Captain's Road to Attack

"Look at you! Seriously! Hahahahahaha!!!" Seeing that Zhu Ci'an was so funny, Luo Hongbo couldn't help laughing.

Zhu Ci'an was so angry that he really wanted to beat someone up, but after thinking about it, let it go, he couldn't beat him.

"To be honest, if you are a woman, even if you are famous now, I will definitely chase you." Luo Hongbo grinned, finished the remaining half of the soda can in his hand, and beat A hiccup.

Zhu Ci'an was a little baffled when he heard the words, tilted his head and looked at Luo Hongbo and said, "Have you been stimulated by something? Why do you think so suddenly?"

Zhu Ci'an is no longer a child, he will not take Luo Hongbo's words seriously, he is not so narcissistic yet.

Luo Hongbo smiled wryly and said, "I don't know either. If it's exciting, it may be because your feelings for Cheng Gong stimulated me, which made me feel envious, jealous and hateful. I don't think it has much to do with me, but when I saw you standing in front of me to stop me for Cheng Gong, I really felt quite envious. Really, I don't know if I can meet someone who treats me like this in this life. Women, since the divorce, it is very difficult to find a woman who suits my heart and doesn't mind me having children."

"If I were a woman, I might not be your ideal type." Zhu Ci'an picked up another skewer but didn't eat it. Looking at it, he said, "It's like this mutton skewer. Seeing other people eat it with relish, I really eat it. In your mouth, it may not taste like you thought at all.”

Luo Hongbo smiled with a "Hi" and said, "It makes sense, there are some things that you can't envy."

Zhu Ci'an stared at the mutton skewer in his hand, but he couldn't eat it anymore. All he could think about was what Cheng Gong would say to him after he got home, would he be angry?Will ignore him?Or sarcastic?

Thinking of this, Zhu Ci'an felt a little sad. When he was happy, it was fine, but when conflicts occurred, Zhu Ci'an was a little scared.

"What are you thinking about?" Luo Hongbo asked, seeing that Zhu Ci'an was in a daze.

"It's nothing." Zhu Ci'an said perfunctorily.

"Nothing? I don't think that's written on your face." Luo Hongbo laughed.

Zhu Ci'an tilted his head and looked at Luo Hongbo and said, "How did you and your wife get divorced? Would you mind telling me?"

Luo Hongbo shook his head and smiled wryly: "It's better not to talk about it, it's shameful."

Zhu Ci'an also smiled wryly: "Well, the unspeakable concealment is understandable."

After a few seconds of embarrassing silence between the two, Luo Hongbo still spoke first: "I have never told outsiders, let me make an exception today and tell you a few more words, there are many reasons why I haven't married again for so many years , the main one is that I worry that I will make the same mistake as last time."

"What mistake did you make?" Zhu Ci'an asked curiously.

"Hehe, don't laugh at me after telling me." Luo Hongbo smiled wryly.

"Joke you?" Zhu Ci'an didn't understand anymore.

"At that time, I was young and didn't know how to control my emotions. When I got angry, I was easy to get angry. In fact, it was not at my wife, but she was still afraid when she saw me like that, and she couldn't control me. Later, I didn't know who said it. Every time I When she got angry, she told me that if I didn’t control my temper, I wouldn’t touch her for a week. At the beginning, she could forgive me when I was soft-spoken. Weeks turned into months, and the last time I drank too much, I took advantage of it and...did a stupid thing..."

Luo Hongbo lowered his head with a disappointed face, as if recalling the moment he regretted the most.

Zhu Ci'an took a breath, and couldn't help reaching out to pat Luo Hongbo's arm, who didn't make a mistake?

"Now I still sometimes regret it. The more I recall the past, the more I feel that the past was beautiful, and the more I regret why I was so impulsive back then. It would be great if I could go back to that time." Luo Hongbo smiled wryly.

"Look forward, there is still a long way to go, it is useless to blindly immerse yourself in the regret of the past, learn from the wrong experience of the past, and start a new family again, you deserve happiness." Zhu Ci'an grasped Luo Hongbo's words Arm, squeezed hard.

Luo Hongbo was taken aback by Zhu Ci'an's words, and then he was so moved that he couldn't hold back his tears. He turned his head away, wiped his eyes, then turned around and smiled, "Your words really sound like what a missionary said. Gospel."

Zhu Ci'an pursed his lips and withdrew his hand back.

"You seemed very unhappy just now, would you mind telling me?" Luo Hongbo had a smirk on his face.

After hearing Luo Hongbo's secret, Zhu Ci'an couldn't hide it anymore.

After thinking for a while, he said, "Tell Cheng Gong that when I went out for dinner with you at night, I couldn't figure out his attitude."

"What did he say?" Luo Hongbo asked.

"He said 'Go early and return early'." Zhu Ci'an told the truth.

"It's okay, why is it so unpredictable?" Luo Hongbo asked.

