if this is also love

It was 23:30 Beijing time, and Jiang Miaoge, who was in the UK, began to pack her things and prepare to leave work.

She has refreshing short hair, matched with a fashionable brown design, which is very handsome and charming; a pair of simple black-rimmed glasses adds a full and capable temperament.She is 4400px tall, and her two long legs are particularly eye-catching. She wears a white coat and looks like a windbreaker. It is no wonder that the women in the hospital almost fell in love with her!After taking off her white coat, she paired a long white T-shirt with black ripped jeans. She, who is born with clothes hangers, almost brought the fashion charm of black and white to the extreme.

In her third year of high school, she came to study in the UK alone, and met Liu Dawei who came a year before her.They are both Chinese, love to play games, both are fans of Stephen Chow and Jay Chou, their common language and hobbies made them fast friends.

Miao Ge is lively, cheerful, versatile, and has many suitors of the opposite sex around her. Liu Dawei once expressed his affection for her, but she told him clearly that she has always been in love with a girl.She never concealed her sexual orientation from her friends, and always decisively rejected the opposite sex who showed her love to her, which made Liu Dawei appreciate her even more and regard her as her best friend.

Liu Dawei once asked her curiously, what kind of girl is the girl she loves, and what kind of stories are there between them.She smiled slightly and said with some bitterness: "She is very beautiful, and sometimes she is so stubborn that it makes people feel distressed. I fell in love with her at first sight, and I wanted to protect her very much. However, my gender is very embarrassing, and I regard her as my The woman I love the most, but she regards me as a good sister."

At that time, Liu Dawei didn't dare to ask more questions, for fear of uncovering her scar again and revealing the bloody wound.And she is unwilling to tell others about her and her story, she just wants to keep her in the deepest part of her heart, and miss the little moments they spent together from time to time.

As soon as the off-duty time came, Miao Ge left the hospital with a few colleagues, and then went home separately.At this time, a fashionable girl with yellow hair and black eyes stopped her and asked in fluent English: "Queenie, why don't you answer my phone?"

"Sophie, I really don't like you, please don't pester me anymore, okay?" Miao Ge said, passing her and continuing on her own way.

Sophie caught up, pulled her, and said loudly: "You took David's feelings into consideration before, okay, I broke up with him without saying a word. You said later that you have someone you like, okay, I am willing too Waiting for you. But, there is no such person, right? Queenie, you can reject me, but you can't lie to me!"

"Sophie," Miao Ge stopped and said seriously, "I didn't lie to you, I never lied to you, I really have someone I like! She is the most important girl in my life!"

"Well, tell me who she is? Or call her out! I want to see what she looks like!" Sophie insisted on breaking the casserole and asking the end.

"Her name is Li You, and she is in China now."

"Li You? China? You still want to lie to me!"

"I don't! Sophie, believe it or not, I really don't love you!"

"I don't believe it! Queenie, I know, David is your best friend, and I used to be his beloved girl, and it is true that we broke up because of you, but it's not all your fault! Why is it until now , you still feel guilty about this? Why have you refused to accept me until now?"

That's right, this Chinese girl named Sophie is Liu Dawei's ex-girlfriend.After Liu Dawei fell in love with her, he didn't value sex over friends, but often called Miao Ge together, and the three got along very happily.As time went by, Sophie gradually discovered that she appreciates Miao Ge more than Liu Dawei, and also prefers to stay with Miao Ge.

Later, Miao Ge saw the clues, so she found an excuse to quit the group of three, and started eating, shopping and watching movies alone.Unexpectedly, one day, Sophie ran up to her and said that she liked her and wanted to be with her.Miao Ge was stunned at the time, and quickly said: "Don't be kidding, David and I are good buddies, a friend's wife should not be bullied, this is a matter of principle!"

"Okay, I see!" Sophie said and left.

Unexpectedly, Sophie was serious, and immediately found Liu Dawei and broke up with him face to face!When Liu Dawei asked her why, she also said unabashedly: "Because I fell in love with Queenie!"

Liu Dawei was furious at the time, thinking that Miao Ge was getting involved with his girlfriend behind his back, a feeling of being betrayed by both friendship and love came to his heart, what a shame and shame!He gave Sophie a hard gouged look, left her without saying a word, went to find Miao Ge aggressively, pulled her out of the library, and asked angrily, "What do you mean? Are you taking love with a knife? You Don't you know 'A friend's wife can't be bullied'?"

Miao Ge was stunned for a moment, then immediately understood, and asked awkwardly, "Sophie really broke up with you, right?"

"We just broke up, you knew it! Sure enough..." Liu Dawei became even more angry, and raised his fist at the slightest disagreement, hitting Miao Ge until his nose bleeds all over the floor.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"What's wrong with me beating you? You're robbing your brother and girlfriend, shouldn't you be beating me?"

"When did I steal your girlfriend?"

"Sophie said she likes you. Just now, just a few minutes ago, she broke up with me, and she wants to be with you! You are Les, but I didn't protect you from fire and theft! I'm a fool to put You call me over to play together! I'm a fool to create opportunities for you to get along with me! I'm a fool to watch you poach me like this..."

