thank you boss

But the good times don't last long, as time goes by, there will inevitably be some rumors.

In the early summer of the second year, the senior came back to see him. Unfortunately, when he was eating with Chen Feiyang at a small restaurant near the school, he met a familiar classmate. Maybe because he drank too much, he leaned over and hugged Chen Feiyang's shoulders and called He said, "My baby PR!"

Chen Feiyang became nervous immediately, afraid that the senior would misunderstand something, but the senior just looked at him quietly for two seconds, not as surprised as he imagined.

In fact, after thinking about it later, I realized that for an ordinary college student like Chen Feiyang, what kind of work can he get so much money for?

It's just that the senior never asked, so Chen Feiyang thought he really didn't know anything.

In fact, the senior didn't doubt Chen Feiyang's innocence, but since some things have been exposed, then maybe everyone doesn't need to continue acting.

The senior couldn't even say a simple breakup, stayed in S city for two days, and hurried back to his hometown.

And because the semester was not over yet, Chen Feiyang could only continue to watch helplessly the senior whom he loved so deeply, and disappeared at the end of the train station without looking back.

But he doesn't need to worry anymore, who knows who brought Chen Feiyang's public relations to the school, and he received a notice of punishment not long after.

When Chen Feiyang moved out of the dormitory, he didn't even have any luggage, only a suitcase was enough to pack all his "belongings".

At that time, he was well-known, and the students watching his back whispered to each other, didn't they say that he was that person in that kind of place, was this the person?Why does it look so rustic, and it seems to be poorer than me, haha...

At that time, Chen Feiyang didn't know where he should go. He didn't dare to go home, and his friends wanted to turn their heads quickly when they saw him. They didn't even have a place to stay, as if they should live on the street.

Fortunately, Xiaoyu, a colleague I knew before, still has a rented room. When I learned that Chen Feiyang left school, he was waiting for him at the gate of S University early.

Chen Feiyang didn't have any idea at first, should he be numb or the sky has collapsed, he deserved it anyway, knowing that this kind of thing can't be done, no one put a knife on his neck to force him to do it, right? He blames no one.

But when he saw Xiaoyu, he still couldn't hold back, and cried while squatting on the ground.

He doesn't blame anyone, but he doesn't understand, he can even be sorry to himself, but he has never been sorry to his seniors, he doesn't understand why it is like this, his seniors still don't want him.

During that time, Chen Feiyang was very depressed, and he didn't go home during the summer vacation. He found a part-time job moving goods in the supermarket. While earning some living expenses, he was thinking about how to live in the future.

He really didn't dare to tell his family about the university. He was the only hope in the family. His parents spent so much money for him to study, so he made everything like this. For a moment, he felt that he should die .

The senior never contacted him afterwards, nor did he take the initiative to contact the senior.Some things may need a more solemn ending, whether it is to start over or end completely.

But Chen Feiyang just didn't dare to face it, and even hoped that the senior would not come to him again, because it seemed like he could deceive himself, naively thinking that they were still together and he hadn't lost him yet.

But misfortunes never come singly. Chen Feiyang received a call one morning, saying that there was an accident in the building of the house at home, and people were damaged, and they opened their mouths to lose money. The figures were unimaginable to them, because the other party was a well-known local Local snakes eat both black and white. For a small place like them, they basically cover the sky with one hand.

Chen Feiyang had no choice but to raise money quickly. His family asked him if he could raise some money.

But for a man who can't even go to school, where can he get money?

Xiaoyu also helped him think of a way, but the two of them pieced together and managed to get more than 3 yuan.

The manager of the nightclub where Chen Feiyang stayed before also heard about this incident, specially invited him to a very elegant coffee shop, and handed him a bank card.

Chen Feiyang understood the meaning of it, and resolutely refused. He has indeed done such things as accompanying drinks, but there are some things that must never be done. No matter how depraved he is, he has not fallen to this level.

But the manager smiled and told him, I will keep it for you.

Chen Feiyang was desperate. At this time, the only thing he could think of was his senior who had a good family background and had such a "deep" relationship with him.

Later, the senior came and stayed in a hotel in S city, so he asked Chen Feiyang to meet him.

That day, Chen Feiyang leaned on the writing desk in front of the bed, and told the senior about the family affairs, he hesitated and stumbled a bit, he repeated several times that he borrowed it, not asking the senior to pay it back, it was borrowed, He will definitely give it back in the future.

