ren Yang thought that one day Li Shangshui should tell him about the family situation.

If you keep everything in your heart for a long time, it becomes a taboo, but once you open your heart and say it, it will become dispensable.

As for the pornography that Ren Yang wanted to watch, he naturally didn't see it, but hid in the bathroom and shot himself.All people have this need. After masturbating, they will not have evil thoughts about Li Shangshui, nor will they think about those messy homosexuals.

Why not?

Anyway, getting along with Li Shangshui is comfortable and comfortable, life is not boring, and under the light of Li Shangshui's aura of being a master, he can consciously read the textbook a few times and calmly respond to the surprise questions of the criminal law teacher in class.

Or follow Li Shangshui to get up early and run in the morning, and no longer feel so tired when working part-time, and his mental outlook can be described as completely new.

Isn't this the best of both worlds?

University life has its own way of living.Ren Yang just felt that following Li Shangshui, his life was particularly fulfilling.And Li Shangshui has long been used to having the noisy Ren Yang by his side, which proves that he is not far from this world.

In the blink of an eye, the one-month period that Ren Yang said had arrived.

Xu Ruxin came here a few times during the period, watching Young Master Ren who had never worked before, busy and busy, he was overjoyed.

Although she and Ren Yang's family are ordinary working-class people, it is absolutely impossible for Ren Yang to work hard to earn pocket money.She couldn't figure out why Ren Yang could persist for a month without any complaints. When she asked Ren Yang, Ren Yang looked proud: "I just experience life, why, you are not convinced?"

"Admit it, I am obsessed with it! But can you tell me what you have gained? It can open the eyes of me, a mortal." Xu Ruxin stayed in the store until closing time, and sat with Ren Yang and Li Shangshui Eating the work meal made by the proprietress, I was full of envy and satisfaction—of course I was envious of them being able to eat such delicious private dishes.

The proprietress herself has a daughter who is in middle school, so she saw that Xu Ruxin was cute and sweet-mouthed, so she confiscated her pre-meal meal, thinking that she was too thin, and kept persuading her to eat more.

Xu Ruxin was not polite, he became acquainted with the people in the store after coming here a few times.

"Well, here you can see all kinds of life, a person's character and conduct, you can see it from the process of eating." Ren Yang chatted with her while eating, "Didn't Lao Huang often say, Art comes from life, I have been here for a month, and I have seen the source of art, and I can write a secular novel later, do you believe it?"

Although this is a fast food restaurant, the people who come to eat here are not very expensive, but you can see everyone's life background from the words and demeanor of everyone when eating-compared with high-end clubs, this is the real restaurant. world.

He has seen couples who only order one meal; he has seen a group of brothers who are over middle-aged but drunk and crying; he has also seen a man and his mistress here on a date and dinner, but the main room caught him, causing people to watch and point him out; of course I have also seen a group of poor students drinking and having dinner here, all of them smiling brightly...

Usually, these things can only be seen on social news.

So although his words are ridicule, they are also from the heart.

Li Shangshui took a deep look at him, and actually read the middle of his words.Although he spends more time in the back kitchen, he is no stranger to these things. After all, the place where he used to live has a stronger flavor of magical realism.He thought that Ren Yang would be more indifferent and would not care about these things that were far away from his original life.

Xu Ruxin was silent for a moment, as if he didn't understand the meaning of Ren Yang's words, then looked at Li Shangshui and asked, "Li Shangshui, what do you think? Is he farting?"

"Well, let me tell you, the eldest girl speaks more civilized, and be careful not to marry." Ren Yang stretched out his chopsticks and knocked on Xu Ruxin's bowl. For some reason, he couldn't understand girls swearing.

Li Shangshui couldn't help laughing, Ren Yang was usually full of bad words, but now he's no longer caring about others.

"I usually work in the back kitchen and deal with pots and pans, but I don't have such a deep awareness as Ren Yang."

Xu Ruxin sighed: "Ren Yang, I found that you have changed, how could you care about these things before?"

"Miss, if a person doesn't make progress at all, is he going to sit and wait to die?" Ren Yang picked up the rice in the bowl, "Hurry up and eat, you two, I want to go back to sleep, I am exhausted today."

Xu Ruxin: "Then do you continue to work here?"

Li Shangshui also looked at Ren Yang. Ren Yang said that he would only do it for a month, and he didn't know what he would do after that, and he didn't plan well.

Ren Yang yawned earth-shatteringly: "Well, quit. One month is enough. If I can, I want to find some other part-time job."

Li Shangshui nodded, not paying attention to Xu Ruxin's curious eyes.

"I said Miss, do you have a crush on me or do you have nothing to do, why come here all day to inquire about my affairs?"

Xu Ruxin rolled his eyes and showed a very disdainful expression: "Why don't you ask me if I have a crush on Li Shangshui? I really don't like your virtue. Besides, I am very busy and have to participate in various club activities .”

Xu Ruxin felt that her life was just like college life, while Ren Yang and the others were too eager for quick success.

"Don't worry, even if Ah Shui falls in love with me, he won't fall in love with you. Besides, Ah Shui in our family is very popular, and half of the girls in the class have been captured by Ah Shui." Ren Yang supported his chest with his hands, He yawned again, looking like he was going to fall asleep every minute: "The other half, of course I was captured."

It sounds like a dream no matter how you say it.

Xu Ruxin obviously didn't take his words seriously, and asked Li Shangshui with two big eyes blinking: "Student Li Shangshui, seriously, do you have a girlfriend? If not, what do you think of me?"

Li Shangshui heard the conversation between the two go further and further, and he was shot innocently. He was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do, so he could only cough twice in embarrassment, and replied seriously: "I don't have such an idea yet, sorry." He stretched out his hand again Poked Ren Yang: "Go back to school."

Ren Yang didn't make a sound, stood up and walked to the counter. He didn't know what he said to the boss. The boss handed him a cigarette, then turned around and waved: "Let's go, go home!"

Xu Ruxin: "Like a hooligan!"

On the way, Ren Yang smoked in silence, Li Shangshui was naturally speechless, and Xu Ruxin was even rarer to be quiet.

The three of them had their own thoughts, and the atmosphere was extremely weird.

When he arrived at the school, Ren Yang said: "I won't send you off to Xu Ruxin, you go back to the dormitory by yourself. In addition, don't make any ideas about Ah Shui, otherwise you will be deeply rooted in love, and Ah Shui will not agree to you. You Don't cry in front of me."

"Don't worry, I won't compete with you. Li's stuffy gourd is not the one I like. You don't have to worry about it. It's better to worry about yourself." Xu Ruxin gave Ren Yang a look, and left without looking back.

Li Shangshui was sandwiched between the two and always felt awkward. Now, looking at the back of Xu Ruxin going away, he said slowly, "Aren't you going to see her off?"

With one hand in his pocket, Ren Yang walked towards his dormitory: "What can I give you? This is very close to her dormitory."

"Actually... I think it's better for you to spend more time with her. Don't you say it in TV dramas... Girls need to be coaxed. If you coax her, your relationship will be much better." Li Shangshui hesitated for a long time, Still said it.

"Who said I like her?" Ren Yang turned around and asked, Li Shangshui who was following behind almost bumped into his arms.

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