if this is also love

Li You worked overtime for three consecutive days in exchange for a day off on Thursday. She originally wanted to sleep in, but she woke up early in the morning, and then thought of Miao Ge inexplicably, and many long-term memories suddenly flooded her mind.

Some memories are like this, as long as they are lightly ticked, they can pour out.

She remembered that in the first year of high school, she and Miao Ge were still so close, inseparable and inseparable from each other.Although some people ridicule them as a couple in love, she thinks that all the girls who are close are like this. Some girlfriends even share body secrets with each other, but they never take a bath together or look at each other. through each other's bodies.

Thinking about it now, at that time, they should be very clear in their hearts. They are different from ordinary girlfriends and can share almost all secrets, except for physical secrets.

Li You ate a simple breakfast, then tied up his hair, rolled up his sleeves, and cleaned the room inside and out.After finishing all the tasks, she fell on the bed in all directions, her mind was blank.Compared with mental fatigue, she would rather do more physical work, but she was physically and mentally exhausted.

At the age of 17, as a song says, it was a rainy season, which wetted her entire youth, making her seem to have exhausted all her strength every time she recalled it.Perhaps from the moment she first met Miao Ge, she had a vague premonition that their lives would be destined to be intertwined, and they would become an indispensable part of each other's lives.

Li You got up, poured a glass of water, sat lazily at the desk, then turned on the computer, looking for a good movie.It seemed like she hadn't watched a movie for a long time. She swiped two or three pages on the video site, and almost all she saw were new movies that she had never seen or heard of.Continue to click on the next page, and finally saw a few familiar movies. When her eyes were fixed on "A Chinese Journey to the West", she saw the shadow of Miao Ge as if possessed, as if she heard her voice .

"This is the best movie I've ever seen, bar none!"

"Really? I think it's okay. I'm not particularly surprised or disappointed."

"The reason why I like it is half because it looks good, and the other half is because of you."

"Because of me? Why?"

"Because this is the first movie I watched with you!"

"That's right, this is the first movie we watched together! Miao Ge, would you like to make an agreement with me that we will watch all good movies together in the future, okay?"

"Okay, come on, hook!"

Li You suddenly remembered that she had watched this movie with Miao Ge in the first year of high school.She laughed at herself, thinking she was crazy, how could she miss someone so much?But she felt normal again. Didn't she experience such a thing ten years ago?The feeling of history repeating itself is really complicated!If you let yourself think about it, you might really go crazy!So she quit the video, turned off the computer, walked out of the house, and wandered aimlessly, hoping to let herself go and find her most peaceful state.

Unknowingly, Li You came to the door of the hotel where Miao Ge lived.People often say that longing is a kind of disease. In her current situation, I don't know if it is considered "terminal illness"?However, since it is a disease, it must be cured!No, she turned her back to the hotel door, took a deep breath, lingered for a while, and walked in.

Since it was a rest day, Li You didn't have any make-up or dress up. With a plain face and disheveled hair, plus casual clothes and sneakers, he seemed a bit out of place when he walked into a magnificent five-star hotel.

When she learned that Miao Ge had checked out and left, her whole body seemed to be hollowed out, and she immediately slumped on the ground, frightened the hotel staff to help her up in a hurry, and then kept asking her if she was okay, and she was lost The ground nodded and shook his head again, making people really confused.

Ten years ago, Miao Ge left without saying goodbye, and she has never been in contact with her since then; ten years later, she still left without saying goodbye, do we have to wait for the next ten years to meet again?Li Youyu became more and more annoyed when he thought about it. Miaoge kept saying that he liked her and liked her, but in the end he repeatedly hurt her with practical actions. What kind of liking is this called?

Suddenly, Li You ran out of the hotel, stopped a taxi on the side of the street, and started calling Miao Ge as soon as he got in, but only heard the repeated "beep beep" sound, and then there was no up.

"Liar!" Li You's tears could no longer be restrained, falling down one by one like pearls with broken strings. "Miao Ge, you big liar! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! Why do you treat me like this! Why...you were like this ten years ago, and you are still like this ten years later, and I am like that Are you a bully! Are you...that...that...protecting...me...? Woohoo..."

Sure enough, Jiang was still old and hot. No matter how Li You cried, the uncle driver looked calm, driving the car with all his attention as if he hadn't seen or heard anything.

When he was 17 years old, a boy liked Li You and pursued her passionately.Li You didn't dislike that boy, on the contrary, he had a good impression of him. Since both of them were only middle school students, they maintained an ambiguous relationship with him with the secret joy of being pursued.

At that time, Miao Ge always acted as a big and bright light bulb, eating, shopping and playing with them.Although it was Li You who asked her to join this "threesome" team, she was indeed too blind to give them a chance to get along alone.

The flame of love has just started, there is no space, no air, and it will soon be extinguished.Sure enough, not long after, that boy gradually alienated Li You, and only said one inexplicable sentence to her: "I wish you happiness!"

Later, when rumors spread in the school, Li You understood the connotation of that sentence.It turned out that Miao Ge once had a private conversation with that boy, inadvertently revealed her gender orientation, and at the same time stated that she would not let Li You leave her.That boy didn't like Li You very much. Facing a strong opponent, he couldn't afford to offend him but could still hide, so he took the initiative to cut off contact with Li You.