The senior was sitting on the big white bed at that time, listening to him silently after finishing these words, and then the first thing he asked was, "Is there no godmother willing to give you money?"

Chen Feiyang was stunned.

At this moment, the senior's cell phone rang again, and it was a girl's voice.

The senior was a little embarrassed, but he told Chen Feiyang that it was a classmate he met abroad, and told him not to misunderstand anything.But what should come will always come, the senior still told him the long-awaited breakup with great difficulty.

Later, the senior said a lot of things, including thanking Chen Feiyang for taking care of him for such a long time, and expressing that the long-distance relationship is too hard and difficult. Chen Feiyang has been listening quietly, but the shocking scene on the playground that year flashed past his eyes. The chilled watermelon that I glanced at and took a bite of, and the countless days and nights that I would think about this person even in my dreams.

Finally, the senior stood up, came to his side, and patted him on the shoulder to tell him what a gentleman should do and what not to do. Even if they broke up, they would still be friends in the future. He said that he was like his relatives Same, I hope he can be well and happy in the future.

At that time, there was only one sentence in Chen Feiyang's mind, "Didn't you say that you will always love me?"

Chen Feiyang didn't understand, "Is it because I... did public relations? But I didn't do anything to apologize to you, I didn't do anything."

The senior frowned, as if he was helpless, "But no matter what, you've done this kind of thing, no matter whether you have slept with others, who would think you are clean? Even if you don't care about reputation, but I I don't care, you are already like this in the eyes of others... In short, everyone is like this, it is impossible for me not to dislike it."

Chen Feiyang's pupils tightened, and he was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his head and looked directly at the senior, "But you don't dislike money, do you?"

The senior froze for a moment, his face became a little stiff.

Aren't many things only in this moment of despair that can be figured out at once?Did he really not know what he was doing for so long?He really never thought about what kind of part-time job a freshman who didn't graduate from college could find so much money?

Chen Feiyang raised his head to look at the ceiling, shook his head with a smile, turned around and was about to leave.

The senior bit his lip and looked at his back, do you hate me?

Chen Feiyang didn't look back, I just regret not pushing you away.

The senior couldn't take it anymore, "Back then...it wasn't my fault..."

Chen Feiyang's eyes widened, he turned his head and looked at the senior in disbelief.

"Isn't it? You were the one who smiled at me first, and you always looked at me with that kind of eyes that just wanted me to hug you... You are too good at acting like a baby, I... I was just tempted by you , so easy..."

The senior was still defending himself, but suddenly he was thrown onto the bed by Chen Feiyang, who was like a small animal. His eyes were scary red, and his strength was scary too, making it impossible to break free.

The senior panicked, but Chen Feiyang just watched him closely, stroked his face with trembling hands, then closed his eyes, and ran out as if completely desperate.

From that day on, Chen Feiyang went "crazy".

The manager who handed him the bank card at the beginning took a long time to sit in the luxurious suite and looked at him meaningfully, "I knew you would come back to me."

Without even thinking about it, Chen Feiyang tore off his shirt and pressed it on.

What else is there to think about?

What personality, what dignity, everything disappeared in an instant with the steps towards the senior suite of that luxury hotel.

Whether it's to vent, to give up on himself, to break the jar, anyway, what else should he care about?

What a gentleman does and what he does not...

That's what you've done, who would think you're clean, whether you've slept with someone or not?

I was just seduced by you, it's not a big deal...

……

Go to hell!

The innocent, lively, innocent boy disappeared, and Chen Feiyang quickly transformed into a misguided young man who fell into the city's fireworks at an astonishing speed.However, the so-called conscience that cannot be washed away from his nature will always emerge in the dead of night, intertwined with everything he has done and stimulate his nerves, so as time goes by, Chen Feiyang slowly becomes Now this pair of crazy look.

In fact, Chen Feiyang also faced himself. He asked himself, does he hate the senior?The answer is still no hate.He never thought that his current appearance had to have something to do with his seniors, who made him such an idiot.In the past, he always asked himself why he could even feel sorry for himself, and never felt sorry for him, but he didn't want him anymore.

Later, Chen Feiyang understood that if a person can forgive himself, then who will forgive him.