Zhu Ci'an looked at the ground under his feet with drooping eyelids and said: "I had a big fight with him last time because I talked too much with another person. Now that I think about it, I still didn't understand this matter, but we didn't understand each other. If you mention this matter again, it will be exposed. I am afraid that he will reveal this matter again when I go back tonight, and I don't want to quarrel with him." Zhu Ci'an's face was a little sad.

Luo Hongbo couldn't help feeling distressed when he saw this, he frowned and asked, "He wouldn't hit you when you two quarreled, would he?"

Zhu Ci'an immediately shook his head and smiled when he heard the words, "That's not true, but sometimes his words are like knives, the more he cares, the deeper the piercing."

Luo Hongbo stretched out his hand to caress Zhu Ci'an's back, and said, "Although I'm not Cheng Gong, I don't have much right to speak, but I think sometimes people will put their fears to the limit. The less you dare to face this fear, the more you will let go." bigger."

"I know, but I don't know how to face it. I can't help him, you know?!" Zhu Ci'an suddenly shouted loudly at Luo Hongbo.

It was rare for Zhu Ci'an to be so excited. Luo Hongbo was taken aback for a moment, and then he had the illusion that Zhu Ci'an was somewhat similar to his ex-wife in this respect.

"Why can't we do anything about him?" Luo Hongbo asked.

Zhu Ci'an was speechless when asked, her lips were tightly closed, and her eyes were fixed on the front.

So unwilling, so unwilling, he felt that he couldn't persuade Cheng Gong before he even quarreled, and he would not feel that he had done something wrong, and he would become like last time, entangled in this issue.

Thinking of this, Zhu Ci'an crossed his hands and fingers, propped his elbows on both sides of his knees, sat as if praying, closed his eyes, and frowned.

"I don't know why I can't do anything about him, I'm so confused now..." Zhu Ci'an wiped his face, then stood up and said, "I want to go back."

"You go home in this state. If the situation is not as bad as you thought, it will be a surprise. If it is worse than you thought, have you thought about how to deal with it?" Luo Hongbo suddenly grabbed Zhu Ci'an's hand, Zhu Ci'an was stunned For a moment, Luo Hongbo was also stunned for a moment, and then immediately let go.

"I don't know what a worse situation would be." Zhu Ci'an frowned, this feeling of being wronged when he did nothing wrong is really terrible.

"Listen to my advice, don't go back when you think about it." Luo Hongbo said.

Zhu Ci'an looked at Luo Hongbo and thought for a while, finally sighed and sat down.

"Did you say it was my fault?" Zhu Ci'an asked with a slight frown.

Luo Hongbo glanced at Zhu Ci'an and said, "How many times have you quarreled with Cheng Gong?"

Zhu Ci'an recalled it for a while, raised his head and said, "Actually, just once or twice." Then he lowered his head again, which already cast a psychological shadow on Zhu Ci'an.

"Then why does it feel like you've been hurt deeply?" Luo Hongbo asked with his head tilted.

Zhu Ci'an was stunned for a moment, then slowly turned his head to look at Luo Hongbo and said, "Why do you think so?"

"Tell me first, is that right?" Luo Hongbo asked.

Zhu Ci'an frowned, his lips were tightly closed, he didn't want to answer, the answer seemed ready to come out, but he felt unable to say it.

"I didn't think about it that way." Zhu Ci'an said.

"It's time to think about it for yourself." Luo Hongbo looked at Zhu Ci'an seriously.

Zhu Ci'an looked at Luo Hongbo in astonishment, and frowned even tighter.

"Don't you think it's inappropriate for you to say these things to me?" Zhu Ci'an asked back.

"You're saying that I'm too shallow, right? I know there's a little bit of it, but I'm really thinking about you, and I can chat with you face-to-face tonight, eat, drink, and drink. I don't feel that the two of us It's still the shallow colleague relationship before, are you right?" Luo Hongbo said while gesticulating.

Zhu Ci'an thought about it, and found that no one is more suitable to talk to than Luo Hongbo. Since he was with Cheng Gong, he has almost never had any contact with friends, let alone deep conversations. When many words are held in his heart, he is only himself. Digesting slowly alone, that feeling is really lonely.

Immediately Zhu Ci'an looked up at the sky and said, "I really like him."

Luo Hongbo looked at Zhu Ci'an's profile, but he felt the helplessness in Zhu Ci'an's tone.

"But your tone seems very reluctant." Luo Hongbo said.

After a few seconds of silence, Zhu Ci'an said, "Do you think it's hypocritical for me to say that?"

"I don't think so. You are telling the truth, but he must have let you down, and he was very disappointed. Am I right?" Luo Hongbo said bluntly.

Zhu Ci'an was taken aback when he heard the words, then his eyes turned red, and tears suddenly rolled in his eyes.

Seeing this, Luo Hongbo smiled helplessly, it seemed that he had been hit by his words.

"You can tell me, and you won't think about it all the time." Luo Hongbo opened a can of beer and handed it to Zhu Ci'an.

Zhu Ci'an didn't want to drink at first, but at this moment he really wanted to drink to suppress his slightly agitated emotions.

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