today for you

"You are talking, saying that you have something important to ask us to come to Zichen Palace, but you just sit like this without saying a word... Forget it, sister, let's go, we can't help the emperor." Luo Chun Pull Shi Qiang to go.

"Oh, wait, wait, don't go, I've already lost three catties, and my muscles are not strong. As my only relatives and friends, can't you two care more and love more?"

Luo Chun turned back quietly: "You tell the reason, let us love you well."

"This, this..."

Luo Chun aggressively sat down in front of me: "Your Majesty, you are good in everything, but there is one thing that is not good."

"Where, where?" I was taken aback.

"But when it comes to things related to myself, I'm afraid to move forward. I'm afraid of wolves and tigers. To put it bluntly, I'm cowardly!" Luo Chun pointed at me.

"No, no." I wiped my cold sweat to avoid Luo Chun pointing at my fingertips.

"Yes," Shi Qiang nodded seriously, "Luo Chun and I have never seen what you have done for yourself. You are clearly not the emperor of the Great Yin, but you have done better than Ah Zhi himself. You can use this identity to do something What? Beauty, wealth, enjoyment, even if you want three meals a day with abalone and fish maw, someone will always do it for you without accusing you..."

"Do you know what you look like in the eyes of your subjects? You have no airs, and you don't care about the majesty of the emperor. You are so generous and kind that you look like a temperless patriarch. The atmosphere of government affairs is unprecedented. But you can always look far ahead. You are unconstrained, but always hit your heart. Even if you have no airs, no one is willing to fool you. You do not stick to one pattern, and you are not restrained in employing people. Outsiders say that you are a meritocracy. Only Luo Chun and I know this. Habits you bring from your world."

"Equality, tolerance, and regardless of status or status, these are the qualities that your world gives you. However, you who possess these qualities have never treated yourself like this. Everything you do is based on Concerned about the identity of the emperor. If you are not the emperor, you will enjoy it very wantonly, riding a horse through the streets on sunny days, drinking under the eaves of rainy and snowy days, or lingering in flower buildings to listen to songs, or visiting mountains and rivers to express your feelings... "

"Even if you are poor and needy, you can still imitate the sages and live in a hut near the water. After all, it will not be what it is now." Shi Qiang said a long paragraph, and his expression told me that this is What she said from the bottom of her heart.

"To put it bluntly, what you want is what you don't dare to reach out, what you like to express with restraint, Your Majesty, don't you think this is cruel to you?" Luo Chun followed Shi Qiang's words and looked at me sadly.

I was surprised that they could say such things, and what was even more surprising was that these words really hurt me.It was as if a handful of thorns had been sprinkled on the heart, flicking it back and forth could not pierce the flesh, but the stabbing pain was densely scattered all over the heart.

"You guys really don't show affection at all when you talk. Besides, why do I live by the river? It's easy to get rheumatism in a place with a lot of humidity. It will be very uncomfortable when I get old." I said dumbfounded.

"The technique of changing the subject is too clumsy!" Luo Chun said angrily.

"You haven't said what you want to do with us." Shi Qiang signaled me to return to the key point.

"Well, I really lost to you," I clapped my hands, "I'm looking for you today, actually, it's really for myself."

……

"What? You like Feng Xiaolan!" The two sopranos spoke in unison, in surround sound, attacking my eardrums from all directions.

"Slow down! My ears will hurt!" I rubbed my ears bitterly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it doesn't hurt anymore." Luo Chun leaned over and rubbed my ears twice without any sincerity. It was more like twisting than rubbing. Soon she sat back, "And then? You said you I like him, then what?"

"What else?" I was very confused.

"Oh, you always tell us how you fell in love with him, and how you found out that you like him, and now you want to do something to him who you like!" Shi Qiang couldn't help but abandon his reserve, his eyes glowed look at me.

"That's right, that's right, that's right." Luo Chun was so shocked and confused that he could only agree.

Being illuminated by four high-intensity and high-wattage searchlights, I felt like I was going to evaporate. I was under a lot of pressure: "You guys, can you stop staring at me like this. Please restrain yourself. Let's talk , I like a boy, boy! Isn't that the point?" I laughed very stiffly.

"Otherwise, you like girls like ordinary people, wouldn't it be too boring?" Shi Qiang looked at me with the eyes that you must have made a mistake.

"What? I'm not supposed to like girls?" I was shocked.

"You also have a little bit of self-consciousness, okay? For an extraordinary person like you, it's surprising that you are too ordinary when it comes to who you like. Don't say that you like men, it's because you decide to marry a dog." There is nothing unexpected about cats spending the rest of their lives together, right?" Luo Chun said as a matter of course.

"..." I was speechless for a long time in shock, "What do you guys think of me?"

"Leave this aside, how did you fall in love with Feng Xiaolan? I remember the first time you met, you were quite frightened, right?" Luo Chun was full of interest.

"Probably, it's because the first sight of him was too impressive, so it's always engraved in my mind, and I can't forget it even if I want to." I scratched my face, feeling that my skin had become thinner.

"So it was love at first sight! Then the next question, how did you find out that you like Feng Xiaolan?" Luo Chun persisted.

Covering my hot cheeks, lick|licking my dry lips, I said: "Yes, I only figured it out yesterday, and suddenly I understood it like that. I was too nervous at the time, so how can I say it?" , I was a little overwhelmed."

