My life in another world is up to me

Bian Qing's questioning voice was a bit loud, which immediately shocked Su Ziyi and Su Yulang, and even attracted the attention of other table guests.

Just as Su Ziyi was about to say something, he saw the aunt next door with a yellow handkerchief on her head staring at them. He immediately shut his mouth without saying a word, and only smiled at the other party, making the aunt on the other side feel a little I'm sorry, it's not good to look at it again, so I had to turn my head back resentfully.

And after Bian Qing shouted that, he was also annoyed in his heart, so he pressed his lips tightly, drooped his head and said nothing more.

As a result, this meal, the family of three felt a little uninspired.Although Bian Qing didn't say anything more, seeing the displeasure on his face, Su Ziyi knew how much the other party's inner resistance was.Su Ziyi also knew that Bian Qing objected because he was worried that he would be in another accident. After all, what happened to him this time was too unexpected, and he was not a ignorant person, so he definitely would not lose his temper at Bian Qing just because of this incident. .

It's just that this place is not a good place to talk now, and if you want to talk to Bian Qing, you can only wait until you get home.

Just because they were in a bad mood, the three of them ate this meal very quickly, and they seemed to be eagerly waiting to go home.After the meal, Bian Qing led Su Yulang to the front with a sullen face, waited for Su Ziyi to catch up with the bullock cart that had been arranged, and then sat in the back of the car silently holding Su Yulang, with one look Not to Su Ziyi.

Bian Qing's passive resistance made Su Ziyi very embarrassed. After moving all the things on the cart home and coaxing Su Yulang to go to the study to practice calligraphy, Su Ziyi went into the warehouse to find Bian Qing who was sorting out the sundries.

"We haven't had a good conversation for a long time." After Su Ziyi approached, without Bian Qing's instructions, he grabbed the mouth of the grain bag on the ground and stretched it vigorously, and then tied the mouth of the bag with a thin rope , Lift the whole bag of grain to the partition, so as not to be wet by the moisture on the ground.

"I know what you mean, but it's impossible for me to never go into the mountain because of this accident." After saying this, he took the initiative to take another bag of grain from Bian Qing. The brown rice is the crop harvested by Bian Qing's new plant this year.

In fact, Bian Qing was always angry with himself. He knew that he didn't have much position to say anything about Su Ziyi, but he couldn't help being depressed.You know, when Su Ziyi was in a coma, he had already thought about everything, and the whole family would be able to live steadily in the future. Of course, when Su Ziyi said that his cultivation foundation was not damaged, he knew his own strength The plan has basically failed.

But he didn't expect that Su Ziyi could be so impatient!

Because he was a little angry, his tone was also a bit firm: "Do you think you are made of iron?" Hearing Bian Qing's words, Su Ziyi heaved a sigh of relief, and finally he was willing to speak. "How can it be? I'm just a simple body of flesh and blood." Su Ziyi smiled at Bian Qing, but it didn't ease Bian Qing's tense face.

"I see that your injury is still not healed, so I thought about going into the mountains, thinking that you might be patient." As soon as he said the words, Bian Qing felt that his words were a bit harsh, he was startled, and then calmed down After a few minutes, his complexion improved a little.And Su Ziyi didn't feel angry because of what he said, but patiently explained: "I didn't think about going into the mountain right away, and going into the mountain will be a matter after the injury has healed."

"But it's already October." Bian Qing stood up and looked down at Su Ziyi who was still squatting on the ground. The dim light in the warehouse cast a shadow on his face: "When you recover from your injury, it's almost time for you to recover." It's almost the twelfth lunar month, do you still want to go into the mountains?" "Of course the twelfth lunar month will be over well, and when the snow will cover the mountains, I won't be able to go in either." Su Ziyi felt a little funny when he said this.

"Are you too angry?" He looked at Bian Qing narrowly, making Bian Qing feel a little uncomfortable, and warned with a tigery face, "Be more honest."