"But I don't like her!"

"My girlfriend, she likes you, it's your fault!"

One was angry and refused to listen to any explanation, and the other wanted to explain but didn't know how to explain. The two good friends broke up like this. They didn't speak or communicate for a long time, and became strangers who were most familiar with each other.

One week before Liu Dawei returned to China, he took the initiative to invite Miao Ge to dinner, hoping that the two would remain friends, so their friendly relationship gradually recovered.Although they are still friends, Liu Dawei always has a knot in his heart, and he is no longer willing to introduce his girlfriend to her, and she no longer cares about his emotional life.

As for Sophie, she has been doing her own way and wishful thinking from the beginning to the end. She has a crush on David, regardless of whether the other party likes her or not, so she finds a way to chase him; she finds that she likes Queenie more, regardless of whether she is famous or not. , and confessed to her without saying a word.And now, no matter what Queenie says, she only believes what she hears and sees.

At this moment, no amount of explanation would be of any use, and Miao Ge deeply understands that the only way is to let her know the existence of "her".

"Come with me, I'll take you to meet that girl, the one I love!"

Sophie looked at her suspiciously, and was a little scared for a moment, not daring to take a step.In fact, before she came to question Queenie, she had just attended a party and heard alumni talk about Queenie, only to realize that no one had heard or seen the girl she loved. Sophie was suddenly very angry, feeling that all her compromises and waiting were endless grievances.

"Sophie, let's go!" This time, Miao Ge said to her in Chinese.

This was Sophie's first visit to Miao Ge's apartment, she asked her to wait in the living room, and then went straight to the bedroom.This is a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room. The decoration is very simple, mainly in black, white and gray. The living room is connected to the kitchen; the furniture is also very simple, a coffee table, a sofa, and a hanging chair by the window.The only bright color is probably the succulents on the windowsill!

Although the apartment is simple, there are details everywhere, but Sophie didn't care to appreciate it, just glanced around, and then heard Miao Ge say "Come in", she came to her bedroom silently, and then saw a scene that shocked her: except the ceiling , the four walls are full of photos of her and a beautiful girl, one with short hair and one with long hair, or wearing school uniforms or private clothes, or crossing shoulders or looking at each other and laughing, against the background of pink wallpaper full of love, Every look and every expression is filled with ambiguous breath.

"I miss her very much." Miao Ge said softly, then walked up to the life-sized "her" and gently stroked "her" face.

What a beautiful, youthful face it was! Sophie has always been conceited that she is as beautiful as a flower, but now seeing another flower in full bloom, she can't help feeling a little inferior.

"For so many years, you seldom come back to China, and we hardly see her here. Aren't you lonely? Queenie, I can..."

"I'm sorry, she is the girl in my life, so I only have her in my heart, and I can't tolerate others anymore!"

Sophie was silent. After a while, she first smiled at herself, and then said sincerely: "Before I met you, I thought I loved a man. After I met you, I finally found my true self. Queenie, no matter what, I have to thank you!"

Miao Ge also said sincerely: "Sophie, you are a good girl, one day, you will find your 'her', I wish you happiness!"

After seeing off Sophie, Miao Ge also breathed a sigh of relief.She went back to the bedroom, looked at each group photo seriously, and she burst into tears after a while, and then sighed heavily.She picked up a remote control from the bed, and lightly pressed the button, and saw a white curtain lowered from all four walls, covering all the pink wallpaper and the group photo of the girl. In just a dozen seconds, the whole bedroom became It became another scene.

When designing the bedroom, Miao Ge really put a lot of thought into it. Living alone in a foreign country, she often feels lonely and unbearable. Whenever she misses Li You, she relies on those photos to relieve the pain of lovesickness.She often ridicules herself like this: Isn't this the legendary "Wishing plums to quench thirst"?

It's not that she hasn't thought about finding another girlfriend, but among all the girls she knows, none of them can make her heart flutter.After all, she couldn't see Li You's shadow in them, and Li You was unique and no one could replace him.Maybe she is such a single-minded person, once she falls in love with someone, it will be her whole life.

"Youyou, how are you now? I miss you very much, can I go to you?"

During the Spring Festival last year, Miao Ge went home and overheard her family talking about Li You, saying that she seemed to be working in S City, and she suddenly couldn't restrain her feelings. Got her cell phone number.

Miao Ge memorized that string of numbers by heart, but she dared not dial them.She didn't know what she was afraid of. After so many years, the scene at the age of 17 has been lingering in her mind, which cannot be erased or waved away.

"Miao Ge, are you crazy? Do you know what you are doing?"

"Youyou, I like you, can we... can we date?"

"You are crazy! We are all girls, how can we... date?"

"Yes, Youyou, in this world, there are many people like us, they still fall in love and get married, so can we!"

"It's too embarrassing, others will laugh at us!"

"Dante said, go your own way and let others say it. And I believe that with the progress of society, any unacceptable things will eventually be accepted by the public, and the same is true for homosexuality!"

"I can't accept it! Miao Ge, I can't accept it! I just treat you as my best friend and best sister!"

best friend.

best sister.

Only!