"Yesterday? Something must have happened?" Shi Qiang was very keen.

I licked my lips again, a little embarrassed to narrate exactly what happened yesterday.Then I got double the disgust.

"Your Majesty, don't be a fool." Luo Chun crossed his arms and looked indifferent.

"If I just beat you up, Feng Xiaolan is so good-tempered that it's unimaginable." Shi Qiang stroked his face and sighed.

"Also, it's not that bad, is it?" My forehead was sweating.

"It's not that bad? You made the person you like can't help expressing your heart first. At this time, you backed down. This is because you have already made a private life with the woman you like, and made an appointment to elope. On the day of the elopement, the girl came. What's the difference if you're afraid to hide?" Luo Chun said angrily.

"How can it be so serious!" I was dizzy from the shock of these words.

"Where is it? You are irresponsible! You are playing with your sincerity! Wake up, don't you just act like a wolf-hearted vagabond? Doesn't your conscience ache?" Luo Chun came over and stopped My shoulders kept shaking, and I was about to be shaken out by her overnight.

"Okay, okay, the emperor can't take it anymore," Shi Qiang hurried over, forced Luo Chun, who was over excited, to leave, and took her aside to avoid me and said, "But Ah Chun is right. In terms of point, you are indeed not as good as Ah Zhi, emotionally, he is at least a courageous person, just like Feng Xiaolan said, you should think about it more. This can only depend on you, we really can't help you. "

After Shi Qiang and Luo Chun left, I fell into endless troubles again.Ask yourself, I like Feng Xiaolan, he jumped off the beam that day, like a fairy descending to earth, so that he was about to shine, those crystal clear eyes looked directly into my heart.From that day on, I was especially willing to let him be close to me.Whether I want him to be my personal bodyguard or massage for me, I don't have the slightest bit of reluctance.

However, when he stays away from me and goes about his own business, I won't be as crazy as the world says.Such representations limited my discovery of my feelings for myself.

However, what is like?When I didn't meet, I didn't know.Until that day, I hugged Feng Xiaolan.

A kind of emotion is not turbulent, but it is dense and refreshing. Because it is not turbulent, it is difficult to detect when there are many affairs. Because it is dense, once the target person appears in front of my eyes, this emotion will be like a spring silkworm spinning silk. , cocooning oneself.Until I was surrounded by groups, I ran left and right, but there was nothing I could do about this cocoon called liking.

Ah, it turned out to be this feeling, in fact, it has always been this feeling.After I became enlightened, I suddenly felt that my heart lightened up, and nothing could restrain me anymore.

"So, what are you calling me for today? If you still don't understand, I won't waste time with you!" Feng Xiaolan said coldly.

I collected myself and took Feng Xiaolan's hand.

"You..." He looked hopeful.

"Xiaolan, you shouldn't like me. I am the emperor, I own the world, and I care about all the people, but I can't put only one person in my heart. If I want, I can have three thousand beauties, and I can change a concubine every day. Ruthless, you can abandon anyone for the sake of power, including the so-called true love. Xiaoli, I am married and have children. In the future, there will be more children, more women, trapped in the palace all day long, but you are different... "

"You are young and have a free body and heart. You shouldn't put this precious emotion on me. It's not worth it."

I held Feng Xiaolan's hand and didn't let go, and Feng Xiaolan didn't struggle. My words came to an end, and we immediately fell into a jerky and awkward embarrassment. It took a long time, Feng Xiaolan said.

"Is this your answer? I know, there are differences between monarchs and ministers, Your Majesty, please let me go."

"Do not."

"what?"

"I said, I won't let you go."

I suddenly exerted force on my hand and pulled him into my arms: "I said, as an emperor, I am not worthy of your liking, but as Yue Jianye, I am eager for your liking."

"Yue Jianye likes you, and hopes that you will like him too. That day you pierced the layer of window paper, and Yue Jianye hid. He was shy and afraid. He was afraid that your liking would not be real or lasting. It's not because of him. At the same time, he also feels that if you don't know that he also likes you, then you can always be like this, not far or near, and one day, it's too much to tear you apart from the body. It hurts."

"So, Xiaolan, can you forgive him for being weak for a while?" I asked softly in his ear.

"..."

"Xiao Lan?"

"Nonsense!" A fist hit my face.

"Ah!" Severe pain came from my cheekbone, I covered my face and backed away, "Lanlan! How did you hit me!"

"What Yue Jianye, what you, is it difficult to just say that you like me too? Go around, you are a snake!"

"I'm sorry, I like you, very much! Don't be angry!" I covered my face and was about to cry.

"..." Feng Xiaolan knelt down and reached out to me.

"Don't hit!" I quickly put my hands on my chest.

"Who wants to hit you! Take your hands away and show me." Feng Xiaolan said sullenly.

"Oh." I lowered my hand timidly, allowing Feng Xiaolan to hold my chin with one hand and raise my head, and carefully touch my face with the other hand.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt." Such a close contact made my heart beat wildly and my mind was muddled and incoherent.

"You are stupid, you don't even know how to hide."

Under Feng Xiaolan's pity eyes, I was overjoyed.This is, what does it feel like to have a boyfriend?

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It's a quick battle, the relationship is confirmed in two chapters, and you can finally fall in love with the name, it's not easy.