"I'm being honest." Having known Bian Qing for so long, Su Ziyi naturally knew that Bian Qing was hard-spoken and soft-hearted, and he spoke fiercely in his mouth. In fact, he didn't know how much he was worried about himself. Such a sincere friendship really moved Su Ziyi, after all No one wants to deal with a hard-hearted person every day, right?

Therefore, Su Ziyi was quite patient with Bian Qing's petty temper.

Being teased by Su Ziyi, the tension suddenly disappeared, and Bian Qing's face also collapsed, and he felt a bit bitter in his mouth: "It's too dangerous, if there is another time, you let me talk to Yulang What should I do?" When he said this, his eyes did not meet Su Ziyi, but he lowered his head and looked at his toes.

What?What does it mean to let him and Yulang do?

For a moment, Su Ziyi was extremely embarrassed. He felt a small bump on his skin throbbing, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.After a while, he said with a clumsy voice: "What do you mean next time? I will pay more attention, and I won't let such a thing happen again..."

"Will this happen if you pay attention?" Suddenly, Bian Qing raised his head and exploded, making Su Ziyi lean back in fright. Get out of here.So as soon as he calmed down, he raised his head and looked at Bian Qing angrily, but his dissatisfaction was instantly wiped out by Bian Qing's red eyes.

"Do you know how worried Yulang and I are this time?" Bian Qing's voice was full of tears, and his whole chest was violently heaving with the breath, but he kept holding back, so the tears didn't really stay. Down. "Yulang stays by your bed every day, afraid that you won't wake up. I lied to him that as long as he does his homework, you will wake up, so he recited the book desperately. He blamed himself while reciting, always felt It was me who hurt you, and the whole person became quiet, and even had to watch them eat in order to eat more."

"I don't blame him..." Su Ziyi said nastily.

"But he blames himself in his heart!" Bian Qing roared, at this moment tears finally dripped down uncontrollably, which made him feel a little ashamed, and immediately turned around covering his face so that no one could see him. Covered by hands, it was a little unclear: "The doctor said that your cultivation foundation may be damaged, so I thought, you should rest more in the future, and I will do the work at home. At that time, I will do more, be more tired, and work harder. Make some money, maybe it can cure you."

"And what about you?" Bian Qing wiped his eyes with his sleeve, then turned his head and stared at Su Ziyi: "You only want to recover from your illness and go into the mountains. Have you ever thought about me and Yulang?" He leaned closer He got Su Ziyi and squatted down, and looked at Su Ziyi, so that Su Ziyi could clearly see that his eyes were bloodshot.

"Yulang and I don't need you to have a big future, and we don't want to live a luxurious life. We just want the whole family to be healthy." Bian Qing said this in a low voice, but he didn't care about Su Ziyi. The impact it caused was not at all lower than the other words just now. "Su Ziyi, can we stop being so selfish?" In Su Ziyi's eyes, Bian Qing was begging him.

Me, you...what the hell is going on here?

Su Ziyi, who was a little dazed by Bian Qing's words, lost his ability to think for a moment. When his brain was able to function again, he reacted belatedly.Why did Bian Qing seem to be very important to him in his words?Did he really regard himself as his husband?This thought made him tremble instantly, and then an incredible expression appeared on his entire face.

That's right, they might really consider him a husband.

Just like what he thought at the beginning, maybe Bian Qing didn't think that there was another person in his body at all, but only felt that Su Ziyi's temperament had changed.So he can calmly accept Su Ziyi's "better", and also accept the money and care from Su Ziyi, and let Su Ziyi get closer to Su Yulang.

But all of this is based on the fact that Su Ziyi is that "Su Ziyi".

What if not?As a family member of the original owner, can they tolerate others occupying the body of their husband or father?And is it acceptable that this outsider buys out all the relationship with them with money?Even if the original owner was a scum, Su Ziyi didn't dare to ask himself these questions, because he was neither Bian Qing nor Su Yulang, and he was not qualified to answer these questions.

In particular, Bian Qing's question just now was too heavy. Even Su Ziyi, who claimed to be a rational person, was somewhat shocked by the emotions inside.

