[New Writing Group Secret Records] Don't forget flowers

And in TEChapter 9, there is a saying that "the last time I feel that I am alone in this world".

Because when the chief executive died, she had no parents, no relatives, no friends, no lover, and nothing.

After that she had Xiaozheng.

The reason why she didn't think about it now is because Wang Yue.

In this chapter, she said sorry twice, the first time was because she was going to pay for saving Mochizuki’s life because of him, even though she knew it was cunning, but she still This is needed because Mochizuki finally has a place in her heart where "important people" are placed.

It is someone who can stand side by side with her parents, Eita, Hirasuke, the general manager, and Xiaozheng, and is the person she wants to spend her whole life with.

Although it didn't work out in the end.

And she didn't tell him this idea. In fact, in her request to Mochizuki in Chapter 7, "Go back and teach me to wear foreign clothes" is already a cryptic sentence.

It's a pity that she never wore a foreign dress until she died.

And for a person like her to ask Mochizuki to "help me", it shows that she has put Mochizuki next to her.

It should belong to the head office, so it's "sorry".

The second unspoken sorry in the nine chapters is to break the agreement.

But she doesn't need to apologize, because there is a difference between Mochizuki and the director after all.

After all, there is still a difference between the person who is suitable to spend a lifetime with and the person she really loves.

The difference is that she except for the first time because of Heisuke and young [Hey! ] Out of control, I never shed a single tear in front of Mochizuki.

Even during the time when Xiaozheng died, she smiled with difficulty in front of Mochizuki who came to visit her.

All her tears belonged to the Chief Secretary. She shed tears in his arms when she was alive, shed tears lying beside him when she just died, and shed tears behind his tombstone after she died a few years ago.

Yae is a cheerful child who never sheds tears easily, and only the chief can see her collapse.

For the male protagonist, this is quite enough, I think.

Then, regarding Fujita Goro, it is actually Saitoichi.

This stalk is so obvious that there is no need to explain it. Fujita Goro is the pseudonym of Saitoichi after the Meiji Restoration...

However, even if he bent down to ask for the treatment, which belonged to Yae, the little soil bag next to the chief executive was finally flattened.

That's the tomb of the chief minister. How can you allow a soil bag of unknown origin next to something that is now a place of interest?

And the last sentence of the last chapter.

Grandson also asked Mochizuki, what about now?

The treasures of the past, why not the present?

Because this treasure, even if it will always be a treasure, it no longer belongs to him.

After the reunion, he thought that he would always have time to say "I like you", but he didn't say much in the end.

He never knew, that was the closest time between them.

Then came the question about Okita Hikaru.

Okita Hikaru and Yoshida Yuno are both older sisters, and the younger brother died before them, neither of them can accept it.

While Yoshida Yuno chose extreme double destruction, Okita Hikaru chose to bury this matter in his heart, allowing the scars to heal bit by bit.

It's also about venting anger. If Yae met Okita Hikaru, probably this story would be very hectic...

It's a pity that Yae and Yoshida Yuno, as people who were born in the same place, have exactly the same personalities that are buried deep in their bones.

Because it is too coincidental, I often feel very scared when I write and write, as if I am not writing my own story.

If there really was Yae Irie, why was she so miserable at that time...

About naming.

The subtitle of TE, the volume label, is called Xia Ying. It is said that no one will read the volume label, so I will take it out and say it again XD

Someone will definitely ask, what the hell is Xia Ying!

Xiaying, as the name suggests, is the cherry blossoms in summer.

Yae's name itself is what I picked up from the word Yae Sakura, and it is no different from "Sakura" in my heart.

As for Yae's birthday, this setting doesn't make you remember it.

My birthday is in June, the day of the Ikedaya Incident.

It’s already summer, and it’s the season when all kinds of cherry blossoms, regardless of whether they bloom early or late, spring or winter, whether they bloom once or twice a year, will not bloom.

But she was born in this season, the blooming "Yae Sakura".

That is, the meaning of "untimely" and "destined to die young".

Remember, a long time ago, Shannan mentioned Yae's sentence at the end.

"That flower is also out of season."

To be honest, when I named Yae, or when Shannan said that sentence, I never, at all, never thought that TE would end in such a tragic way. After I finished writing, I thought about it for a long time, is it so? Too much for Yae, some coincidences too coincidental?

