My life in another world is up to me

"Father!" After writing another big character, Su Yulang raised his head and loosened his neck, and saw Su Ziyi standing lazily at the door, his eyes lit up immediately.

"Father, have you finished your work yet?" Putting the pen on the brush well, Su Yulang pounced on him, causing Su Ziyi to stagger, completely interrupting Su Ziyi's train of thought.

And looking at his innocent and ignorant appearance, Su Ziyi couldn't help sighing.

"Yulang." Just like in the past, he put one hand on Su Yulang's head and rubbed it, and Su Yulang obediently let him touch his head, "Huh? What's the matter, father." Su Yulang especially liked his father touching his head. Make him feel warm. "I was thinking, your tenth birthday is coming, is there any gift you want?" Although Su Ziyi held Su Yulang's shoulder with one hand, his eyes did not fall on him.

"Birthday? A gift?" Su Yulang, who was leaning close to Su Ziyi, blinked, looking like a confused little animal: "Why is there still a gift for birthday?" His careless words made Su Ziyi hold his back The hand couldn't help but tightened a little, but then let go immediately. "Because we want to celebrate Yulang's one year older."

Su Ziyi half squatted down, but because the quality of life of the Su family has risen sharply this year, Su Yulang's height has also grown a lot, so Su Yulang seems to be more than a head taller when he squats down.

"Is there anything you want?"

"Hmm—" Seeing Su Ziyi's smiling face, Su Yulang stood up straight, slightly pursed his lower lip and tilted his head, as if he was seriously thinking about Su Yulang's question: "But, I don't want anything."

After a while, Su Yulang whispered: "It's fine now, we can all eat enough and wear new clothes." As he spoke, he counted on his fingers: "Em You won’t be so tired that you faint on the ground, and you’ll laugh often; Father, you won’t be angry anymore, you’ll buy me delicious food, and you’ll teach me how to read…” At this point, he showed a smile to Su Ziyi. With a big smile, he said in a joyful tone: "I think it's very good now. If I have to say something I want, then I just want my family to live happily like this forever."

"A family?" Su Ziyi's voice and eyes were a little weak, and the hands on Su Yulang's shoulders trembled.

"Hmm!" Su Yulang was young, so he naturally didn't understand the affairs between the two adults in the family. He leaned his whole body into Su Yulang's arms, and his voice was sweet and innocent: "I heard the bastard next door said, In spring, there will be a flower festival in the town, and there will be a lot of beautiful flowers and a lot of delicious food, father, can you take me there?" After finishing speaking, he rubbed himself in Su Ziyi's arms.

"Want to go?" Su Ziyi hugged Su Yulang tightly. Although he stood on tiptoe with one foot, his whole body was steady. Even though he still carried the weight of a person, he didn't shake at all. "Yeah." Su Yulang nodded fiercely: "Erdan said that at the flower festival, there will be old women selling delicious sweet soup. I want to eat it! I also want Eminem and father to try it." After finishing speaking, he raised his At first, meeting Su Ziyi's gaze, a pair of black eyes were shining.

What a child.

Leaning on Su Ziyi's body, Su Yulang was like a happy bird, talking about the flower fair, and it was obvious that he was yearning for it.And Su Ziyi has been listening to him patiently, until he was a little tired, he asked in a voice that only two people could hear: "Can you let Ah Mu take you?"

"Em?" Su Yulang was a little puzzled. You must know that although Eminem is very kind to him on weekdays, his father often takes him to go out like this, because Eminem always refuses, so he is a little confused. He didn't quite understand Su Ziyi's words: "Father, are you busy? What are you going to do?" He thought for a while, and then added: "Are you going to the mountains?" After finishing speaking, he pursed his mouth and said coquettishly: "It's so dangerous in the mountains, father, let's go to the town with me."

The childish words made Su Ziyi laugh. After laughing for a while, the gloom accumulated in his chest was swept away. He hugged Su Yulang and asked softly, "Did you get scared last time?" Hearing his words Suddenly, Su Yulang felt aggrieved. He turned around, hugged Su Ziyi's neck, and asked in a low voice, "Will father blame me?"