When the rumors became more and more outrageous, Li You couldn't help but lose his temper at Miao Ge, blaming her for speaking without thinking, which made teachers and classmates misunderstand them.

The sky suddenly began to drizzle, like a dog blood TV series, full of routines.They had a big fight in the drizzle, and then said a lot of harsh words to each other, and finally turned around and left, saying goodbye for ten years.

Li You's thoughts couldn't help but go back to the rainy season when she was 17 years old. She and Miao Ge stood in the small bamboo forest on campus, their heads, faces, and bodies were all wet by the drizzle.She complained quite a bit, but Miao Ge always looked at her dotingly with a smile on her face.

"What are you laughing at? I'm telling you the truth!"

"I suddenly realized that you look so cute when you are angry!"

"You're crazy, at this moment..." Li You was halfway through her words when Miao Ge abruptly lifted her face and kissed her lips.Before he had time to feel the taste of the first kiss, Li You pushed Miao Ge away angrily, looked around, and chattered endlessly: "You lunatic! Crazy! How can this kind of joke be made? If the teacher or classmates see it, we jump into it. The Yellow River can't even wash it away! You are really...I am really speechless to you! Can you..."

Miao Ge kissed again, and she jumped back hastily in fright.

"Miao Ge, are you crazy? Do you know what you are doing?"

"Youyou, I like you, can we... can we date?"

"You are crazy! We are all girls, how can we... date?"

"Yes, Youyou, in this world, there are many people like us, they still fall in love and get married, so can we!"

"It's too embarrassing, others will laugh at us!"

"Dante said, go your own way and let others say it. And I believe that with the progress of society, any unacceptable things will eventually be accepted by the public, and the same is true for homosexuality!"

"I can't accept it! Miao Ge, I can't accept it! I just treat you as my best friend and best sister!"

If their conversation only ended here, maybe there would not be such a long parting later.However, when they were young, they didn't know how to stop when they were young, especially when they were angry with each other, they had to speak clearly, even if they hurt others and themselves in the end, it would hurt both sides!

"But, I don't regard you as a sister, I have always regarded you as a lover!"

"Miao Ge, you are like this now, I will never be able to be friends with you in the future!"

"Then don't be friends! Youyou, give me a chance, okay?"

"I didn't expect you to be this kind of person! Let me tell you, don't think of me! I am a normal person, and I don't like monsters like you!"

"Monster? Youyou, how can you say such a thing?"

"Anyway, I wouldn't like you! Never!"

"Enough! You've got your nose on your eyes, haven't you? Can you talk properly!"

"Why did I stick my nose to my eyes? Why can't I talk properly? It's because you insist on doing and saying some nonsense things to upset people!"

"Li You..." Miao Ge was speechless, and resorted to the most ruthless move between friends, not passing by each other, but bumping into each other, and then said coldly: "Let's break up friendship!"

"Okay, if you break the relationship, break it!" Li You said angrily, supporting his shoulder that was hurt by the bump.

At the entrance of the Affiliated Hospital of S University, Li You paid the money and got out of the car. While wiping the tears on his face, he went straight to the psychological consultation room in three steps at a time.As the girlfriend of "Handsome David Liu", she rarely comes to the hospital to see her boyfriend except to see a doctor, but almost all the medical staff in the hospital know her.No way, who made Liu Dawei the son of Dean Liu, and Li You is Liu Dawei's girlfriend!

The head nurse was the first to see Li You, and immediately greeted her warmly: "Youyou, long time no see! It's rare to see you come to see our handsome David Liu, but he is talking to Police Officer Mu in the office now, how about you Shall we sit here for a while?"

Li You walked over, forced a smile, nodded to the head nurse, but answered irrelevantly: "Sister Zeng, I'm here to find Jiang Miaoge!"

"Oh," the head nurse was obviously a little surprised. She glanced at Qiqi and Shanshan, and seeing that they were also stunned, she asked knowingly, "Is that the new psychiatrist?"

"Yes, is she...in the hospital now?"

"Yes, yes. But she is very busy now, you should make an appointment in advance..."

"Sister Zeng, please pour me a glass of water, thank you!"

The head nurse asked Qiqi to pour a glass of water, then handed it to Li You, and asked with concern: "Youyou, your complexion is not very good, is there something uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Li You drank the water in the paper cup in one gulp, his heart fluttering and fluttering finally returned to its original position, and all the seven souls and six souls of the whole person finally returned together.

"Is it really okay?"

"Well, thank you, Miss Zeng."

"Do you need me to call David?"

"No need, I'm here to find Miao Ge this time."

The head nurse wanted to say something, but was called away by a male doctor. The remaining Qiqi and Shanshan didn't like Li You very much, and they went about their own things in silence.For a while, the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Fortunately, this embarrassment did not last long, because Miao Ge's patient walked out of the counseling room very quickly.Li You immediately walked to the counseling room, and when she passed by them, she took a peek at them, and they seemed to be a mother and daughter, discussing Miaoge as they walked: "So handsome! So handsome, right?" ! If only it was a man!"

Yes, it would be great if Miao Ge was a man!It was only then that Li You discovered that her all-time knot was not that Miao Ge liked her, but that Miao Ge was not a man!