In fact, if he only considered his personal opinion, then he would definitely reject Bian Qing outright.But now, because of Bian Qing's outburst, Su Ziyi really realized that the whole thing has become complicated... Not to mention that he occupied the body of the original owner, but after he came to this world, especially when he was injured several times, It is not easy for Bian Qing to take care of himself and busy up and down.

This young man who had suffered ten years of violence used his not-so-strong body to help him time and time again, not only taking good care of the injured him, but also allowing him to have new clothes for every season, so he doesn't have to worry about family affairs.

Under such circumstances, it is really heartless to refuse without even thinking about it.

And myself, the most disgusting thing is this kind of person.

Then, do I have to completely inherit everything from the original owner and take responsibility for Bian Qing and his son for the rest of my life?

This is too ridiculous!Su Ziyi knows better than anyone else that he doesn't have that kind of thought for Bian Qing. Although he loves Su Yulang, he still lacks the feeling of being connected by blood, so he must really agree with him from the bottom of his heart that he is Bian Qing's husband and wife. The identity of Su Yulang's father is almost impossible at this stage!

Moreover, Su Ziyi is not a person who lacks love, and he will not give up his mind because of the true feelings Bian Qing and Su Yulang have given him during this period of time.

All of this made Su Ziyi feel regretful, why didn't he explain everything to Bian Qing from the very beginning?

Until now, not only have they lived under the same roof for nearly a year, but they have really relied on themselves as their husbands, and the children may even treat themselves as their own fathers.

For a moment, Su Ziyi's eyes were a little unclear, and his eyes towards Bian Qing also became complicated. He knew that he had no love for Bian Qing, but because he had known him for so long, he loved Bian Qing more. Some appreciation and heartache, but generally speaking, they can only be called friends.

The change in Su Ziyi's expression was clearly seen by Bian Qing. Seeing that Su Ziyi was about to regain his calm expression, Bian Qing couldn't help feeling a little flustered. He narrowed his eyes slightly, pondered, and grabbed Su Ziyi before he could speak. Guohuatou: "Think about Yulang." His voice was a little hoarse because of the crying just now, and it sounded a bit distressing.

"I—" Looking at Bian Qing's averted eyes, Su Ziyi felt inexplicably that he was really cold-blooded?But after blinking his eyes, he calmed down: "He is a good boy, and I like it very much. If I can treat him well, I will give it to him." The relationship with this child is really deep, and I hope this child has a good future.

"Then how do you think it's good for Yulang?" After saying this, Bian Qing seemed to have exhausted all his energy and energy. He stood up with a tired face, and walked around without waiting for Su Ziyi. Su Ziyi walked out, but before leaving the door, he paused, and left a sentence: "You are so self-righteous, you always take what you think as other people's thoughts." Then, he left without looking back .

But his words hit the nail on the head, and he expressed Su Ziyi's most worrying point.

For a moment, Su Ziyi, who was turned against the army by Bian Qing's words, was completely stunned.

Is he wrong?So where did he go wrong?

Was Bian Qing wrong?So where did Bian Qing go wrong?

For a moment, Su Ziyi didn't know who was right and who was wrong.After all, for him personally, he has no direct relationship with Bian Qing and his son, but for Bian Qing and his son, the person who occupies Su Ziyi's body should be their husband or father. It is only natural that this family is responsible.

Therefore, it is not wrong for him, Su Ziyi, to long for the outside world and break free from the current environment.

However, from the perspective of her husband, Bian Qing had nothing wrong with making demands on her husband.

So, who was wrong?

After a while, Su Ziyi stood up unsteadily. He loosened his already aching legs and feet, and after placing the unfinished items in the warehouse in their proper places, he looked at him with a smile on his face. Thoughtfully left the warehouse.After leaving the warehouse, he didn't go to Bian Qing, but went straight to the study, leaning on the door frame and watching Su Yulang who was lying on the desk practicing big characters, thinking about his own problems.