"Blame you for what?" It was exactly the same as what Bian Qing said - hearing Su Yulang's words, Su Ziyi only felt a little distressed: "It's not your fault." "But if I didn't follow, my father wouldn't I got hurt because I wanted to save me." Su Yulang closed his eyes and leaned on Su Ziyi's shoulder to prevent himself from crying.

"What's the matter?" Su Ziyi touched the back of Su Yulang's head: "This kind of thing is unpredictable, no one can blame it. If I didn't protect you well, then I have to blame my incompetence?" He said just now As soon as he fell down, Su Yulang immediately met with strong opposition: "No! Father is the best!" He pursed his mouth and rubbed Su Ziyi's shoulder in disbelief.

"So—" Listening to the child's childish words, Su Ziyi only felt relieved, and he hugged Su Yulang on his knees: "This matter is neither my fault nor Yulang's fault." "But ——" "Still feeling uncomfortable?" "Yeah." Su Yulang said sullenly, with one hand unconsciously pulling at the lint on Su Ziyi's skirt that was scraped by firewood.

"It's normal to feel uncomfortable." Su Ziyi felt that all his patience in his life was devoted to this child: "If Yulang was injured, I would also feel very uncomfortable." "But I feel that I am so useless." Listen. Su Yulang felt better at what Su Ziyi said, but he was still a little unhappy. He picked at Su Ziyi's clothes with his fingers: "It would be great if I could help his father."

Speaking of this, Su Yulang became a little self-pitying: "I don't know anything, I can only stand by and hide. If Ah Mu is there, then Ah Mu will definitely go up and help father." His words made Su Ziyi a little bit dumbfounded, But also, although Su Yulang knew the difference between some cultivators and ordinary monks, but the specific difference was still unclear, so he said such ridiculous words.

"When will I grow up? When I grow up, I will definitely be able to help my father." In the end, Su Yulang sighed melancholy like a little adult.

After hearing this, Su Ziyi didn't continue to laugh, maybe it should be said that he couldn't laugh anymore.

At this moment, he only felt that his chest was swollen and sore.

All along, he thought he could treat the father and son with a detached attitude.But people are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless?Bian Qing and Su Yulang told him clearly with their sincere confession that he, Su Ziyi, was not an insignificant person to them, but a person who was already closely related to their lives and inseparable.

This made Su Ziyi feel a little scared, because it went against his expectations, but at the same time, he couldn't bear to draw a knife in their hearts.After all, human relationship is the most important thing. When the father and son showed him their dependence and trust, didn't his heart melt a little because of it?

Su Ziyi couldn't answer "no" at all.

At this moment, even if he didn't hold his hand, Su Zi could feel his heart beating eagerly because of Su Yulang's words. It was really moved by the child's sensibility and thoughtfulness, and was eager to respond to the child. Even if this answer runs counter to Su Ziyi's rationality, it doesn't look back.

"Yulang, do you want to grow up that much?" Su Ziyi heard himself ask in a trance.

"That's right!" Su Yulang didn't feel any difference, and nodded. Although his tone was immature, the will contained in it was absolutely firm: "Only when you grow up, you will gain stature and strength, and you will be able to do many things well. Not only can you help father and son Doing housework with Eminem, you can learn to protect Eminem and father." The child's words are the most sincere, especially for a child like Su Yulang who has lived like a blank sheet of paper since childhood.

"Is that so." Su Ziyi didn't dare to ask any more, he felt that his heart was already beating a little abnormally, if it wasn't for his desperate patience, he might have burst out of his chest long ago.

He must calm down!He must think clearly!

Su Ziyi, who hugged Su Yulang, was full of struggles in his eyes.His inner pursuit of the path of cultivation has not been extinguished, but has been intensified because of these encounters, so bring Bian Qing and Su Yulang together?This thought made him hesitate, because once he embarked on the path of cultivation, he would never come back. It was a completely different path from ordinary people. He didn't dare to gamble, and he couldn't gamble, but to bet on whether Bian Qing and Su Yulang would suitable for this path.