It was also from then on that he also understood that liking someone is actually only a matter of one person, and what he does for others and what he pays has nothing to do with the other person at all, it is just his own wishful thinking.Did you ask him if he regretted it?In fact, he can't say it himself, everything is voluntary, and no one has forced him. The only motivation that can support his life now is that he has to work hard to make money.

Because his love has let down his parents and family members who should be let down the most, he is the only hope of the family, and he can't find any other way to make up for his fault except to bring the money back.

Maybe someone will say again, if you abuse yourself like this, your parents won't care about the money you get in exchange for this, right?

It's not that Chen Feiyang doesn't understand, but it doesn't matter, he will never let them know in his life.The great principles of life, chicken soup for the soul, and those things that can only be talked about when you are full are all floating clouds to him.This is the life he chose, and he just needs to be happy, and he doesn't want to hear or think about the rest.Otherwise, what else would he do?If you think about it a little bit deeper, he can jump into the river, so don't force him anymore, he knows that his life has been like this, and he has already ruined it with his own hands.

It's just relying on this kind of mentality to endure for so long, from the age of 19 to the present, three years, Chen Feiyang never thought of changing anything.

But today seems a little different.

Chen Feiyang squatted on the edge of the flower bed and made a phone call. A woman's voice came from the phone. That was the only client he had at the moment. What he said to her was very simple.

"Mrs. Li, I returned the money you gave me last time. You can check it."

"……how?"

"I don't want to do it."

"...Okay, if you still want to come back in the future, please contact me again."

Chen Feiyang hung up the phone, lowered his head while holding the phone.

It should be said that he finally couldn't hold it anymore, or he was not this kind of person, so sooner or later there would be such a day, A Ran was like the last straw that broke the camel's back, making Chen Feiyang no longer able to wear that body. Can be disdainful.

A friend who is recognized and treated sincerely by oneself is so contemptible.

The cans that can be dropped are only because they are not broken enough.

If it is really broken, it can be recast.

When Chen Feiyang was exhausted physically and mentally, he suddenly felt that he didn't want to sell anymore.

He's tired of himself, he's tired of living like this.

He didn't want anyone to treat him as a piece of shit that could be picked up casually.

But there is only one person who can't.

The phone in his hand vibrated again, and a text message was displayed on the screen.

where are you?

Xiao Jingran finally woke up. When his consciousness returned, he remembered what happened last night, as if he was still immersed in the lingering rhyme and could not forget it for a long time. Before he opened his eyes, he reached out and touched the side. Again.

But the hand that was stretched out was in vain.

Chen Feiyang stared at the phone screen, followed by a phone call the moment the text message was sent, but he silently looked at the string of phone numbers and didn't answer it.

Then the phone exploded.

A pile of text messages were sent one after another, all of which were only three words, where are you?

Chen Feiyang didn't even bother to turn it on, so he turned off the phone directly.

He didn't want anyone to treat him as a scum anymore, but he didn't care about this one person anymore.

Chen Feiyang wanted to bid farewell to the past today, but what followed, Xiao Jingran was naturally classified into the part of the past that he wanted to bid farewell to.

The guy he once regarded as a good brother, now in his eyes, is just a boss he once "served".

In addition, there will be no more emotions.

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In fact, the author writes like this. I personally think that it will make the relationship between Xiao Jingran and Chen Feiyang a little bit worse. It turns out that part of the two of them finally being together is important...

Let me explain one by one:

1. "Actually, the author writes like this. I personally think that it will spoil the relationship between Xiao Jingran and Chen Feiyang. It turns out that part of the important reason why they finally got together is that Chen Feiyang only had a relationship with one person."

Chen Feiyang is a little boy, oh my god, he has been taken care of by many people, and his annual income is one million, baby, how could he have had a relationship with just one person.

As for the issue of Chen Feiyang not picking up his boss but only his wife, I would like to mention it by the way. I wrote about his reasons in Chapter 1, such as fear of death.

What's more, Yangyang likes men, and there are some reasons why he doesn't pick up the boss because he has reservations about his feelings.Yangyang is very sincere about his feelings. He doesn't choose to flirt with customers, he only maintains a physical relationship. He doesn't need others to like him, and he can't like the other party. This is his own care, and it is also a care to protect himself.This person can hurt anything, except his feelings.

And Xiao Jingran never knew about Yang Yang's past, so bad?Because you only had sex with one person?

Leaving aside the fact that Xiao Jingran doesn't know these things, he is a child control person, is there any difference between having an affair with one person and N persons?