As soon as she came back, she met Yoshida Yuno. Yoshida Yuno was carrying a dagger with her. It happened that she could only escape to a road that no one usually walked, and it happened that she broke her voice so long ago, so she even called for help. not come out.

Just like this, after so many coincidences, the ending is completely dead.

Is it too much, is it too much of a coincidence?How did I come up with this storyline? !

Don't say that you can't accept it, in fact, even I can't accept it. The plot was written down in one fell swoop.

It feels like, ah, the story of the beginning, transition and ending has been decided long ago, and I am just responsible for writing this thing that has been fixed since the beginning of the name, so long ago.

So don’t be sad, it’s okay, be good, I really can’t accept it, I will forget it from Xia Ying’s Chapter 1, and then go out and turn left to Purple Limeflower, there is a forced reversal from HE to refuse the follow-up episode, there is a healthy and grown up Xiaozhenghe Yae who lives a stable life, although there is no Mochizuki...

Because both Mochizuki and Yae have died once, Mochizuki will be with Yae in TE. Saito, who is very active in the HE episode, only has the last scene in TE, because different positions have different experiences.

That being said, at the end of the whole story, Mochizuki is actually the one who fits Yae the most.

They have the same origin, the same stance, the same experience of dying once, the same life incognito, the same job, the same book, even killing together, one kills, the other tries to cover up the truth , ready to abandon everything almost at the same time.

It's really no wonder that Yae chose Mochizuki. In fact, after the death of the general manager later in the story, Mochizuki and Yae had too much in common, and the relationship was much closer than the general manager.

However, no matter how much Mochizuki has similarities with Yae, even far surpassing the general manager who has basically no similarities with Yae but is tied together by various coincidences, he can't reach the relationship between Yae and the general manager. That fit.

Even if you don’t say anything, even if you even meet your eyes, it’s disgusting. Even at that time, both of them know that the other party is thinking about themselves seriously. Mochizuki can’t do it, he’s just a And again, he was rejected by Yae again and again, in fact, only three times, far less than the number of times the chief executive was rejected by Yae before his death, but Mochizuki couldn't see what Yae was thinking at all, so he chose to give up.

Xiaomai said that I was too gentle with Mochizuki, he was the only one alive when everyone was dead, and as long as he was alive, there was still possibility.

But honestly, no.

There is no possibility for Mochizuki, because of poor communication, Yae and him killed all their hopes and possibilities together. In the end, Mochizuki is just a walking dead who simply fulfills the obligation of "living".

Rather than being gentle, it is more cruel. I pulled him back from the pile of dead people and made me an NPC, depriving him of the "honorary death" of "dead like a warrior" in historical records, using " Your brother's name sounds good" This kind of nonsense reason made him the male second who stood beside Yae when she left the head office. I gave him the hope "Maybe this time I can get close to her" one or two times. Breaking it one, two or three times, it was me who made Yae communicate badly with him, and then took away all his possibilities, and it was me who made this boy turn back into a walking dead after living in the world for more than ten years, dragging his family You can't even die as you want, and it's me who made this old man who was supposed to be knowledgeable and gentle all his life, even when he gets old, be kind and kind, and turned into a person with such a weird temper that his children and grandchildren dare not approach him .

How about it, seeing this, do the girls who hate Mochizuki breathe a sigh of relief?

The person you hate, what he got was actually the cruelest treatment and ending in the full text.

Because it's too pathetic, so please don't hate him anymore, just hate me for doing this.

Well, after talking about the things you don't know, let's talk about the things we don't know.

Don't ask me how Yae died, I don't know hahahahaha how could it be so peaceful, teasing me! ! !

But I don't care, I just want to die peacefully! ! !I want to write about what to do with the tomb of the chief secretary who stabbed myself and made blood all over the ground! ! !It can't be washed off, okay? ! !Poison is the same! ! !Besides, what if the poison burned her stomach first and she couldn't hold back her vomiting! ! !Can this be tolerated? !Can you bear it? !

So not only the police comrades don’t know how Yae died, you don’t know how Yae died, in fact, I don’t know how he died either......

You don't need to know such trivial things [big hand wave]

Alright, now you don't have to worry about me finding any more abuse points to abuse you, this story is completely over, you are liberated, and I am ready to die.

Of course, you can also choose to pick the original author in the article like me, that is, me, who is not aware of the abuse point to fight back against me. This is your truly effective counterattack...

Well, after the second epilogue, this article is officially over.

Goodbye everyone, meow meow~