So what should he do?

——"You are just too self-righteous, always thinking what you think as other people think."

Suddenly, what Bian Qing said before rushed into his mind again, making him sober in an instant.Yes, what he thinks is always only his own thoughts, so what exactly are Bian Qing and Yulang thinking?What if they want it?What if they had the courage?Yes, I should not make choices for them.

At this moment, Su Ziyi was completely relieved. He loosened his arms holding Su Yulang. He straightened Su Yulang's body with both hands, and said to the other party with questioning eyes: "But it will be very hard and painful. It was many times more painful than it is now."

"Well—" Hearing this, Su Yulang was stunned. Although he was a little hesitant on his face, he still nodded: "But, didn't Eminem and father go through it too? If you have to go through those, you can become like Eminem." Like my father, I can take care of my family and protect my family—if Eminem and my father can do it, then I can definitely do it too."

After finishing speaking, the last bit of hesitation on his face was gone, and he looked at Su Ziyi with piercing eyes: "And father will teach me, right!" His eyes were full of trust and admiration, even if he didn't know that Su Ziyi would Teach him something, but it does not prevent him from putting his deepest trust on his beloved father.

After hearing his words, Su Ziyi laughed.He stood up, pinched Su Yulang's armpits with both hands and hugged him up, then walked around the yard a few times, making Su Yulang scream a few times, but he laughed when he heard the screams.

That's all, who can say clearly what will happen in the future?Now that I already care a little bit about it, it is better to cherish it and let nature take its course. If one day they have to part ways in the future, it will be fate and cannot be forced.And he has already made the most worthy choice, whether it is to himself, or to Bian Qing and Su Yulang, he can say "I am worthy of them".

And that's fine.

Su Ziyi is not a procrastinator, after he thought it over, he immediately went to Bian Qing to clarify, but Bian Qing didn't give him a chance, and even started to hide from him.Except for meals or other occasions when Su Yulang was around, he basically never got along with Su Ziyi in the same space, which made Su Ziyi a little headache.

But this is obviously not acceptable.

My injury is getting better day by day, and the duration and intensity of practice are also getting more and more day by day. Su Ziyi personally feels pretty good, but at the same time, he also knows that his behavior will aggravate Bian Qing's inner anxiety.So, that night, he reckoned that Su Yulang should have been coaxed to sleep by Bian Qing, so he touched the door of Bian Qing's bedroom, ready to have a good chat with Bian Qing.

It's just that he had just stood in front of the door when he heard a sound coming from the room.

"Oh, Ah Mu, that's not the case." Across a door, the voice was not very clear, but Su Yulang's voice was too loud, so Su Ziyi outside could still hear it clearly, and Su Ziyi heard Su Yulang's voice clearly. There was an anxious voice, and I couldn't help but wonder, it's so late, why is Yulang still awake?

But the mystery was soon revealed.

"Ah—" This was Bian Qing's voice, but because his tone was very flat, Su Ziyi had to concentrate his spiritual energy on both ears to hear clearly. "Is it a typo here? It shouldn't be written here." Bian Qing's voice was a little embarrassed and self-blaming, which was quite different from his usual generous and neat temperament.

"Well, it's like this..." Su Yulang took over the conversation, but Su Ziyi didn't listen to the rest of the conversation. He walked to the window, and secretly pushed the window away from the inside with a gap of two fingers wide with spiritual energy, allowing him You can just see the movement inside clearly from here.

And he moved his eyes forward, just in time to see Bian Qing biting the pen holder and frowning.

Looking in front of him again, a table that was originally used to store sundries has been sorted out, and a book, a stack of white paper, and a pen, ink and inkstone are placed on it.And on both sides of the table, the big one draws on the paper with frowned eyebrows, his terrified face seems to be frightened by his own words, while the small one is not as cute as before, and is holding a serious picture. face, with both eyes firmly fixed on the words written by his mother, for fear of missing any wrong places.

Su Ziyi couldn't bear this amusing scene any longer, and burst out laughing with a "puchi".