2. "If Chen Feiyang really had relationships with many people, then did Xiao Jingran break up because he couldn't get over the test in his heart? Then the purest relationship between the two of them is not the most important thing,"

First of all, Yangyang has indeed had sex with many people, he is a little boy.

And in Xiao Jingran's eyes, Yang Yang is just a little duck, he is not clean from the front to the back and from the beginning to the end.

Moreover, Yang Yang never mentioned the above personal matters about Yang Yang to Xiao Jingran, so Xiao Jingran didn't know how much he had slept and how much he had slept (no matter male or female).

So from Xiao Jingran's side, I don't know anything at all, I just accept it if I like it, including later Xiao Jingran never asked Yang Yang how many wives and bosses you have slept with?Boss Xiao is not this kind of person. If you accept it, you accept it. The other party's past has nothing to do with him, and he doesn't care, it's as simple as that.

3. "I understand that the author may want to take care of some so-called "Ju Jie" readers, but in my opinion, the article must first be reasonable and second be sincere. In this way, both of them are useless. Even if there is such a past, it doesn’t matter if you still love me or not, this is Feiyang Chen, not whitewashing the past.”

I'm really OJZ about this, hahaha.

I marked it unclean from the beginning, and now I have to take care of Ju Jie, why can’t I think about it so much, I need to screw it up hahaha I just set Yang Yang not having sex with her ex-boyfriend, it’s fine, more convenient.

No, I think about it too much, Yang Yang has done it with his seniors, no matter how much he has done, he has done it, is it hard to understand?

As for the senior who didn’t make it to the end, it’s his personality, which is more rational, and can be gentle and rational at such a juncture. The kind of person I understand happens to be the kind of person who is selfish and less human.

It can also be compared with Xiao Jingran's character setting, they are completely two kinds of people.

Including the fact that Yangyang always lied, he just didn't care what others think of him coming out to sell this matter. As for the whitewashing of the past, there is nothing to wash about his past.

4. "I'm really stuck in my throat when I call the "only" customer here in this article."

Is this a misunderstanding? I first wrote in Chapter 1 that Yangyang’s rule of being a bad boy is to only accept two people at the same time, because he is afraid that he will not be tired and his kidneys will be too busy.Then I changed it two days ago and deleted that paragraph, because it was too sloppy to read, and I didn’t feel like I needed to grind too much about it.

This Mrs. Li is not the only client he has taken over. As I said before, it is the only client on hand at present, which means.

If not for this misunderstanding, what does it mean?I don't understand a bit, you can ask me again.

Then the conclusion is that Chen Feiyang never needs to be cleansed. I wrote this about my ex-boyfriend simply to explain how Yang Yang got to where he is today. If he wants to be cleansed, it should be as he lied before. That kind of forced helplessness, but no, no one has ever forced him with a knife on his neck, right? I've said it many times. This is Yang Yang's personal choice. Is there anything worth washing about in such a past?Such is his character, he walks his own way, what is there to wash away?

As for Xiao Jingran, it's very simple. He himself is a young man, and he has suppressed it for a long time, but after he made a move, it happened and it happened. Noisy past.

Xiao Jingran is actually very manly.

I think my friend, your biggest core problem should be that Xiao Jingran thinks that Yangyang only accepts Yangyang if he has an ex-boyfriend behind him? (This is how I understand it)

nononono... Boss Xiao didn't know about these things at all, and he didn't ask about them. To him, Yangyang was just being played to bad.

Yang Yang never said anything about it, and he was not someone who would tell Xiao Jingran about these things, and Xiao Jingran never asked about it in the future, he just didn't think about it anymore.

What the two people care about is that from now on, there will be no other impurities between them and each other.

Just because I wrote this to you, it doesn't mean Xiao Jingran knows about it, it's just an introduction about Yang Yang himself.

It doesn’t need to be interesting, I’m very happy to discuss the plot, I’m glad you said so many ideas, welcome to continue the discussion in the future, if I’m wrong, I can change it, but if I have my reasons, just give me a chance to say it .It is estimated that other friends have the same feelings as you, so I will explain them one by one.

It is this kind of article that is designed to MB type. Feelings must be the focus of attention. I will not make such a low-level mistake. I have already set it to MB and I have to clean it. Then why should I write MB? I want to write What's the difference between Danmei and a woman wearing a man, haha.